Isabella povI see her take another sip before she puts the glass down." my brother here got sick with cancer a few years back and none of us knew if he was going to survive. He has always known my partner and he offered us to donate some of his sperm to inseminate her. Silas didn’t want to be a donor! He said it only belongs to you and he can’t put a child into this world if it wasn’t with you!"I can’t help the tears that slip down my cheeks and I try to wipe them away. This is starting to get too much for me!" I respected him for it and was happy my brother offered to donate. Today we have our beautiful son! Silas has signed the papers and he is his son even if it isn’t by blood. One day when he is older we are going to tell him the truth" I feel how my tears just keep flooding down and can’t believe how incredible Silas has been to them.I pour myself another large glass and rise from my chair. Walking over to my window I sip on my drink and try to sort out my thoughts. I hear s
Isabella pov"Bella wake up!" I hear a voice far away and I try to block it out. I feel like my head is about to explode and my mouth is dryer than the dessert."Bella you need to wake up!" I hear the voice closer and someone is shaking me awake. Trying to open my heavy eyelids I see Mia's face close to mine. She has an annoying smile on her lips." fuck Mia let me be!" I say to her and try to close my eyes again." Well it’s not me who needs to be at the hospital in less than 15 minutes and you stinking of booze! Had a nice party by yourself?" Her words register in my mind and I sit up.Looking around I find I'm still at my office but laying on my couch. I have the same clothes as yesterday and one empty whiskey bottle is laying on the floor.She picks it up and holds it in front of her." did you drink all this by yourself?" She says and looks at me." that would explain why you look like a dead rat" she chuckles and I just roll my eyes at her, and rise from the couch." well I am y
Isabella pov The car comes to stop by the cemetery and I look out the window. It has been years since I was here and I can’t help the guilt I feel for not visiting my daughter. Opening the door I slowly get outside. I should have brought some flowers to the grave, but I just have to do that another day. My feet start to carry me over the cemetery until I find myself standing in front of the grave. I see her grave has flowers and candles! Someone has put down a lot of effort to look after it and plant all these flowers. I break down in tears and I hold my hand over my mouth to keep myself from screaming out the pain I feel. I hate this! My baby girl is laying in front of me and I haven’t visited her in years. I should have been the one to plant the flowers and take care of her grave. What kind of mother am I to not even be back here, just pushing the memory of her aside. Like she never even happened! I try to calm down but my mind is a complete mess and the pain I feel by looking at
Isabella povI collect myself on the ride home and when the car come to a stop outside I walk straight up to my boy's room, finding them in the playroom. Kian is the first to notice me and runs over to give me a hug. Taking him in my arms I hold him tight until I feel Alex beside me and squat down and pull him in my arms too.I hold them tight until they start to protest and want to be free." mommy are you sad?" Comes Kian's voice and I let go of them and look at him. He always knows what I feel." Are you sad we are going away?" I give him a smile." I'm going to miss my boys terribly when you are on vacation, but I'm happy for you and will be here waiting when you come back!" I kiss him on the cheek and then give Alex one." then why are you sad?" He won’t give up on his question. I sigh and look at him, I can’t tell them what's going on around them." I just had a bad day at work!" I say and give him a smile to reassure him I'm fine." well have you started to pack your bags yet?"
Isabella pov My heels make the only sound on the pavement, I'm walking closer to my office building, and with every step I take I try to calm my raising heart down. I didn’t get any sleep at all last night, my mind kept spinning with all my thoughts. From everything that happened in the past until this moment, the things Susan told me to Silas' pain. I went back and forth between my room and my kid's room, the whole night. I have made up my mind a long time ago! Even if Silas won’t hurt me or try to take my boys away from me I know Isac would do everything he can to take them away from me. If he knows Silas and Susans' son isn’t his then there is no say of what he will do. One thing I have learned these years is to never let my guard down! Isac is an enemy who won’t hesitate to take me out if he can. Walking up to my office I meet Danny outside and the guards who went to pick me up this morning stayed downstairs to guard the entrance. There are guards on every corner and I'm going
Isabella pov I see Isac snapping his head in my direction and his eyes are looking at mine, I see something that looks like guilt in his eyes before his face turns into stone. Just as I remembered him, hard as a stone and never shoved any feelings. " you wanted this meeting so just get down to it!" His stern voice speaks up. Isac is still almost as tall as Silas and his father. His stern gaze on me doesn't affect me at all and I motion for them all to take a seat. I walk over to my chair and get stopped by Martin who takes my hand and shakes it. " nice to see you again Belle!" He says and I just give him a small smile. I will see if he feels the same way after this meeting. He takes a seat in the middle with Isac on one side and his wife on the other, Silas takes the end and his intense gaze is on me all the time. Danny walks over to my side and gives my shoulder a squeeze. Looking up at him he gives me a nod to reassure me it’s alright. Turning my head to look back at Silas he s
Isabella povI wipe away my tears only to have new ones spilling over, all the hurt is back and my anger just makes it worse." I did no such thing! When I came back you were gone and I never heard from you again! I never gave the orders to my guards!" He says with anger and shock in his voice before he snaps his head to Isac, I follow his motion and see how Isac has sunk down in his seat and keeps his eyes to the floor." you fucker I will kill you with my bare hands for this!" Silas is about to jump Isac when his guards stop him and Martin stands in the way of him." you already have a son and she clearly doesn't want you to be a part of their lives so why don't you just sign the papers and we can talk about this later!" I look at Isac when he speaks to Silas and I can’t believe how heartless he sounds.A chair gets thrown in the air and I snap my head to the side and se Silas being held back by several of the security guards in the room." you will not live another day for this! An
Isabella povOn the car ride home I don’t say anything just holding my boys close to me. Theo rides in his own car with his driver, I know he is following behind and I guess he is feeling bad for turning up with my boys.When we arrive at the house we get out and walk straight up to their room, I need to have a talk with them. Theo comes rushing in just when we have taken a seat in the playroom." I'm sorry sis! The kids wanted to see you and said it was important to go to you straight away. If I had known we wouldn’t have come!" I look at Theo and back to my boys, seeing them booths sitting with their heads hanging low." you two heard what Danny said last night outside your room didn’t you?" I look between them and can se how they are ashamed." yes, mommy!" Comes Kian's voice and I reach for them and pull them to my lap. Holding them tight and giving them a kiss on their heads." I have told you, boys, before that I have guards with me all the time and you are not allowed to barge