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What if i die? (English)

What if i die? (English)

Entering a one-sided love isn't easy, especially if the relationship you have is only for a business. "Why do you have to be alive?" My lips loosened up as I sensed the bitterness in his voice. It is as if he hates my existence so much that he has to do something for me to be gone already. "Why do you even need to be existed in this fucking world if you're just going to ruin my life!" Ciara Hilvano is an innocent and martyr wife who always gets violated by her husband and makes her feel that she's an unwanted wife. This guy really doesn't have any idea that the girl he was hurting and almost killed everyday was secretly suffering from the cancer in heart. The time came when Ciara's life was in big trouble. She almost died because someone tried to end her life. What if Ciara can no longer cope with the challenges and trials in her life? What if she just let her own death fetch her? Will Tyron regret all the things he did to Ciara? What if she dies? Will he cry?
Basahin
Chapter: Epilogue
A few days have passed and my head is always heating up, my blood keeps on boiling. I don't know why, but I get annoyed every time I smell Tyron's perfume.But now I couldn't understand myself, I was holding the knife while staring at him. I'm enjoying seeing him being scared of me."Can you just tell me what you want? Stop pointing it at me," he complained, which made my blood heat up even more because I just heard his voice."Are you complaining?""N-no, I was just telling you to put it down, wife, and tell me what you want me to buy..." he answered calmly, but I just glared at him."Buy me a mango," I said when I suddenly felt myself craving sourness."Is that all?""But I want the boneless one, but something raw, but I want it sweet," I explained the taste that my stomach wanted now. After I said that, his two eyebrows almost furrowed."What?! Is that even existing? Raw mango without seeds, then you want it sweet? Sweet but raw? Are you kidding me?" My eyebrows rose because he kee
Huling Na-update: 2023-01-16
Chapter: +18
TW: contains mature themes and strong languages that are not suitable for young readers.PLEASE SKIP THIS IF YOU'RE A MINOR! :)Ciara's povWhen we finally headed out of the hospital, Tyron was still holding me on my waist and he didn't seem to want to take me away from him. It was as if I would disappear when he let go of me.We were about to get back in the car when we met Tyler."Dude!" He greeted Tyron and was supposed to kiss him on the cheek when I kicked him on his ass. This bastard..."Ah! That hurts?!" He complained and glared at me. I heard Tyron chuckle.Stupid, why would he kiss my husband, he already has his Raiza. I might bury him alive by chance"What are you doing here monkey notch?" I asked him, face frowning even more."Handsome monkey," You also admitted that you were a monkey."Btw, you're already here. Tonight, at the bar, celebration!" He said, smiling, excitedly."Celebration for what?" "My love is about to give birth! Damn! I can't wait to be a handsome father
Huling Na-update: 2023-01-16
Chapter: Bleeding
TW: softie husbandCiara's pov"Cheers !! Wooh! Congrats !!" We all shouted at the same time, and then we laughed after we clinked our glasses at each other.I just smiled when I watched them all. And now, we're totally complete. I can't believe it.I immediately remembered what Jennifer told me before we entered the church.'Shut up! And just keep your mouth shut.'Yeah. Now I understand why she said shock instead of shut. Well yes, I was really shocked, because what happened was unbelievable and I got almost out of breath, so close to passing out the moment I saw the person I didn't expect.Until now, I still can't believe how I'm crying every day because of him, regretting the chance to be with him again, knowing that he's dead. But when everything seems to be fine, because finally, I'm with my biological parents already, I didn't expect him to suddenly appear in front of me as my groom, because all I thought was that, it was really Raiza and Tyron who would get married, but it tur
Huling Na-update: 2023-01-16
Chapter: Alive
TW: fake death (always put to your mind that this is pure fiction)Ciara's pov"T-Tyron.."I could feel my tears constantly flowing from my eyes. But instead of answering me, he just smiled at me. A smile that makes my knees weaken, even more, the smile that I thought I would never see in my life or even once in my life ever again, will unexpectedly be seen by my two eyes exactly on this day. It was as if my heart was pounding as he stepped closer to me.Tyron..."Can I take the hand of your daughter, sir?" He politely asked my daddy, while I still couldn't take my eyes off him."Here, she's all yours now. Take care of her, I'm trusting her to you, don't fail me," dad gave my hand to him."Thank you, sir." He smiled and gently accepted my hand. And the moment he held my hand and I felt his warm skin on me, that's when reality hit me.H-he's alive."Y-you're dead.. h-how—" I cried to him, but he cut me off."Shh." I was even surprised when he took my right hand and applied it to his f
Huling Na-update: 2023-01-16
Chapter: Wedding
Ciara's pov"There you go! You looked so gorgeous, Ma'am Ciara!" Tita Jolei said excitedly as they finalized my makeup and hairstyle. They didn't even take so long to finish everything."And one more thing, your shoes!" Tita Angeli said and took the box of sandals from the top of the table where I didn't notice that it was placed there. He excitedly opened it and carefully took it out of the box. My eyes twinkle in amusement when I see it.It's so beautiful."Pretty, right? This will surely perfectly suit you," he said and gently put the white heels on my feet. After he put it in, Tita Jolei guided me to stand up for them to see my wholeness of me."How do I look?" I shyly asked as they were too stunned to stare at me as if they were adoring my looks. I held my nape in shame when they dramatically covered their mouths, tearing up, looking so proud. They held each other's hands and screamed in joy."Look how perfect she is!""I know right?!"I bit my lower lip to resist smiling."Go an
Huling Na-update: 2023-01-16
Chapter: Pregnant
Ciara's pov"100,000 FOR ME! YES, WOOOOH! LET'S GAUR!!" He overly jumped in joy, shouting his heart out as we all awkwardly stared at him. Until Jennifer secretly approaches him and hits his head, shyly smiling at everyone as if she was apologizing using her eyes, as everyone was looking weirdly in Tyler's direction."Ouch! The fuck with you?!" Tyler's complaint, but as soon as Jennifer glares at him, he suddenly zips his mouth off, realizing what shameful he just did."Shut up, you're embarrassing! Can't you see that we're all serious here and you'll suddenly shout like a fucking autistic there?!" Jennifer gave her young brother a deadly glare."Haha, it's okay! Don't worry, it's all yours." Mrs. Cortel's utter made our eyes widen. Woah, for real?! That's a lot of money!"Yes! Told you! We deserve it!" Tyler pointed at his older sister, bragging, but Jennifer just rolled her eyes yet her face says it all how excited she is as soon as we all heard that we'll get it.Easy money!"How a
Huling Na-update: 2023-01-16
What if, I die? (Filipino)

What if, I die? (Filipino)

Entering a one-sided love isn't easy, especially if the relationship you have is only for a business. "Why do you have to be alive?" My lips loosened up as I sensed the bitterness in his voice. It is as if he hates my existence so much that he has to do something for me to be gone already. "Why do you even need to be existed in this fucking world if you're just going to ruin my life!" Ciara Hilvano is an innocent and martyr wife who always gets violated by her husband and makes her feel that she's an unwanted wife. This guy really doesn't have any idea that the girl he was hurting and almost killed everyday was secretly suffering from the cancer in heart. The time came when Ciara's life was in big trouble. She almost died because someone tried to threaten her life. What if Ciara can no longer cope with the challenges and trials of her life? What if she just let her own death fetch her? Will Tyron regret all the things he did to Ciara? What if Ciara dies? Will he cry?
Basahin
Chapter: Note
BULAGA! Hahaha, oh ano? Nagsisi ka 'no? Charot, nagustuhan mo ba o hindi? pero that's okay, ANYWAY, lumipat na ako ng account kindly visit chimchim or luyanared for new books! ^^I know some of you ay hindi nagustuhan 'yung ending at flow ng story, but still, thank you for reading this novel, tapos man o hindi tapos, pass your paper! Joke, hahahaha. Anyway, this is the first book I wrote at unang libro rin na natapos ko nung 13 pa lang ako, kaya talagang may mga scene na hindi expected and too unpredictable kapag binasa hahaha. Kaya naman naiintindihan ko kung hindi niyo man magustuhan. I'm expecting a lot that some of you ay pet peeve 'yung mga ganitong plot pero binasa mo pa rin naman, kaya okay lang skakaja omg. Bahala na si batman, message me if you have any thoughts about this book. And of course, I would like to thanks to all the readers na nag-tiyagang basahin ito, you may be my past, present or future reader, I will say thank you for finishing my novel. Kung meron man kayong
Huling Na-update: 2020-09-04
Chapter: Epilogue
9 months after..."Yie, Ara! Ninang ako kapag nabinyagan na 'yang baby mo, ha?" Natutuwang sambit ni Jennifer, habang hinihimas himas ko ang tiyan ko."Asan na ba 'yung boyfriend mong si Altair? At saka 'yung dalawang mag-asawang abnormal?" Naiinip na tanong ko."Aba! Si Altair na sa mall, pinapahanap ko ng mga gamit na pang baby. 'Yung dalawang kumag, hindi ko alam," sagot niya, kumunot naman ang noo ko."BUNTIS KA?!" Nagugulat na tanong ko. Bakit naghahanap ng mga gamit for baby si Altair? Magiging ama na din ba siya?!"Anong buntis? Syempre ireregalo ko 'yun sa mga anak niyo ni Raiza, 'no, Duh!" Saad niya at inirapan ako, naalala ko rin na nag-one year old na si baby Ivy."Nagugutom ako," pagrereklamo ko."Oh, eh, asan ba 'yang asawa mo?!" Tanong niya pa."Naglilinis ng kotse. Sandali nga! Naiihi ako!" Sambit ko at tatayo na sana ako nang-"Omayghad! WAAAAH!! ARA! GAGO BAKIT DITO KA UMIHI?!" Natatarantang sambit ni Jennifer nang pati ako ay may maramdamang umagos mula sa pagitan ko.
Huling Na-update: 2020-09-04
Chapter: Chapter 41
Ciara's pov Ilang araw na ang lumipas at napapadalas na ang pag-init ng ulo ko, hindi ko alam kung bakit. Naiinis rin ako sa tuwing naamoy ko ang pabango ng asawa ko. Ewan ko ba, pero para sa akin ay ang baho niya kapag nag-papabango siya. Pero ngayon ay hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko, hawak-hawak ko ang kutsilyo habang nakatutok sa kanya. Natutuwa akong nakikita siyang natatakot sa akin. "Can you just tell me what you want? Stop pointing it to me," kunot noong reklamo niya dahilan para mas lalong mag-init ang dugo ko dahil narinig ko lang ang boses niya. "Nagrereklamo ka?!" "N-no, I was just telling you to put it down, wife, and tell me what you want me to buy.." mahinahong sagot niya, pero sinamaan ko lang siya ng tingin. "Bilihan mo ako ng mangga," sambit ko nang bigla kong maramdaman ang sarili na nag c-crave ngayon sa maasim. "Is that all?" "Pero gusto ko 'yung walang buto, hilaw hah? Pero gusto ko matamis," pagpapaliwanag ko sa panlasa na gusto ng sikmura ko ngayon.
Huling Na-update: 2020-09-04
Chapter: Chapter 40: +18
TW: contains mature theme, and strong languages that are not suitable for young readers.PLEASE SKIP THIS IF YOU'RE A MINOR! :)Ciara's pov Nang makalabas kami ng hospital ay hindi pa rin nawawala ang alalay sa akin ni Tyron, he was holding my waist kanina pa at parang ayaw niya na akong ilayo sa kanya. Para namang mawawala ako kapag binitawan niya ako.Pabalik na sana kami sa loob ng sasakyan nang makasalubong namin si Tyler."Dude!" Bati nito kay Tyron at akma pang hahalikan sa pisngi nang tadyakan ko siya sa likuran."Gago, aray! Masakit 'yun, ha?!" Reklamo niya at sinamaan ako ng tingin. Narinig ko naman ang mahinang tawa ni Tyron. Gago, bakit niya hahalikan ang asawa ko, may Raiza na siya ah. Baka ilibing ko siya ng buhay kapag nagkataon."Anong ginagawa mo dito unggoy na bingot?" Tanong ko sa kanya na lalong ikinakunot noo niya."Ha! Gwapong unggoy na bingot!" Inamin mo rin na unggoy ka. "Btw, nakita ko na rin naman kayo. Mamayang gabi, tayong anim sa bar, celebration!" Nakangi
Huling Na-update: 2020-09-04
Chapter: Chapter 39
TW: softie husband Ciara's pov "Cheers!! Wooh! Congrats!!" Sabay-sabay na hiyawan nilang apat, at saka kami nagtawanan matapos naming kampayin ang mga baso namin sa isa't-isa. Napangiti na lang ako nang mapagmasdan ko silang lahat. And now, we're totally complete. I can't believe it. Naalala ko tuloy 'yung sinabi ni Jennifer sa akin bago pa kami pumasok sa simbahan. 'Shut up! Just keep your mouth shock.' Yeah. Ngayon naintindihan ko na 'yung sinabi niyang shock. Well oo, na-shock ako talaga ako, dahil hindi kapani-paniwala 'yung nangyari at halos kapusin na ako sa hininga kakahagulgol nang makita ko ang taong hindi ko inaasahan. Until now, I still can't believe kung paano ko siyang araw araw na iniiyakan at pinagsisisihan ang pagkakataon na makasama ulit siya, knowing that he's dead. But when everything seems to be fine, because finally I'm with my biological parents already, I didn't expect him na biglang na lang susulpot sa harapan ko bilang groom ko, dahil ang buong akala k
Huling Na-update: 2020-09-04
Chapter: Chapter 38
TW: fake death (always put to your mind that this is pure fiction)Ciara's pov "T-tyron.."Naramdaman ko ang tuloy-tuloy na pag-agos ng mga luha ko mula sa aking mga mata. But instead of answering me ay nginitian niya lang ako. Ngiti na lalong nagpahinga sa mga tuhod ko, dahil ang ngiti niyang inakala kong hinding-hindi ko na makikita pa habang buhay o kahit isang beses manlang sa buhay ko ay hindi ko inaasahan na ngayon mismo, sa araw na ito ay masisilayan iyun ng dalawang mata ko.Parang pinitik ang puso ko nang humakbang ito papalapit sa akin.Tyron.."Can I take the hand of your daughter, sir?" Magalang na paalam nito kay daddy, habang hindi naman maalis-alis sa kanya ang paningin ko. "Here, she's all yours now. Take care of her, pinagkakatiwala ko siya sa'yo," dad gave my hand to him."Thank you." Nakangiting saad nito at marahang tinanggap ang kamay ko. And the moment he hold my hand and I felt his warm skin on me, that's when the reality hits me.H-he's alive."Y-you're dead..
Huling Na-update: 2020-09-02
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