Chapter 10

When we finally arrived in Los Angeles something happened in the middle of the flight and I ended up talking the whole trip with Ronan and we ended up exchanging phone numbers. And in this crazy vacation out of time I got to know a nice guy that did me a lot of good. I liked having made friends with him but the one who didn't like this at all was my father who soon became jealous.

"Daughter, you have barely met this guy and you are already going out with him? - Dad, relax, he's going on a tour of the city!

"I wanted to do this with you, but I see you already have company, right? - "Dad, there's nothing to it, we've got a lot to do, go sort out your life with your wife and then we'll have fun!"

I could see that my father was sad but there would still be many more moments like this when we would be able to have fun just the two of us. It was very complicated now that my stepmother was so jealous that we couldn't even be a family that she thought my father was ignoring her, so I preferred to go out with Ronan than with them. Really this life of mine is not easy at all, even with unrequited love and a completely crazy family.

I left my things in my suitcase and left as soon as Ronan called me saying that he was already coming to pick me up. I confess that I felt a cold in my stomach, it was strange because I only felt this way when I met Brian.

As soon as I saw him my heart seemed to go out of my mouth after three years to feel this all over again and something completely strange.

"You came I thought you weren't going to accept my invitation you know Ana?"

"But why not? We met in a very strange way and now we can be friends during these 15 days that I will spend here!

"Wow, and I can say that it's fate because I will also stay 15 days and I'm here on business.

"Lies Ronan?"

"And seriously Ana!"

"I'm going to need some company and my father and stepmother need a second honeymoon and that's what I think.

"Don't worry I can be yours during these days and if you want later what do you think?

"I appreciate it but I don't want to have any relationship other than friendship, I'm sorry Ronan!

"It's okay, I'm happy with your friendship. What do you say we go out to dinner?

"It will be a pleasure!"

I and my new friend enjoyed every moment of this trip already arriving at the end my father and stepmother followed us and it was great fun never felt so good like this and everything that made me unhappy was disappearing little by little . But not everything is forever and the day came to leave and return to my home where I knew that my mother and my new stepfather were waiting for me just thinking gave me a chill in the stomach.

"And daughter, the time has come unfortunately never forget that I love you!

"Dad, I'm not going to die I'm just going back to live with my mother however if I and do not like my second father and come to your each all right?

"And of course you will, after all you are my daughter!

Really every goodbye is painful but this was not the end. And soon I realized that my father was my hero and this made me understand that I also loved him even if it felt a little crazy but it was my father.

Only those who go through know how painful it is to drop your whole history just like that out of nowhere Just my mother didn't have much conversation just hope we can get along after long years away.

"Daughter, when you are ready let me know!

I was packing my things very slowly when I received a phone call from mom and it was no less telling me that she had already arrived and was waiting for me. While I was happy to see her after years I felt a sadness because my father was sad, also the days wanted my presence there at the same time.

I said goodbye to Ronan without knowing if I would meet him again and I confess that I felt like staying with him, but I preferred not because maybe this could later be very complicated for him to understand that wanting to stay is not dating. My father and I with my stepmother went back to Colorado, USA to my reality and finally go back to live with my mother and something strange after many years without her.

"Daughter, if you want to stay with daddy you can always stay you will have a place both in my house and in my heart."

"Dad, if it's not right for me to stay at home, I'll stay here, but understand that I miss Mom, even though she is very annoying.

"I know I'm going to miss waking you up every day to go to college, you know that?

"Look, I promise that every 15days I will stay here with you, all right? Now we have to go, my mom has already called me about 10 times asking if you are arriving?"

After a few hours of travel we arrived and soon saw my mother at the airport waiting for me. What a strange feeling, but after all it was my mother and I was very happy to have her here again with this new phase in which she is complicated. i have words to say to her if maybe she's waiting for me to say i love and i'm happy that's lying to myself and her. I could expect anything but that!

It is strange to know that she is now married but I have to accept it after all it must not be so bad to accept one more person in our lives.