Chapter 36

Amelia's pov.

I left her and walked to the roof top to get some fresh air, everything seemed to be getting on my nerves even the innocent birds that chirped on the trees beside me.

I've never been this angry before in my entire life, Luther's words made its way back into my mind.

His facial expressions were so intimidating that just a mere flash back made tears roll down my cheeks uncontrollably.

I used my palm to cover my face, no one should see the soon to be Luna breaking down in public.

I walked back to my room and fell down on the bed as tears ran down my cheeks.

I let out a loud groan and punched the bed multiple times.

"Am I really changing?"

"Is Luther saying the truth?" I thought.

I spoke so rudely to everyone I came in contact with today.

"Is power really getting the better of me?" I thought.

Luther's words kept replaying in my head over and over again.

It didn't want to stop and each time I remember the look on his face when he spoke to me the tears got worse.

I felt so bad and helpless within me.

I'm slowly turning into all the wicked witches tales Alpha Rowan normally reads to me every night or worse I'm slowly turning into Isabelle.

The Isabelle effect is finally rubbing off on me, "i need to get out all of this anger I feel within me" I thought and placed my right palm on my heart.

I could feel my heart beat so fast.

I do not like this side of me,I do not wish for it to continue.

Luther spoke to me so rudely,I didn't even know what made the tears worsen,Luther's words or the fact that I'm slowly loosing myself in the process of becoming Luna.

I needed to apologize to everyone I spoke to today even if I know that Lucy and Susan didn't deserve any of it at all.

I hurt Alpha Damien,I wonder what he thinks of me now.

I don't care about being the Luna if it's going to make me so brutal.

I walked out of my room and went straight to Susan's room to render my apologies.

Luna was already sitted there so I apologized to both of them "I need to speak to both of you" I said.

"Sure we're listening" Lucy responded.

"I acted in a fit of rage earlier and reacted rudely towards the both of you,I sincerely apologize" I said.

"It is fine Amelia,you don't have to apologize,we totally understand" Susan said with a forced smile.

"What do you mean by we understand?" Lucy snapped.

"She's apologizing let's not make this hard for her" Susan said.

"Thank you Susan" I said and with that I left her room. I felt really pleased with Susan's response.

Lucy has obviously been praying for this day all her life,she was all smiles when I apologized.

I am not sorry to Lucy but Susan because she deserved that push I gave her at Alpha Damien's door.

It felt good to apologize once in a while,I made my way to Isabelle's room she was sitting on the bed frowning.

I stood in front of her door "Hey Isabelle,may I come in?" I asked.

"Yes sure,it's your house anyway" she said.

"I'm so sorry for reacting the way I did,I would never raise my voice to you on a normal day,I didn't know what got into me that got me so furious" I explained.

Her eyes lit up "are you really apologizing?" She said.

"Yes I am" I responded.

"Alright then it's fine,I forgive you, you're my sister after all" she said.

I apologized to her and she hugged me,I felt really happy within me even though she didn't mean the "you're my sister" part.

Now it was time to go to Luther,the one I dread the most.

I was so scared to talk to him or even look at him but I summoned courage.

When I got to his door I let out a sigh and knocked at his door.

After a few minutes he opened the door and ushered me in.

"Oh wow so you know the way to my room after all",he said and crossed his arm staring at me from top to bottom.

"Listen I'm not here for any arguments,I just want to apologize for how I spoke to you earlier,I don't know what got into me",I said and looked down I couldn't maintain eye contact with him.

His room was in a mess,broken glasses,turn papers and shredded clothes were littered everywhere on his bedroom floor.

"What happened here?" I asked still looking at the disaster of a room in awe.

"You happened here, Amelia" he said.

"What do you mean?" I queried.

"It's nothing,say what you have to say and leave as you can see I'm very busy" he said and sat on his bed.

"I am sorry",I said.

"I didn't hear that can you come again",he said, pretending not to hear me the first time.

"I said I am sorry for talking to you in that manner Luther" I replied.

"That's more like it,it's fine,I hold no grudges" he said.

"So friends?" I said extending my hands for a handshake.

He stood up from the bed and pulled me hands behind me,his lips were so close to mine I could feel his breath on my face.

I closed my eyes in anticipation of the kiss he was about to make,then he hugged me instead.

I felt so embarrassed but I placed my hands on his firm back and hugged him too.

I was lost in the hug,his chests pressing against mine,I could feel his hard dick pressing on my body.

"What is going on here!?" A loud masculine voice interrupted.