What If I Do?

What If I Do?

last updateLast Updated : 2021-09-15
By:  M.GBasilioOngoing
Language: English_tagalog
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Race International Corporation is now facing an issue as to why the company’s ratings and sales have dropped. To organize this Rena Claudia Race, the female heiress, had to marry the sole heir of the Fe Veragon Franchise. At first, she thought everything was going to be easy. That by agreeing to marry that man everything would be all right. But what she didn’t know, as Weidal entered her life many more problems lay ahead. And the worst part? She'll fell in love with him. At the time of their wedding, would she say I do or runaway? "I thought you loved me so I became complacent. But was I wrong the moment I believed you felt the same?"

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Chapter 1

Chapter 1

I swayed my body to each beat of the music that the DJ was playing. My eyes were closed while I dance like a crazy woman in the middle of the dance floor. I honestly don't give a f*ck if I'm wasted. I feel sorry for the people that I had accidentally hit every time I move.

I just want to have fun! Tonight is the very special day of this month! I want to celebrate it!

I shook my head and shout just like everybody else do whenever they totally lose control of themselves. We're like people who lose our minds for a moment to have fun.

Suddenly, I felt someone dancing behind me. Just by his hand roaming around my waist, I can easily say that this person is a jerk. I opened my eyes and stop myself from dancing. His heavy breathing behind my left ears makes me want to punch him in the face.

I gritted my teeth as I felt his hand slowly sliding down and I knew where it is heading.

"Hey, na-ah! That part is private!" I slapped his hands. I also shout or more than yelling a bit because he wouldn't hear me if I use my normal tone.

Naramdaman ko naman na inalis niya ang kamay niya. Doon ako humarap at saka pumayawang. I just dumped my boyfriend earlier and to sympathize, I won't look for another guy as my new boyfriend to replace his position. Let's respect his broken heart at least for this night.

"Then, when will it be public?" He asked in a cold and serious tone. That got me. This is my ideal type of man! Ghad! Bakit kapag naghahanap ako hindi ako makakita pero kapag nasa harap ko na saka naman ako walang gana?

Ah! This is so frustrating. I want to have this guy but not now. I want to have a rest. Maybe I can get his number? At tawagan ko nalang siya kapag gusto ko na?

Yeah, right! That's it!

Naghahalo-halo ang mga neon lights na tumatama sa mata ko habang nakatingin ako sa kaniya. Marami ring mga taong nakikiindayog sa malakas na musika. I don't know if it's because of the effect of the strong alcohol that I drank or because the lights are kind of dim kaya hindi ko masiyadong makita ang itsura niya?

He's also blurred in my vision.

But anyway, I don't like to do the first move. Dapat mauna siya, ganun naman ang halos lahat ng ginagawa ng lalaki pagdating sa akin. He should ask for my number and I will give it wholeheartedly.

"Sorry, sweetheart! But that part wouldn't be public if you don't ask for my number!" I said and laugh a little. Normal naman na sa akin ang ganito but boy! Aaminin ko! Ngayon lang ako nakaranas ng ako yung maguutos na kuhain niya yung number ko!

This is not me! This is really not me! Maybe because I'm drunk right now? Ghad, I need to get back to my friends.

Baka maikama ako ng kung sino dito!

But I can't deny that this guy is a little bit challenging to get that I find it more interesting.

I heard him laugh with a sense of humor like he's fascinated by what I have said. I rolled my eyes because of embarrassment. Wait, why do I even feel embarrassed? He should be the one! Dapat mahiya siya dahil ang bagal niya! Babae pa ang nauuna!

What a jerk!

"Anyway, if you don't want to get my number. I'll go ahead, my friends are probably looking for me right now," I said and then turn my back at him, leaving without hearing any last words from him.

That man is not just a jerk, he's so slow and weak! Mahina pala ang lalaking iyon pagdating sa babae. He doesn't know the moves to get a woman's heart.

Para akong pilay kung maglakad dahil ramdam ko na talagang medyo lasing na ako. Ay hindi, lasing na talaga ako. Gegewang gewang ang lakad nang makarating ako sa table namin. Naabutan ko pa na nagiinuman pa rin sila.

I glanced at Dave and Julie's direction and I saw them flirting. Ew, limang taon na silang magkasama at alam naman nila na may gusto sila sa isa't isa pero kung makaasta 'tong dalawa nagpapakipot pa. Naghihintayan pa kung sino ang unang magfifirst move.

Ew, mga weak!

Gumagaya pa sa akin na malaki at mataas ang pride. Mga baliw talaga. Akala mo naman mga high schooler students pa kung magdeny sa mga feelings pero kung maglandian dinaig pa ang mag-asawa. Tapos sa selosan akala mo susugod sa labanan eh mga wala namang label.

I shake my head and turned my attention to Drel, my best friend. Naabutan ko siyang kunot na naman ang noo habang nakatingin sa kaniyang cellphone, malamang naiinis na naman. Hayan na naman ang reaksyon niya dahil paniguradong hindi na naman nagtext ang magaling niyang boyfriend.

Linapitan ko siya. "He didn't message you again, probably," I said. I heard her sigh.

"I don't know what to do with this guy anymore. He's pissing me off. Yesterday I caught him talking to Loisa, remember that girl? Argh! Gusto ko silang pagbuhulin dalawa!" She said angrily, pabagsak niyang ibinaba ang kaniyang cellphone sa lamesa.

I laughed, no longer have control over myself. "Break up with him then. Drellia, you shouldn't take boys seriously lalo na sa lalaki na 'yon! They are all asshole!" I said and lean my back on the couch.

I closed my eyes. I'm so sleepy. Gusto ko ng umuwi!

"No, he's not! Ren, he's madly in love with me! He admitted it when he confessed his feelings! It's just that Loisa, his ex, keeps on talking to him! Ang landi!" She sneered.

Humalakhak na ako.

"Whatever, Drel. If he really loves you then he'll be responsible for informing you whenever he's going somewhere or doing something. That's the real man with their real commitments," I said before I closed my eyes, ready to sleep.

Nagising ang diwa ko dahil sa malakas na pagkakasampal sa akin ni mommy. Agad kong sinimpatya ang kaliwang pisngi ko dahil sa kirot na nararamdaman ko dito.

"What the hell, mom?!" I shrieked because of anger. Usually, uuwi ako sa bahay nang hindi nila napapansin at aalis nang hindi nila nalalaman. Even if I informed them that I'll go out with my friends they won't even pay attention or in short, they ignored me all the time. They don't care about me, they only care about the company.

Every time we eat, laging iyon ang topic. I'm so sick of that repeated cycle situation that's why inuunahan ko na sila. I'm so sick of how they treat me like they don't have a daughter! Pero ngayon? Magagalit sila dahil ginabi ako ng uwi!?

For fvck sake, I know that it's passed 12:00 in the evening! Pero kahit noon madaling araw pa nga ako umuuwi wala naman silang pakialam! Anong nangyari? Bakit biglang may pasampal at sermon?

"What the hell is your problem, mom?!" I shouted again, pissed off.

I step backward, feeling unbelievable and angry at the same time because that is the very first time my mom had slapped me. For the first time in my life, ngayon lang ako napansin at lintik lang, napagbuhatan pa ako ng kamay.

Mom looked at me with her sharp bloodshot eyes that can make your knees tremble by just looking at it. She pointed her index finger in my direction and I can sense her pure wrecking range. Para bang galit na galit siya sa akin dahil may nagawa akong illegal at masama.

I glanced in my Dad's direction, he seems bothered and worried about me but he's afraid to meddle in this situation.

I wanted to laugh so bad right now. Ngayon ko lang nalaman na takot si dad kay mom. Funny how a man can't intervene in something because he's afraid of her woman.

I look away because my anger is just getting bigger and bigger and that any minute from now I would just explode.

"Do you know how much you made us so worried, Rena?! You're a girl for heaven's sake and you came home at this late hour?! Where have you been?! Hindi mo ba alam na may magulang na naghihintay sayo?!" Mom yelled.

Hindi makapaniwalang tumingin ako sa kaniya. "Hah!" Suminghap ako saka tumingala at muling nagbalik ng tingin sa kaniya. Why is she acting like she really cares about me? Why is she acting like that? I feel like she always waits for me to come home even if it's not.

The hell, why is she even doing these things that I felt like I don't even know her for so long?

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interesting so far, next please... Do you have any social media that I can follow you on?
2021-07-14 23:09:25
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37 Chapters
Chapter 1
I swayed my body to each beat of the music that the DJ was playing. My eyes were closed while I dance like a crazy woman in the middle of the dance floor. I honestly don't give a f*ck if I'm wasted. I feel sorry for the people that I had accidentally hit every time I move.
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Chapter 2
"Can...can you say it again, mom?" I asked, unbelievingly. "Can you say it again because I don't think I've heard you right? Hindi ko alam na nagaalala pa pala kayo sa akin kasi sa pagkakaalam ko wala na akong magulang! My parents died years ago! Hindi ko alam na may magulang pa pala ako dahil pakiramdam ko may pakialam lang kayo kapag may kailangan kayo sa akin! Tama ba, mom?!" I said, giving all the energy that I think I still have for this night. Ang gusto ko ay mahiga na sa kama at ipikit ang mga mata ko! Hindi iyong ganito! God knows how badly I want my parents to notice and to care for me but shit! Sa lahat ng wish ko sa bawat pagsapit ng birthday ko, hinihiling ko na sana mapansin nila ako. But I didn't expect that this is gonna happened through my wishes. Yes, my wish just granted but this is not how I like it. Oo nga't nangyari yung nagiisa kong wish, pero lintik lang, bakit naman ganito?! Bakit sa ganito pang paraan? Mom was taken aback by what I ju
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Chapter 3
I'm not in the mood to talk with my friends so I decided to go straight to our classroom and buried myself in the thought about what mom had said last night. I still can't get over it. Parang nage-echo pa rin sa isip at pandinig ko yung mga sinabi niya. Did she mean that? She wanted me to marry the future heir of Fe Veragon just for the sake of our losing company? She wants me to get married because that's the only thing I could do to help them? So that explains why they are so grumpy these past few days! It's because they are involved in that big release issue! Ano ba kasing kabalastugan ang ginawa nila at pati ako ay kailangang magdusa? "Tss," I rolled my eyes and lean my back on my chair. Do they really think that they can command me to do something ridiculous that easily? And heck, they just mentioned marriage! Sinira na nila ang mga taon nung kabataan ko tapos ngayon pati ba naman ang future life ko gusto pa nilang sirain? G
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Chapter 4
Wait, what?! Tama ba ang dinig ko? Weidal Lazien Fe Veragon? As in Fe Veragon? Iyong anak ni Mr. Napollion Fe Veragon who owned the international big franchise here in the Philippines? Weidal, iyong nagiisang tagapagmana ng Fe Veragon's Franchise? Mabilis na nagangat ako ng tingin sa unahan. Dahil nasa bandang itaas kami dahil style na pahagdan pataas ang classroom namin ay malinaw na malinaw kong nasaksihan ang pagpasok ng isang napakapamilyar na lalaki. My mouth went big and I almost lose my heartbeat the moment I saw a guy entered our classroom. Just like how I bumped myself from him earlier, he's still wearing his dark brown jacket with his hoodie on, covering almost his whole face. Ilang beses kong pinikit at iminulat ang mga mata ko kung tama ba ang nakikita ko. I fought the urge to stand up and ask him if I'm really seeing him here, seeing him now. And freaking cheese! He's our new block mate who just happened to be my future husband because of what my
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Chapter 5
Tahimik lang ang buong byahe namin papunta sa kanila. I honestly don't know why I feel anxious. Para bang hindi ako mapakali sa inuupuan ko. I look in his direction. He doesn't seem to notice my behavior because he's sleeping. Ghad, ano bang klaseng tao 'to? May tao bang natutulog nang nakajacket na makapal at suot pa ang hoodie while covering his whole face with a thick towel? I don't think other guys would do the same thing as he does. He's too much for a weirdo. I rolled my eyes and focus scrolling through my F******k Account. Nahagilap ko din ang latest status ni Gray, yung hiniwalayan ko nung isang araw lang. Gray Inriqoè Salvacion — 36 mins ago.I can't still get over you. Why do you have to break my heart?Like(409)—Comment(377)—Share(46) I almost rolled my eyes. Seriously though? Ganito na ba talaga kadrama ang mga tao ngayon? Ghad, he already knew me starting from the first pl
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Chapter 6
But honestly, hindi talaga sa comfort room ako papunta. I just don't like the air inside kaya lumabas ako. Sa may kusina ako dumaan since doon ako ginaya kanina ng maid. I held the strap of my bag tightly as I wandered to their backyard 'till my foot brought me to their garden. Namangha ako nang makakita ako ng sunflowers and different types of expensive flowers and crops! Ang ganda rin ng pagkakadesign sa bawat paligid and they also have a fountain with a statue of an angel that is made from gold! Ghad, this family must be very rich! I don't know why they are not on the list of billionaires nor millionaires when they released it last month! They should be there! Fe Veragon must be at the top! "Where the hell did they get this?!" Bulong ko sa sarili saka pinalibutan ng tingin ang bawat halaman. I even took my phone out of my bag and took a picture of each flower and crop. I took a selfie of myself too. Gusto ko sanang i-myday or gawing profile yung na
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Chapter 7
"I'm still thinking about it, Tita Josefa," I honestly said. I can feel how my mom's glare pierced through me, it's as if she wanted to shout at me now for saying those words. But it's as if I still care about it. To be honest, I like it more whenever mom getting pissed off. Pakiramdam ko kasi lahat ng mga ginagawa ko ay kinakagalit niya. I don't give a f*ck even if she wants me dead for making her furious. Gusto kong gawin lahat ng gusto ko nang hindi nila sinabi o inutos. I want to do things base on my own decisions and plans even if it's against them. Tita Josefa smiled at me like she's proud and happy to hear it coming from my mouth. My heart feels warm when I saw the genuine smile on her lips. Mabuti pa siya ganiyan ang reaksyon. I believe that the real mothers who care about their kids would be really happy if they heard their child's decisions were clear and accurate to their age. Hindi katulad ni mom na mas gusgustuhin pa na maikasal aga
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Chapter 8
I just rolled my eyes and get the handkerchief. Hindi ko sana kukuhain since hindi naman talaga sa akin but I remembered that Drel sometimes brings a handkerchief with her. Baka sa kaniya ito at mahalaga pala dahil bigay ng kung sino, sayang naman kung mawawala. Inalalayan ko si Drel hanggang sa makarating kami sa sedan ko sa parking lot. I was having a hard time putting her inside of my car, especially that she's starting to act stupid again. This is the reason why I sometimes hate to be with Drel whenever she gets drunk. She's acting like a crazy bitch! "Why...why are you always...a-always hurting me, Rio?" She started shouting that I almost push her into the garbage area because of embarrassment. Kahit na iilan lang naman yung mga tao dito sa parking lot, nakakahiya pa rin dahil ang lakas ng boses ni Drel. She's totally wasted. "Fuck you! Fuck you, Rio! Fuck you!" Ghad, gusto ko nalang busalan ang bibig ng babaeng 'to. I'm trying to put her
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Chapter 9
"Oh my, God!" I squealed as I saw the notification from my I*******m account. I just got up from a night of sleep and was about to do my morning routine when I decided to check my account first. And hell boy! This must be too good to be true! Nananaginip ba ako? Para akong baliw na nagtatatalon-talon sa kama ko habang sumasayaw-sayaw pa. "Oh my, God! Oh my, God! Oh my, God!" I squealed repeatedly. It took me almost five minutes before I calm down a bit and read the recent post from the International Modeling Class official account. My hands were trembling and sweating because of too much joy and excitement. I was tagged! And it says, "The list of names that was written below passed from the judgment of our mentor officials. Please give us a personal message if you have some questions or you can come to our building for a better discussion. God bless everyone and have a nice day
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Chapter 10
"You invited her to be one of the judges?! Ghad, I so freaking need to prepare more!" "Relax, Ren! Pasado ka na, sigurado yan! Saka pakilala muna ako sayo kahit alam kong kilala mo na ako." He winked at me. I feel nauseated, ew! "Planeus Mack Montealba nga pala, the CEO and president of International Modeling Class. And the most important thing you should not forget is that I'm cute and handsome," then he winked again. "Ayos ba?" I acted like puking. "Doesn't suit you, really. Mukha kang takas mental," I said, half true and half not. "Ouch! Grabe ka, Ren! Hindi kita tanggapin diyan, gusto mo?" Pananakot niya. Pinandilatan ko lamang siya dahil alam ko namang hindi niya yun magagawa. "Okay, fine! I'll go ahead!" I stood up and was about to take a step when he immediately takes back his word. "Uy, sandali! Ito naman hindi mabiro! Eto na nga oh, tanggap na tanggap ka na!" He look at me, pouting a bit. "Tanggap ka nang maging asawa ko—Aray!
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