/-Octavia-/
Six Years Later.
I ascended the stairs with a small bag resting on my shoulder. The loud music blazing from the speakers was almost deafening.
It wasn't hard to spot Axel in the VIP section with a couple of men. I headed towards him, and his eyes lit up on seeing me.
"There comes my Queen," he smirked, and the men's attention shifted to me. The lustful gazes that penetrated my skin didn't bother me.
I was in nothing but lingerie and a bra, so it was expected for them to lust after my body. The scars that my father had inflicted on me were concealed, of course.
I dropped the bag on the table and sat on his lap. He handed me a cigarette and lit it for me.
"The package is already here, as you can see. You can unveil and have a taste of it if you want," Axel said, then turned his attention to me.
I dropped my head and kissed him.
The bag was opened, and the bags of cocaine were taken out. One of the bags was powered, and a small amount of powder was displayed on the table. Each took a taste, and the satisfied groans they gave made my skin crawl.
Six years of watching them, and I could never get used to it.
"Want a taste, sweetheart?" Axel asked, and I shook my head quickly.
"No thanks. I'd rather hang on the pools," I responded.
"Go then; the crowd always seems eager to spend when your sexy ass comes in view," he muttered, pushing his head into my boobs.
My bra was off in a second, and he took the hard pink nipples in his mouth. My body stiffened as I stiffled a moan, blinking rapidly to contain the liquid brewing in my eyes.
He moved away from me, and my shoulders eased with relief.
"You should give them a show tonight. Take off those pants and give them a glimpse of how pretty that pussycat is," he said, and I tried to keep the panic off my face.
"I... I can't just hang naked on the poles for a bunch of people. None of the other strippers do that." I said.
His eyes darkened as he pulled my face down gently to plant a kiss on my lips.
"Are you by any chance trying to disobey me, sweetheart?"His tone was soft, but I knew the real demon behind that voice.
If I said no, he would smile and pretend it's fine, then take me to the red room and have me hung upside down for unbearable torture.
While I thought my father was a demon, Axel was the devil himself. An innocent charming smile with a dark heart as cold as ice.
"No," my voice came out small. "I will get on the poles."
"I thought so too," he smiled. "Don't worry if they try to touch. None of those touches will go for free."
I fought back the tears and smiled.
"Of course."
I stood from his lap and pulled off the pants before him and his quests. I handed it to him, and he pocketed it with a grin.
As I turned, he smacked my ass, and I forced my hands to my sides, resisting the urge to punch him in the face.
One would think that I had already accepted the fact that Axel Black was my hell, yet, no matter how hard I tried to get used to it, I couldn't stop the occasional flinching or pounding of my heart anytime he demanded something obscene from me.
At least I was allowed to strip only in VIP and VIP sections. I couldn't imagine myself getting down into the crowd to strip for a bunch of horny new adults.
I got on the poles as the music slowed. My skin crawled with disgust as several pairs of eyes shifted to me.
The other strippers left to the poles to give me the spotlight rather than have me steal it anyway. The crowd began to gather, and I tried not to tremble.
While there was a no-touching policy protecting other strippers, Axel made me an exception. They could touch me as much as they wanted as long as they were willing to pay.
I didn't dare flinch or stop dancing as a couple of them got up the platform. My breasts were fiddled with while the daring ones played with my pussycat.
Axel was just leaning against the pillars, watching with an unreadable expression while smoking. A gasp fell off my lips as a finger penetrated me.
The inevitable was finally here. The very thing I dreaded more than death. Being fucked before an audience.
My eyes rested pleadingly on Axel as fingers drove into me. I was disgusted, frightened, and deeply ashamed of myself.
"That's enough," Axel stepped in finally, and relief washed through me as the fingers slid out.
He crushed his cigarette and stepped in front of me.
"You don't get to touch my Queen however you want. If you want to fuck, go pay some other strippers," he said."But before then, you're going to have to pay for every time your fingers slipped in her and, of course, playing with those gorgeous boobs."
I got off the poles, desperate to get away from the crowd and everybody else, but Axel caught my hand.
"Where are you going? The fun isn't over," he said sweetly, and I just wanted to yank my hands from him and run away.
"Please..." Tears stung my eyes. "Please let me go..."
"I can't possibly do that, Hun. Someone already booked you for the night. They are supposed to be three, but this gentleman paid for all three slots, so you see, I can't afford to disappoint him," Axel responded.
I knew for certain it wasn't any of the men before me.
"If someone already paid, why did you make me strip then?" I asked him.
"There's nothing wrong with making some extra cash, love." He flashed a grin, and I averted my gaze to hide the fury brewing within me.
What I would give to see this bastard burn in hell!
After receiving payments from everyone, he took me to the VIP room, where there was only one man present.
My breath hitched as the piercing shade of blue rested on me.
He wasn't a regular, and he certainly didn't look like a clubber. With jet-black, high cheekbones and a chiseled jawline, this man had a refined beauty to him.
One that contrasted with Axel's rough handsomeness. He was just about the same build as Axel—tall, lean muscular, and dressed just like him.
Black shirt tucked neatly in tailored trousers, a customized wrist watch, and polished Italian shoes.
He was nothing like the men I usually spent the night with.
"Nile," Axel grinned, shaking hands. "I see you haven't changed. No cigarettes, no alcohol."
"I wish I could say the same for you. Still the miscreant from high school," the rich, deep baritone retorted with a hint of a smile on those thin, pale pink lips.
"Still arrogant, I see!" Axel huffed. "Here's your package."
He shoved me forward, and those blue pools racked through me. I felt like he could see through my soul.
"What is your name?" He asked.
I hesitated for a brief second.
"Octavia," I responded.
"Octavia," he tested the name on his lips. "That is quite lovely."
My cheeks heated up. No one had ever bothered to ask about my name or complement it with such sincerity.
"I will leave you both to have fun. She's yours for the entire night," Axel said and walked out.
Once he was gone, the tension in my shoulders vanished. Although the man before me made me nervous, it wasn't half as frightening as Axel.
The soft background music helped me relax.
"Do you care for a drink?" He asked, walking towards the couch, and I followed timidly. “I don't take alcohol, but if you want, we can get some for you."
My eyes shifted to the table. They were assorted types of wine, but none of them were alcoholic, just as he said.
"I'll have what you're having," I responded quietly, and he poured me a drink.
He took off the three buttons off his shirt and rolled up his sleeves. I sipped my drink, watching him intensely.
His gaze held mine with a higher intensity that forced me to avert my gaze. I didn't think it was possible to feel more naked than I already was.
A small chuckle fell off his lips, drawing my attention to him once again.
Was he laughing at me? Did he think I was shy?
I finished my drink and talked to him. I took the glass off his hands and climbed on him.
His eyes searched mine deeply. I sat on him, ready to rock him, when his hands held my waist firmly, forcing me to stay in place.
"I didn't pay for sex, Octavia," his words stunned me, but my heart fluttered at how smoothly my name rolled off his lips.
"Why then, did you book me for the entire night?" I asked.
"I told Axel I needed company. When he brought you in, I could see how frightened and exhausted you were," he said, and my heart skipped a beat.
Did I lose that much control of my emotions that everyone could see through me? Axel would kill me if this man decided to lay a complaint.
"No, I'm not exhausted... I can handle you, I swear. Please don't..." His finger rested on my quivering lips, signaling me to keep shut.
My eyes stung with tears. I have already endured enough humiliation tonight just to make sure I don't get punished, and he was going to let all that go down the drain.
"You don't have to do anything. If you feel guilty about the money I paid, just drink with me."
"What is the catch?" I eyed him suspiciously. "You can't book the entire night just to drink and talk. Frankly, I prefer we just have sex and go our separate ways."
Those blue eyes searched mine again.
"Fine then, get on your knees."
/-Octavia-/The coffee shop was the only thing of value I possessed. The light in my miserable, dark world.You'd think six years of stripping and doing his dirty work would have been enough to pay for my father's death, but he told me to my face that even if I worked for the next hundred years, I would only be able to pay half of it. An amount he had yet to mention to me. He gave me a little change here and there from the night's work, and I saved everything up to open this little, beautiful shop. When Axel found out about it, he laughed, of course, asking if I planned to clear my father's debt from the earnings of a coffee shop. The words hurt my feelings, but I was already used to him putting me down at every slight opportunity. I was already resigned to my fate of belonging to him forever. There was nothing I could do to change it, no matter how many men I slept with or how many bags of cocaine I transported. I opened the coffee shop with a bright smile on my face. This plac
/-Octavia-/It was lunch break, and usually I made some brownies and cookies for those who liked to have coffee in the afternoon.Just as I took off my apron and headed to the front desk, someone walked in.It was probably the milky scent that caught my attention, but as my eyes connected with those oceanic blue eyes, I knew I was in for trouble."What are you doing back here?" I blurted before I could stop myself. Nile was visibly startled by my hostility, but I didn't care. I wanted him to leave before Axel showed up unexpectedly and caused more trouble. "That is not the way to treat a customer." He smiled it off. "I enjoyed your coffee. Came to get another and leave a large tip, of course."A smile threatened to burst out of my lips. He was so kind and soft-spoken. Why couldn't Axel be like that? Why did I have to end up with someone cruel?I didn't let my worries show on my face."What type of coffee? I have muffins and cookies too. You can get some for a couple of cents," I to
OCTAVIA'S POVI caught myself staring into thin air more times than I can admit today. My heart still skips a beat anytime I remember how Nile said he would keep being a regular till I'm ready to accept him. Axel is not going to like this. I closed the coffee shop for the day and headed down the sidewalk to the one-room box-like apartment I rented close to the shop that I don't even get the luxury of sleeping in and took a quick shower. I stare at two teenage girls arguing in front of a dress shop on which color of dress is best to wear to prom as I headed to the casino, where I spend six out of seven nights of the week. Sometimes I wonder how my life would have been if my mom was still alive. "Would I have gone to college? "Would Philip still be alive and nice to me?". I shrugged off the thoughts and put a lock over my mind and put on my mask of coolness. Maybe if Axel would have a problem with me today. The ground floor was filled to the brim with dancing and grinding bodies, as to
OCTAVIA'S POV There's a certain bounce in my steps as I walk into the casino today. I've been at peace for a while now, and even Axel's dirty looks and harsh words did nothing to dampen my mood. For the past three weeks, Nile has come to the casino almost every day and books me every night. I know he does it on purpose to protect me from entertaining other patrons, and I'm so grateful for it. It's almost as if he cares about me. We spend some nights just talking about random things, and sometimes we watch movies, and on some days we don't talk just eat in the comfortable quiet. Tonight is one of those nights. I came with a book I started reading earlier yesterday and made myself comfortable in my usual chair and started reading. "There's something I want to talk to you about," he started.I turned to face him. "Okay, go ahead." "What do you think about going back to college?" I used to dream of going to college the first two years since I started working as a stripper, but when it
NILE'S POV "I've sent your schedule for the day, including the file from the private investigator, to your email, sir." My personal assistant said as I walked past his table to my office. I opened the file, and I'm not surprised. Two weeks ago I hired a private investigator to get dirt on Axel; it has become obvious that he's not going to let Octavia go easily. Later in the evening, in the shadows of his dimly lit office, I watched him squirm. He thought he was untouchable and treated my girl like a toy, but now he was finally in my grasp. He had a reputation for playing dirty, but I knew his secrets ran deeper than anyone suspected. I leaned back in my chair, a smirk playing on my lips as I laid out my terms. “You think you can run this place without consequences? I know about you betraying and skimming cash from your former don, and I’ve got proof.” The fear in his eyes was palpable. I could almost taste the desperation. He had built this empire on a shaky foundation of illegal
OCTAVIA Two months laterI cleaned the last of the tables, my hips swaying to the song from the radio. I moved out of my former neighborhood the week after I stopped working at the casino and moved to one apartment that Nile owns. I don't plan on staying there long because I would like to have a place of my own. "I'm so excited I can't wait for us to start having customers." Rose squealed as she came in from the kitchen. I met Rose about two months ago at a real estate office. I sold out my coffee shop and I was planning on opening another one in another neighborhood. We started talking and clicked almost immediately. I haven't been close to any female my age since high school. I was skeptical at first, but she has such a strong but positive personality that just makes it hard to say no to her. It turns out she just graduated from a catering school and wanted to open a bakery. We decided to pool our resources together and open a café that serves both coffee and pastries. We got a p
OCTAVIA The weather today is perfect; it feels like Mother Nature's way of telling me good luck, a perfect day for our cafe opening. I can't help but feel excited. The door is already opened, meaning Rose is already here. I meet her in the kitchen, already making dough. "Just when did you wake up that you are here already?" I said as I hugged her over her apron. "Good morning, Octavia, I couldn't sleep for long, you know, first day jitters, but you are one to talk; you are here early too." "I know right, I couldn't sit still too." "I was thinking you would take your time, you know," she said, winking mischievously. I covered my blush with a laugh. "He left for work before I woke up." I was surprised when I woke up and didn't see Nile, but he left a note on the kitchen table that he had to go in for work early due to an emergency. I mean, I find it a bit strange, but then I can't say.It is finally time for the grand opening. As I stood behind the counter, I took a deep breath, t
OCTAVIA We fall into a routine quickly; Rose and I come in early to make the pastries together, and then one of us goes home and comes back later in the day for an afternoon shift. I put out a sign this morning that we are hiring. I am hoping we get three students that can work part-time, one to man the counter and two more for waiting on tables. We have not had as much crowd as we did on the first day, but the turnout has been impressive, from old couples out in a stroll deciding to stop for snacks to excited middle school students coming after school. We can even afford to pay for more than three employees. It's four p.m. in the evening and the afternoon rush hour is over, so just a few tables are occupied. I took over from Rose earlier. I'm sitting behind the counter and going our supply orders next week and keeping an eye on the customers in case anyone wants a refill. I look up as I hear the jingle of the door opening. A lanky-looking boy walks in. "Hello," he said. "Good af
OCTAVIA'S POVI watched Nile's face shift from surprise to a mix of anger and disbelief as I confronted him. His eyes widened, and for a moment, it seemed like he was searching for the right words, but nothing came. The silence between us felt heavy, almost suffocating. "How did you find out?" he finally asked, his voice low and strained. I could see the tension in his jaw and the way he clenched his fists at his sides. It was like he was trying to hold back a storm of emotions. I had expected him to deny it, to try to twist the truth, but instead, there was a flicker of vulnerability in his gaze. I took a deep breath and replied, “Your wife came to the café earlier this week.” I could see the realization dawning on him—the weight of his choices crashing down. "Wait, you have known for a while and you didn't say anything,? He asked.I gave him a deadpan look. "Really, that's what you are going to say; is that the point?" He looked away, as if he couldn’t bear to meet my eyes, and
OCTAVIA'S POVThe sound of the doorbell startles me away. Rose and I had fallen asleep in the middle of the movie. I look at the wall clock; it is twenty minutes last eleven. Who would be knocking on my door this late in the night? The doorbell rings again. Why is the person so inpatient? I check to see the person outside through the intercom. Nile's face came into view. I pressed the button and told him I'd be out in a minute. I walked into my bedroom to put on a robe over my pajamas. I opened the door but stepped out before he could come in. Rose is asleep in the living room, and I wouldn't want us to wake her. I looked up at him; he is dressed in a suit and still manages to look immaculate by this time of the night; the only thing that gave him away is the tired look in his eyes. I leaned on the wall and looked at him. "What are you doing here, Nile?" I asked"I wanted to see you." "This late at night? You disappear on me all day, and now you suddenly knock on my door when the w
OCTAVIA'S POVAs I sit on my bed, the silence in the room feels deafening. My phone lies next to me; its screen is dark, but I can’t help glancing at it every few seconds, hoping for a notification that never comes. I feel a mix of sadness and anger swirling inside me, like a storm that won’t pass. Why did he have to storm out like that? My mind races back to the argument, the harsh words we exchanged, and the way his face twisted in frustration. I thought we could work things out, but now I’m left here, staring at this lifeless device, waiting for a call that I know might not come. I pick up my phone, scrolling through our old messages, trying to find a moment that reminds me of how we used to be. But all I see are the echoes of our last fight. It feels so unfair. I want to scream, to throw the phone against the wall, but instead, I just sit here, feeling trapped in this whirlwind of emotions. I can probably reach out to him first, but my pride won't let me. I want him to realize
***"You seem tensed and distracted, what's wrong," Nile asked twirling a lock of my hair between his fingers, I turn to face him, the sunset rays coming in from the window cast a soft golden glow on his already olive skin making him look almost ethereal. I trace his jawline with my finger then his shoulder, precipitation of sweat from our earlier activities moisten his back, I'm fully sated and exhausted but knowing he is not wearing anything except the cover of the blanket does little to stop my thoughts from going back to what happened with that man at the café earlier this week, I shrug the thought of, I shouldn't let this bother me anymore, if push comes to shove, I'll get a restraining order against him, he doesn't look like someone that can can afford to have the police on his payroll. "Nothing, I'm fine. I think I'm just a bit tired," "Is it the café? Is it getting more demanding? Do you need help? Should I hire someone?" He shot question after question. It was at times like
OCTAVIA'S POVAs I wiped down the counter, the familiar sound of the café's doorbell rang in my ears, but today it felt different, almost electric. For weeks, I had been on edge, glancing up every time the door creaked open, half-expecting to see that man or even Axel walk in again. I expect Axel and his goons to walk in here every minute. The memory of our last encounter lingered in my mind, his unsettling note echoing like a haunting melody. I could still feel the chill that ran down my spine when he had looked at me, eyes piercing through the small talk, making me feel exposed and vulnerable. Each day without his presence brought a strange relief but also a nagging sense of unease, like waiting for a storm that never came. I had convinced myself that maybe he had decided to ignore my existence and that I could finally breathe easy in my little café sanctuary.But then, just as I thought I could relax, the door swung open, and there he was, casually strolling in as if he hadn’t haun
I can't even talk right now; I take in deep breaths as I try to get my emotions under control. "Who was that? I saw him freeze as soon as he came in," she continued. "He is a friend of Axel, the person that made me work at the casino; I don't really know if they are friends, but they are together quite often." Realization dawned on her features, and she looked at me with something close to sympathy. I avoid her eyes; I don't want anyone to pity me; I'm done with that life. "It's probably nothing; I don't know if he recognizes me or not. She wraps her arms around me."I'm going to bring a baseball bat tomorrow; if he comes back here and tries anything, I'm going to break his legs and make sure he doesn't walk out with his feet intact." I laugh and relax into her embrace. "That would be nice." "I have to go check up on customers' orders; are you going to be okay?" she asks. "I'm fine, Rose." "You sure you don't want to go home? Joel and I will have everything under control." "Na
OCTAVIA'S POVRose arrived before me today; the doors were already open as I got there, and the sound of Celin Dion's 'Heart Will Go On' drifted in from the kitchen. As I walked into the kitchen, the warm scent of vanilla and sugar enveloped me. Rose was standing at the counter, completely immersed in her task. She had her back to me, her hair tied up in a messy bun, and she was mixing a large bowl of batter with enthusiasm. I leaned against the doorframe, watching her for a moment. She was singing softly to herself; it was one of her favorite songs, and she was swaying slightly as she stirred the batter, completely lost in her own little world. Flour dust danced in the air, and I could see splatters of ingredients on the counter, evidence of her spirited baking session.Unable to contain my laughter any longer, I stepped forward and said, “Looks like I walked in on a baking concert!” Startled, she turned around, her eyes wide with surprise, but then she broke into a grin. “You caugh
NILE'S POV I tap my feet impatiently as I wait for the elevator at Octavia's building to reach the ground floor. I have to get home before my wife and the kids wake up. I should not have spent the night here really. I know what I did last time hurt her, and she has been wanting me to spend the night, which is not surprising, and I have admitted to myself that I enjoy spending time; it's better than the silence at home. The parking lot is deserted; that is expected because no one in their right mind will be up and about by four am in the morning. I hear a sound to my right; I see what looks to be the figure of a man. I rub my hands together; it must be cold to sleep outside. I check my wallet and put the cash inside it under a bundle of cloth beside. I check the time as I pull out of the parking lot; it's four thirty already. I remember the argument Miranda and I had this morning; she has an issue with me coming home late; she probably suspected I'm seeing someone; I don't know what
Heat fluttered in my belly, I shouldn't be feeling like this but then this is a sweet gesture and he feels sorry about it, maybe something actually came up. I open the door, as I walked in phone rings. It's Nile "Hello," I said as I picked "Hi Octavia, did you get the flowers." He asked"Yeah, I did but I don't get the point, what you did was not cool, at all." "I'm sorry baby, let me make it up to you." "How?" "There is a pouch in the bouquet of flowers." I look down at the flowers in my hand, truly a rose coloured pouch hung rested in the middle of the flowers, I put my phone on loudspeaker and placed it on the table, Sitting on the sofa, I felt a mix of sadness and confusion. I picked up the box, feeling its weight in my hands, and curiosity began to replace some of my anxiety.As I carefully opened the box my heart raced. Inside, I found a delicate silver necklace, its chain glimmering in the light. The small heart pendant caught my eye, and I could almost feel his presence a