Amelia pov
I could not believe what I had just heard my inner wolf say; how was it possible that she heard everything? The worst part was she knew exactly what my father was.
I didn't even know what my mother looked like, which made me contemplate going around with my inner wolf. She might be my soul, but that does not mean that she does some things that are smarter than me sometimes.
I even wonder if she's part of me or just inside of me to take a position and live her life inside of me.
“What do you mean by knowing my father, Nobody's father? I don't even know me. That is what Alpha Rozan always said that my father abandoned me, but now you're suddenly saying that I'm in the same territory as my father.”
“Can you please make the point?”I told her that even though I knew she wouldn't ever go straight to the point, I wished she could just go straight for us, and maybe I would be happy about myself.
She smiled at me and then cleared her truth like she was about to talk but deep within me. I knew she was not still going to tell me everything. I needed to find a way.
Just when she was about to talk, I heard footsteps coming in and turned around. I saw it was Melody, who had different foodstuffs in her hand and a white smile. She walked in and stared at the mirror, puzzled at what was happening and why.
Melody sat on the chair, staring at me as she tidied up all the food necessary for us to eat, and I just stood there, she noticed I was not feeling too good, and even though I just knew her, she was ready to confide with me and support me, which was exactly what I wanted.
I moved closer to her on her sofa as I tried to hold him in my tears. “Please just tell me what is wrong,” She asked me, and even though I couldn't talk much, I knew I had to tell her I might not fully trust her, but I did not have a choice. I cleaned my tears and sniffed any sign of remorse coming back.
And then I looked at her while trying not to be pitiful, and she felt remorse that I was still trying to hold in my emotions.
“You do not need to hide anything from me; I brought you to my house, so that is enough for you to know that I am ready to show you and trust you in any way, which is the same for me. I also want you to trust me too, just as much as I do, feel anything but confined in me.” After what she said, I decided to confide in her and talk. I glared at her for a few minutes before finally talking.
“I am suddenly in this new territory, and I'm hearing another story: My life just keeps getting worse time by time, and I don't know how else to stop making my life miserable. It feels like all my life is full of misery.”I said to her as I couldn't hold the tears, and it continued to pour down my face, and she pulled me closer.
“Do you remind me of my mother? Even though I didn't know much about her,” she told me.
After mustering up the courage, I confided in Melody about my situation and explained my story. Though she found some parts of it confusing, she listened with empathy and offered her advice.
However, I couldn't bring myself to tell her about my inner wolf's control until a few months ago when I finally gained control and could communicate with it. I also disclosed to her that my inner wolf never spoke the complete truth, which left her feeling perplexed.
Melody, on the other hand, had no connection with her inner wolf and found it challenging to seek guidance from others because most either feared or considered her too powerful. During our conversation, I sensed my inner wolf trying to silence me, but I persisted in listening to Melody.
I couldn't help but notice how similar our situations were, including her struggle with her inner wolf's reluctance to reveal itself. Moreover, her mother bore a striking resemblance to someone from my past, but the memory escaped me.
After all the discussions Melody and I had, we decided to retire to bed just after we had dinner, and then I lay on the bed thanking the Moon Goddess for giving someone like Melody to meet me on the road and help my life.
I wondered what would have happened to me if I had not met Melody and kept searching for Luther, and that brought me back to all my memories with Luther, but I was not ready to think about him.
That's all I wanted right now was just Peace of Mind, and then from there, I also had a memory of Alpha Damian, which scared me a lot. I did not want to think about him in any way; no, so I waved it off, but no matter how I turned back and forth, I would still keep thinking about the both of them, which was something I did not want.
I stood up from the bed and decided to take a stroll around the building since I had never seen anything aside from the sitting room and the bedroom.
But as I stepped down the staircase, I could see Melody sleeping on one of the sofas with her mother's picture tightly heeled to her chest as she was fast asleep, which made me wonder what kind of mother she had that even till now, Melody had no memory of her but yet missed her so much as I also remembered mine.
I walked up to Melody and gently removed the picture that she was holding. As I looked at the photo, something weird seemed to be pulling me to the picture, and suddenly, I saw the woman's picture in my memory.
Amelia povEven though I was puzzled and couldn't understand why I was seeing Melody's mother, Memories were in my head. I kept staring because I wanted to know why she was in my memory, but the more, the memory even got deeper, but at the same time, it was so puzzling.All I could see was the woman's face flashing in my brain. It was from time to time, but it kept waving off, which confused me even more as I wanted to know what was happening.I sat on one of the sofas and placed all my attention on the photo, and then I had a longer flashback that was more than a second, and in that flashback, I saw her calling my name.I couldn't understand. I'd never encountered this woman before, yet I could see her in my memories calling my name, which confused me and frustrated me the more. When I was about to go deeper into my flashbacks, Melody stood up.She was still a bit dizzy from waking up but noticed her mother's photo was with me. Instead of being angry or enraged at me, she smiled and
Amelia povEven though I was well aware of the fact that my inner wolf could read through my thoughts, I still hoped she was ready for the kind of rage I was about to pour on her because there were so many things she wasn't telling me that I needed to find out about.I held Melody close to my bosom as I petted her to calm down, and actually, it was even easier than I imagined because she easily calmed down, and I was happy she could listen to me.I told her that she had to calm down and not listen to what people said, as her mother never said it to her face to face; anything any other outsider should say should be nothing but fake to her and I also made sure to tell her that it's always her mother.So with that alone, I, she will be, and she did because I could compensate her. Slowly, she started to doze off to sleep, and from there, I was able to take her into the room, just as I landed in the sitting room, I immediately started trying to connect to my inner wolf because I needed to
Amelia povI could not understand why my inner wolf was so strong-headed, but I needed to find out the truth, and at this stage, I was too determined to give up. I picked up the name knife, and I was ready to do the unspeakable to myself.I could not understand what was happening and why she acted that way, so I picked up the knife on the counter.I could not understand why she was doing this to me but I was not ready to give up so, I picked up the knife on the counter and stopped myself on the arm two times as a way of not giving up and even with that she still did not see anything which confused me even though I could not understand what was so hard for her to tell me the secrets…I could not understand why she decided to keep it a secret from me.Just when I thought she was not going to agree to eat I picked up the Knife and was about to stab myself again when she screamed and I knew that I had won. I smiled in Victory as I dropped the knife down on the counter.I walked slowly tow
Amelia pov“What abilities do you mean?” I asked her, and she chuckled and then groaned simultaneously. I could tell she was already frustrated by me, but all I needed right now was to know the truth.I did not care how frustrated she was going to be; it was all her fault for not telling me anything, just staying inside my body all locked up.“You have to tell me everything. I don't want you beating around the Bush. I told you multiple times, no beating around the Bush”, I said to her, and finally, she was beginning to talk.“Let me tell you something: Your mother has a powerful lineage, and they see the future, but up until now, I don't know if Alpha Damian knows that you could see the future, and that was why he took you with him right from the start or only Aaron knows about it, which would be very bad because Aaron would be chasing after you right now to kill you. He sees you as an implement. Aaron used his power to become a priest to see you to the future and connect with the Moo
Amelia povI smiled in confusion because I could not even understand why Melody would pick me up, help my life, and even keep me safe in her house just because she thought I looked like the Alpha of their Kingdom.So many people looked like Alphas of the Kingdom. Why was mine so different?I paced even closer to her as she seemed a bit shaken each time. I moved closer to her, but I didn't care, as all I needed right now was for her to tell me where exactly she thought I was a striking resemblance to the Alpha because, after that, I would need to go back to my inner wolf and make her tell me everything she keeps from me.“Why do you see me as a resemblance? I need to know why…” I said to her making her smile as it was so much, and this time around, was fake than the one she usually had on her face, which made you know that there was more to this situation than I was letting on.“Just tell me the truth, or, if possible, show me a photo of Alpha Alken so that I will know what is going on
Amelia povI stare at the door in flight but turn around to look at Melody. I noticed that she didn't seem scared at all like she knew what was going on and what was already happening, and that made me even more frightened.I immediately connected with my inner wolf as I slowly distrusted Melody. She might have been so nice to me, but when I told her we were related, I could slowly feel her fading away, which frightened me.I called my inner wolf quickly, and she answered me; “what is wrong?” She said. “I think Melody called someone here, and I need you to help me. I thought you said we are powerful; at least, let me see what our power can do.”I said to my inner wolf.I waited for my inner wolf to speak up, but she was still quite frustrated with me.Just then, Melody dropped down the photo and began to walk towards the door.“I think something is about to happen,” I said to my inner wolf, and she immediately began to sniff.I could hear her sniff in the environment. Then she seemed a
Amelia povHe soon noticed my present and his beta immediately tapped him on the shoulder as he turned around to look at me. As he stepped back, he continued to step back, and even his better noticed and ran to hold him, but he seemed so shocked.Melody could not understand what was happening because the way he seemed so shocked was even shocking to her. She could not believe it! He was shocked to see one of us.Just when I thought he was making up his reaction, he suddenly called the name of my mother, Asina, And that moment, I knew he and Alpha Damien had something to do with my mother, and I looked so much like my mother, just like Alpha Damian had said, that means something must be wrong somewhere. I needed to know what was happening, so I moved closer to him. Even though I hated him so much, I will never forgive him for abandoning me and going on with his life. Despite knowing he had a daughter, I still wanted to understand why he was so shocked to see me.Was it the exact copy o
Amelia pov“I know you will never be able to believe me, but I am telling you the truth. I searched everywhere for you. I couldn't find you, and no matter how hard I tried, I still couldn't find you. When I asked your mother what your name was, she only told me that you were called Leah, but I searched everywhere, and I could not find any child born the same day as you with the name Leah.”My father said, and I could almost cry as I realized why he never found me.It was because my mum had always hidden me with my inner wolf name. She called me my inner Wolf, not the name I was known as; why would she do something like that? What was she trying to hide? I decided it was time for me to ask my father. I needed to know what exactly her reason was.I'm still holding the emotions I felt, but I did not want him to know. I felt bad that he could never find me and that it was all the fault of my inner will for giving everyone a new name when I was initially named Leah. I could not understand w