What so special about her?

    Standing in front of the mirror I stare at myself back, today is the big day of my life, how I imagine this going to be, like every second girl wish to marry her prince charming or love of her life, Alas not everyone can have what they want, not everyone gets there happily ever after.   I can't imagine in just one week only one week my life take the drastic change, I have to choose between stay safe or stay happy, I choose to stay safe,   "Dear god!!! Please stop testing me more, I believe in you please make this thing work out and please be on my side, I promise you to give my 100% in this marriage as I promise to 'Mrs grey' " I send a silent prayer.   Suddenly the door burst open, showing the woman who's the last person I want to see for the rest of my life.   "Tut-tut tutu how can be someone looking so ugly on her wedding day

      Finally! Night over, all rituals and reception are done, But all of a sudden he starts acting weird, kind of trying his best ignoring me, On the dancer's floor which is supposed to be our first dance as a couple he looks anywhere but me, I feel little uneasy, But anyway it's much better than his rude behavior.   Sitting on the back seat of his SUV, we are going to his house, We were on the road for almost fifteen minutes but neither of us uttered even a single word. The only sound I could hear of wind blowing through the car's windshield. We're driving on an open road with only a few cars passing by, so the silence was so deafening.     I side glance at him, only to saw him leaned back on his seat with eyes closed and a little frown on his handsome face. I get back to work which I doing before, which is looking out of windows watching silent night, I smile and whisper to myself '

    2 week's later.......  It's been two weeks since I got married to Daniel, but we don't have anything in common like normal wedded couples have, In the morning we had breakfast with each other in complete silence, later I prepared lunch for him and Jack, Mark delivered to them, after that day I never went to his office again, then we had dinner together at night, as usual, in comfortable silence, we never uttered single conversation with each other. It's always have been like this on weekdays, And on weekends he went out with his friends Jack and Harry, And Maria always accompanies me, because I don't anyone whom I consider as a friend, she is my first friend,     I always made different kinds of dishes for Daniel, He never appreciate them once, But I know he likes them because he never complains either about them, And I also did not expect anything from him,  

  I look down in embarrassment, humiliation is not a new thing for me but coming it's from Daniel unknowingly tear my heart apart, I turn to walk out of the room, passing by Jack and Harry who gave me an apologetic look, I weakly smile at them and walk out before I couldn't control my tears, I ran directly into the guest washroom.   Filling my fist into my mouth to control my sob that wants to come out loud after few minutes of silent cry, I walk up to sink and wash my face clean, as nothing happened, I had faced already more than this, it's just that I forgot what it feels like.   Coming out of the washroom, I directly made my way to the kitchen, for making lunch for everyone with a happy face as noting happen a few minutes ago.   Yes, I can do it, l am doing this for the past long years, nothing new. _______________________   "What's wrong with you Daniel," Maria keep scold

  "Hey beautiful Zoe"     I turn to the owner of the voice, And straight ran towards her, embracing her into a warm hug, after few seconds I pull back an  "Hey gorgeous lily"   Lily grin at me, hugging me once again, she turns to the dining table.  "Hello everyone" lily greet politely,   'Hello' they reply in unison except for one person who is busy checking her out, I pull up his Bowl and give it to lily to taste,  "Here, taste and tell me, how's it"    Lily takes a few bites from the bowl, I side glance at Jack, Who is looking at Lily like she is the precious and beautiful thing he had ever seen in his life,   "It's amazing Zoe, I just love it," Lily said licking her lips while pointing the spoon towards me moving it upside-down in her right ha