Alice said, “Tyler did not let anyone sit on that bench saying that it was reserved for Sarah. So everyone forced you to sit there." I was shocked at first. I replied, “Why would he?” Inside my heart I asked myself, why would he do that, why for me? Many thoughts crossed my mind. I thought if I was the next target like Jazz and Tanie. But I also felt touched for his actions. I do not know I was happy maybe. No one had ever done that for me. After thinking for a while I remembered I had taken notes for him last time. Finally I thought that was the reason. But again I was late in fact so he had his notes by himself why would he keep the seat for me. Ha-ha I also thought if he liked me. Well maybe it was this moment I started liking him. I do not know the reason but I started noticing him since then. I was swayed away by my thoughts until Alice replied me.
She obviously started teasing me saying that he liked me. I said it did not make any sense. Since that day the only name my friends started teasing him was mine and me was his. Then maybe because they teased I started feeling for him more. Well the days went as usual. It was the final term and everyone got busy. This time the competition was tough. It was between Jazz and Alice. I hoped Alice to get on the top. The exams went on. I also did okay as usual. Then it was time for the break until next session started. It was a month's holiday.
At home I spent my time just like that lazily eating sleeping watching TV, playing games. Then in the middle of the holiday it was the result day. I went to school with my mom. I was happy for my result. I had increased my scores a lot than before. I always came sixth in position before. This time I got the fourth position. So, I was happy. Teachers also praised me. Then I saw that Alice was on the first position. I was happy for her. After her it was Jazz and then it was Tyler. So after results I was returning home. Then I saw Tyler also returning. I congratulated him for his good results. Then he also praised me. He said I was doing well. I felt happy with his words. Then we returned exchanging goodbyes. At home also everyone was happy for my result.
After few days we had a family gathering. I had a big family. My aunts had come. So it was a busy day. I was with my sister and my aunts in one room. They were chattering and as I was the smallest one in that room I did not speak much. Then suddenly one of my aunt said out of the blue, “Rozie is the most beautiful girl present in this room." Well everyone clearly heard that.
I knew I was always compared to her in every aspect. She was always better than me. I knew that myself. But when my aunt said that directly I somewhat felt sad in my heart. But I forced a smile. Maybe another aunt, young aunt thought about me so she said I was also pretty. I knew she said that just to keep my heart. I could not show my expression. Then the topic got changed. The day passed. At night that day I remembered the facts. I cried alone for a long time. I loved my sister but why was I always compared with her every single time. In fact my sister was a model for me. She was my idol. I remembered the facts that she was better than me in every facts. I asked god that why it was me without any beauty, without any talents. My sister had talents, beauty and she can even talk to the relatives in a well-mannered. I was exactly opposite from her. I cried. I could not cry loudly because I was afraid if my parents would know that I was crying. I cried until I felt asleep. Well I am always like that. If anything bad happened in day I would cry at night until I slept without letting anyone know that I cried. So it was like a habit for me.
I am in school. I am being praised by everyone. Everyone liked me now. Our school was holding a big program. So everyone was practicing something they like. I was just sitting thinking what should I do. I always loved being a host. But I get nervous in front of crowd many times. So I dumped the idea. While I was wondering what should I do, suddenly Tyler came got on his knees in front of me and said, “Sarah, will you be my partner for the dance?” Everyone who had been practicing was diverted because Tyler got on his knees. So everyone said to accept the request. I was already flushed when he got on knees. I was also shocked because there was no couple dance this time then why did he say so. Also why did he choose me? But I got my senses back and said slowly, “I don't know how to dance.” He said, “Don’t worry, you just need to follow my lead. I will help you.” Everyone was telling me to accept. So I
When the days were passing by just like that. One day it was raining when I was in school. During lunch, Alice and I went to classroom after we had lunch. Tyler, Saww and few friends were there. We sat on our place. I insisted Alice to sing song. Well everyone in the class knew she sang well and had a beautiful voice. Well maybe she also was in mood, she started singing. At first everyone listened, even Tyler who was on the opposite side of our bench looked and listened but at another song Tyler was occupied with his own chats with other friends and Alice's song was like a background music for them. It was romantic songs she sang. Then Alice also started insisting me to sing. I never had sang in front of anyone before. So I denied at first.But she started threatening me, “I will never sing again next time if you don't sing today.” So I agreed. I started with a romantic song. When I started almost everyone had looked at me. I first did not
When we returned home, the situation was kind of tensed or what to say maybe sad. Well, my maternal grandfather (mother’s father) passed away. I was shocked from the news. I was attached to him. Although we did not live in the same house, I respected him. He also loved and cared about me. I went to see him for the last time with my family in his house. Whole way I was too quiet. After I reached I saw that… that he was lying down lifelessly. When I saw him, I could not cry. I could not speak a word. I felt my heart heavy. I could not believe that he left us. I could hear crying sounds. Maybe people thought me heartless because I did not shredded a tear. But deep inside I knew how I felt. That after his ceremony, everyone went back to their places. I was in my room alone. I could not sleep. I did not eat anything also. I cried until late night and did not sleep before 3a.m.The next day everyone was mournful. I did not go to school. M
For a few days nothing exciting happened in school. We had pressure on us to study. Our test was on head. Everyone was studying hard. Well I am not so fond of studying, so I was not working hard like others. I was like if I understood in class and once I read the subjects I would do exams satisfactorily. Alice was on different level. She really studied hard every time. Even when she had leisure time she would study. So one day I asked her why she did so. The she replied, “I always love studying. It is not like I am protecting my first position but as I loved to study it was like killing two birds with one stone." I was surprised by her answer and told her to not to pressure herself much. Because I did not love studying so I thought she was bluffing. But what she told was true.My mom and her mom had trusted each other with us. If we had go anywhere, my mom would let me go if she went and she did not let me go if she did not g
“Sarah”It was Kyle who chose me. When I heard that Tyler actually chose Tanie I felt like the sky crash landed on me. I was really sad. But I was also thankful that Kyle chose me than her sister. If he also would have chosen Tanie then the situation would be bad. Anyways as I was thankful to Kyle I thought that I will give my best in this game although I did not know how to play properly. The game started. Until half time we had equal scores and I did not do much just passed the ball when it was on my hand. Then, after half time, it started again. I somewhat understood the rules. Then, Tanie had the ball, she was going for her score, but before that I snatched it from her and went with the ball and scored in my basket. I was so happy. I scored totally two times. Tanie could not get point for her group and also made mistakes which leaded to decrease few points of her group. At the end, we won the game. I was so happy.The first reason was because I als
It was Kyle who opened the door. He saw me, I tried to stop crying but tears well still flowing from my eyes. So, I looked at the other side. He came in and closed the door. Alice was so angry that she yelled at Kyle, “What have you come for now? Does your sister…” I grabbed Alice's hand to stop her. Then, I wiped my tears on my face and turned to them. My eyes were red and I was controlling my tears from falling down. When I saw him he was actually shocked by what Alice said. He looked confused. Then, I asked in a low and shaky voice, “Why are you here?” He replied, “I was passing by and saw you crying so I came in. Sorry, if I interrupted.” He was about to leave. My tears had fallen again. Alice saw me and she could not control herself and yelled again, “Tell your sister that one day her turn will also come.” Kyle who was almost at the door stopped. I was afraid because I thought if Tanie could do those things then Kyl
Whistle (A message notification sound)I wiped my tears and opened my cell phone. I opened the message. The cell phone fell from my hand to my bed. I just sat still for a few minutes until <Whistle> another message came. Both messages were from Tanie. The first one was my video. The second message was: Don't you dare speak a word to anyone. If you speak, I will send this to all students from our school. I will also post it on internet. This video will only be with me until you are a good girl. I will make you famous. Also, stay away from Tyler.I could not cry now. I felt like my eyes were burning and all tears had already fallen down. I thought about that incident and sat on the floor near to bed. I put my head on bed and stared at my room's wallpaper for a long time. Suddenly I stood up. I opened my school bag, I threw things turning the bag upside down. I found the thing I was searching, a sharpener
The next day, I woke up after the alarm rang. I then sighed, I did not want to go school, but again I thought one day I will have to go and I cannot lie to mom today. So, I freshened up and got ready and ate breakfast and went to school. I walked slowly so that I can reach class exactly on time. As I reached class, I gave a disgusting look to Tanie and sat on my place with Alice. Then, on lunch time, when there were no one, Kyle asked me what I was going to do with Tanie. I was grateful for his help so I had kept his request on my mind. Also, for my own privacy I did not want others to know. So, I just said that I will return her the slap she gave me twice to her. When Alice heard this, she said, “What? Just that much. Come on Sarah, just give her the punishment she deserves and so that she will not be able to do those disgusting things again.” I denied. I said, “No, after this I do not want to be involved with her anymore again.” Then she said, “Your wish.” Kyle looked reli
He opened the diary and read it with tears falling, "Well, I don't know if I can ever forgive you Louis. I had never expected that you… you will... (A dried drop of tear on the paper) you will divorce me. I was thinking how you could forget the vows we made in our marriage but maybe you never wanted to fulfill those promises so you… I still remember how you promised me, to love me until your last breath and to always know that when challenges arise we will always find our way back to one another.You said that your heart entirely belonged to me after that day. How could give your heart to someone else now? (A drop of tear on the paper) I thought that we will be together with each other until we turn old but how can I now when you are not here with me, when you do not trust me.I freed you from the promises you made, from the burden you have. I signed those papers you sent me.I might also forgive you for our child but I don't think so I will be able to love you again. I hav
I heard crying voices from the door. Andrew was crying and... I heard a name while he cried.... "Sarah..." I felt my legs weak but I hoped nothing bad had happened. I slowly took my steps in and saw Sarah lying on the bed lifeless.AUTHOR'S POINT OF VIEWAndrew saw Louis and he stood up and punched his face. "Why are you here? Get lost. Just get lost." He punched him again and a little blood came from Louis's mouth. Emma stopped Andrew and Louis went towards the lifeless body of Sarah. He sat down near her and kept her head on his lap and said, "Sarah, wake up. I am here Sarah. Your Louis is here to take you back. I know I was wrong and I am sorry but please wake up. Please wake up and tell me you are pranking me. Wake up and slap me... Sarah... Sarah... wake... up..." His tears were flowing and he sat there trying to wake her up. He finally cried... and cried and cried... "Sarah... please... wake... up... Let's... go home... together..."
ONE DAY BEFORE THE DELIVERYSARAH'S POINT OF VIEWI just felt too lonely. I called my parents on the landline number. My mom picked up and I heard her voice, "Hello?" I could not control my tears and finally said after wiping my tears, "Mom..." She paused for a second and said, "I don't have any child. I guess you dialed the wrong number." and she ended the call. I cried and I just looked at another phone and wiped my tears and... and finally called him. After a long time, I finally heard his voice, "Hello?" I did not say anything, I just let my tears fall down and stayed quiet. He said again, "Hello?" and I did not reply and I just heard his breathing for a while. I guessed that he finally find out that I called.After few minutes, I hung up the phone and cried and smiled and talked to my baby, "Did you hear your father's voice? It will be the first and last time you will hear his voice. After I give you birth we will go far away from here and liv
I thought about all the moments I spent with the people I loved and cared about. I remembered all the pains I had to suffer. I closed my eyes and I turned back because it was not only my life now. I had my baby with me. I kept my hands on my stomach and spoke, "Don't worry my baby, Momma will be there for you. I will give you all my love. I will..." I cried. I just was there until the morning and I walked away.LOUIS'S POINT OF VIEWI was too drunk when I was home. I could not find her. She was gone. I saw the note and finally I felt as if my life was ended. Now, there will never be happiness in my life. "I loved you Sarah and I still love you. Only if you told me the truth, I would have forgiven you. Did you really love me all these days?" I looked at the note and said.The next day, I called her parents to know if she was there but they said she wasn't. I then called John to bring Scott. As Scott was there he said, "We will never co
I was still in a shock and I was going to answer but... Scott spoke, "Sarah... Sarah... please let's leave together. I know that you want our child to have a better future but this is not right. I will do anything for us. Please tell them that I did not kidnap you and you came on your own with me. If you won't tell it then… then these people will not leave me. Please remember the time we spent together. I know you love me." I was dumbfounded. I said, "What do you mean? What... do you mean by… by our child? ... I just... I have not even met you after that day... what do you mean by time we spent together."Louis asked me, "You have met before?" I answered, "Yes, we studied extra classes together in high school days and..." Scott interrupted, "Yes, please tell them that we loved each other since those days. We were a couple and we also... you enjoyed when I touched you since those days." I just could not believe why he was speaking all those so
When two days passed and I did not get any ransom call, the police said that she might not have been kidnapped and went on her own. I shouted at them because I knew Sarah would never do that. One month passed, I did not get any message of her. I kept searching but still I did not get any news of her. As one month passed, I got a courier delivered for me in my office. I ignored at first but I saw "Sarah" on the envelope, so I opened it and... I could see lots of photos where Sarah enjoyed with a man. The last photo was the most heartbreaking one. She was on bed and... covered with blanket... hugged by a man that was naked but covered with blanket and... it was a selfie. I could not believe my eyes and I thought all of these were nonsense but... but... when I saw another document attached... I... I felt sad... but still I wanted to trust her and listen everything from her own mouth. Even after that document was delivered, Sarah did not return.The next day, when I
LOUIS'S POINT OF VIEWAs I was in a business trip we talked to each other daily through calls. I was missing her a lot as 15 days passed and it seemed as if I was far for years already. On the fifteenth day, I tried to call her but she did not pick up her phone. I tried to call her so much and as she was not picking up so I called mom and mom told that she was not in home. I was scared because she never did that. I started worrying and suddenly I got a call. I picked it up and a voice came from the other side "Open the door." As soon as I heard the voice I ran towards the door because it was Sarah. I opened the door and as soon as I saw her I hugged her.We went in by hugging and closed the door. We hugged each other for few minutes and I said, "I missed you so much." She parted and looked at me and gave me a peck kiss and said, "I missed you more." I smiled and gave her another kiss. I carried her in my arms and headed towards the bedroom. We made love.
ANDREW'S POINT OF VIEWI heard the news of Sarah's wedding. As her best friend I wanted to go to give her my best wishes but I did not because she was also my first love and my feelings for her had not end yet. I could ruin her wedding also which I did not want. I just spent the day with Emma as she knew about the wedding. She consoled me and she also said, "You are so lucky that you don't have to go to her wedding but I will have to face everything from my eyes soon." I felt pity for her also and promised her that I will join her to the wedding. I had a talk with Nancy and she sent me few pictures of wedding. I was sad and happy. But I could see how good both of them looked together so I just blessed them with good wishes.SARAH'S POINT OF VIEWLouis drove and we soon were in a yacht. I mean it was so beautifully decorated and the only ones were two of us with few workers and guards. I was so amazed to see everything he prepared. We just enjoyed t
The night before the wedding, I was on my room. I was really happy and excited and nervous but also I was sad because my best friends will not be with me on the big day of my life. I felt like everything was like a dream. It was really hard for me to sleep. The next day, we went to the venue and I could see lots of security staffs. Of course Louis was the most successful business man so there were strict security and no one could enter without the invitation. The decorations was huge. I could see "LOUISARAH" decorated by flowers on the entrance also. I went with my parents and we changed our outfits. The make-up artists and hair stylists also did my makeup and hair. I was expecting to see Andrew and Alice but I knew they won't come. However Alice called me and she saw me and congratulated and gave me her best wishes and I was glad that Amy was there with me. I waited for the announcement of the bride's entry. I was really very nervous.LOUIS'S POINT OF VIEW