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2024-10-29 19:42:56I turned around just to see Weidal staring at me intently. He is wearing black formal attire. Nanibago pa ako dahil wala siyang suot na hoodie na nagtatabon sa kaniyang mukha. Para akong tanga na nakatulala lang sa kaniya.
God, why I wasn't informed about how hot he is without his hoodie and jacket?! Kulot ang maayos niyang black na makintab na buhok. He has clear skin and white skin tone, dense eyebrow and deep black eyes, perfect pointed nose, and dark red thin lips with his sharp and perfect jawline.
"Rena?" I was brought back to my senses when I heard Tita Josefa. Shit, ito na ang sinasabi ko.
Honestly, I don't know how to face them. Hindi naman kasi ako katulad ni mommy na magaling umarte at magkunwari. I'm not good at lying dahil nakikita agad sa facial reaction ko kung nagsisinungaling ako. That is what my friends always said. I'm visible when it comes to my emotions.
"T-Tita, Josefa? You're here!" I said, trying hard not to stutter. She just s
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Actually, he's not that bad. He can be the type of my ideal man, minus him being a weirdo and annoying. Though he's not really annoying. Argh, whatever."Satisfied?" He suddenly asked and turned his gaze at me. Mabilis akong nataranta at nagiwas ng tingin. Nagkunwari pa akong nagtitingin sa kuko just so he couldn't notice me staring at him.But I failed."Tsk."I look at him. "H-huy! Baka akala mo t-tinititigan kita ha? Asa ka!""Liar," he whispered but I still heard it.Tumayo ako at pinagpagan ang pangupo, he wouldn't see it anyway because he's not looking at me."I'm not! I heard it. You know, you're not just a weirdo! You're an asshole too!" depensa ko. "A-Assuming ka rin pala!"He immediately shot me a glare, a creepy one. Inilagay ko sa likod ng tainga ko ang ilang hibla ng buhok na humaharang sa mukha ko saka agad na dinagdagan ang sinabi."Fine, sometimes! In some way, happy?" I even smiled at him awkwardly.
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I saw how fast she altered her reaction. Her rage faded but I can't still see sadness nor guilty in her eyes. It doesn't...it doesn't affect her as I expected. It's just nothing for her. She doesn't even look hurt and guess what, I think she felt insulted by what I said.Nothing is new. Who was I kidding? She's a robot who doesn't care about someone's feelings. That is how selfish she is.I felt the pain starting to build inside me. Honestly, even if we always argue, I still love her. I'm still hoping that she will change. I still consider her as my mom, but part of me losing hope for it.Almost 70% of me starting not to care anymore. It's like I'm slowly accepting the truth that she won't change any more. That she doesn't really care about me.And the worst part is, the fact that she's just using me, the reason why she was giving me 1/4 of her attention."Then don't! You don't know everything that I've been through! Stop messing around, Ren! Stop
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