/-Octavia-/
Six Years Later.
I ascended the stairs with a small bag resting on my shoulder. The loud music blazing from the speakers was almost deafening.
It wasn't hard to spot Axel in the VIP section with a couple of men. I headed towards him, and his eyes lit up on seeing me.
"There comes my Queen," he smirked, and the men's attention shifted to me. The lustful gazes that penetrated my skin didn't bother me.
I was in nothing but lingerie and a bra, so it was expected for them to lust after my body. The scars that my father had inflicted on me were concealed, of course.
I dropped the bag on the table and sat on his lap. He handed me a cigarette and lit it for me.
"The package is already here, as you can see. You can unveil and have a taste of it if you want," Axel said, then turned his attention to me.
I dropped my head and kissed him.
The bag was opened, and the bags of cocaine were taken out. One of the bags was powered, and a small amount of powder was displayed on the table. Each took a taste, and the satisfied groans they gave made my skin crawl.
Six years of watching them, and I could never get used to it.
"Want a taste, sweetheart?" Axel asked, and I shook my head quickly.
"No thanks. I'd rather hang on the pools," I responded.
"Go then; the crowd always seems eager to spend when your sexy ass comes in view," he muttered, pushing his head into my boobs.
My bra was off in a second, and he took the hard pink nipples in his mouth. My body stiffened as I stiffled a moan, blinking rapidly to contain the liquid brewing in my eyes.
He moved away from me, and my shoulders eased with relief.
"You should give them a show tonight. Take off those pants and give them a glimpse of how pretty that pussycat is," he said, and I tried to keep the panic off my face.
"I... I can't just hang naked on the poles for a bunch of people. None of the other strippers do that." I said.
His eyes darkened as he pulled my face down gently to plant a kiss on my lips.
"Are you by any chance trying to disobey me, sweetheart?"His tone was soft, but I knew the real demon behind that voice.
If I said no, he would smile and pretend it's fine, then take me to the red room and have me hung upside down for unbearable torture.
While I thought my father was a demon, Axel was the devil himself. An innocent charming smile with a dark heart as cold as ice.
"No," my voice came out small. "I will get on the poles."
"I thought so too," he smiled. "Don't worry if they try to touch. None of those touches will go for free."
I fought back the tears and smiled.
"Of course."
I stood from his lap and pulled off the pants before him and his quests. I handed it to him, and he pocketed it with a grin.
As I turned, he smacked my ass, and I forced my hands to my sides, resisting the urge to punch him in the face.
One would think that I had already accepted the fact that Axel Black was my hell, yet, no matter how hard I tried to get used to it, I couldn't stop the occasional flinching or pounding of my heart anytime he demanded something obscene from me.
At least I was allowed to strip only in VIP and VIP sections. I couldn't imagine myself getting down into the crowd to strip for a bunch of horny new adults.
I got on the poles as the music slowed. My skin crawled with disgust as several pairs of eyes shifted to me.
The other strippers left to the poles to give me the spotlight rather than have me steal it anyway. The crowd began to gather, and I tried not to tremble.
While there was a no-touching policy protecting other strippers, Axel made me an exception. They could touch me as much as they wanted as long as they were willing to pay.
I didn't dare flinch or stop dancing as a couple of them got up the platform. My breasts were fiddled with while the daring ones played with my pussycat.
Axel was just leaning against the pillars, watching with an unreadable expression while smoking. A gasp fell off my lips as a finger penetrated me.
The inevitable was finally here. The very thing I dreaded more than death. Being fucked before an audience.
My eyes rested pleadingly on Axel as fingers drove into me. I was disgusted, frightened, and deeply ashamed of myself.
"That's enough," Axel stepped in finally, and relief washed through me as the fingers slid out.
He crushed his cigarette and stepped in front of me.
"You don't get to touch my Queen however you want. If you want to fuck, go pay some other strippers," he said."But before then, you're going to have to pay for every time your fingers slipped in her and, of course, playing with those gorgeous boobs."
I got off the poles, desperate to get away from the crowd and everybody else, but Axel caught my hand.
"Where are you going? The fun isn't over," he said sweetly, and I just wanted to yank my hands from him and run away.
"Please..." Tears stung my eyes. "Please let me go..."
"I can't possibly do that, Hun. Someone already booked you for the night. They are supposed to be three, but this gentleman paid for all three slots, so you see, I can't afford to disappoint him," Axel responded.
I knew for certain it wasn't any of the men before me.
"If someone already paid, why did you make me strip then?" I asked him.
"There's nothing wrong with making some extra cash, love." He flashed a grin, and I averted my gaze to hide the fury brewing within me.
What I would give to see this bastard burn in hell!
After receiving payments from everyone, he took me to the VIP room, where there was only one man present.
My breath hitched as the piercing shade of blue rested on me.
He wasn't a regular, and he certainly didn't look like a clubber. With jet-black, high cheekbones and a chiseled jawline, this man had a refined beauty to him.
One that contrasted with Axel's rough handsomeness. He was just about the same build as Axel—tall, lean muscular, and dressed just like him.
Black shirt tucked neatly in tailored trousers, a customized wrist watch, and polished Italian shoes.
He was nothing like the men I usually spent the night with.
"Nile," Axel grinned, shaking hands. "I see you haven't changed. No cigarettes, no alcohol."
"I wish I could say the same for you. Still the miscreant from high school," the rich, deep baritone retorted with a hint of a smile on those thin, pale pink lips.
"Still arrogant, I see!" Axel huffed. "Here's your package."
He shoved me forward, and those blue pools racked through me. I felt like he could see through my soul.
"What is your name?" He asked.
I hesitated for a brief second.
"Octavia," I responded.
"Octavia," he tested the name on his lips. "That is quite lovely."
My cheeks heated up. No one had ever bothered to ask about my name or complement it with such sincerity.
"I will leave you both to have fun. She's yours for the entire night," Axel said and walked out.
Once he was gone, the tension in my shoulders vanished. Although the man before me made me nervous, it wasn't half as frightening as Axel.
The soft background music helped me relax.
"Do you care for a drink?" He asked, walking towards the couch, and I followed timidly. “I don't take alcohol, but if you want, we can get some for you."
My eyes shifted to the table. They were assorted types of wine, but none of them were alcoholic, just as he said.
"I'll have what you're having," I responded quietly, and he poured me a drink.
He took off the three buttons off his shirt and rolled up his sleeves. I sipped my drink, watching him intensely.
His gaze held mine with a higher intensity that forced me to avert my gaze. I didn't think it was possible to feel more naked than I already was.
A small chuckle fell off his lips, drawing my attention to him once again.
Was he laughing at me? Did he think I was shy?
I finished my drink and talked to him. I took the glass off his hands and climbed on him.
His eyes searched mine deeply. I sat on him, ready to rock him, when his hands held my waist firmly, forcing me to stay in place.
"I didn't pay for sex, Octavia," his words stunned me, but my heart fluttered at how smoothly my name rolled off his lips.
"Why then, did you book me for the entire night?" I asked.
"I told Axel I needed company. When he brought you in, I could see how frightened and exhausted you were," he said, and my heart skipped a beat.
Did I lose that much control of my emotions that everyone could see through me? Axel would kill me if this man decided to lay a complaint.
"No, I'm not exhausted... I can handle you, I swear. Please don't..." His finger rested on my quivering lips, signaling me to keep shut.
My eyes stung with tears. I have already endured enough humiliation tonight just to make sure I don't get punished, and he was going to let all that go down the drain.
"You don't have to do anything. If you feel guilty about the money I paid, just drink with me."
"What is the catch?" I eyed him suspiciously. "You can't book the entire night just to drink and talk. Frankly, I prefer we just have sex and go our separate ways."
Those blue eyes searched mine again.
"Fine then, get on your knees."
/-Octavia-/The coffee shop was the only thing of value I possessed. The light in my miserable, dark world.You'd think six years of stripping and doing his dirty work would have been enough to pay for my father's death, but he told me to my face that even if I worked for the next hundred years, I would only be able to pay half of it. An amount he had yet to mention to me. He gave me a little change here and there from the night's work, and I saved everything up to open this little, beautiful shop. When Axel found out about it, he laughed, of course, asking if I planned to clear my father's debt from the earnings of a coffee shop. The words hurt my feelings, but I was already used to him putting me down at every slight opportunity. I was already resigned to my fate of belonging to him forever. There was nothing I could do to change it, no matter how many men I slept with or how many bags of cocaine I transported. I opened the coffee shop with a bright smile on my face. This plac
/-Octavia-/It was lunch break, and usually I made some brownies and cookies for those who liked to have coffee in the afternoon.Just as I took off my apron and headed to the front desk, someone walked in.It was probably the milky scent that caught my attention, but as my eyes connected with those oceanic blue eyes, I knew I was in for trouble."What are you doing back here?" I blurted before I could stop myself. Nile was visibly startled by my hostility, but I didn't care. I wanted him to leave before Axel showed up unexpectedly and caused more trouble. "That is not the way to treat a customer." He smiled it off. "I enjoyed your coffee. Came to get another and leave a large tip, of course."A smile threatened to burst out of my lips. He was so kind and soft-spoken. Why couldn't Axel be like that? Why did I have to end up with someone cruel?I didn't let my worries show on my face."What type of coffee? I have muffins and cookies too. You can get some for a couple of cents," I to
OCTAVIA'S POVI caught myself staring into thin air more times than I can admit today. My heart still skips a beat anytime I remember how Nile said he would keep being a regular till I'm ready to accept him. Axel is not going to like this. I closed the coffee shop for the day and headed down the sidewalk to the one-room box-like apartment I rented close to the shop that I don't even get the luxury of sleeping in and took a quick shower. I stare at two teenage girls arguing in front of a dress shop on which color of dress is best to wear to prom as I headed to the casino, where I spend six out of seven nights of the week. Sometimes I wonder how my life would have been if my mom was still alive. "Would I have gone to college? "Would Philip still be alive and nice to me?". I shrugged off the thoughts and put a lock over my mind and put on my mask of coolness. Maybe if Axel would have a problem with me today. The ground floor was filled to the brim with dancing and grinding bodies, as to
OCTAVIA'S POV There's a certain bounce in my steps as I walk into the casino today. I've been at peace for a while now, and even Axel's dirty looks and harsh words did nothing to dampen my mood. For the past three weeks, Nile has come to the casino almost every day and books me every night. I know he does it on purpose to protect me from entertaining other patrons, and I'm so grateful for it. It's almost as if he cares about me. We spend some nights just talking about random things, and sometimes we watch movies, and on some days we don't talk just eat in the comfortable quiet. Tonight is one of those nights. I came with a book I started reading earlier yesterday and made myself comfortable in my usual chair and started reading. "There's something I want to talk to you about," he started.I turned to face him. "Okay, go ahead." "What do you think about going back to college?" I used to dream of going to college the first two years since I started working as a stripper, but when it
NILE'S POV "I've sent your schedule for the day, including the file from the private investigator, to your email, sir." My personal assistant said as I walked past his table to my office. I opened the file, and I'm not surprised. Two weeks ago I hired a private investigator to get dirt on Axel; it has become obvious that he's not going to let Octavia go easily. Later in the evening, in the shadows of his dimly lit office, I watched him squirm. He thought he was untouchable and treated my girl like a toy, but now he was finally in my grasp. He had a reputation for playing dirty, but I knew his secrets ran deeper than anyone suspected. I leaned back in my chair, a smirk playing on my lips as I laid out my terms. “You think you can run this place without consequences? I know about you betraying and skimming cash from your former don, and I’ve got proof.” The fear in his eyes was palpable. I could almost taste the desperation. He had built this empire on a shaky foundation of illegal
OCTAVIA Two months laterI cleaned the last of the tables, my hips swaying to the song from the radio. I moved out of my former neighborhood the week after I stopped working at the casino and moved to one apartment that Nile owns. I don't plan on staying there long because I would like to have a place of my own. "I'm so excited I can't wait for us to start having customers." Rose squealed as she came in from the kitchen. I met Rose about two months ago at a real estate office. I sold out my coffee shop and I was planning on opening another one in another neighborhood. We started talking and clicked almost immediately. I haven't been close to any female my age since high school. I was skeptical at first, but she has such a strong but positive personality that just makes it hard to say no to her. It turns out she just graduated from a catering school and wanted to open a bakery. We decided to pool our resources together and open a café that serves both coffee and pastries. We got a p
OCTAVIA The weather today is perfect; it feels like Mother Nature's way of telling me good luck, a perfect day for our cafe opening. I can't help but feel excited. The door is already opened, meaning Rose is already here. I meet her in the kitchen, already making dough. "Just when did you wake up that you are here already?" I said as I hugged her over her apron. "Good morning, Octavia, I couldn't sleep for long, you know, first day jitters, but you are one to talk; you are here early too." "I know right, I couldn't sit still too." "I was thinking you would take your time, you know," she said, winking mischievously. I covered my blush with a laugh. "He left for work before I woke up." I was surprised when I woke up and didn't see Nile, but he left a note on the kitchen table that he had to go in for work early due to an emergency. I mean, I find it a bit strange, but then I can't say.It is finally time for the grand opening. As I stood behind the counter, I took a deep breath, t
OCTAVIA We fall into a routine quickly; Rose and I come in early to make the pastries together, and then one of us goes home and comes back later in the day for an afternoon shift. I put out a sign this morning that we are hiring. I am hoping we get three students that can work part-time, one to man the counter and two more for waiting on tables. We have not had as much crowd as we did on the first day, but the turnout has been impressive, from old couples out in a stroll deciding to stop for snacks to excited middle school students coming after school. We can even afford to pay for more than three employees. It's four p.m. in the evening and the afternoon rush hour is over, so just a few tables are occupied. I took over from Rose earlier. I'm sitting behind the counter and going our supply orders next week and keeping an eye on the customers in case anyone wants a refill. I look up as I hear the jingle of the door opening. A lanky-looking boy walks in. "Hello," he said. "Good af
CTAVIA'S POVEvery person we passed as we walked by stopped what they were doing, and nodded their heads in respect to my father. Lionel walked ahead with his usual commanding presence, and I followed closely, Aaron walked silently to my left like an unshakable shadow, while Mikel trailed slightly behind. It was hard not to notice the curious, borderline scrutinizing stares of everyone. They weren’t even trying to be subtle. I told myself it wasn’t personal and held my head high not betraying my nervousness. I'm just an unfamiliar face in a world where everyone is practically like family. But still the whole attention made my skin prickle, and this is just the start, I almost laughed to myself. The man leading us, he is a huge man and he had a complicated tattoo that covered his arms and part of his jaw, he was the one that welcomed us and he seemed to be the head of the warehouse. His eyes kept darting to me, and I'm not sure if it is just in curiosity. Either way, it made me want
OCTAVIA'S POV Bree popped out of nowhere, startling me as Aaron and I stepped out of Lionel’s office; she had clearly been eavesdropping, and now she is practically bouncing on her toes with excitement. "Was that really Dimitri, like the main Dimitri, leader of the Russian mob?!" She gushed. I almost laughed at her facial expression and her enthusiasm. "Yeah," I said. "You know him?" Her look turned dreamy, "Well, not personally, but that can be rectified, she sighed. "Dimitri is the youngest vor v zakone there has ever been and the most dangerous too. He took power from his uncle when he was just twenty years old, and he is feared by everyone in Russia." Bree continued as we all made our way to the living room."I have only seen him in pictures; he is the most handsome man ever," she shot Aaron a look. No offense to you, Aaron, but we are talking about Dimitri here." Aaron just looked bored. "I wonder if he wants to get married anytime soon," she continued dreamily, and I burst
OCTAVIA'S POV The first thing I remembered when I woke up was Zion's text from yesterday; I had completely forgotten to reply to his message after I got home. The sunlight streamed through the curtain, and I checked the clock on the wall, and it was already past nine am. I didn't know I still slept in till this late; it's been a while. I blinked and sat up, rubbing the drowsiness from my eyes, and groaned as I stretched out across the bed. I grabbed my phone from the bedside table, and I opened my messenger app and saw the text. I started typing a reply, "Good morning, Zion. I'm sorry I didn't," I deleted the whole thing and decided to give him a call instead. I took a deep breath, dialed his number, and pressed the phone to my ear. The dialed twice before he picked up “Octavia?” Zion’s familiar deep voice came through, and my heart squeezed slightly; hearing his voice stirred up a mix of emotions. We have spoken properly since… well, since things fell apart between us. "Hi," I
OCTAVIA'S POVMy body moved swiftly with a practiced ease that I still find fascinating as I kept punching the bag, my fists almost in sync with the beat of the music blasting in my ear, I didn't hear the sound of anyone come in but I saw the door of the gym open through the side of my eye making me still for a brief second. My breath came out in soft pants and I looked at the entrance to see Aaron coming in still in his outfit from earlier. He walked inside and leaned causally again the wall opposite me, his stoic expression still intact as he watched my watch him, he raised a questioning eyebrow at me when I didn't do anything. I felt a bit self conscious under his steady gaze, but I ignored him and turned back to the bag and threw another punch, trying to shake the. But the weight of his presence and his silence was unnerving, and I found myself slowing down. "Are you done?" He asked flatly, his voice breaking the silence. I stopped mid punch and lowered my fists. My knuckles
OCTAVIA'S POV My eyes met Aaron's from across the room, and the buzz, the murmurs, and the quiet conversation—all of it faded to the background. He was leaning casually against the back wall, arms crossed over his broad chest, his face, as usual, was unreadable and stoic, as though nothing in the room interested him. But then, his mouth quirked ever so slightly into the faintest hint of a smile. I blinked, taken aback by the subtle change in his expression. Something flickered in his eyes, something very similar to...pride? Approval? Whatever it was, it made my heart race. For a moment, it feels as if the weight of the day has lifted; I don't feel the stares of the people looking at me; I feel at ease. I held his gaze, the corners of my lips tugging upward instinctively. The room and everyone in it blurred into insignificance, and for a fleeting moment, it felt like it was just the two of us in the world. Wait! What was that?I broke the eye contact, looking around the room to make
OCTAVIA'S POVEvery person we passed as we walked by stopped what they were doing and nodded their heads in respect to my father. Lionel walked ahead with his usual commanding presence, and I followed closely; Aaron walked silently to my left like an unshakable shadow, while Mikel trailed slightly behind. It was hard not to notice the curious, borderline scrutinizing stares of everyone. They weren’t even trying to be subtle. I told myself it wasn’t personal and held my head high, not betraying my nervousness. I'm just an unfamiliar face in a world where everyone is practically like family. But still the whole attention made my skin prickle, and this is just the start; I almost laughed to myself. The man leading us, he is a huge man, and he had a complicated tattoo that covered his arms and part of his jaw. He was the one that welcomed us, and he seemed to be the head of the warehouse. His eyes kept darting to me, and I'm not sure if it is just in curiosity. Either way, it made me wa
OCTAVIA'S POV I just finished dropping my coffee mug inside the dishwasher when I heard someone walk into the kitchen. I turned back to see Aaron walking casually into the kitchen. My eyes widened slightly at the sight of him. He was dressed in a crisp black suit; his broad shoulders filled it out even more perfectly than a mannequin would, and he completed the look with black shades. Even though I have seen him in suits before, something about him today was different. He looked more polished, intimidating, and, as much as I don't want to admit it, exceptionally handsome. “Are you ready?” he asked in his usual low, calm tone. I made to clean my hands over my pants before I remembered that it is leather, and I let it hang awkwardly on my side and gave him a small nod. “As ready as I’ll ever be.” “Good,” he said. “It’s time to go.” Without another word, he turned and headed for the door. I followed him outside, my heart pounding a little faster with each step. The sight that greet
OCTAVIA Bree gasped, clutching her chest like she was genuinely offended. “What’s wrong with it? Everything! You’re about to meet the cutthroat people in the Mafia, and you’re dressed like you’re going to a grocery store!”“Ohh, I thought this was fine,” I muttered, feeling a bit self-conscious.“No, no, no,” she said, shaking her head as she grabbed my hand. “Come on. We’re fixing this. Right now.”Before I could protest, she got in front of me and grabbed my hand again.“But Bree, is it really necessary?” I tried to argue as she pulled me down the hallway that leads to the rooms.“Trust me, it’s very necessary,” she insisted, practically yanking me toward her room.When we finally reached her door, she flung it open. This is my first time entering her room, and as I stepped inside, I immediately noticed how different her room is from mine. The layout is very similar, but where my room has a minimalistic and neutral decor, Bree’s room is an explosion of color and her personality. So
OCTAVIA'S POV I was woken by the ping of my phone somewhere beside me. It was already morning, but it was still dark outside. I checked the digital clock on my nightstand; the time was six o'clock. I reached out blindly around me for my phone; I opened it and squinted at the screen. It was a message from Zion.Good morning, Octavia. Hope you slept well.I couldn’t help but smile; he is probably about to go on his daily fun Morning, Zion. I did.As an afterthought, I added, "I am guessing you did too."The reply came almost immediately."I always do," he replied with a smile emoji. I rolled onto my back, staring at the ceiling, feeling my heart tighten as I tried not to remember those times when we used to wake up together and take our usual morning runs around the block. I haven't told Bree or Rose that I have been talking to Zion, but we haven't even been talking that much yet; what's there to tell anyway?"I'm just checking in to make sure you’re okay. Have a great day, Octavia."