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CHAPTER 7
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2022-02-04 10:42:30I hate everything about him. Everything! His smell, his smirk, his voice, his tone, his face, his words, the arrogance.
Seeing him makes me want to bury him alive in the backyard. Imagining him sitting comfortably in the living room while smirking at me makes me want to choke and drown him in the pool to death. The thought of him looking at me maniacally makes me want shoot him 263 times. I should steal some shotgun from Jairus sometimes incase of emergency.
But why would I look for other weapon if I already have two hands to form a fist and two legs to kick his nuts?
I never thought I've loathed him more than I hated him before. He's worse than I expected. It's been weeks passed as I moved a house with the bastard. Just like what I used to, I return home late and making sure that no any shades of him or else there will be a world war three.
I regretted it. I shouldn't move to the house and live with him. It irritates the hell out of me.
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The thump inside my chest deafened me. Stupid. It shouldn't be beating like this.Not that I'm one of those stupid girl who wants to get their first kiss most romantic and sweetest. I don't really care about my first because I don't want to have first kiss at all! I don't want to have a first kiss especially from that fvcking bastard. He stole my first kiss. Him, Desmond Aldeguer, a smirking, annoying asshole whom I loathed the most."S-Screw... screw you." I was stunned lately, so I finally spoke as I recovered. I am now stuttering, fvck."You can screw me anytime you want, sweetheart." A mischievous smirk plastered on his face. His eyes are puffy. And his hair are still messy.Umupo s'ya galing sa pagkakahiga gamit ang magkabilang kamay sa magkabilang gilid bilang suporta. Halos mawalan s'ya ng balanse habang ginagawa 'yon. Hanggang sa bumagsak ang ulo n'ya, payuko. Muli n'ya inangat ang tingin."Screw me." He took a glance at my lips once
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My sense awakened as I felt someone severely kicked my jaw. I opened my eyes and grab someone's foot away from my face.I was about to open my mouth for a yawn as I felt something covering it. Hinawakan ko ang bibig ko at nalamang tinatakpan ito ng kung anong bagay.I removed the tight masking tape away from my mouth and the first word I spoke on this morning is, "bullshits."I hurts, I can feel the tiny hair within it pricked off. I gritted my teeth as raise myself from lying. I glared at the man sleeping peacefully beside me. His foot is close to my head earlier while his head was hanging out of bed.Seriously? After what I did to him last night, ito ang igaganti n'ya? Hindi lang masking tape ang kinaiinisan ko. He kicked my jaw hard, fvck. Do he always sleep like a wall clock?I hissed and get myself out of bed. I opened the last part of his drawer and saw bunch of neckties. Itinali ko ang mga iyon sa isa't isa para maging lubi
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He freaking kissed me in front of his parents. Screw that kiss! Sober or drunk, he's still a pervert. I was embarassed. Nakita nila kung paano mamula ang buong mukha ko sa ginawa n'ya. Bullshit! I regretted not throwing him a kick after. The middle aged couple left and I return to my room. I still felt sleepy due to the whole weekdays with no proper sleep of avoiding Desmond. All I want for this day is him to stop appearing on my sight again. That's all I ask, only for this weekend. But life is really cruel, he's now inside my room. Ginagalaw n'ya mga gamit sa loob na gusto n'yang galawin. "Aw, you have cute brassaries," he commented as he raised my black bra in the air. "What the fvck!" I threw him the pillow and get up of bed from lying. He chuckled and turn his gaze towards me. I glared at him. "Get out!" I roared, pointing the door. He just have series of knocks earlier and I didn't open to door so he get key duplicates of the door and h
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I tossed the keys towards him and get out of the car. The sun touches my face as I get the bond from my wrist to tie my hair up. My eyes narrows due to the blinding sunlight as I looked at his head came out from the door. Unlike what I've seen lately, his hair returned to its usual form and he's now wearing his sunglasses. His forehead still creased while wondering the surrounding. He have no idea how attractive he is with his serious expression. Wait, did I just said he's attractive? No, he probably not. I have my pride and I don't do compliments person with a bullshit personality even if it's behind my head. The car's door still open and he's not fully came out so I snap him. "What are you waiting for?" His head turned towards me. "I thought we're heading to the mall?" "Can't remember you told me about that." I gave him a blank stare. "You haven't asked," he argued. "You were too noisy the whole trip. Sa tingin mo
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He kissed me again, for the third time.Pero no'ng tumigil s'ya ay doon ko nalaman kung bakit n'ya ginawa 'yon."What the fvck is that for?!""I did that to cover your face from the paps."I stared at him in disbelief.He sigh before he spoke again. "... I just realized that you don't deserve all of these. Dinala kita dito dahil gusto kong habulin ka rin ng mga taong 'yon, hindi dahil 'yon ang sinabi ni Mom and Dad. Sa lahat-lahat ng mga ginawa mo sa 'kin, gusto... gusto rin kitang pahirapan. Hanggang sa nagkwento ka, hanggang sa nakonsensya ako. I shouldn't have brought you here. I'm sorry."I stared at him for a moment after hearing those words from him.He sounded sincere.A part of me wants to push him to fall down to the ground and curse him, but that time, I realized that he just want to protect me from being chased by those paps.He protected me from having a more fatal life, at least we bo
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I hit forty-three mph with my usual Audi as I passed a few buildings and billboards.I'm on my way now to school. I was listening some of The Beatles playlist in my bluetooth speaker, while fingers are tapping together with the beat of the music with my both hands' on a grip on my steering wheel.The music suddenly went off and replaced the sound of my phone ringing. I slowed down the car to reached the phone with my right hand.I frowned as I saw what's on my screen."'Yung utang mo," salubong ko nang masagot ko ang tawag at malagay telepono sa aking tenga."Aguy Mol, wala na bang mas pangit na bungad d'yan?" Agustin's ironinically replied with his thick bisaya accent.I surpass a bit chuckle. "What do you want? I'm driving, make it quick.""Hinahanap ka sa 'kin ni boss."My forehead creased in a frown after mentioning Daryll, the Strike Monsters gang mastermind."Why? We just met yesterday
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Two fvcking weeks. It's been two fvcking week and he's still confined in the hospital, unconcious. Two fvcking weeks since my conscience been bugging the hell out of me. I hated myself even more because of what I've did. I've encounter a ton of failed attempts of visiting him but everytime I stood up infront of his room's door, I lost my courage. How dare me to visit him where, in fact, I was the one who brought that to him. I deserved it. I deserved hell. 'Di ko na dapat s'ya nilalapitan. I can still remember how my heart leap as I heard the news that he's awake. After fvcking weeks of hell, finally. Para akong nabunutan ng tinik sa nabalitaan I heard that the doctor didn't discharged him right after his awakening, so I haven't seen him not util now. "We're here!" I stood up as I heard Tita Teressa screams as she enters the main door. It's also been one, another week since I heard the news.
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It was exactly midnight as I went back home.My whole body was in sore. My left leg, there was a cloth attached to it to stop the blood from flowing, and have fractured knee.I had also tons of small cuts in my arms, a single cut on my neck. My right palm had the long but not so deep cut due to clutching those two-sided blade weapon earlier. And the rest are bruises.Good thing is, I can still drive home, and I am still alive. The high-pitched, turquoise-headed bitch is also breathing before I left her lying in the ring.I reached my destination. I could see the guard opens the gate as I enters and proceed to the garage.The cold breeze of midnight air touches my skin as I open the car's door. I winced in a great pain. I could feel the sore in my left leg as I finally moved out of the car.The other guard suddenly appeared in front of me. "Ma'am, anong nangyari? Bakit ang dami mong--patay...""Where is Desmond?
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