Laila
I’m smiling inwardly, wondering why James has been so persistent in trying to chat with me. Many girls keep glancing at him now and then. He could easily go to any of them. I keep hinting that I’m not interested, that I’d rather not have this conversation, but he doesn’t take the hint. It’s not easy, though. He’s persistent, and his presence has a way of making me feel… funky?
He looks incredibly appealing in that dark blue tuxedo, his hair styled just right, the gel giving it that effortless "I’m too cool to care" look. Something tugs at my heart. Maybe I wish circumstances were different. Maybe I could have a fling with him. But, no—what am I thinking? That doesn't matter… right?
I usually pride myself on being kind and open to conversation, but this guy… this hot, rich stranger is making me feel… uneasy. I can’t even put a name to the feeling. Maybe edgy? Yes, something like that. But I can’t decide if it’s a good or bad kind of edginess. So, I try to keep my distance, remain calm, and not let him get too close. My guard is up, and I’m not making this easy for him at all.
One of his comments was so cheesy, I couldn’t help but cringe. If you asked me, it was way over the top.
At the same time, I can’t deny that there’s a part of me that feels flattered. Instead of chasing after all the other women in the room, he’s focusing his attention on me. But then he mentioned that he knows everyone here, and suddenly, a thought strikes me. Could he…? Has he dated…?
I blinked, my mind racing. Wait. Could it be that he’s been with every girl here? Is that why he’s spending time with me—because I’m just another name on a long list? A fresh piece of meat?
I glance around the room, and I quickly stop myself from counting the girls in attendance. Some are married, others have boyfriends, and a few are older. But the majority… My stomach twisted, a wave of nausea flooding me. No. I don’t know, and I don’t want to know.
Since he stood next to me, my skin has been on overdrive, goosebumps prickling every inch. How is that even possible from just his presence? That can’t be a good sign, right? Definitely bad news.
I need to get rid of him.
“Did your mom tell you to babysit me or something?” I ask, hoping to break the tension.
He shrugs, flashing that bright smile. Hmm, what a lovely sight, I smiled inwardly. It’s enough to stop me in my tracks. Ugh, seriously, get it together, I tell myself.
“Don’t worry about me,” I continue. “I’m used to being alone in a crowd of strangers. I don’t feel lonely. I can entertain myself.”
I gesture toward the other guests. “I like to observe, so don’t feel obligated to stick with me. You’ve probably got a million things to do as the lovely host, don’t you?”
This is the most I’ve said to him tonight. I almost chuckle at myself. Poor guy.
As I mentioned earlier, I usually have a chatty and easy-going personality, but with him tonight, I’m all politeness and short replies.
"Like which guests?" he asked, probably rhetorically.
But I knew. I could already see the way the girls kept glancing in his direction. I’d noticed it before.
"Well, for starters," I said, casually scanning the room, "I can see... five girls practically undressing you with their eyes."
I scratched my nose as I said it, trying to seem indifferent.
"Rather gross," I added under my breath.
I would never understand why some girls acted so pathetic around a handsome guy. They fawned over him, practically throwing themselves at his feet. Didn’t they have any self-respect? Why couldn’t they just let the guy come to them? And if he did, why not make him work for it? Create a little struggle. Push him away a bit. Make him sweat to see if he would stick around longer than a couple of hours.
They seemed to think that after one night, the guy would be so captivated that he’d become obsessed and never let them go. Ridiculous. That only happens in cheesy romance novels. I’m not a guy, but even I understood the principle: easy come, easy go. But whatever—it’s not my life.
Still, if he really was the player I suspected, he should be chasing after one of them, not wasting time on me. I was the wrong choice for him.
I glanced at him and offered a small smile. Silly guy.
"Are you jealous?" he asked with a smirk.
My face fell into a frown, annoyance creeping up.
"Are you arrogant?"
I shot back, my voice sharp with irritation, my expression matching. The amused smile that had lingered earlier disappeared in an instant. He was getting ahead of himself, thinking he had me figured out. Arrogance was one of the things I hated most in people. And, of course, this rich, handsome guy seemed to think all the girls were falling over him. Well, newsflash—I'm not one of them. I’d rather die than let him know the slightest bit of attraction.
I had to keep pushing him away. It was time to strike his ego, hard. That’s the surefire way to scare guys off, right? I might be assuming the wrong things, but let’s see, maybe I hit spot on.
"Have you ever thought that maybe girls are using you?"
I said it with a bite in my tone. He frowned in response.
"What do you mean?"
His confusion was almost amusing.
"Well, that you’re nothing more than a good time? No other reason for a girl to stick around longer than one night?"
His jaw dropped for a moment before he quickly closed it, clenching his teeth. He was processing what I said, and I could see it—it was anger, frustration, and something else. Pain. Good. Maybe now he’ll back off.
I felt a twinge of guilt, of course. I’m usually a nice person. I don’t like hurting people. But this guy was really pushing my buttons. Some people just get under my skin, and I could fight them until blood. Figuratively speaking, of course. I rarely have to, but with him—his arrogance—it was almost too much.
"You think I’m stupid or something?"
He asked, a frown deepening on his face.
"Well, you don’t need to be a genius to figure that out,"
I retorted, my eyebrows raised in challenge.
"You don’t know me!"
His voice was tinged with frustration now, the tension clear.
"And I don’t want to!"
I snapped back, annoyance creeping into my tone. I could see the pain in his eyes, though, and for a second, I faltered. But then he clenched his jaw again. Maybe I should’ve been kinder. He was partially my client, after all. I inwardly sighed. Great. My bratty mouth always gets me in trouble.
"I’ll prove you wrong!"
He said, determination heavy in his voice.
Why? Why is he ignoring everything I’ve said? Why isn’t he leaving me alone? Why isn’t he off chasing another girl? Did I send any signal that I was interested? No. I was extremely careful not to do so. I was polite but distant. I didn’t even give him a proper smile. I avoided him. What is this guy’s deal? Even now, after I hit his ego hard, he’s still persistent about… What exactly? Talking to me? Or hitting on me?
"Oh, James, please, I’m begging you to prove me wrong."
I mocked him sarcastically, though in my mind, I was begging him to just leave me alone. I turned away from him and took a sip of my drink.
An awkward silence stretched between us. His presence made the hair on my body stand on end. What the hell? What was with these strange body reactions? I didn’t even know how to interpret these signals.
"I don’t see most of the females. I only have my eyes on one woman tonight. A very special one."
He suddenly said with a low, almost sad tone. I pulled my gaze away from the crowd, curious to see who he might be looking at. Could there be a girlfriend among the crowd? Or maybe a wife? No. Could it be?
As I turned, I found him looking down at me. My heart skipped a beat. Is he serious? I frowned, but a confused smile tugged at my lips too.
"Jeez, you’re a nonstop cheesy flirt!"
He smirked at me. I shook my head, but the smile still lingered. He knew exactly how to make a woman feel special. He knew how to use words to play tricks on the female mind. But I wasn’t going to fall for it. No. I wouldn’t.
"So, when your mom told you to babysit me, did she include flirting in your duties?"
I raised an eyebrow, my voice carrying an edge of displeasure, but the smile still didn’t leave my face.
"No. For that, I happily volunteered myself!"
He wiggled his eyebrows suggestively. I was so annoyed by his cocky behavior. I despised bratty, arrogant men. But, strangely enough, it suited him. The vibe I got from him was light and playful. Despite my mental protests, he bounced back with his usual energy. I guess I could admire that.
"So, are these your pick-up lines or something?"
I tried to sound annoyed, but I think I’m failing.
"The real question is—is it working?"
He wiggled his eyebrows again. I shifted my gaze back to the crowd as I sipped my juice.
"I’m rather unimpressed."
I was really trying to push him away. I glanced back at him and saw the flash of pain in his eyes again. He couldn’t possibly have such a fragile ego that something I said would hurt him, right? I felt a twinge of guilt, but I pushed it aside. I needed to keep pushing him further away. I met his eyes, unwavering.
"And slightly repulsed, as I have a feeling you're just trying to get me into your bed."
James
So far, I’ve heard more than my fair share of crap from my mate. Her comment about me being an easy f.uck to girls? That one stung. She’s bold, brave, but d.amn, she can be harsh. On the flip side, the old me would probably have just shrugged it off and thought, if girls were using me, I wouldn’t mind. But things have changed. Now, all I want is this one stubborn woman—Laila.
She’s rejected me so many times in the last ten minutes that it feels like a punch to the gut. Her words hurt. A lot. My wolf’s howling in pain right along with me. I don’t even know where my persistence is coming from, but I’m still hell-bent on winning her over. Maybe it’s my gut telling me she’s pushing me away on purpose—not because she’s not interested, but because there’s something more going on. I can’t shake the feeling that there’s more to this story.
Maybe it’s my pride talking, but I can’t help but think that all the girls want me. The ones who say they don’t? They’re just lying to themselves. And then there’s the fact that she’s my mate—she just doesn’t know yet that I’m the one for her.
Her last bold statement catches me off guard for a moment. Suddenly, a vivid image of her on my bed flashes through my mind, and I can’t shake the thought. Oh, you have no idea. If I could have it my way, I would have pulled you to the closest bathroom and f*cked you hard while bending you over the sink. We wouldn’t even get to bed. I feel that my d*ck grows hard because of these vivid images in my head. But I can’t have these thoughts now if I don’t want to have an embarrassing tent in my pants.
Oh, man, I had so many wet dreams about my mate all week long. I have been jerk*ng off in the shower more than back in my teenage years.
And it's all because of this stunning woman in front of me, who, despite her beauty, seems to have a sharp edge and is doing everything she can to push me away. Rejected again. Me. One of the most sought-after guys among she-wolves and human females alike. But I try again.
"You’re our guest in this country. You don’t know anyone here, so I feel responsible to entertain you tonight and keep you company," I reply earnestly.
"I think the silence earlier told me everything I need to know about what kind of 'entertainment' you have in mind," she air-quotes the word "entertainment," her voice dripping with displeasure as she shakes her head. She’s right, but I can’t admit that to her. Not yet at least.
"Maybe I should prove you wrong," I say, determination still fueling my words.
"Maybe you should just leave me alone?" she snaps back, her tone edged with anger.
Why does she keep pushing me away? Does she have a boyfriend? The thought stings, and jealousy twists at my heart. Does she not like me at all? It seems like she hates my guts—doesn’t want to talk to me, doesn’t even want to be near me. I felt a surge of frustration. This sucks. I grumbled inwardly like a child. I was starting to feel desperate… My head dropped, and I kicked the floor with my shoe, pretending to aim at a rock. I wanted to kick something—anything. Or someone. The constant pressure and rejection was getting to me in ways I couldn’t shake. I needed to release this tension, to run it off, but she was here. How could I leave her?
"Okay, I’m sorry. Maybe your intentions are innocent. I don’t know anyone here except you and your mom."
Her words caught me off guard. It was like our previous exchange had worked her up, but now she’d relaxed and even apologized. That was… unexpected. And, I hoped, a good sign. But my earlier hopes about making progress had been dashed by her sharp words, so I tried not to get too hopeful just yet.
"Come on, I'll introduce you to my younger sisters. They're lovely girls."
Since this conversation wasn't going anywhere good, I needed a change of pace, something to take my mind off things. My family might just be the distraction I needed.
"Hey, girls! This is Laila, my… our home re-decorator and designer."
Laila Bright smiles lit up the faces of two lovely girls. One was tall and lean with dark brown hair and brown eyes, while the other was shorter, with brown hair and striking green eyes, the same as Mrs. Montgomery. Their high cheekbones, button noses, and full lips made it clear that they were siblings. They reminded me of my sister, though Linda was blonde. A warm feeling tugged at my heart as I thought of my baby sister. Well, she wasn’t a baby anymore, but to me, she was always that chubby-cheeked little girl.The shorter brunette let out a small squeal as she gave me a tight hug. It surprised me—I'd never met anyone so excited and friendly to meet me. Was this typical American fake friendliness? She stepped back, looking me up and down with a bright smile.“Oh, James! She’s so pretty!”I was a little confused. What did my appearance have to do with James? The other girl extended her hand to me.“I’m Adriana, and this happy ball of energy is Fay. We’ve heard so much about you from
LailaI took my time, longer than necessary, in an attempt to avoid facing him again. I was sure he was waiting outside. I didn’t have time to go through or analyze the whirlwind of emotions from our previous encounters; but I had a wall up—high and strong—pushing him away with every chance I got. But, despite all that, his bright smile lingered in my mind, making it hard to shake him off completely.I grabbed a paper towel, soaked it in cold water, and placed it on the back of my neck. Pushing James away was making me tired. Usually, I was a calm, easygoing person, never bothered by unwanted attention. I had a way of deflecting advances with just a few sharp words. But James… he was different.I dried my neck with another paper towel and stared at myself in the mirror. It was clear: I wasn’t used to dealing with a playboy like him.I blew out a heavy breath and braced myself to face James again. Slowly, I opened the bathroom door just a crack to peek outside. I wanted to make sure he
LailaSilently, James came to stand next to me. I could feel his presence in my peripheral vision, but I didn’t acknowledge him—not even with a glance. He didn’t say anything either. He just stood there, beside me. I had hoped to meet someone interesting tonight, but the person who had attached himself to me was someone I didn’t want next to me.Okay, to be fair, I didn’t know him that well. But I didn’t get the feeling that a meaningful conversation was his goal with me.I didn’t engage with him, hoping that he would trot off. But I guess he didn’t realize that he was disturbing me. Typical. My skin prickled with goosebumps again, the same strange sensation that made me anxious every time. I couldn’t explain it, and that made it worse. Whenever I couldn’t explain something, I started to panic. And when I panicked, I either pushed it away or ran from it. Either way, I wanted it as far from me as possible. But he was persistent. I had to give him that. So even in the awkward silence bet
James I woke up early the next morning, exhausted after only a few hours of sleep. The headache I had from the previous night made me feel groggy, but I forced myself to go out and let my wolf for a run in the forest to clear my mind. After a quick shower, I felt a bit better.Every Saturday or Sunday, my family gathers for breakfast. It’s a sacred ritual, one that Mom insists on, no matter how old we get. I don’t mind, though. It helps keep us all connected.I walked down to the kitchen, slumping into a chair. My mom and sisters were already setting the table, while Dad read the news on his phone. He looked up when I sat down, his smile mischievous.“So, James, you really are lucky to have such a lovely mate!”He said with a twinkle in his eye. I groaned and and slammed my forehead on the table.“My mate is amazing... just that I’m anything but lucky.”I mumbled as if speaking with the table, though thanks to wolf hearing, they all heard me. Mom raised an eyebrow.“Oh, sweetie, why w
LailaI was busy working on Monday. My Sunday passed quickly, as I slept in until noon. Though I tried to distract myself with cooking and housework, James kept popping into my thoughts. That nervous flutter in my stomach was there again, thinking about the upcoming lunch with him. It made me a little nauseous. Was it that ominous warning feeling again, or was it excitement? But why should I be excited? I wasn’t looking for anything with any guy. My intuition was telling me something, for sure.As I typed on my laptop, I realized James would be here soon, so I started getting ready. I didn’t need much to prepare. I had dressed in the morning and wasn’t planning to change. I wore a navy blue dress that reached my knees — one of my typical work dresses. I only needed to add my coat, black ankle boots, and grab my gray bag. I didn’t need anything else, right? I searched my mind for anything I might have forgotten. I was nervous. F.uck. This isn’t a date. Relax.I tried to shake off the te
James I said, my tone serious as I gazed in her blue eyes. Her face froze, processing my words. It took a moment for her to realize what I meant, and I couldn’t help but admire the way her mind worked."You i.diot!"She tossed a piece of bread at me, looking both frustrated and amused. I dodged it, but I couldn’t help but laugh softly. She was so unpredictable, and that was part of what I found so intriguing about her."Here I was listening to your story and thinking – oh, heartbroken James, after so many years, he found a girl of his dreams. That even sounded romantic!"She exclaimed loudly.- I thought that maybe at last the f.ucked-up womanizer would have real relationships. The girl would fill the big hole in his chest. So he will change his ways and will be a faithful husband and father. Until…She trailed off, shaking her head, clearly frustrated."I’m not a ‘f*ked up womanizer’,’" I tried to defended myself. She gave me a look that told me she wasn’t convinced."Really? Well, l
JamesToday, I took her to a burger place. I specifically checked whether they had vegetarian options. She ordered a vegetarian burger to try—at least her appetite was in good shape, even if she wasn’t eating meat. We sat at the table, waiting for our food."So, do you have other adult questions for me?" I asked with a small smile.She looked thoughtfully in my eyes and then c.ocked her head to the side, a small smile playing on her lips. I could feel she was in a different mood today—more playful, ready to tease me."Okay, Mr. My-D.ick-Knows-All-The-Free-Girls-in-This-City, when did you lose your virginity?She asked with a mischievous smile.I smiled and shook my head. I had a feeling this would be a topic I’d never hear the end of—how many girls I’d been with.“When I was 20,” I replied.She looked surprised. “That’s kind of late,” she remarked with a questioning frown.I nodded. “Yeah, I was waiting for someone special, remember? I didn’t want to waste time with anyone who wasn’t m
JamesThe moment she said the word "boyfriend," something in me snapped. Immediately, my mind conjured images of some guy kissing her, touching her. Were they sleeping together? Probably. I need to beat the sh.it out of that prick. I could feel the anger bubbling up inside me. How could anyone touch something that was mine?I could tolerate a lot of things from her, even her bratty remarks, but if she thought I was going to compete with a meek human for her heart, then she was seriously delusional.And what did she mean by "maybe"? Was she not taking this seriously, like open relationships? Was she seeing someone else? If she was, then maybe that was a sign. He was probably a pathetic nobody, who didn’t deserve her. He probably didn’t treat her well. But I would. I would cherish her, provide for her, treat her like a queen she deserved to be. I had the means to do so, and I truly believed the Moon Goddess had brought me here for that. But there was no way I was going to let her have a
JamesI was frantic in my emotions and my heart was beating so fast. How did my mate manage to get herself in such a big sh*t I will never know. But somewhere subconsciously I knew that her big mouth and brutal truthfulness would get her in trouble sooner or later, I guess today was the day.When Alpha boomed down the link "Your mate is in trouble. Packhouse. Now", I ran like never before in my life across the field from the training ground. I just dropped a message through the mindlink for another warrior to continue the training and shot further with all the speed that my wolf supplied for me as he was equally worried about our mate.When Laila stepped out and started to walk towards Klaid, who was seething, I saw his fists were tight, and he angrily clenched his jaw until, at one moment, he shifted to his wolf, who growled equally angry. On pure instinct I wanted to follow, but Alpha put a hand on my chest.- Wait. If he truly attacks her, we will both step in.Alpha said lowly. I
LailaI woke up slightly disorientated as I took in my surroundings. Right, I'm at the pack house of werewolves. Though it will soon be a month since I was here, it still felt strange to say it. I stretched like a cat and lazily looked around the room. It was empty as usual, as James should be at training now, or maybe he was sent to another mission; I'll find out soon. I looked at the ceiling mindlessly and remembered the walk in the forest with James and later with his wolf yesterday. I loved his wolf's fur, he had such a soft coat, I just wrapped myself around him and buried my nose into his wool. He had the animalistic smell, but it wasn't that bad. I softly smiled at the memory.I sighed, it was still strange, even weird and partly unbelievable that he was a werewolf, that I now lived in a werewolve community. As most of the time I spoke with their human parts, it felt like I was surrounded by humans, it felt normal, but every time I saw a wolf or someone shifting, it still felt
- I could say something nice to most of the people in this room.She retorted back at him equally dissatisfied but still defiant.- Go ahead then!Lucas encouraged her with a hand gesture but slight mockery in his tone. There was a moment of silence from Laila while everyone looked expectantly at her. I was wondering will she back out of the challenge. Then she twisted her body over mine to see Alpha.- I think it is very nice of you to try to be more approachable to your pack members as you join the meals now and hang out with us here. I've heard many good things about that in the halls and the kitchen, wolves are truly happy about it.Laila said very sincerely to Alpha who nodded at her after the compliment. Then she turned to Fay and Lucas.- Fay, thank you for trying so hard to look after me when James is not in the house. I see you as my sweet little sister. I feel that your personality is still a bud, so I hope you will allow yourself to bloom into a beautiful flower and be who
JamesI entered the packhouse and my nose steered me towards the lounge area where my mate's scent came the strongest. As I approached I could already feel her through the bond and my heart squeezed in longing. I pushed through the doors and my focus was only on her. I was genuinely happy to see her as a bright smile shone on my face on its own accord, and my joy increased as Laila's features softened and a bright smile bloomed on her face, meaning she was happy to see me too. I plopped next to her not very satisfied that she was sitting on the same sofa as our unmated Alpha but I didn't make a fuss about it now. Instead, I pulled my mate closer and inhaled her fresh smell deeply until I felt dizzy. I sighed happily and pecked her lips, seeing her eyes shining at me.- Speaking of the devil...I heard Lucas mumble under his breath.- Am I the devil?I asked him back to which he grinned.- Are you gossiping about me?I asked the obvious.- He was prying into our relationship.Laila poin
Laila - Do you like it here? Kate interrupted my train of questions as I studied Fay. - “Here” as in this living room with your group, as in your werewolf community, or as in this city or country? I asked back for clarification. - As in our pack, in this packhouse. She specified. - Well, it feels like I am back in the dorms. It’s okay. I said as I saw that Kate still had questions on her face. - I guess I prefer to live in my place that is separated from everyone. It helps me to recharge and rest better. But it’s ok. I understand the reasons why James chose to put us here, so… What can I do? I’m just a guest here. I explained. - Is that how you feel? Kate asked surprised. - Yes? Was it a different reply than you expected? I chuckled nervously. I can say it again, I hate being fake but seems that people here can't take my honest replies sometimes. - Well, I guess I hoped you would say that you feel great here. Kate said sadly. - Sorry to disappoint. I said quietly. -
LailaSo this was my new life's routine. I ate meals together with the pack members, worked till evening, and then tagged along with Fay, as she came to collect me on days when James was not coming home early, which was almost every day. Most of the time I was silent and just observed and listened to others talking about pack life, their training, and some news as to who improved in sparring or who met his or her mate. Lucas and Kate usually tried to pull me into the conversations but depending on the topic it flowed or it died down.I wasn't used to being nonstop crowded and interacting with so many people all the time, and I could feel it started to strain me. The more tired I got from social interactions, the less I talked, and my answers became more clipped.As we entered the lounge room I rushed to sit in the corner next to Lucas. I was tired of always sitting next to the brooding Ayden. Fay followed me and sat next to me, pressing against my thigh as she didn't want to touch Luc
Laila - So, Laila, what do you do in your free time? Lucas changed the subject drastically, and I was grateful to him for it. I looked at Fay as we smiled, knowing we had this conversation before. On weird but perfect synchronicity, I and Fay said: - Picks fungus. - Play piano. That made Lucas turn to Fay with a frown: - Picks fungus? While at the exact same moment, Ayden turned to me and asked with a frown: - Play piano? And at the end, Fay turned her face away from Lucas to me with a surprised face: - You play piano? The perfect timing of talking made most of the people, sorry, werewolves chuckle, including me. - Wait, start with the fungus. Lucas demanded with a nod of his chin towards me. - It's nothing. In my country, we have a lot of forests, so when late summer slash autumn comes many people go and pick mushrooms. I grew up in the middle of the forest, and as mom still lives there, we do it every year. I said with a shrug. - We know all the best spots for the ch
Laila It was Wednesday evening and I was still typing on my laptop trying to finish the last things so I could wrap up for the day in half an hour or so. I knew James would be gone till late at night on another secret mission of his. I didn't know what I would do later but I didn't want to work extra just because I didn't have a plan for the evening yet. A soft knock surprised me as I looked at the doors. Who was visiting me? Did someone need something from me? It wasn't dinner time yet for Kate to come... - Come in! I shouted from the sofa hoping I left the door open. I saw the door handler bend but the doors didn't open. - Shoo! I cursed and put the laptop on the sofa while hurrying to the door. As I opened it I was surprised to see Fay standing there. - Hey! What a surprise! I said as she waved at me with a soft "Hi!". - Sorry about that! I was working and too lazy to open the door, so I hoped I left them open, but no. Sorry. I rushed to explain to her as she smiled at me
After some time, I felt his fingers opening my folds and his tongue slipped in my v*gina, making me inwardly frown. I felt his tongue coming in and out several times until I propped my body on my elbows and pulled my hips slightly sideways so he couldn't get access. - What are you doing? I asked confused but curious. - I'm tongue f*cking you! What? I saw his white teeth grinning at me as the light from the window hit him. I frowned again. - That's gross. Why would you do that? I asked, concerned. - Gross? No. You are sweet as honey, and I want to pleasure you in any way possible. He replied smiling while brushing his fingers over the erogenous zones on my thighs, making tingling sensations and distracting me. - Well, your tongue is too small and short for me to feel any proper sensation, and as I don't feel comfortable when you just did it, so can you not? When you lick my cl.it is all amazing, I love it. I tried to convince him there was no need for strange experiments. Good