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Chapter Eleven
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2024-10-29 19:42:56“Um-” I freeze up. Is this when she gives me the dreaded 'talk'? The one I see in movies where the nice mother suddenly tells me that I am not good enough for her son. Where she tells me that he has a bright future ahead of him and that by being with me he is jeopardizing it and that if I really cared for him, I would cut him loose? “Well-”
“I think it's wonderful that you two are finally together. I've thought for so long that the two of you would be perfect together. You are such a sweet and loving girl and he's so, well, himself. Besides al that, he has liked you for years.” She breaks off, giving me a huge smile. “I guess what I'm saying is that it's about dang time.”
“I thought you'd think-” I stop. I'm so surprised by her words that I don't even know what to say. “I thought you'd think that I'm bad
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