Finally, the day of my party arrived and I wanted that day to be the most complete and unforgettable of all. That's why I wasn't going to accept that anyone spoiled this day! Brian and I after the conversation we had got a little awkward but we didn't let that destroy what we had in mind. At least not for me! Now for him that was something completely different, just as he was getting stranger every day, but he swore that we were going to stay together and that he was going to come get me as soon as he came down because it was me he wanted to marry. I woke up early and went to prepare things with my friends for tonight. All I wanted was to be alone with Brian and be happy.
— Honey, are you sure you don't want help? — Don't worry, she'll never find out and if she finds out what's wrong, can't you have a party? After all, I'm her father and she left you with me and I decide that you can have a party! I didn't really like the way my father raised me, but I had a little more freedom with him than with my mother. And when he approached the time for all the guests to arrive, my mother called me and my heart almost jumped out of my mouth. It was super weird lying to my mom but everything has its first time and I liked that now I was sure she wasn't coming anyway. I went to get ready more before I went to ask my father to leave the house I didn't want him here otherwise my plan would go wrong. — Dad, then I think it's better that you don't stay here because it's going to be more of a hassle. My friends are going to laugh at me when I know that there's only going to be you as a father here in their midst and that's why I want you to go out and date. - You don't want me on your birthday is that it? - Yes, take it as you wish!— I never thought he could do this to me, I'm your father, I wanted to be with you, I don't understand why you don't want to? My father didn't agree anymore in the end he ended up leaving and finally the house and my room were mine alone. So I took the opportunity to decorate it in a very romantic style for my big night of love with the man I love. But as if that weren't enough, there's always someone envious who hoped that everything would go wrong. laís — Girlfriend, I don't think it's a good idea to have sex with Brian! A-N-A "Someone asked your opinion?" Of course not! laís — Wow, how rude, I only gave you my opinion, is that all it hurts to hear? A-N-A — It's hard because you can see that you wanted to stay in the middle, right, Laís? laís "I'm never sure Brian's not my type!" A-N-A — It's better that way after all I'm sure my Brian would never want to be with you. laís - That's what you think! I finished getting ready and soon after my guests were already arriving. Despite not having enjoyed the conversation with Laís, she stayed at the party with me, we had been friends since kindergarten and I always knew that her envy of everything that was empty was too much, but she believed in God a lot and knew that nothing she wanted would happen. Then the most anticipated guest of all arrived and he was too beautiful, I really admire seeing him evolving like this only those who know him would never believe that that poor boy became a man the most beautiful of all and all our sorrows were forgotten there in that party today.— It's beautiful Brian!— Thank you, my love, it's just your beautiful eyes and who looks beautiful and you. "Brian, I want this night to be ours!" I waited for the right moment and the right time for everything to happen and I left dragging him to my room where we disappeared for good from the crowd that was at my house and I didn't imagine that that night would be the last time I was going to be with him. My body was totally weird I wanted it to be with him and no one else. — Ana, you're crazy, what if your father arrives and picks up an agent here? — Brian relaxes, my father won't come today! Brian kissed me slowly and I could feel his labored breathing and besides, he really wanted this. - Ana, are you sure about this? - Yes, Brian I am! So on my 16th birthday I got lost with him and it was the best gift I could get I didn't regret anything we did and it was just amazing we totally forgot about the party we wanted to be alone and nobody else. I didn't doubt his love for me, I believed that he was just too confused with everything that was happening and I know that if he left one day we would meet and live this beautiful love between the two of us. But not everything and flowers ended up wasting time and we were surprised with my father opening the door and when he got us he didn't know what he was going to do seeing the scene of the two of them in bed completely naked and you could see the dramatic reaction he had. — My God, I can't believe they did this, what am I going to tell your mother Ana? Brian tried to explain himself but my father didn't want to talk and sent him away. I then said goodbye but I didn't know that it would be the end of us that day he had already planned everything before it happened. "Father, for God's sake he left without saying good-bye to me properly!" — Ana, I shouldn't have done that, you don't know the problem you got me in, did you? — Dad, I'll tell Mom what happened without any problems. She'll fight more later, she'll understand that I wanted that. My dad was devastated and blaming himself for catching us having sex but he would understand. In the afternoon, Laís came to the house running to tell me that Brian had left and I didn't want to believe it because she doesn't even want to say goodbye to me. He didn't break up with me if we understood when we were in our intimate moment I believe it must have been a mistake and soon he was going to tell me everything that was going on maybe he had reasons to leave like that without saying goodbye.Lais was a big liar, always jealous of my boyfriend with Brian, only this time she was really telling the truth. I tried to connect with him, but his cell phone was off and no message was coming. I couldn't believe he did this to me, he didn't even say goodbye, he was like a dog, he ate and left.- Lais, I can't believe it, last night here in this room he swore that he would never leave me, much less change me!- Ana, did you really believe that? I'm sorry, you were stupid and I told you this would happen.- Now if he really just wanted to have sex with me, he got the hang of it and try to forget about it because I feel like I will never see him again!It was horrible, I spent days and nights crying because of this son of a bitch who shouldn't even have the courage to say goodbye or a goodbye soon. Well, my mother said that men only brought misfortune, only hurt us, and that is the absolute truth. Now I had to try to forget him and remember some good moments like my night of love with
The months passed quickly and soon it was very close to my mother's return and I met my stepfather, a very strange thing that even my father didn't know who he was. One could say that it was really a great mystery or maybe my mother wanted to create suspense in the air and she was succeeding with all that. But I was still good at studying until I wanted once and for all to literally get Brian out of my life, but as they always say that the first love you never forget, this one was really impossible to forget and erase from my mind and memory. But I decided to keep going and fight to not think about him anymore until I met some guys who I even tried dating again, but that didn't happen unfortunately. So much was happening that it was impossible to think about anything in a few days that my mom was coming and things here at home with my dad were very difficult, even because he was moving since my mom was back and I hadn't decided whether to stay with him or with my mom. To make the mos
When we finally arrived in Los Angeles something happened in the middle of the flight and I ended up talking the whole trip with Ronan and we ended up exchanging phone numbers. And in this crazy vacation out of time I got to know a nice guy that did me a lot of good. I liked having made friends with him but the one who didn't like this at all was my father who soon became jealous."Daughter, you have barely met this guy and you are already going out with him? - Dad, relax, he's going on a tour of the city! "I wanted to do this with you, but I see you already have company, right? - "Dad, there's nothing to it, we've got a lot to do, go sort out your life with your wife and then we'll have fun!"I could see that my father was sad but there would still be many more moments like this when we would be able to have fun just the two of us. It was very complicated now that my stepmother was so jealous that we couldn't even be a family that she thought my father was ignoring her, so I preferre
"Ana my daughter looks beautiful, she looks like a princess." "Mom, less, right, we are in public and you treat me like this, I look like a baby, spare me this shame!" "Come on, then I'll just thank your father for taking care of you during the time I was away. "And the least, right, Mom is changing the subject, where is your mysterious husband in? "You'll see him when we get home!" I said goodbye to my father and I could see how much he didn't want me to move back in with my mother. During the time we spent together I got to know him better and found out what an amazing guy he was, because he was totally the opposite of what my mother had said. On the way I tried to ask my mother why she was holding back so much to reveal who my stepfather was, but she said nothing, she kept quiet all the way home. "How nice to be home, isn't it Mom?" "Yes, Ana I missed you a lot, now everything will be different, I promise!" My mother was very strange, but anyway, when I opened the d
"Ana, I honestly don't believe that Brian will have the guts to show up after all he's done to you, he's making a mountain out of a molehill just because your mother married his father!" "Laisse is not and that and that she should have told me before because when I touched the subject of dating she said it was bullshit, besides, were you there when he told me that Brian was not for me and now and married to his father?" "Ana, I'm sorry, I didn't want to be in your shoes because I wouldn't know what to do!" "You know what, Lais? I will live my life and be independent, I already wanted that, now I can live alone better than staying at home with them!" "Girlfriend, are you crazy? You'll get money from where if your college is paid for by your mother!" "And even I forgot about that what the fuck!" I stayed a few more hours talking with Lais until my mom called me wanting to know what time I was coming home? Honestly, if she thinks she's going to arrest me she's wrong, I've grow
Five years had passed and I was already 25 years old and no longer depended on my mother or father to pay for my dental school. Many things really happened in these five years, one of them is that I really overcame myself and that I was doing very well in my own way. Today would be a special day for me where my dream graduation would happen in which now I would be a dental doctor and as a gift my parents together with my grandparents would give me an office. I was overjoyed and couldn't even sleep that night thinking how full my life was. It would be my graduation and my parents would be there. Until these last years that passed they fought less made up and really were getting along well until I was going to have a brother on my father's side. "Ana is going to be late for graduation, she's been there for hours and she won't come down! "I feel sorry for my stepfather, he has to love you very much. "Come on your father has arrived!" "Women of my life, go ahead, I'll meet you there.
As soon as I stepped inside I could smell Brian's perfume and thought it was a figment of my imagination and when I entered my room I was surprised to find him lying on my bed. At that moment I didn't know what to do and I felt like throwing myself on the bed next to him and having sex as if there was no tomorrow. But at the same time I felt revolted and everything that he did to me came to my mind. I then opened the door very slowly and was going to leave but I felt a hand holding me from behind asking me to stay. "Ana? "Brian, I'm sorry I didn't know you were back! He then looked me up and down his green eyes wanting to devour me like an evil wolf. My legs started to sweat cold and at the same time I felt that my body wanted him but I concentrated and asked him to let go of my mother. "Brian, I'm leaving, can you let me go? "I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that, it's just that looking at you and realizing you're not that little girl anymore you're completely changed and as beautif
A few weeks went by and I didn't show up at mom's house, not least because I wanted to avoid actually bumping into Brian. I knew myself and the desire to have him was far greater than anything else, and since I promised that I would respect our relationship as brothers, now I would always make up that I was busy. Other than that, I had agreed to date Ronan. He was a nice person and deserved, yes, to be loved, I had to try to give myself this chance and forget once and for all everything I had lived with Brian. Since it was past and now I had to live the present and try to be happy, because our life is made of choices and he already made his. Meanwhile, Ronan, wanted to officially propose to my parents and always asked me to arrange the dinner and once again I avoided any excuse. Only now my excuses don't stick anymore and I booked that blessed dinner and until good only then I put an end to it all. "Lais, sorry to bother you I need you at my mother's house later today!" "What
Happiness does not have a recipe, a right way or an exact time to arrive. It is an intense feeling that comes completely from within us, and can even be influenced by external factors, yes, but it is our heart that is the true source from which this pure and true emotion arises.Being happy is not a matter of having, but a matter of feeling and appreciating that there is happiness even in the smallest moments, as we can feel it in the smile of a child, in a song we love or in a hug from someone special, the With each breath we can feel such happiness as the air that enters our lungs. Furthermore, nothing better to feed this emotion within us than the inspiration that comes from music and beautiful words.Therefore, through messages, poems, phrases and reflections, we put all our happiness in each letter so that you can find the spark needed to light the biggest fire of happiness and joy inside your heart! After all, life is made up of small joyful moments, which together build our sto
Certainly no one likes to feel disappointed, whether with a person or some long-awaited moment, no one likes to have an unpleasant surprise. Disappointment can often be linked to an expectation that is always very positive in relation to daily situations.Expecting all circumstances to be negative will also not help us exclude disappointment from our lives, the most important thing of all is to think that everything is unpredictable and depends on several factors to end in a positive or negative way.When we realize that this fact did not happen as we expected, we cannot believe that we are so powerful that the future will happen perfectly as planned. Although planning is a good guide to avoid an inconvenience or mistake, we have to rely on chance and unforeseen events that cannot be controlled.To be happy, sometimes you have to exercise detachment and give up many things. So, whenever you feel the need, let go and give up!Let go of what didn't work in the past. Let go of regrets. L
Chapter 101One of the bravest decisions I could make in my life to be happy! Often, it is from the worst endings that the best new beginnings come. And that's how everything fell into place in our relationship. When I thought I was no longer able to continue walking, I stood up and continued forward. It is this strength and ability that made me the special person I am now.No matter how big the storm, one day the sun will shine brightly again. I let all my fears come out of me. My heart will have more space to live my dreams and projects. Because it wasn't just the dream of marrying Brian, and being a mother, there are still many things I want to experience with them. I have always been strong and resilient, and I never surrendered. And I always remembered to fight for what I want, value what I have as much as possible, keep the best I have, forget everything that I have, and enjoy life and the good things it has!I looked around me. And I saw the importance of Brian, who was by my s
Sometimes, we just need a company that pleases us and makes us truly happy, that even in silence understands and completes us and that just wants to make small talk and talk about life. In these moments I observe that few have this chance, but thanks to Brian, and his presence, it was possible for us to be together again with the right company.It's impossible not to reveal my happiness, joy and not show my radiant smile. The emotion when I see you takes over me and in many moments I don't know how to act. But I know that by your side I can show who I really am and I can calm down again. I want to rest my head on your shoulder and hear you say that everything will be fine, because we are made for each other.Today I'm just looking for a little peace. I want my heart to receive a portion of joy and for everything to simply go well. I don't need much to feel like my life is complete, nor do I need great things to be happy. Being well with myself will always be my greatest treasure.Why
Years passed….After I finally married Brian, we continued living in Orlando and his father and my mother returned to California. Our life is complete, we learn to deal with our problems without involving anyone and the funniest thing is that we laugh at everything we went through to reach a happy ending.Today my life is summed up in 4 because one of the things I most wanted to have with Brian was to have our son and God blessed us in that way. I haven't had time to tell my mother yet, but I was thrilled with this news.Whenever my hands run over the skin of my belly and caress the curve of my belly that holds precious treasure, I understand what a blessed woman I am. It's a divine gift to have a baby grow inside me and feel every movement he makes as he waits for his time to know the light of the world.I will cherish every moment of the pregnancy and forever carry in my heart all the beautiful feelings I am experiencing. Being a mother is an incomparable happiness and discovering i
Among all the ways of loving, the one we feel for our family is certainly the most difficult to explain. They are with us in the best and worst moments, and even with all the disagreements, love always speaks louder over any argument. , very much as I always wanted.It is a love that overcomes all differences, accepting each person with their respective peculiarities and when there is some distance, longing soon arrives. It's a feeling so strong that it leads us to make the same mistakes, only to not see sadness touch any of them.Along with this love is friendship, a very sincere type that always values loyalty. It is an eternal marriage, which despite all the difficulties that life imposes on us, nothing takes away our desire to remain side by side.We receive this love in our cradle, and we learn early on what a hug feels like. A love that we carry inside our chest and is always ready to be shared. Happy are those who can live this love completely, because to live it to its maximum
Brian and I have to go through all this to be together afterwards. Life was not easy, I believe it is not for anyone, but when we trust that everything will be fine in the end and why won't it be? I really thought about giving up, but I always went back to everything.I believed that my mother would never accept us and to this day I try to understand why all this happened so that in the end she would see that she hurt her and not me and she had to accept the relationship. To me in the past she owes a romance like mine, but it didn't work out or she couldn't be happy with the person she loved and she wished that I wouldn't be happy with Brian either, or maybe she was angry with me for some reason that maybe she could having ruined your life with my arrival.Life takes turns and how! Brian, many times showed his opposite feelings because he wanted to live instead of living in a relationship since childhood and every time he made a mistake I was there once again all because I loved him.
Living is a daily challenge. Life gives us no respite, no matter what moment we are going through, the world will not stop to wait for us to catch our breath.The train keeps moving and we cannot be left behind, even though in many moments we just want to contemplate the landscape and let the train go through the mountains.It is true that at times we need to step back. Walk slower, but if we stop we get run over. The world demands of us to be strong, but that does not mean being hard, neither with ourselves nor with others. It is necessary to find a middle ground, not too heavenly and not too earthly.Our solution, in many moments, is to learn to listen to our heart. It is he who gives us the rhythm of life. Sometimes you need to remain silent to know what step to take, which train station to get off at and how to continue the journey. We all make mistakes, the difference is that only some manage to learn from the mistakes they make.Among so many problems and difficulties that arise
Finally, after so much suffering, my happiness arrived. And this time there was no one or anything to get in the way, many times we want to have our own lives for ourselves, thinking that we know everything, but it's not like that, we have to be mature enough to make our own choices and the law of life is how we do it. learn. My only question was would it be eternal? I don't know what will happen, I just know that I'm living what I've always really wanted. I believe everyone is happy, my friend Laís, she's with her daughter and Leandra, this one isn't worth anything, she just throws it in the wrong place, because she's having an affair with the funny girl who got into trouble, that is, catching the woman who had a crush on Brian.This is how a new life arrives because we want it that way and it doesn't matter the time because when there is love, why not fight for it? I thought that the story of falling in love with the same person every day was just more cliché romance talk, until it