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LENA'S POINT OF VIEW
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2021-05-26 22:25:05“Lena is here, she’s fucking right here!”
“Whatttt!?”
“How does it come?”
I was taking shower before I met Lena this morning, she doesn’t even see or talk to me. “L… L-Lena?” I shock, my eyes bulged. Lena wasn’t realized that I’m standing right next to her, she was looking for something inside her shower candy. She quickly removes her gaze from the shower candy and looks at me when I call her name. “Oh, God! Lena” I smile. The universe fucked me over and over again, she brings Lena back and I finally can see her.
“It’s really good to see you…” I get closer to her and about to hug her, I’m about to tell her how much I missed her. She avoided me and tell nothing, she doesn’t even look at me after. I was so happy because after five years I finally can see her and have her around. But after this morning I have no idea if I should be happy or not. “Lena… I’m so sorry” I lowering my brow, my breath gets heav
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