James
I jogged down the stairs, my mind carefree, as I remembered the fiery redhead from last night. She had been a wild ride, and man, that mouth of hers was something else. I couldn’t help but chuckle to myself. Sweet memories.
Suddenly, an incredible scent caught my attention, and my wolf stirred restlessly in my mind. I froze in my tracks, instinctively closing my eyes and taking a deep breath of the most intoxicating smell I’d ever encountered. It was fresh, like... grass? No, it was more like grass warmed by the sun, quickly turning into hay. I could almost see, feel, and taste that perfect summer day in the outdoors.
I opened my eyes, and they locked onto a magical creature standing at the entrance. My wolf whispered that one magical word that I had been dreaming, hoping, and waiting - and waiting - and waiting to hear for days, weeks, months, and years.
“Mate”.
My mind went on a high drive. No way!! My mate was right in front of me! MY MATE was in my house! I had a mate! After twelve - no, scratch that - fifteen long, agonizing years, my mate was finally here! I’d been dreaming of this moment since I was fifteen. I remember the excitement in my eyes the day I turned eighteen. My heart pounded, my palms sweated as I ran through the pack house and around our territory, convinced she was somewhere close. I had no idea who she was—whether an omega or a lead warrior she-wolf—but I was certain she was from my pack.
But I never found her. I thought maybe she hadn’t turned eighteen yet, or perhaps she was from another pack. So I waited, still holding onto the hope that one day, I would meet her.
Days turned into weeks, weeks turned into long months, and long months stretched into torturous years. A stabbing pain pierced my heart every time I witnessed mates meeting in my pack. Jealousy gnawed at me whenever someone proudly announced that they had found their fated one. Grief settled deep in my chest after each day that ended without me finding my love. I spent endless days without the one whose neck I longed to bury my face in, and endured cold, lonely nights, aching to hold my mate as I drifted off to sleep.
And how unbelievable it is that I actually do have a mate? At one point, I started to believe she was dead, maybe killed by rogues or something equally tragic. Sometimes, I thought the Moon Goddess hadn’t blessed me with a mate at all. I gave up on hope five years ago.
Okay, if I’m being honest—with myself—I still hoped. But I buried that hope deep, deep inside my heart, because it only brought me pain. And after so many tormenting years, the pain was something I just couldn’t bear anymore. So, I filled my time with endless training, missions, and duties. I filled my nights with exhaustion or with cheap girls to sleep with. I was trying to distract myself, numb myself, in any way I could.
But today, my world has turned upside down because here she is—my stunning mate. She studied me for a moment, then our eyes locked. Will she run to me and leap into my arms? Or should I run to her, spinning her around in joy? I was that happy!
Then, I caught another scent. Oh. Is she... human?
That complicates things. My highly excited mood dropped a little. It means she doesn’t feel the bond the way I do. But... whatever. It doesn’t matter, right? A mate is a mate. And I have one! I almost wanted to fist-bump the air. I felt like I’d just won the jackpot. Oh, happy days! Inside my head, I was having a little happy dance with my wolf, who was joyfully jogging, spinning, and howling in pure delight.
I took in every inch of her, unable to look away. Her straight blonde hair cascaded down to her elbows, the ends kissed by a darker shade as her roots began to show. Her cheekbones were sharp, her nose small and pointed, and her lips—plump and a soft shade of pink—glossed with a shiny balm that made them look even more tempting. Those lips... oh, how I longed to taste them, to nibble, to feel their softness against mine.
She appeared to be tall, maybe around five feet six inches, though I couldn’t be sure with the brown ankle boots she wore, their three-inch heels making it harder to judge her true height. The dress she wore was light brown, clinging to her body like a second skin, hugging every curve in a way that made my heart race. A black belt cinched at her waist, accentuating her figure even further. She looked poised, elegant—professional.
But for me? She was more than that. My wolf stirred within me, and all I could think was that I wanted her in ways that had me on fire. I could already feel the tension building. I was sporting a semi in my pants already. Her body was flawless. She was slender and fit, with just the right curves. Her hips were beautifully shaped, and I couldn’t help but imagine the rest of her naked. The thought of her... it had my mind running wild with desire.
And then, the most unexpected thing happened. She narrowed her light blue eyes, her long lashes fluttering slightly, before my mate frowned. After a moment, she even scrunched her nose. My heart sank in an instant.
Do I smell bad? Is my appearance off-putting in this simple home attire? Does she not like me? No, that can’t be right! All the girls adored me—whether human or wolf. They were always drawn to me, rubbing up against me, handing me their numbers, flashing me flirtatious smiles. They would do anything to get closer, to touch me, to kiss me, or even to get into my bed.
My heavenly mate’s expression went blank for a moment, before she offered a polite smile, greeting me as if she were an aristocrat from Queen Elizabeth’s court and I, some humble duke. What the hell? She then turned and made her way toward the living room, moving with the ease of someone who had lived in this house for years.
I was left thunderstruck, unable to respond, frozen in place. A flood of confusion raced through my mind, a dozen questions spinning. Had she been here before? Where was I? How had I not caught her scent until now? Why hadn’t anyone mentioned a human visitor? Who was she meeting here?
Thank Goddess I didn’t have a brother, or I’d be kicking his a.ss out of pure jealousy. Well, of course, only if he was doing anything with her. I was losing my mind. I didn’t have a brother, but I was already imagining kicking his a.ss for something I wasn’t even sure he was guilty of. Was this the mate bond kicking in? This was next-level jealousy—overboard, level one thousand! I could acknowledge it with my mind, but it didn’t make the jealousy any less intense.
Damn! I growled, frustration boiling inside me. The most incredible thing just happened—I met my mate—but she…
Wait! Did she leave? What happened to the mate bond? What about the ‘love at first sight’ thing? Okay, she’s human, I get it. Things are different for them. But she just walked away from me. Wah! I felt a deep frustration gnawing at me. I ran my hands over my face, rubbing my temples, which were now throbbing from the whirlwind of emotions and questions flooding my mind.
For f.uck’s sake! I saw her for less than five minutes, and already, I was a psychotic mess…
Oh man, what was I going to do? Okay, time to strategize! I let my rational brain take control of the chaotic beating of my heart. First things first—follow her. Then, I’d make a proper introduction. I’d take it slow. I needed to get to know her, and she needed to get to know me. Maybe I could ask her out on a date tonight or sometime this week. That’s how humans do it, right?
I would take the time to win her over. Her heart already belonged to me—she just didn’t know it yet.
And I was more than willing to show her everything about myself. I wiggled my eyebrows inwardly, feeling a confident smirk forming. This body of mine would have her salivating soon enough.
Her scent still lingered in the hallway, and I couldn’t help but inhale it again, savoring the sweet memory. Who would have thought that today would be the day I finally met my mate? I sighed, feeling a warm sense of relief. I wasn’t doomed, like I’d once feared. I did have a happy ending.
Chapter 4Laila I entered the living room and spotted a woman who looked to be in her forties, maybe? She seemed younger, but if that guy was her son, she must have been older. She was strikingly beautiful, with piercing green eyes and flowing blonde hair. The blurry pixels during our video calls did nothing to do justice to her natural beauty, but now, standing before her in person, she looked absolutely stunning.I quickly approached and extended my hand."Hello, Mrs. Montgomery, I’m sorry I’m a bit late."She smiled warmly at me, her expression lighting up the room."Oh, don’t worry, dear! Welcome! Come in and sit down, Miss Apine! I hope I pronounced that correctly."She didn’t quite get my surname right, but I kept my smile in place."Can I call you Laila?"She smiled back, perhaps sensing the slight confusion in my face over the mispronunciation."Of course!" I replied, my tone friendly and reassuring."I was just sipping my tea. It’s my day off, so I’m not in any rush at all."
JamesWhen I entered the living room and tried to join their conversation, I noticed my mother giving me a longer-than-usual look. Normally, I was always starving in the mornings, and food was the first thing on my mind before even exchanging “good mornings” with anyone in the family. But today, I bet she could tell something was off with me. It wasn’t easy to hide it, especially when the reason for my distraction was sitting right in front of me.My mate.She was at my house. Just sitting there, completely unaware of what she was to me. She didn’t know what a mate was, she didn’t know I was a werewolf, and worst of all, she had no idea that I was already feeling the bond pulling me toward her. I thought the waiting part had been the hardest, but I was starting to realize there was still a long road ahead.So, it turned out that she was the redecorator we had hired. That was good. She would be around the house a lot more now. No need for me to call her over, she’d just be here, making
Laila As I sat in the back of the cab, I let out a slow breath, feeling a wave of relief wash over me. I was glad to be away from that place. The encounter had been intense—though not with Mrs. Montgomery. No, it was with Mr. Playboy. Or, more precisely, James.Things with him had been… awkward. Very awkward. Why had he wanted to know where I lived? Maybe he had noticed my accent, or my odd surname. What were those intense stares all about? And what was with all the cheesy lines? Was he flirting with me? God, that’s the last thing I need right now—a playboy hitting on me. A shiver ran down my spine as I recalled his face. I tried to push it out of my mind. My intuition was rarely wrong, and it was warning me. I should stay away from him.Still, there was a small part of me that couldn’t help but feel flattered. He was rich, handsome—everything women supposedly want. The fact that he was showing interest made me wonder if I was just imagining things. Was I being arrogant, thinking he m
LailaMy week passed in a blur. I met with Mrs. Montgomery on Wednesday. Thankfully, Mr. Playboy wasn’t there. That can only mean one thing—he’s already forgotten about me. And honestly, that’s a relief. But then again, I couldn’t help but feel a pang of disappointment when he didn’t show. He had said he’d be there, and part of me had been scanning the room, hoping he’d walk in at any moment. But he didn’t. And I quickly pushed the thought aside. I didn’t need that kind of distraction. I was here to focus on my work. Besides, I had been right all along—he would forget about me by the next day. Still, a small flutter in my chest lingered, almost like a warning. My instincts told me to stay as far away from him as possible, so maybe it was for the best that he didn’t appear.The meeting went smoothly, and by the end of it, Mrs. Montgomery had invited me to her charity ball on Saturday. She explained that she usually hosts it in December, but this year, she wanted to get it done before he
LailaI’m smiling inwardly, wondering why James has been so persistent in trying to chat with me. Many girls keep glancing at him now and then. He could easily go to any of them. I keep hinting that I’m not interested, that I’d rather not have this conversation, but he doesn’t take the hint. It’s not easy, though. He’s persistent, and his presence has a way of making me feel… funky?He looks incredibly appealing in that dark blue tuxedo, his hair styled just right, the gel giving it that effortless "I’m too cool to care" look. Something tugs at my heart. Maybe I wish circumstances were different. Maybe I could have a fling with him. But, no—what am I thinking? That doesn't matter… right?I usually pride myself on being kind and open to conversation, but this guy… this hot, rich stranger is making me feel… uneasy. I can’t even put a name to the feeling. Maybe edgy? Yes, something like that. But I can’t decide if it’s a good or bad kind of edginess. So, I try to keep my distance, remain
Laila Bright smiles lit up the faces of two lovely girls. One was tall and lean with dark brown hair and brown eyes, while the other was shorter, with brown hair and striking green eyes, the same as Mrs. Montgomery. Their high cheekbones, button noses, and full lips made it clear that they were siblings. They reminded me of my sister, though Linda was blonde. A warm feeling tugged at my heart as I thought of my baby sister. Well, she wasn’t a baby anymore, but to me, she was always that chubby-cheeked little girl.The shorter brunette let out a small squeal as she gave me a tight hug. It surprised me—I'd never met anyone so excited and friendly to meet me. Was this typical American fake friendliness? She stepped back, looking me up and down with a bright smile.“Oh, James! She’s so pretty!”I was a little confused. What did my appearance have to do with James? The other girl extended her hand to me.“I’m Adriana, and this happy ball of energy is Fay. We’ve heard so much about you from
LailaI took my time, longer than necessary, in an attempt to avoid facing him again. I was sure he was waiting outside. I didn’t have time to go through or analyze the whirlwind of emotions from our previous encounters; but I had a wall up—high and strong—pushing him away with every chance I got. But, despite all that, his bright smile lingered in my mind, making it hard to shake him off completely.I grabbed a paper towel, soaked it in cold water, and placed it on the back of my neck. Pushing James away was making me tired. Usually, I was a calm, easygoing person, never bothered by unwanted attention. I had a way of deflecting advances with just a few sharp words. But James… he was different.I dried my neck with another paper towel and stared at myself in the mirror. It was clear: I wasn’t used to dealing with a playboy like him.I blew out a heavy breath and braced myself to face James again. Slowly, I opened the bathroom door just a crack to peek outside. I wanted to make sure he
LailaSilently, James came to stand next to me. I could feel his presence in my peripheral vision, but I didn’t acknowledge him—not even with a glance. He didn’t say anything either. He just stood there, beside me. I had hoped to meet someone interesting tonight, but the person who had attached himself to me was someone I didn’t want next to me.Okay, to be fair, I didn’t know him that well. But I didn’t get the feeling that a meaningful conversation was his goal with me.I didn’t engage with him, hoping that he would trot off. But I guess he didn’t realize that he was disturbing me. Typical. My skin prickled with goosebumps again, the same strange sensation that made me anxious every time. I couldn’t explain it, and that made it worse. Whenever I couldn’t explain something, I started to panic. And when I panicked, I either pushed it away or ran from it. Either way, I wanted it as far from me as possible. But he was persistent. I had to give him that. So even in the awkward silence bet
JamesI was frantic in my emotions and my heart was beating so fast. How did my mate manage to get herself in such a big sh*t I will never know. But somewhere subconsciously I knew that her big mouth and brutal truthfulness would get her in trouble sooner or later, I guess today was the day.When Alpha boomed down the link "Your mate is in trouble. Packhouse. Now", I ran like never before in my life across the field from the training ground. I just dropped a message through the mindlink for another warrior to continue the training and shot further with all the speed that my wolf supplied for me as he was equally worried about our mate.When Laila stepped out and started to walk towards Klaid, who was seething, I saw his fists were tight, and he angrily clenched his jaw until, at one moment, he shifted to his wolf, who growled equally angry. On pure instinct I wanted to follow, but Alpha put a hand on my chest.- Wait. If he truly attacks her, we will both step in.Alpha said lowly. I
LailaI woke up slightly disorientated as I took in my surroundings. Right, I'm at the pack house of werewolves. Though it will soon be a month since I was here, it still felt strange to say it. I stretched like a cat and lazily looked around the room. It was empty as usual, as James should be at training now, or maybe he was sent to another mission; I'll find out soon. I looked at the ceiling mindlessly and remembered the walk in the forest with James and later with his wolf yesterday. I loved his wolf's fur, he had such a soft coat, I just wrapped myself around him and buried my nose into his wool. He had the animalistic smell, but it wasn't that bad. I softly smiled at the memory.I sighed, it was still strange, even weird and partly unbelievable that he was a werewolf, that I now lived in a werewolve community. As most of the time I spoke with their human parts, it felt like I was surrounded by humans, it felt normal, but every time I saw a wolf or someone shifting, it still felt
- I could say something nice to most of the people in this room.She retorted back at him equally dissatisfied but still defiant.- Go ahead then!Lucas encouraged her with a hand gesture but slight mockery in his tone. There was a moment of silence from Laila while everyone looked expectantly at her. I was wondering will she back out of the challenge. Then she twisted her body over mine to see Alpha.- I think it is very nice of you to try to be more approachable to your pack members as you join the meals now and hang out with us here. I've heard many good things about that in the halls and the kitchen, wolves are truly happy about it.Laila said very sincerely to Alpha who nodded at her after the compliment. Then she turned to Fay and Lucas.- Fay, thank you for trying so hard to look after me when James is not in the house. I see you as my sweet little sister. I feel that your personality is still a bud, so I hope you will allow yourself to bloom into a beautiful flower and be who
JamesI entered the packhouse and my nose steered me towards the lounge area where my mate's scent came the strongest. As I approached I could already feel her through the bond and my heart squeezed in longing. I pushed through the doors and my focus was only on her. I was genuinely happy to see her as a bright smile shone on my face on its own accord, and my joy increased as Laila's features softened and a bright smile bloomed on her face, meaning she was happy to see me too. I plopped next to her not very satisfied that she was sitting on the same sofa as our unmated Alpha but I didn't make a fuss about it now. Instead, I pulled my mate closer and inhaled her fresh smell deeply until I felt dizzy. I sighed happily and pecked her lips, seeing her eyes shining at me.- Speaking of the devil...I heard Lucas mumble under his breath.- Am I the devil?I asked him back to which he grinned.- Are you gossiping about me?I asked the obvious.- He was prying into our relationship.Laila poin
Laila - Do you like it here? Kate interrupted my train of questions as I studied Fay. - “Here” as in this living room with your group, as in your werewolf community, or as in this city or country? I asked back for clarification. - As in our pack, in this packhouse. She specified. - Well, it feels like I am back in the dorms. It’s okay. I said as I saw that Kate still had questions on her face. - I guess I prefer to live in my place that is separated from everyone. It helps me to recharge and rest better. But it’s ok. I understand the reasons why James chose to put us here, so… What can I do? I’m just a guest here. I explained. - Is that how you feel? Kate asked surprised. - Yes? Was it a different reply than you expected? I chuckled nervously. I can say it again, I hate being fake but seems that people here can't take my honest replies sometimes. - Well, I guess I hoped you would say that you feel great here. Kate said sadly. - Sorry to disappoint. I said quietly. -
LailaSo this was my new life's routine. I ate meals together with the pack members, worked till evening, and then tagged along with Fay, as she came to collect me on days when James was not coming home early, which was almost every day. Most of the time I was silent and just observed and listened to others talking about pack life, their training, and some news as to who improved in sparring or who met his or her mate. Lucas and Kate usually tried to pull me into the conversations but depending on the topic it flowed or it died down.I wasn't used to being nonstop crowded and interacting with so many people all the time, and I could feel it started to strain me. The more tired I got from social interactions, the less I talked, and my answers became more clipped.As we entered the lounge room I rushed to sit in the corner next to Lucas. I was tired of always sitting next to the brooding Ayden. Fay followed me and sat next to me, pressing against my thigh as she didn't want to touch Luc
Laila - So, Laila, what do you do in your free time? Lucas changed the subject drastically, and I was grateful to him for it. I looked at Fay as we smiled, knowing we had this conversation before. On weird but perfect synchronicity, I and Fay said: - Picks fungus. - Play piano. That made Lucas turn to Fay with a frown: - Picks fungus? While at the exact same moment, Ayden turned to me and asked with a frown: - Play piano? And at the end, Fay turned her face away from Lucas to me with a surprised face: - You play piano? The perfect timing of talking made most of the people, sorry, werewolves chuckle, including me. - Wait, start with the fungus. Lucas demanded with a nod of his chin towards me. - It's nothing. In my country, we have a lot of forests, so when late summer slash autumn comes many people go and pick mushrooms. I grew up in the middle of the forest, and as mom still lives there, we do it every year. I said with a shrug. - We know all the best spots for the ch
Laila It was Wednesday evening and I was still typing on my laptop trying to finish the last things so I could wrap up for the day in half an hour or so. I knew James would be gone till late at night on another secret mission of his. I didn't know what I would do later but I didn't want to work extra just because I didn't have a plan for the evening yet. A soft knock surprised me as I looked at the doors. Who was visiting me? Did someone need something from me? It wasn't dinner time yet for Kate to come... - Come in! I shouted from the sofa hoping I left the door open. I saw the door handler bend but the doors didn't open. - Shoo! I cursed and put the laptop on the sofa while hurrying to the door. As I opened it I was surprised to see Fay standing there. - Hey! What a surprise! I said as she waved at me with a soft "Hi!". - Sorry about that! I was working and too lazy to open the door, so I hoped I left them open, but no. Sorry. I rushed to explain to her as she smiled at me
After some time, I felt his fingers opening my folds and his tongue slipped in my v*gina, making me inwardly frown. I felt his tongue coming in and out several times until I propped my body on my elbows and pulled my hips slightly sideways so he couldn't get access. - What are you doing? I asked confused but curious. - I'm tongue f*cking you! What? I saw his white teeth grinning at me as the light from the window hit him. I frowned again. - That's gross. Why would you do that? I asked, concerned. - Gross? No. You are sweet as honey, and I want to pleasure you in any way possible. He replied smiling while brushing his fingers over the erogenous zones on my thighs, making tingling sensations and distracting me. - Well, your tongue is too small and short for me to feel any proper sensation, and as I don't feel comfortable when you just did it, so can you not? When you lick my cl.it is all amazing, I love it. I tried to convince him there was no need for strange experiments. Good