Cara
It takes a second to understand what he's saying. "Hungry?" I ask him like I've never heard the word before. But I quickly get control of myself. "Sorry, uh, I'm fine." I twist away from his grip and stand up. "I was just leaving. Thanks for the drink, really, you saved my life." He stares at me, head tilted to the side like he's reading the inside of my guts. "I'm not asking for your phone number, and I'm not interested in a date. I'm asking if you want some company and a meal." "I'm not hungry," I say and start walking. That's true—I made sure to stuff myself before running earlier—but I don't know how long it's going to last. If Christopher is already cutting off his stash of cards, that means I won't have any money at all to get a room for the night, much less anything to eat. I'm planning my next move as I head through the lobby, but Mr. Kazan's still at my side, keeping pace. "Pizza," he says. "Deep dish, if that's your thing." I make a face. "I'm from Philly. Deep dish is like a mortal sin back in my neighborhood." "Then whatever kind of pizza you want. I'm not picky." I glance at the expensive suit and the glittering watch on his wrist. "I highly doubt that." "How about this. There's a Greek place near here that I like. I know the owners. Best souvlaki in the city. If it doesn't change your life, I'll pay the bill and you can go on your way, no complaints from me." I slow before I reach the exit. Outside, Chicago is a glittering, chaotic nightmare, an unfamiliar place filled with strangers. I've been in this city for two months, and I've spent most of that time locked in the house my husband purchased, thinking about how I was going to get out. I have no clue where I'm going. I have no clue what I'm doing. And this guy did save my butt back there. "What your name?" I ask, eyeing him suspiciously, trying to get a read, but the man's poker face is pro level. "Eros. And you?" "Cara." "Nice to meet you, Cara. Let me feed you dinner." I grind my jaw, brain working. I need to get out of here right now, before Christopher looks over the charges and figures out where I am, but there's something about this guy. Maybe it's the way he's looking at me, or his massive size, or the almost gentle way he talks to me, or the sheer force of his magnetism—this strange, powerful draw he's exuding, and it's like I can't look away. He's handsome, but it's not just that—plenty of guys are handsome. There's something else about Eros and I don't know what it is. But I'm curious now, and curiosity's always been my weakness. "Why are you helping me?" I finally ask out of frustration. "You said something back at the bar. You said you need to get out of here before he finds you." Eros leans closer. "Who is he, Cara?" I open my mouth to tell him to go to hell but shut it again. Letting my tongue get the better of me right now isn't going to help anything, but I sure as heck don't want to talk about Christopher with some stranger. Instead, I turn to the door. "Greek sounds good." There's a short pause before Eros takes my arm. "Right this way then." I let him guide me outside. It's a cool, comfortable mid-summer night, and Eros walks with purpose like the city's an ocean and he's a shark parting the waters. The restaurant is a couple blocks away, a little hole in the wall, and the staff greet Eros like he's the pope coming for a visit. We get a great table up front near the windows and the owner himself comes out, a little man with dark hair and a big, warm smile. He practically kisses Eros's ring before food arrives without us having to order. "Are you always treated like this?" I ask in astonishment. Eros sits back, still not smiling. "In certain places, yes, I am. Are you going to tell me who he is yet?" "Nope." I start eating. It's absolutely delicious. Kebabs, vegetables, hummus, Greek meatballs, spanakopita so flaky it falls apart like butter in my mouth. Eros barely touches the food and watches me with that cold, curious expression, until I can't take him staring anymore. "What can I say to make you stop looking at me like I'm a zoo animal?" "You can tell me that you have a place to sleep tonight." "Why would you—" I stop myself and clench my jaw. I have to take a breath before I go off on him again. I don't like the way this man's seeing straight through me. "I appreciate you bailing me out back at the hotel, and I appreciate you feeding me, but you've got something wrong." He raises an eyebrow, which is the most emotion I've seen from him so far. "What's that?" "I am not helpless." I glare at him and feel the flame of five years of living with Christopher burning in my chest. Five years of bowing and scraping, cooking and cleaning, explaining away bruises and laughing off black eyes. Five years of misery. Five nightmarish years, ever since I was an eighteen-year-old kid. Now I'm twenty-three, still a kid. I don't know a thing about the world and I don't have any useful skills, but I will not shackle myself to another man. Not ever again. Eros smiles. It's a beautiful smile, and I'm taken aback. His face goes from dark and brooding to light and joyful in moments. It's like someone turned a spotlight on his features. He strokes a thumb down his stubbled chin and laughs, shaking his head, leans forward, and plucks a piece of cheese from my plate. "No, Cara, I don't think I'd ever call you helpless." "We only just met. You don't know a thing about me, and you're acting like I'm some homeless vagrant or something." "I've met many people like you in my time." He waves a hand dismissively in the air which only makes me want to punch him in the teeth. "You are most certainly not the type to admit you need help. But if you can tell me where you're sleeping tonight, I'll pretend like none of this happened."Cara"I already said thank you." I glare at him, arms crossed, no longer hungry. Mostly because I already stuffed my face, but still. He's pissing me off, and I don't know where I'm sleeping, but that's my problem to solve, not his."And yet you haven't told me who he is yet."I grind my jaw. This big bastard's not letting it go. I could get up and walk away right now—I don't think he'd stop me, not in such a crowded place—but where would I go? It's dark and I'm on an unfamiliar street, and I don't know if I can afford an Uber or a cab. Worse, I have no clue where I'd go if I could.This is basically the most poorly planned escape ever.But I didn't have time. I saw my chance, and I took it without hesitating, because hesitating would've meant getting caught.I lean back, studying him. "How about this? I graciously let you pay for this lovely meal, and you promise not to ask me about him again. Do we have a deal?"Eros's eyes sparkle with amusement. "Let me get you a room at the Drake
CaraHe wasn't kidding about the suite.It's at the top of the Drake. Two huge rooms, one sitting area and one sleeping area. Couches, tables, a full bar, all of it sleek, shining, and obscenely expensive.He gives me a quick tour. "All yours for tonight," he says. "I'll pay through the morning. There's no rush to leave.""I'll be gone early, don't worry."He shrugs as if it doesn't matter to him. "I have an early meeting in the dining room tomorrow morning, but I don't plan on sleeping here tonight. If you need something, call down to the front desk and have them put it on my tab.""Just tell them Eros Kahzan said it's okay?""That'll work.""Why are you doing this?"He hesitates near the door. "I already told you.""If this is some spiritual atonement, I'm not really sure that's how it works."He chuckles softly. "Maybe not. Goodnight, Cara. And good luck." He reaches for the doorknob and opens it.Something bubbles up in my throat. Some desire, some need. "Wait. Hold on." He looks
CaraHe releases a sultry and incredible growl before pushing me down onto the couch, pinning me there. He takes the bottle, sets it on the floor, and proceeds to kiss my mouth, neck, chest, slowly stripping off my jeans. My shoes clatter to the floor, and soon I'm wearing nothing on the bottom. That beast kisses my inner thigh, his hands reaching up my top and teasing my breasts. He licks me gently, nibbling closer and closer to the heat between my legs."For such a big bastard, you really can be very—""Tender?" he asks as he slides two massive fingers inside of my dripping pussy."Oh, fuck," I say, mind blazing and suddenly blank as pleasure rips down my spine."Lovely Cara," he whispers, licking and kissing my clit. I run my fingers through his thick hair, loving the way he says my name, but also the way he licks my pussy and slides his meaty fingers inside. I'm twitching, shaking, back arched—He reaches down and picks up the champagne bottle. Before I can say a word, he pours th
CaraEvery inch of my body is on fire like cold lightning rolling down my skin.He goes faster, fucking my face, and sliding his fingers in and out, and it's slick and lovely and wet, and I'm drooling down his shaft. I have to pull back as I come, shaking and trembling, getting off for a second time, for the first time in my life, and I'm blinking away black spots as he kneels between my legs."Good girl," he whispers. "You've done so well.""Eros," I say and laugh stupidly. "What the fuck? Did I just come twice?""You've been so pent up, haven't you? I can see the frustration in you. I can almost taste it on your pussy. You've been carrying a lot inside of you, asteraki mu, but I will help you release some of it tonight."My mouth falls open and I stare into his eyes.And he's right, god, he's right. I've carried so much inside of me, so much pain and rage and fear, so, so much fear.So much regret.But I believe him, right here and now, I believe Eros when he says he wants to help me
ErosI wake at sunrise.An hour of sleep will have to be good enough.I'm tired, but the memory of Cara's body against mine, her skin glistening with sweat as she rode my cock, her whimpers and moans as she sucked my tip, her drool rolling down my shaft—it was all very much worth one exhausted day.Even if I have an important meeting soon.Cara's breathing is slow and deep. I watch her for a few minutes, enjoying the way the sheets barely cover her body. Weak sunlight makes her seem to glow.I haven't fucked like that in a long time.I haven't wanted like that in forever.That was not how I expected the night to go.I came to the Drake to have a quiet drink and scout out where I'd be having breakfast tomorrow—or in about an hour from now.Instead, I ran into Cara, and something about her drew me in. It was her desperation, her obvious fear, but also the way she spoke to that bartender like she was going to rip his head off.I could tell something was wrong. I saw it written all over h
ErosThe dockworkers' union boss sits across the table with his right-hand man and his lawyer, and they look like a couple of smug assholes. They traded in their Carhartt jackets and double-knee jeans for Polo shirts and khaki pants, and I'd bet my left ventricle that they're headed out to play golf when we're finished.The whole blue-collar worker thing only means something when it comes time to convince the rank and file to fall in line."We've had a long and profitable friendship," I say and study the main boss, a guy named Owen Grady with a ruddy complexion and a squashed face like a gourd three weeks past Halloween. He looks out of place in the dining room of the Drake, but looks aren't everything. Grady's a player, and a good one. "I'm hoping we can continue that way.""I agree, Eros," Grady says and sips his coffee and nibbles on his wheat toast. Fucker must have a bad heart or something. I catch him eyeing the bacon on his lawyer's plate like a dope fiend. "You've been good to
CaraAh, crap. As soon as the money leaves my hand, I know I went too far.When I woke up, I felt like heaven. For the first time in a very long time, I felt calm and happy and relaxed, with a pleasant ache between my legs. Yes, Eros was gone, but so what? I figured he'd cut and run and I knew he had an early meeting anyway.I took a shower, gathered my things, and that was when I saw the cash.Just sitting there on the nightstand, waiting for me.No note, no comment. Nothing but money.Like I was some hooker and he was paying me off.Rage filled my chest. Rage unlike anything I'd ever felt before. Shame and disgust came next. I'd never, ever done something like that night before, and I was stupid enough to be happy about sleeping with a total stranger and doing some depraved and, frankly, really hot sex stuff with him, stuff I'd never, ever considered, not even during the heady early days with Christopher.Only to find cash on the nightstand.Like I was Eros's whore.Shame hit me so
CaraThe shadiest car rental place in the world gets the eighth credit card to work and lets me drive off in a thirty-year-old Nissan Altima that jolts and stutters as I cruise away from Chicago.I'm thinking about Eros the whole way.I should have my future at the top of my mind—I still don't know where I'm going or if I'll sleep in a warm bed or in the back seat of this dumpy car—and my stomach's beginning to rumble. Fortunately, I stole food from the Drake's complimentary breakfast table, but that won't last forever.I still can't get Eros out of my mind.It's not just the sex. I mean, yeah, it's the sex. That was really good sex. But it's also the way he looked at me, and spoke to me, and touched my skin, and later, the way he gave me his card even though I went full-on crazy on him with all that cash and definitely ruined whatever deal he was setting up with those union guys.He should've killed me. If I blew a meeting as big and as important as he said, a lesser man would've hur