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What if, I die? (Filipino) Prologue
TW: Please expect the sensitive content. The topic is more about Violence Against the Woman or so called (Marital Abuse). Physically and Emotionally abusive may destroy your self-worth and lead to anxiety/depression. "Tyron, please... let me go. I'm begging you, please." Pagsusumamo ko na bitawan ako nito, but he's too strong and not even listening to my dramatic plea. I can sense his anger and it's making me weak and my knees tremble. His hold on my wrist was so tight, that I couldn't stop myself but to shred from tears. Nagpatuloy lang siyang kaladkarin ako patungo sa madilim na kulungan kung saan niya ako madalas dalhin at ikulong sa tuwing hindi niya nagugustuhan ang mga ginagawa ko. "T-tyron, it hurts.. please." My heart is clenching, I just felt like crying and begging him to free me, but it's too impossible for him to listen to me. He's really angry and I don't know what I did this time. "Would you shut the hell up?! You really don't have any idea that you ruined everything,
Last Updated : 2020-08-15What if, I die? (Filipino) Chapter 1
Itinuon ko ang aking atensyon sa kisame ng aming sariling bahay habang prente na nakahiga sa sariling kama. I just woke up but I can already feel the coldness of my surroundings. It is just so frustrating and makes me feel so sick. Why did I even end up in this situation? Is it really my fault that I become selfish just for once in my lifetime? Napapailing na lang ako sa tuwing naalala ko ang mga nakaraan. Kung hindi ko ba pinag-sapilitan ang gusto ko, hindi ba hahantong sa ganito kagulo ang buhay ko? "Ciara!" Agad akong napabalikwas ng tayo mula sa pagkakahiga nang marinig ko ang sigaw ng asawa ko mula sa ibaba ng bahay namin. I hurried out of my room and ran down from the stairs. As I finally got down, I saw him dressed and seemed ready to go somewhere, his eyebrows were knitted that made him look so grumpy. Where will he go again this time? Didn't he just leave yesterday? He's leaving so often, and I don't know where he goes. But still, I have a right to know, right? I'm still h
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Ciara's pov I spent most of the afternoon cleaning the house despite my physical body being in pain, baka kasi magalit na naman si Tyron kapag naabutan niyang marumi ang bahay. Paano ko ba naman kasi magagawa ang mga inuutos niya kung palagi na lang kapag uuwi siya, lasing. Tapos paulit-ulit na naman akong sisihin, sasaktan at ikukulong.Nothing new, paulit-ulit ang takbo ng buhay ko. Masasaktan, iiyak, pero patatawarin siya, dahil hindi ko naman talaga kayang magalit sa manya kahit ano pang sama ng trato niya. Paulit-ulit na rin akong nagpapaka-martyr at nasanay na lang ako na hayaan siyang gawin ang gusto niya, basta makasama ko lang siya ay ayos na ako, well not totally. After I cleaned the whole house I sat down on the sofa to rest. Waiting for Tyron to return as time goes on, but every time I think of him with his so-called wife, I can’t help but get hurt. I don’t know who was he referring to, but it’s so painful, it hurts me a lot. I stayed by his side because I knew he still
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Unexpected BetrayalTyron's pov "Hony, don't you want to go home yet?" I turned to Hannah when she asked me while we were eating at a Japanese restaurant. "Mmm, why? Do you want to go home now?" I asked, but he shook her head. "No. I mean, you? Don't you want to go home yet?" I frowned at her question. "Saan ba? Sayo? Papapasukin mo ba ako?" I asked, but it seemed like I was asking the wrong question, because Hannah also thought wrong of what I said. "W-wait, no!" Natatawa kong saad, habang sinasangga ang mga hampas niya."Such a pervert!" I chuckled."I mean, sa bahay mo, Hon. Papapasukin mo ba ako sa bahay mo. H-hindi sayo." I scratched my nape as I correct what I said as my voice went lower, almost whispering. "Whatever!" "Pft, but no, I'm not going home." I answered, reason for her to look and frown at me. "What? And why? Did you forget that Cia is all alone in your house?" She sneered. "I just don't want to," I replied. "No, go home. Cia is alone." "But, Hon.. just this
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Ciara's pov Nararamdaman ko ang bigat at sakit ng aking katawan kahit pa nakapikit ako. But surprisingly, the pure white on the ceiling was the first thing I saw as I opened my eyes. I can even smell and feel the coldness of the air that was brushing on my skin, probably coming from the aircon. I swallow when I feel the dryness of my throat. All I could hear was my heavy breathing and the noise that was made by the machine beside me. My eyes went around to check the surroundings and realized I was in the hospital. Slowly, my eyes landed on the man who's currently sleeping on the side of my bed. 'Teka, hindi ba't si Manong Driver ito?' Agad naman akong napabangon mula sa pagkakahiga para gisingin si Manong Driver. Kawawa naman siya, paniguradong hindi siya nakapag-pasada ngayon nang dahil sa akin. Tinapik-tapik ko naman ang balikat nito para gisingin. "Manong, gising na po." Bahagya akong nagulat nang biglaan itong napatayo at nagpanik. "B-bakit? Asan, asan? Naasan ang sunog?" N
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MistressTyron's pov The sun was going down so I had to take Hannah home."Hon, umuwi ka na rin sa inyo, ha. Cia's definitely waiting for you to come home," she said. I was about to open my mouth to disobey her when she spoke again."Huwag ka nang makipagtalo, alam ko na 'yang sasabihin at hindi uubra sa'kin 'yang mga irarason mo. You've just told me that she already knows about us, kaya naman hindi pwedeng magsama tayo ng matagal. We should limit ourselves, Tyron. May natatapakan tayong tao. Kaya umuwi ka, she's probably waiting." Hannah smiled at me and finally, we reached her house. I turned off the engine first and turned to her to face her."Don't you really want me to stay here first, kahit ngayong gabi lang?" I gave her a soft gaze, hoping that she'll let me stay here tonight, because I really don't want to go home yet. Ayokong makita ang taong 'yun. I'm too sick always seeing her as if she's so innocent even though she knows to herself what she did to me and Hannah.I hate her
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SomeoneSomeone's pov A playful smirk drew on my lips as I saw one of my disciple men walking in from the door of my territory."What's up? Are you doing well keeping Ciara's life out of Tyron's hand? Your face saying it all, what happened? "I asked him when he was finally able to get closer to where I was. I looked at his face for a moment when the excitement was so visible from his eyes.She's doing fine, right? Ciara's fine."They're doing fine. I guess? Mukhang nagpapatayan na sila, eh. "He replied with a smirk on his face, unconsciously, I immediately hit him which surprised him."Tarantado, anong sinabi mo?!" I exclaimed. Ears couldn't believe what I heard from him, a shock was trace all over my face because that's not the news I expected him to bring to me."Aray! Gago naman, para saan 'yun? Problema mo? Bigla-bigla ka na lang nanghahampas diyan?" He complained as his eyebrow furrowed. Lips loosen up due to shock but I just glared at him."Stupid! Nakinig ka ba talaga sa mga si
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One-sidedCiara's povWala akong ganang umakyat patungo sa kuwarto ko after I heard their conversation. If only my heart could allow me to leave him, I'll do it right away. I won't hesitate to leave this house and never turn my back again to him. I want to unlove him, but there's no such thing. It's so hard that I just want to die to stop myself from struggling.But it was my heart that kept stopping me from leaving him. My heart wanted me to stay here and bare all the pain I was experiencing. It's toxic, I know. But what could you do if you loved someone so much that you wanted to take everything at risk just to be with him?Am I the only one who's like this? Or does someone understand how I feel? It's hard and I felt so sorry for the person who has the same situation as me.I let my body fall on the bed and did not complain to the pain when I finally felt them as I let my body rest. I didn't mind those wounds and bruises on my body that were aching.May mas sasakit pa ba sa mga katot
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What if, I die? (Filipino) Note
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What if, I die? (Filipino) Epilogue
9 months after..."Yie, Ara! Ninang ako kapag nabinyagan na 'yang baby mo, ha?" Natutuwang sambit ni Jennifer, habang hinihimas himas ko ang tiyan ko."Asan na ba 'yung boyfriend mong si Altair? At saka 'yung dalawang mag-asawang abnormal?" Naiinip na tanong ko."Aba! Si Altair na sa mall, pinapahanap ko ng mga gamit na pang baby. 'Yung dalawang kumag, hindi ko alam," sagot niya, kumunot naman ang noo ko."BUNTIS KA?!" Nagugulat na tanong ko. Bakit naghahanap ng mga gamit for baby si Altair? Magiging ama na din ba siya?!"Anong buntis? Syempre ireregalo ko 'yun sa mga anak niyo ni Raiza, 'no, Duh!" Saad niya at inirapan ako, naalala ko rin na nag-one year old na si baby Ivy."Nagugutom ako," pagrereklamo ko."Oh, eh, asan ba 'yang asawa mo?!" Tanong niya pa."Naglilinis ng kotse. Sandali nga! Naiihi ako!" Sambit ko at tatayo na sana ako nang-"Omayghad! WAAAAH!! ARA! GAGO BAKIT DITO KA UMIHI?!" Natatarantang sambit ni Jennifer nang pati ako ay may maramdamang umagos mula sa pagitan ko.
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Ciara's pov Ilang araw na ang lumipas at napapadalas na ang pag-init ng ulo ko, hindi ko alam kung bakit. Naiinis rin ako sa tuwing naamoy ko ang pabango ng asawa ko. Ewan ko ba, pero para sa akin ay ang baho niya kapag nag-papabango siya. Pero ngayon ay hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko, hawak-hawak ko ang kutsilyo habang nakatutok sa kanya. Natutuwa akong nakikita siyang natatakot sa akin. "Can you just tell me what you want? Stop pointing it to me," kunot noong reklamo niya dahilan para mas lalong mag-init ang dugo ko dahil narinig ko lang ang boses niya. "Nagrereklamo ka?!" "N-no, I was just telling you to put it down, wife, and tell me what you want me to buy.." mahinahong sagot niya, pero sinamaan ko lang siya ng tingin. "Bilihan mo ako ng mangga," sambit ko nang bigla kong maramdaman ang sarili na nag c-crave ngayon sa maasim. "Is that all?" "Pero gusto ko 'yung walang buto, hilaw hah? Pero gusto ko matamis," pagpapaliwanag ko sa panlasa na gusto ng sikmura ko ngayon.
What if, I die? (Filipino) Chapter 40: +18
TW: contains mature theme, and strong languages that are not suitable for young readers.PLEASE SKIP THIS IF YOU'RE A MINOR! :)Ciara's pov Nang makalabas kami ng hospital ay hindi pa rin nawawala ang alalay sa akin ni Tyron, he was holding my waist kanina pa at parang ayaw niya na akong ilayo sa kanya. Para namang mawawala ako kapag binitawan niya ako.Pabalik na sana kami sa loob ng sasakyan nang makasalubong namin si Tyler."Dude!" Bati nito kay Tyron at akma pang hahalikan sa pisngi nang tadyakan ko siya sa likuran."Gago, aray! Masakit 'yun, ha?!" Reklamo niya at sinamaan ako ng tingin. Narinig ko naman ang mahinang tawa ni Tyron. Gago, bakit niya hahalikan ang asawa ko, may Raiza na siya ah. Baka ilibing ko siya ng buhay kapag nagkataon."Anong ginagawa mo dito unggoy na bingot?" Tanong ko sa kanya na lalong ikinakunot noo niya."Ha! Gwapong unggoy na bingot!" Inamin mo rin na unggoy ka. "Btw, nakita ko na rin naman kayo. Mamayang gabi, tayong anim sa bar, celebration!" Nakangi
What if, I die? (Filipino) Chapter 39
TW: softie husband Ciara's pov "Cheers!! Wooh! Congrats!!" Sabay-sabay na hiyawan nilang apat, at saka kami nagtawanan matapos naming kampayin ang mga baso namin sa isa't-isa. Napangiti na lang ako nang mapagmasdan ko silang lahat. And now, we're totally complete. I can't believe it. Naalala ko tuloy 'yung sinabi ni Jennifer sa akin bago pa kami pumasok sa simbahan. 'Shut up! Just keep your mouth shock.' Yeah. Ngayon naintindihan ko na 'yung sinabi niyang shock. Well oo, na-shock ako talaga ako, dahil hindi kapani-paniwala 'yung nangyari at halos kapusin na ako sa hininga kakahagulgol nang makita ko ang taong hindi ko inaasahan. Until now, I still can't believe kung paano ko siyang araw araw na iniiyakan at pinagsisisihan ang pagkakataon na makasama ulit siya, knowing that he's dead. But when everything seems to be fine, because finally I'm with my biological parents already, I didn't expect him na biglang na lang susulpot sa harapan ko bilang groom ko, dahil ang buong akala k
What if, I die? (Filipino) Chapter 38
TW: fake death (always put to your mind that this is pure fiction)Ciara's pov "T-tyron.."Naramdaman ko ang tuloy-tuloy na pag-agos ng mga luha ko mula sa aking mga mata. But instead of answering me ay nginitian niya lang ako. Ngiti na lalong nagpahinga sa mga tuhod ko, dahil ang ngiti niyang inakala kong hinding-hindi ko na makikita pa habang buhay o kahit isang beses manlang sa buhay ko ay hindi ko inaasahan na ngayon mismo, sa araw na ito ay masisilayan iyun ng dalawang mata ko.Parang pinitik ang puso ko nang humakbang ito papalapit sa akin.Tyron.."Can I take the hand of your daughter, sir?" Magalang na paalam nito kay daddy, habang hindi naman maalis-alis sa kanya ang paningin ko. "Here, she's all yours now. Take care of her, pinagkakatiwala ko siya sa'yo," dad gave my hand to him."Thank you." Nakangiting saad nito at marahang tinanggap ang kamay ko. And the moment he hold my hand and I felt his warm skin on me, that's when the reality hits me.H-he's alive."Y-you're dead..
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Ciara's pov "Ayan! You looked so gorgeous na, Ma'am Ciara!" Tuwang-tuwa na sabi ni Tita Jolei. "And one more thing, your shoes!" Sabi naman ni Tita Angeli at sinuot sa akin ang sandals na hindi naman gaanoo kataasan. Marahan nitong isinuot sa paa ko ang silver na heels. "Pak! Bongga! Perfect! Kyaaah!" Pareho nilang sigaw at nag-apir pa. Tinignan ko naman ang sarili ko sa harap ng salamin. Napatango ako nang pumasa naman sa akin ang itsura ko ngayon. "Espren? Asan si espren? Ready na ba siya?" Narinig ko na ang boses ni espren mula sa sala. "Here she is~" sabay nilang sabi at tumabi para makita ako ni Jennifer. Nakita ko na naman ang reaksyon niyang gulat na gulat, pero this time ay siya lang mag-isa at hindi kasama si Tyron dun. Lihim akong ngumiti ng pilit. I miss him so much. "Omayghad! Kyaaaaah! Ang ganda mo, Ara!" Nakakariniding sigaw niya at lumapit sa akin para yakapin ako. Nang tanggalin niya 'yun ay tinignan ko naman ang itsura niya, maganda, pero bakit parang may mal
What if, I die? (Filipino) Chapter 36
Ciara's pov "SA AMIN MAPUPUNTA ANG REWARD NA 100,000! YES! WOOOH! YEAH! YUHOO!! 100,000 FOR ME! YEAH! YEAH! YEAH! WOOH!!" Masayang sigaw nito at nagtatatalon pa. *Poink* "Aray naman, ano ba?!" "Manahimik ka, nakakahiya ka! Kita mong seryoso ang mga tao dito, tapos isisingit mo 'yang kaabnoyan mo!" Sermon sa kanya ni Jennifer at mabilis na humingi ng paumanhin. "Haha it's okay! Don't worry, sa inyo mapupunta 'yon," saad nito na ikinalaki ng mga mata namin. Woah, hindi nga? "Yes! Sabi sa'yo, eh! We deserve it!" Tuwang-tuwa na sambit ni Tyler. "How are you? Kumusta ang naging buhay mo? Within 21 years, right?" Tanong nito sa malungkot na tono. "I.. I want to see those people who stole and keep you away from me." Alam kong galit siya kay mommy at daddy na pekeng parents ko, pero napamahal rin ako sa kanila, kahit ganoon. "You don't need to worry about them Mrs. Cortel, nasa kulungan na po sila." Ani Raiza at ngumiti ito. "Thank you, Raiza. Sobrang laki ng pasasalamat ko sa'yo, da
What if, I die? (Filipino) Chapter 35
News Reporter "Mrs. Cortel, ano po bang pangalan ng inyong nawawalang anak?" Tanong ng reporter sa hindi gaano katandaang babae. "She's Ciara Cortel. Please, baby. If you can see this, and you're hearing this. Wherever you are, please come back to us. Come back to mommy, baby. Please. It's me.. your mom. Comeback now, please? I need you." 'Ilang years na ba nawawala ang anak niya?' 'Grabe ang swerte nung anak niyan.' 'Oo nga! Balita ko, eh isa daw 'yan sa mayayamang tao sa bansa Japan.' "Sa kasalukuyan po, maari niyo po bang ipakita sa amin ang larawan ng 'yong anak sakali mang mayroon na kayong balita sa kasalukuyang itsura nito?" Muling tanong ng reporter na agad namang ikinatango ng babae. "Here's the latest picture of her, this was given by someone from Philippines and for now she's 18. Please, if someone knows where she is, paki-report naman agad." 'Maganda pala ang anak niya ano?' 'Oo nga! Kamukhang kamukha ng nanay oh?' "Kung sino man po ang makakita sa kanya, I will
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