Chapter 91

Amelia’s pov

I couldn’t point out what he meant when he said alpha Damien knew, I tapped his cheek gently as I wanted him to say more to me or at least make me understand what he meant.

“Luther, speak to me…tell me why alpha Damien is doing all this to you?” I whispered to him and just then I noticed everyone was already coming out and Alpha Damien was behind them.

“He knows that you have feelings for me and I don’t mean the way you see it….but he, he.” Luther began to stutter because I knew that he was too weak I didn’t bother forcing him but let him relax on the floor and I stood up, walking towards alpha Damien who had now stopped and was looking at me angrily.

“I can’t believe you did this!! To your son! Was it even worth it…?” I said to Alpha Damien who looked back at Luther who was on the floor under the hot sun.

“If I hadn’t done anything to him for making me lose my child what else should I have done to him? Praise him for standing up against me despite being his father and making me so angry I lost my unborn child which had been inside of you all these months!!!!” Alpha Damien yelled at me.

“It was your fault!! You were the one who pushed me, why are you forgetting the most important details?” I said to him while trying to hold in the hot tears as I couldn’t understand why he would continue to treat Luther this way like he was a slave or something of that sort.

I pushed him and walked past him up to the palace, I didn’t care what he would do to me but I was going to just move out of their problems and stop trying to know why he continued to hurt Luther even for something that was his own mistake.

I entered my room and locked the door before taking a seat feeling frustrated with myself…I couldn’t believe I had been moving around with a child in my womb and I only began to feel the symptoms three months after the pregnancy.

I held my stomach while recalling everything, how I had begun to feel dizzy a month ago but waved it off and thought it was due to stress and all the sobbing alpha Damien had put me through.

I couldn’t believe during all the time he had beaten me up I was pregnant for him but she knew. I stood up and went in front of the mirror staring at myself.

“Why couldn’t I feel any connection whatsoever with this child before it died?” I said to myself as I was so confused as to why it happened to me and mostly because I had never heard of a wolf mother not feeling the connection with her unborn child and that's when I remember…I was a weak omega, I couldn't help but fall to the ground.

I held my mouth just to not let all the noise pour out of me…if my Wolf was not weak then all this wouldn't be happening to me and I would still be with the child and at the same time with my second chance mate…if only I wasn't a weak omega.

.I stood up from the ground and went to my bed as the tears wouldn't stop coming it felt like I couldn't even control myself.

Just then the door creaked open and Lady Rosa walked in with a bowl of porridge and a wide smile.

“You should stop crying already as this wasn't your fault in any way so don't blame yourself for anything and just believe that it happened for a good purpose and all you have to do is watch, wait, and see what the purpose was all for.” lady Rosa said before taking a seat beside me.

“A lot of people in this palace are happy that the child is dead even before it was announced to be alive and some people are planning to try their luck in having a child so you at least need more strength to fight them all and still win.” lady Rosa said as she packed a spoon full of porridge and motioned for me to open up and eat.

“I don't have the appetite to eat anything,” I muttered to her before looking away and without arguing further she dropped the spoon down and used her hand to rub my lips.

“You need a hot bath and you need to start smiling again..you would have another child that is assured but to have another you need to forget about the one that is gone,” she said trying to assure me but I had lost all hope and that included the hope of having a child.

I never wanted to have a child for alpha Damien and even though I got pregnant and was unaware I still didn't want to have another whether I was aware it not.

“You need to stop worrying yourself about me lady Rosa….I am stronger than what you see but I just decided to be weak...I can't just stay and watch alpha Damien torture his son in that way.” I said to her before looking away.

“You shouldn't be worried about that... Luther always knew his father never loved or cared for him but yet he wanted and always made sure to frustrate his father he found joy in making life more like hell for his father too because as we all know alpha Damien had a hand in the death of his wife so even if I was Luther I won't be happy watching someone who doesn't want me. to be happy being happy.” lady Rosa explained but even though I understand her very well I still refused to believe that was the only reason.

“I am not sure that is the only reason,” I whispered.

“I know he loves you.”