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2021-07-29 13:35:24I don’t know what to feel after hearing conversation. I ran back to my car and revved it and drove off to nowhere. I don’t know where to go. I don’t even know what to think.
If Harold is Bianca’s cousin, then does that mean that he’s been granting her wishes? Is he always telling me to get away for his cousin to be with Kieran? I don’t know. I don’t want to think that way because Harold is such a good friend of mine. He was always there when I was in my darkest times. He’s a good man. He is, right?
I heard my phone ring and it’s Kieran. I answered it and connected to the Bluetooth speaker.
“Love,” his voice is still so beautiful as ever.
“Kieran.” There’s a smile about to breakout from my lips. Just one word from him and everything’s right again. I don’t even care about anything when I’m with him.
“What are you doing?” He asked. He seem
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“Is she going to be okay?”I wanted to open my eyes but I feel so weak to even move my eye lids. I can feel something on the back of my hand. It must be an IV or anything.“She’s stable now, Mr. Wu.” A foreign female voice said. “We’ll just have to be really careful. Her condition needs continuous monitoring,” she added.Someone lets out a deep sigh as I feel a hand caressing my face. “Thank God!” Kieran breathed as he planted a kiss on my forehead.I tried my hardest to open my eyes because I want to see Kieran. I want to see him so bad. And I was right, he’s right beside me, waiting for me to wake up. “K-Kieran…”His eyes widened when he saw me awake. He immediately stood up and brought his face close to mine. “Ashin,” he kissed the back of my free hand. “Thank God you’re awake.” He muttered in the most concerned and worried voice I
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“What will happen to my son, Doctor?” Mrs. Wu was bawling her eyes out at the doctor as I arrived at the hospital.Kieran’ss mother called me minutes ago that Kieran wasn’t waking up from his sleep no matter what they did to him and I had to rush to the hospital to know what exactly happened.How can Kieran not wake up from his sleep? Last night, we were even laughing over the phone. We were even laughing at how funny and adorable Daehan, Minguk and Manse are. He was telling me he wanted to have kids even cuter than the triplets in the future. How come can he not wake up from his sleep?Did he suffering from something that he didn’t tell me? Is he sick? He didn’t keep something from all of us, did he?Suddenly, tears flooded my eyes and my hands were trembling nonstop. Just the thought of him being sick is killing me softly. We have a lot of future plans. We’ve planned everything for our own version of “To i
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“Who are you?”I stepped back when I saw Kieran’s eyes narrowed at me. It’s as if he’s looking at a stranger with doubts written all over his face. He looks afraid of me. And it pains my heart to see him acting like this in front of me.I was happy enough that I was the first person he saw when he opened his eyes but how can he not feel the same?I chuckled at him. “Hey, Kieran. Don’t act like that. I don’t like pranks now.” I told him as I tried to convince myself that he’s just playing a prank on me right now.This is not happening.He narrowed his eyes on me. “Who’s playing a prank on who?” He asked. “Who are you?” He asked in an irritated voice. “What are you doing here? What amIdoing in here?” He asked as he looked around.I shut my eyes and felt my heart ripping into millions of pieces. I walked to the intercom and
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