After spending weeks and months I kept trying to forget Brian with Ronan, maybe my marriage to him was important to solve this situation, because since my mother took Brian there in each we do not speak more and much less went to his house. How cruel it is to feel like staying with someone you love but can't, because now they are brothers and have to respect this for the good of all. I went on with my life imagining that there was no Brian in it, but it was difficult because every time I was getting used to being without him, out of nowhere the bastard appeared to make my life hell. The last time he slept at the door of my building, I felt sorry for him and let him in, and fought against my will and my desire to have him, but I managed to say no. More now he knows that I am getting married and will be for yesterday of all this I am sure and soon my mother and I will return to, talk to each other, because I will show her that my feeling for him is over now and only even affection of
"Lais, I don't know After not knowing what to do, I went into the room where Brian's wife was and was very frightened by her state of health. Bruna looked horrible it was only bone and skin and I was shocked at her appearance what a disastrous disease that wipes out a person very quickly. "Are you scared Ana?" "Bruna, I confess I am, yes I am sorry!" "I am paying for my misdeeds, I acknowledge." "That this seems to me to be a good person, don't say that, please make me feel very bad." "Ana, appearances are very deceiving plus I asked you to come here for another reason!" "And what would that reason be, Bruna?" "It will be, a long talk and I hope you can understand and forgive me, please!" "I don't know what you want to tell me but regardless I am sorry to see you like this." " Yeah, well, Ana, I made Brian marry me. I had my father threaten him since then I thought with the birth of our son he could forget about you and love me only no on the contrary I only made thi
After Brian's ex-wife died, I decided that I was going to wait a month to get married, because there was no mood at all for my wedding. Everyone was very upset, especially Brian's son who did not want to come home and decided to stay with me and every time someone tried to take him away it was always a torment and a scandal. It was better to give time to time until the boy understood what he was feeling and wanted to return home on his own. "And friend this boy who joined like his mother what are you going to do?" "Lais, I still don't know because here he feels well protected and I am learning to take care of him and I like it. "You've really become his mother!" "So be it, Lais!" Time passed and soon it was 4 days before my wedding and nothing Peter son of Brian wanted to come back to his house and I let it go it wasn't bothering in a way not for me. But for Ronan, yes, I could see how much it would make him upset even more so when Brian was here all day at home. "Ana, I need to
Finally now there was only 1 day left and I was anxious to get news of Brian and his son, but no one would tell me anything, least of all his father. I spent the day locked in my apartment thinking about what I was going to do, because my wedding was going to happen tomorrow. Lais, who had always been my friend, was a little jealous, but helped me whenever I needed it and thanks to her I got Brian's new phone number. "Girlfriend, I almost sold my kidneys to get this number, now see what you're going to do, I don't want to get my throat cut like a chicken's neck!" "Lais, relax, I'm just going to do what my heart wants and I can't help it anymore, I just hope my mom understands." As soon as I mentioned my mother, she arrived at my apartment with my wedding dress and immediately asked what I should understand. "Mom! What are you doing here?" "Honey, tomorrow is your wedding, you forgot I need to take care of you so you don't make any mistakes!" "Hey, Ana, I think you got screwed, h
On my way to the airport I felt an enormous desire to meet Ronan. I thought about it a lot and realized that talking to him personally would be the right thing to do and not leaving a simple letter saying everything. I know myself and my conscience would be too guilty with this and I asked my father to come back and take me to Ronan's house. He then looked at me and was surprised without understanding anything, we left the airport and there was still time for me to have a serious talk with Ronan."Daughter, are you sure you are going to do this, don't you want me to deliver the letter?""No, dad, I need to tell you in person and the least I should do after giving up the wedding with only 1 day left!"" I'm not going in and better to be alone, I'll wait for you here.""Thanks, Dad!"I got out of the car, my heart seemed to come out of my mouth, besides, my legs were trembling that I wanted to get in the car and not talk to him and not say anything at all. But I couldn't leave it like th
When I arrived at the airport I was still shaken by everything that had happened, I couldn't get Ronan and his mother's words out of my head, no one ever called me a slut and fear came over me. Then I immediately started to wonder if maybe it was a good thing to go and meet Brian and if I got there and he was already with someone else? Unfortunately it was something that I couldn't know, because Brian didn't answer my calls and didn't return my calls, so I had to follow and only when I got there would I know.If when I got there he was with someone else, because this was not to be expected, even because Brian would never stay alone for long. I was going to risk my luck, God willing. I wanted so much to be with him, maybe this wouldn't shake me as he said he loved me, I was going to go confident in this."Daughter, so your time has come daddy will feel a lot of your plus if you are going to be happy I will stay and promise me as soon as you get there let me know.""I will and once again
"Ana, wait we need to talk, you came in like that without telling me anything took me by surprise." "Brian, do you honestly love me? Because I have my doubts! "Listen to what I said and it's true and of course I love you more and it took you so long to decide what? "Look, don't give me an explanation!" I got out of the cab and went to the hotel where I needed to think about what I was going to accomplish now. If I went back, my mother would be right, and I didn't want to give her the satisfaction. I took the opportunity to get to know the city and decide what I was going to do. **** Meanwhile... "Brian, who was she?" "Just my half sister!" "Gee, she didn't like seeing me here with you, she didn't hint that she was jealous." "And she and very cement indeed, but now it's time for you to go, I have a lot of things to take care of, I'll talk to you later." Brian, had no idea what he was going to do, because he already knew that when Ana, got angry it was hard to con
"Ana, you think I can't marry you, that was our dream." "Brian, that was when we were in our teens, now things have changed you have grown up and I am not here to play games if you want to stay on your adventure, that and your problem, just let me know and I will take the first flight back to my city."Wow, you've changed a lot, you're not even the Ana I used to know.""You choose now if you came here to apologize all right I dropped everything because of you until I fought with my mother because she does not accept speaks that we are brothers and that if we stay together and sin is even so I'm here may have been perhaps a mistake but I did not care about it then if you want to stay with me and this way."Okay, we can get married, but you can stay at home until we work out everything about our marriage, what do you think?"I can stay but I won't sleep with you."Geez, I can't believe you're going to do this to me?" "Yeah, I'm already doing it!" It was very audacious of him to think
Happiness does not have a recipe, a right way or an exact time to arrive. It is an intense feeling that comes completely from within us, and can even be influenced by external factors, yes, but it is our heart that is the true source from which this pure and true emotion arises.Being happy is not a matter of having, but a matter of feeling and appreciating that there is happiness even in the smallest moments, as we can feel it in the smile of a child, in a song we love or in a hug from someone special, the With each breath we can feel such happiness as the air that enters our lungs. Furthermore, nothing better to feed this emotion within us than the inspiration that comes from music and beautiful words.Therefore, through messages, poems, phrases and reflections, we put all our happiness in each letter so that you can find the spark needed to light the biggest fire of happiness and joy inside your heart! After all, life is made up of small joyful moments, which together build our sto
Certainly no one likes to feel disappointed, whether with a person or some long-awaited moment, no one likes to have an unpleasant surprise. Disappointment can often be linked to an expectation that is always very positive in relation to daily situations.Expecting all circumstances to be negative will also not help us exclude disappointment from our lives, the most important thing of all is to think that everything is unpredictable and depends on several factors to end in a positive or negative way.When we realize that this fact did not happen as we expected, we cannot believe that we are so powerful that the future will happen perfectly as planned. Although planning is a good guide to avoid an inconvenience or mistake, we have to rely on chance and unforeseen events that cannot be controlled.To be happy, sometimes you have to exercise detachment and give up many things. So, whenever you feel the need, let go and give up!Let go of what didn't work in the past. Let go of regrets. L
Chapter 101One of the bravest decisions I could make in my life to be happy! Often, it is from the worst endings that the best new beginnings come. And that's how everything fell into place in our relationship. When I thought I was no longer able to continue walking, I stood up and continued forward. It is this strength and ability that made me the special person I am now.No matter how big the storm, one day the sun will shine brightly again. I let all my fears come out of me. My heart will have more space to live my dreams and projects. Because it wasn't just the dream of marrying Brian, and being a mother, there are still many things I want to experience with them. I have always been strong and resilient, and I never surrendered. And I always remembered to fight for what I want, value what I have as much as possible, keep the best I have, forget everything that I have, and enjoy life and the good things it has!I looked around me. And I saw the importance of Brian, who was by my s
Sometimes, we just need a company that pleases us and makes us truly happy, that even in silence understands and completes us and that just wants to make small talk and talk about life. In these moments I observe that few have this chance, but thanks to Brian, and his presence, it was possible for us to be together again with the right company.It's impossible not to reveal my happiness, joy and not show my radiant smile. The emotion when I see you takes over me and in many moments I don't know how to act. But I know that by your side I can show who I really am and I can calm down again. I want to rest my head on your shoulder and hear you say that everything will be fine, because we are made for each other.Today I'm just looking for a little peace. I want my heart to receive a portion of joy and for everything to simply go well. I don't need much to feel like my life is complete, nor do I need great things to be happy. Being well with myself will always be my greatest treasure.Why
Years passed….After I finally married Brian, we continued living in Orlando and his father and my mother returned to California. Our life is complete, we learn to deal with our problems without involving anyone and the funniest thing is that we laugh at everything we went through to reach a happy ending.Today my life is summed up in 4 because one of the things I most wanted to have with Brian was to have our son and God blessed us in that way. I haven't had time to tell my mother yet, but I was thrilled with this news.Whenever my hands run over the skin of my belly and caress the curve of my belly that holds precious treasure, I understand what a blessed woman I am. It's a divine gift to have a baby grow inside me and feel every movement he makes as he waits for his time to know the light of the world.I will cherish every moment of the pregnancy and forever carry in my heart all the beautiful feelings I am experiencing. Being a mother is an incomparable happiness and discovering i
Among all the ways of loving, the one we feel for our family is certainly the most difficult to explain. They are with us in the best and worst moments, and even with all the disagreements, love always speaks louder over any argument. , very much as I always wanted.It is a love that overcomes all differences, accepting each person with their respective peculiarities and when there is some distance, longing soon arrives. It's a feeling so strong that it leads us to make the same mistakes, only to not see sadness touch any of them.Along with this love is friendship, a very sincere type that always values loyalty. It is an eternal marriage, which despite all the difficulties that life imposes on us, nothing takes away our desire to remain side by side.We receive this love in our cradle, and we learn early on what a hug feels like. A love that we carry inside our chest and is always ready to be shared. Happy are those who can live this love completely, because to live it to its maximum
Brian and I have to go through all this to be together afterwards. Life was not easy, I believe it is not for anyone, but when we trust that everything will be fine in the end and why won't it be? I really thought about giving up, but I always went back to everything.I believed that my mother would never accept us and to this day I try to understand why all this happened so that in the end she would see that she hurt her and not me and she had to accept the relationship. To me in the past she owes a romance like mine, but it didn't work out or she couldn't be happy with the person she loved and she wished that I wouldn't be happy with Brian either, or maybe she was angry with me for some reason that maybe she could having ruined your life with my arrival.Life takes turns and how! Brian, many times showed his opposite feelings because he wanted to live instead of living in a relationship since childhood and every time he made a mistake I was there once again all because I loved him.
Living is a daily challenge. Life gives us no respite, no matter what moment we are going through, the world will not stop to wait for us to catch our breath.The train keeps moving and we cannot be left behind, even though in many moments we just want to contemplate the landscape and let the train go through the mountains.It is true that at times we need to step back. Walk slower, but if we stop we get run over. The world demands of us to be strong, but that does not mean being hard, neither with ourselves nor with others. It is necessary to find a middle ground, not too heavenly and not too earthly.Our solution, in many moments, is to learn to listen to our heart. It is he who gives us the rhythm of life. Sometimes you need to remain silent to know what step to take, which train station to get off at and how to continue the journey. We all make mistakes, the difference is that only some manage to learn from the mistakes they make.Among so many problems and difficulties that arise
Finally, after so much suffering, my happiness arrived. And this time there was no one or anything to get in the way, many times we want to have our own lives for ourselves, thinking that we know everything, but it's not like that, we have to be mature enough to make our own choices and the law of life is how we do it. learn. My only question was would it be eternal? I don't know what will happen, I just know that I'm living what I've always really wanted. I believe everyone is happy, my friend Laís, she's with her daughter and Leandra, this one isn't worth anything, she just throws it in the wrong place, because she's having an affair with the funny girl who got into trouble, that is, catching the woman who had a crush on Brian.This is how a new life arrives because we want it that way and it doesn't matter the time because when there is love, why not fight for it? I thought that the story of falling in love with the same person every day was just more cliché romance talk, until it