Denver, Colorado, July 15, 2019.
I woke up in the morning, the weather was still cloudy, and soon I looked out the window and saw a huge truck in front of Brian's house. I thought I was half asleep and when I looked again it really was a big truck, as soon as I brushed my teeth I ran to his house and found out what was going on because until last night everything was perfectly fine.My mother was still sleeping, I think maybe she didn't know anything either, and my heart skipped a beat.“Mr. Philip, where is Brian?” Tell me what's going on here, please! — Ana calms down, he'll explain, everything will be all right.“Brian, tell me no and what I'm thinking, okay?— Ana, I don't even know what to do, I was taken by surprise, I couldn't even sleep.“Brian can't let me remind you of eternal love, our future, I love you! — Ana, don't make me cry, there's no way out, we need to move, my father and mother separated, so they decided to sell the house, and now I'm going to live in another country.— Look, my love, we stayed together, I can work for you too, and we live together, we assumed our love once and for all.At that moment, emotion took over because Brian didn't know what to say, much less make decisions like that without having a project or a job. Embraced as if it were a game of no return, the tears came down and what they felt was true love and a huge pain arose in her heart that in Ana she could not stop crying or stay calm.— Ana, I love you and my love for you will never be forgotten or replaced.“Brian, where will I be without you?” I won't make it, I know I won't!In full desperation, I tried to talk to Mr. Philip so he could stay. I was going to ask my mother if they could stay at home until I got another one, but what I heard was a lot of belts. I ran to my house, woke up my mother screaming in sobs for help and she went to see what was happening.— Mom, if you love, please do something. I'm in love with Brian, sorry we dated in secret, my heart hurts, Mom, help me.Laura, Ana's mother, knew the pain her daughter felt, but she couldn't do anything. The only thing was to hug her and ask her to be calm. Laura understood and always knew about their romance, but now unfortunately it was ending and the pain she felt had also felt a lot and still feels today, but she would always be there to help her overcome it.— Mother help me, try to talk to Mr. Philip! "I'll try harder, I promise to stay calm, okay?" - Yes!So, for the first time, Ana's mother talked to Brian's father and tried to help, because she knew the pain that her daughter was feeling and the same thing she heard was also very painful.There was a river where Brian and Ana often sat there in the garden around it thinking about life. And that's where she went, because in one of the trees was the letter of their name and crying a lot she asked God not to let him go, because she would know that a part of her would not survive without him.- A-N-A? — I'm in the same pain you're feeling, but believe me, I'll be back!“Brian!”— Look, we can see each other on vacation, and I'll call you daily and for a little while, Ana, trust that this isn't the end and nothing else will separate the two of us.“I told Mom we were dating!” - What?"That's right, she didn't want to kill you, she said she already knew, but now you're gone!"— Ana, I'm not going to leave you and I want to be like your grandparents together when they're very old and just for a little while, I just don't want to go see you like this.“Do you want me to be like this then?” — Ana, believe me, it's been much more painful for me than for you, but I'll be back!We then made a vow of love promising to connect, that soon we would be together again, because I believe in him and I know that his love for me is also greater than anything, and together we will overcome this barrier.— Hi, guys, sorry your mom told me to come, but unfortunately we have to go Brian!“Shall we Anna?”Still crying a lot we were hugged and said goodbye with a kiss and I didn't even care if it was in front of his mother or father, for me, I would be inside that truck, and again he promised he would come back. Good thing, I knew his mom was going to stay here in Colorado, which made me a little happier.When he got in the car, that's when it hit me! Because I wouldn't have him every morning at my door to go to school and that I wouldn't have anyone to protect me and hold my hand when I'm scared and not to mention his smile that made me even more in love.The pain came back, and my heart was in pieces, I didn't know how to stop it, and I just asked my mother to leave me alone, I needed it.— My God, she didn't leave the room for nothing, maybe she needs something, I'll see how she's doing.— Daughter, it's okay there, look mom bought the pizza you like!With no response from Ana's mother, Dona Laura then took a spare key to Ana's room and when she opened it, she found her daughter on duty, not knowing how to get there.“Honey, calm down, mommy is here!” — Mom, how do you end this pain? I can't stand it, it hurts so much, mom, please help.
Senhora Laura had no way to help her, and she lay on her side, hugging her until she fell asleep from crying. She knew that this pain was horrible and the worst that there is no medicine that cures the suffering of love.When I woke up I tried to eat something else, I couldn't get anything, so I went back to the room and went to sleep again, I only heard my mother talking to my grandmother on the cell phone, probably she was talking about me. The pain continued, without him it would be very difficult. I got up and looked at my window and realized he wasn't going to call me like he used to.Days went by like that, weeks and nothing from him even calls me. School wasn't the same without him and every day I heard sick jokes referring to me and him, who wasn't here to defend himself anymore.The girls said that he wouldn't come back, that maybe he'd find someone else and forget about me, but I didn't believe them because I knew he loved me.With no news from him, it made me even sadder and when I least expected it, Brian called me, and it was the happiest moment of my life when I heard his voice.“Brian, I can't believe you've been waiting for days, and you haven't called me where are you living now? — So
I was already completely distressed because nobody said anything, they just kept looking at my face, maybe waiting for the right moment to speak or the right words to say to me. Finally, I couldn't take this agony any longer and told my parents that if they didn't talk now, I wouldn't want to hear it later. And that's when they took the courage to tell me what was really going on, it was so serious that my father came from the other side of the world to talk to me.— Daughter, so you know that your mother is studying medicine, right? “Yeah, what about my dad being here!”— Ana, her mother won a scholarship to study medicine outside of here and asked me to take care of you until she gets back and all.- Mom, if it's okay, I'll stay with my dad no problem! — Wow, that's good and I thought you were going to be sad, because all the people you love are leaving.At that moment I hugged my mother and everything was fine, I know it was going to be very difficult to live with my father, but th
Chapter 5 I remembered to look at my cell phone to see if Brian had called me but no call, I guess the party must have been great for him to forget to call his girlfriend, after he tried to congratulate me 20 times by calling but no answer. "I'm not going to think nonsense! I said in my mind." I went to get ready for school and my father was taking his wife just as I went downstairs to prepare my coffee. He saw me, got all upset and I said nothing, I was so upset with Brian that I wasn't going to waste my time fighting with my brazen father. Before I went to school I sent two more messages to Brian in the hope that he would answer, but to no avail, something was happening, especially with our love that in a few weeks was already changing completely. My friends told me that this was going to change, but I realize that it changed very fast. I could barely concentrate in class today and everyone was sweating because it was clear that now that he was 18 he would want to enjoy life
Chapter 6 I was about to turn my 16 years and asked my dad with my mom could hold a party here at home and as my dad loves a mess soon agreed more mom not even being away said it was a good option because it would not be here to control everything. I was super sad, but having a dad a little crazy and without sense things happen in the worst way. Brian had just arrived, because I received his message at 5am saying he wanted to meet me at school and I preferred once to cause contempt and also did not tell him that the weekend would be my party. He knew the date of my birthday, there was no reason to tell me even more because our situation was a little confused, I don't know if we were still dating or not? That's his answer for me! "Good morning, daughter? - Good morning, Dad!" -Anna, let's have your party but with one condition that your mother can't know about, what do you think? - Dad, that's wonderful, at least someone understands that I need this party, my mother is old and borin
Finally, the day of my party arrived and I wanted that day to be the most complete and unforgettable of all. That's why I wasn't going to accept that anyone spoiled this day! Brian and I after the conversation we had got a little awkward but we didn't let that destroy what we had in mind. At least not for me! Now for him that was something completely different, just as he was getting stranger every day, but he swore that we were going to stay together and that he was going to come get me as soon as he came down because it was me he wanted to marry. I woke up early and went to prepare things with my friends for tonight. All I wanted was to be alone with Brian and be happy. — Honey, are you sure you don't want help? — Don't worry, she'll never find out and if she finds out what's wrong, can't you have a party? After all, I'm her father and she left you with me and I decide that you can have a party! I didn't really like the way my father raised me, but I had a little more freedom w
Lais was a big liar, always jealous of my boyfriend with Brian, only this time she was really telling the truth. I tried to connect with him, but his cell phone was off and no message was coming. I couldn't believe he did this to me, he didn't even say goodbye, he was like a dog, he ate and left.- Lais, I can't believe it, last night here in this room he swore that he would never leave me, much less change me!- Ana, did you really believe that? I'm sorry, you were stupid and I told you this would happen.- Now if he really just wanted to have sex with me, he got the hang of it and try to forget about it because I feel like I will never see him again!It was horrible, I spent days and nights crying because of this son of a bitch who shouldn't even have the courage to say goodbye or a goodbye soon. Well, my mother said that men only brought misfortune, only hurt us, and that is the absolute truth. Now I had to try to forget him and remember some good moments like my night of love with
The months passed quickly and soon it was very close to my mother's return and I met my stepfather, a very strange thing that even my father didn't know who he was. One could say that it was really a great mystery or maybe my mother wanted to create suspense in the air and she was succeeding with all that. But I was still good at studying until I wanted once and for all to literally get Brian out of my life, but as they always say that the first love you never forget, this one was really impossible to forget and erase from my mind and memory. But I decided to keep going and fight to not think about him anymore until I met some guys who I even tried dating again, but that didn't happen unfortunately. So much was happening that it was impossible to think about anything in a few days that my mom was coming and things here at home with my dad were very difficult, even because he was moving since my mom was back and I hadn't decided whether to stay with him or with my mom. To make the mos
When we finally arrived in Los Angeles something happened in the middle of the flight and I ended up talking the whole trip with Ronan and we ended up exchanging phone numbers. And in this crazy vacation out of time I got to know a nice guy that did me a lot of good. I liked having made friends with him but the one who didn't like this at all was my father who soon became jealous."Daughter, you have barely met this guy and you are already going out with him? - Dad, relax, he's going on a tour of the city! "I wanted to do this with you, but I see you already have company, right? - "Dad, there's nothing to it, we've got a lot to do, go sort out your life with your wife and then we'll have fun!"I could see that my father was sad but there would still be many more moments like this when we would be able to have fun just the two of us. It was very complicated now that my stepmother was so jealous that we couldn't even be a family that she thought my father was ignoring her, so I preferre
Happiness does not have a recipe, a right way or an exact time to arrive. It is an intense feeling that comes completely from within us, and can even be influenced by external factors, yes, but it is our heart that is the true source from which this pure and true emotion arises.Being happy is not a matter of having, but a matter of feeling and appreciating that there is happiness even in the smallest moments, as we can feel it in the smile of a child, in a song we love or in a hug from someone special, the With each breath we can feel such happiness as the air that enters our lungs. Furthermore, nothing better to feed this emotion within us than the inspiration that comes from music and beautiful words.Therefore, through messages, poems, phrases and reflections, we put all our happiness in each letter so that you can find the spark needed to light the biggest fire of happiness and joy inside your heart! After all, life is made up of small joyful moments, which together build our sto
Certainly no one likes to feel disappointed, whether with a person or some long-awaited moment, no one likes to have an unpleasant surprise. Disappointment can often be linked to an expectation that is always very positive in relation to daily situations.Expecting all circumstances to be negative will also not help us exclude disappointment from our lives, the most important thing of all is to think that everything is unpredictable and depends on several factors to end in a positive or negative way.When we realize that this fact did not happen as we expected, we cannot believe that we are so powerful that the future will happen perfectly as planned. Although planning is a good guide to avoid an inconvenience or mistake, we have to rely on chance and unforeseen events that cannot be controlled.To be happy, sometimes you have to exercise detachment and give up many things. So, whenever you feel the need, let go and give up!Let go of what didn't work in the past. Let go of regrets. L
Chapter 101One of the bravest decisions I could make in my life to be happy! Often, it is from the worst endings that the best new beginnings come. And that's how everything fell into place in our relationship. When I thought I was no longer able to continue walking, I stood up and continued forward. It is this strength and ability that made me the special person I am now.No matter how big the storm, one day the sun will shine brightly again. I let all my fears come out of me. My heart will have more space to live my dreams and projects. Because it wasn't just the dream of marrying Brian, and being a mother, there are still many things I want to experience with them. I have always been strong and resilient, and I never surrendered. And I always remembered to fight for what I want, value what I have as much as possible, keep the best I have, forget everything that I have, and enjoy life and the good things it has!I looked around me. And I saw the importance of Brian, who was by my s
Sometimes, we just need a company that pleases us and makes us truly happy, that even in silence understands and completes us and that just wants to make small talk and talk about life. In these moments I observe that few have this chance, but thanks to Brian, and his presence, it was possible for us to be together again with the right company.It's impossible not to reveal my happiness, joy and not show my radiant smile. The emotion when I see you takes over me and in many moments I don't know how to act. But I know that by your side I can show who I really am and I can calm down again. I want to rest my head on your shoulder and hear you say that everything will be fine, because we are made for each other.Today I'm just looking for a little peace. I want my heart to receive a portion of joy and for everything to simply go well. I don't need much to feel like my life is complete, nor do I need great things to be happy. Being well with myself will always be my greatest treasure.Why
Years passed….After I finally married Brian, we continued living in Orlando and his father and my mother returned to California. Our life is complete, we learn to deal with our problems without involving anyone and the funniest thing is that we laugh at everything we went through to reach a happy ending.Today my life is summed up in 4 because one of the things I most wanted to have with Brian was to have our son and God blessed us in that way. I haven't had time to tell my mother yet, but I was thrilled with this news.Whenever my hands run over the skin of my belly and caress the curve of my belly that holds precious treasure, I understand what a blessed woman I am. It's a divine gift to have a baby grow inside me and feel every movement he makes as he waits for his time to know the light of the world.I will cherish every moment of the pregnancy and forever carry in my heart all the beautiful feelings I am experiencing. Being a mother is an incomparable happiness and discovering i
Among all the ways of loving, the one we feel for our family is certainly the most difficult to explain. They are with us in the best and worst moments, and even with all the disagreements, love always speaks louder over any argument. , very much as I always wanted.It is a love that overcomes all differences, accepting each person with their respective peculiarities and when there is some distance, longing soon arrives. It's a feeling so strong that it leads us to make the same mistakes, only to not see sadness touch any of them.Along with this love is friendship, a very sincere type that always values loyalty. It is an eternal marriage, which despite all the difficulties that life imposes on us, nothing takes away our desire to remain side by side.We receive this love in our cradle, and we learn early on what a hug feels like. A love that we carry inside our chest and is always ready to be shared. Happy are those who can live this love completely, because to live it to its maximum
Brian and I have to go through all this to be together afterwards. Life was not easy, I believe it is not for anyone, but when we trust that everything will be fine in the end and why won't it be? I really thought about giving up, but I always went back to everything.I believed that my mother would never accept us and to this day I try to understand why all this happened so that in the end she would see that she hurt her and not me and she had to accept the relationship. To me in the past she owes a romance like mine, but it didn't work out or she couldn't be happy with the person she loved and she wished that I wouldn't be happy with Brian either, or maybe she was angry with me for some reason that maybe she could having ruined your life with my arrival.Life takes turns and how! Brian, many times showed his opposite feelings because he wanted to live instead of living in a relationship since childhood and every time he made a mistake I was there once again all because I loved him.
Living is a daily challenge. Life gives us no respite, no matter what moment we are going through, the world will not stop to wait for us to catch our breath.The train keeps moving and we cannot be left behind, even though in many moments we just want to contemplate the landscape and let the train go through the mountains.It is true that at times we need to step back. Walk slower, but if we stop we get run over. The world demands of us to be strong, but that does not mean being hard, neither with ourselves nor with others. It is necessary to find a middle ground, not too heavenly and not too earthly.Our solution, in many moments, is to learn to listen to our heart. It is he who gives us the rhythm of life. Sometimes you need to remain silent to know what step to take, which train station to get off at and how to continue the journey. We all make mistakes, the difference is that only some manage to learn from the mistakes they make.Among so many problems and difficulties that arise
Finally, after so much suffering, my happiness arrived. And this time there was no one or anything to get in the way, many times we want to have our own lives for ourselves, thinking that we know everything, but it's not like that, we have to be mature enough to make our own choices and the law of life is how we do it. learn. My only question was would it be eternal? I don't know what will happen, I just know that I'm living what I've always really wanted. I believe everyone is happy, my friend Laís, she's with her daughter and Leandra, this one isn't worth anything, she just throws it in the wrong place, because she's having an affair with the funny girl who got into trouble, that is, catching the woman who had a crush on Brian.This is how a new life arrives because we want it that way and it doesn't matter the time because when there is love, why not fight for it? I thought that the story of falling in love with the same person every day was just more cliché romance talk, until it