Mysterious Thoughts

Candice loved herself more than anything, she loved her face, legs, skin and everything that she had, including her flat ass.

She had an admirable body which people loved, in addition she was’nt tall or short, her height was just perfect for a slender girl but not very much.

She had low self-esteem but had no idea on that one, she didn’t have much confidence in front of a crowd but she could speak and be heard, but as she continued to grow.

her self-confidence did too, probably it was boosted by her talkative friends who always had airtime that never ran out.😂 

She was a lazy cat, not that she woke up and did nothing for the whole day, she cleaned, washed dishes and cooked sometimes but she never liked manual work that demanded all her energy,  that was the most thing she hated in her life. 

Unfortunately for her, she was in an environment where she had to do that stuff, although she stayed in town. She never faked her personality.

There came a time when she felt like she wanted to love her opposite sex, she felt she was grown for that and she was ready for anything.

Weeks passed by and she had gotten herself a guy, a very good looking one since she was too picky, she had a type you know, she had a soft spot for those yummy, yellowbone surbuban boys who lived the suburban life.

She was the cheesy type herself, her hands and body were just fragile, one would swear to God that she never did any existing house chore, if only people knew what she went through behind the closed curtains.😉

She dated the suburban guy and it hardly lasted , it was 2 months and a few weeks, she loved him, she did.

He was taller than her, dark in complexion, had marble bright eyes, and slim but not much.

He had a very great personality, he was kind hearted and caring. She thought it was love until she made a big decision that was irreversible for life.

It wasn’t really her first guy, she dated a guy when she was fourteen, it was a white one, she really loved him but unfortunately for her, he played her.

I mean he was the hottest guy in that school and hot girls who gave her competition fell for him and that gave her too much insecurities which made the guy lose interest on her since he was a very good player too.

 He assured each and every girl he met that they were the only ones in his life, so that gave every girl that self-assurance that “I am loved, what  did I do to deserve such an Adonis?”

 As for the dark taller guy she was currently dating at the age of 16, she loved him, actually she never dated a guy she never loved.

She used to call him after school using a coin box since she never had a phone, in that way, they found a way to meet one another in town, the beautiful capital city of a peaceful country in the continent, ‘The Kingdom of Eswatini’😀. 

They met on one Friday after she came out of her school, her guy was done with high school, university, planning to start up his own businesses just until he got a good job that met his top qualifications.

They met, hugged as usual, and went out to this fancy restaurant where there was privacy,  since she was in a school uniform in which she felt embarrassed by it.

They had a really good time, the jokes, eye contact and emotionality brought them closer.

After all, Candice was a very open girl, she hardly kept secrets from her guy that part easily made guys feel stuck on her, she was like a magnet honestly, honesty was one of her top priorities.

That made her more lovable and attractive, and on the other side, time was ticking, ticking and ticking! It was a 'Tick Tock tick tick tick tock! 

She had to go home, her parents were one of the strictest parents in the world, not abusive but classified under the investigators section,you discern what I'm talking about?

She told him about that point, so they went to board the same taxi because they stayed 15 or 20 minutes apart, they were lovebirds of the city on that day.

She felt so good about that, it felt right to her, she was amazed to have found such a guy like him, she never thought the word “love” existed anymore since she was once deeply heartbroken by her first guy that she loved so bad, so she felt like this was now her ‘Mr Right”.

He winked at her because a hug was obviously off because of the scene, she dropped off earlier than him, when she immediately did that.

He turned back through a window, stared at her,blushed, she loved that, to her it was sweet, really sweet. She kept on day dreaming about the last moments they had.

She wished she would have went with him, spent a day together, but with her parents, that was impossible, beyond impossible!

And she hated that one, she even hated the part that she was still a student , she felt like that blocked her into spending time with her man😋.

Miss Peterson really loved and enjoyed day dreaming, building castles in the air, it refreshed her mind big time, it gave her the courage of not giving up but to hold on no matter what obstacles she came across with.

 Honestly, she was never happy with her situation at home, it was a good-bad environment for her, some situations she faced broke her down and down, she was not close with any of her family members because she never wanted to, plus she never felt like she belonged.

It was impossible for her because of all the blackmails, she kept all her naughty stuff within herself but shared it with her friends, never involved any relative in any possible means.

It's not like she enjoyed that even...she desired to have a sister or a brother who wouldn't be too young or too older than her,more like (a two or three years difference) I mean she was young, still at school so obviously her family was going to judge her.

Besides, she had no age mate that she could spend some time with, so that made it even a bit worse.

She barely couldn’t wait for their next meeting, when it did came, it felt like a dream, a dream that she had been waiting for all along, she couldn’t wait to get to town, but this time, things were different, totally different!