/-Octavia-/
The coffee shop was the only thing of value I possessed. The light in my miserable, dark world.
You'd think six years of stripping and doing his dirty work would have been enough to pay for my father's death, but he told me to my face that even if I worked for the next hundred years, I would only be able to pay half of it.
An amount he had yet to mention to me. He gave me a little change here and there from the night's work, and I saved everything up to open this little, beautiful shop.
When Axel found out about it, he laughed, of course, asking if I planned to clear my father's debt from the earnings of a coffee shop.
The words hurt my feelings, but I was already used to him putting me down at every slight opportunity.
I was already resigned to my fate of belonging to him forever. There was nothing I could do to change it, no matter how many men I slept with or how many bags of cocaine I transported.
I opened the coffee shop with a bright smile on my face. This place was the only thing that brought true happiness to me.
Customers began trooping in soon enough. Not to brag, but it was rumored that I make the best coffee.
"Octavia!"
My body stilled instantly. He stopped by every morning, but I just wasn't expecting him to come so soon.
"Axel..." I muttered under my breath. He couldn't just let me have an hour or two before coming to ruin it.
"Hello, Octavia..."
My head shot up on hearing that voice. Those piercing blues held my emerald ones, and I felt like my oxygen supply was cut off.
"It's good to see you again," Nile smiled, extending his hand for a handshake. My trembling fingers slowly made their way into his big palms.
Images from last night flashed in my head.
Drinks, bodies, heat, moans...
I didn't realize how long we were holding hands until Axel forced our hands apart.
"That's enough," he frowned, giving Nile a subtle glare. I quickly averted my gaze. "He's in a hurry to get to work, so he wanted a place to grab some coffee."
"What kind of coffee?" I tried to keep my tone as polite and professional as possible. I had no business getting distracted by his charms or gorgeous smile.
"I'd like a medium vanilla latte with oat milk," Nile responded.
"What about you, Axel?" I shifted my attention to Axel, unwilling to get distracted by Nile's good looks. It would piss Axel off, and even now, I could see traces of anger and jealousy in his eyes.
In the last couple of years, he had managed to destroy every meaningful relationship I built. In his words, they were a huge distraction.
"Axel?" I called again when he didn't respond, and he blinked.
"Right! Get me a double shot of espresso, no sugar," he finally answered.
"Alright, gentlemen, get yourselves seated while I whip up your orders," I smiled.
My eyes connected to Nile's again, and he winked at me. I backed them immediately to hide my blushing face and disappeared into the small kitchen.
As I prepared their orders, I couldn't help but think about Nile. His words to me earlier this morning, just before I ran off again.
"I did what you wanted, but next time, we are going to do what I want. We will sit and talk over a drink or dinner. I hope you won't say no to me this time."
My cheeks heated up once again. I couldn't help but wonder why a decent man like Nile would suddenly take interest in a stripper.
The door opened, startling me. I almost dropped the mugs of coffee on the floor.
"Jesus, Axel! You startled me!" I exclaimed. "What are you even doing in here?"
He crossed his arms, leaning against the door with an unapologetic look on his face.
"What's your deal with Nile?" He asked, and my jaw dropped. Is he kidding me right now?
"You came over here, scared the daylights out of me just to ask my business with a man I fucked throughout the night." I huffed.
"Don't get smart with me. I saw the way he was looking at you and the doe eyes you responded with. Are you messing with my friend?" He hissed, and my eyes darkened with irritation.
"You were the one who brought me to him.If you have any questions or doubts about our dealings, you should ask him."
"What did you just say to me?!" Axel snapped, eyes darkening in anger.
He walked to me, and I backed away slowly, my heart racing at the speed of a Tuatara.
"Axel, please... I'm holding coffee..." He slapped it off my hand in anger, and it crashed on the floor, sending a jolt of shock through my heart.
A yelp fell off my lips as the coffee splashed on my hands. Tears stung my eyes as he grabbed my hair and pulled it.
"You ungrateful bitch! I gave you the opportunity to make some ends meet to clear the debt your useless father left for you, and now you think you can talk to me anyhow you please, is that it?" He barked, and tears poured down my cheeks.
"No… No, please... I'm sorry," I cried.
"Now I want you to get this straight; you are nothing but a sex toy! Don't even for a second thing that a man like Nile would want anything to do with a community whore like you, got it?" He growled, and the words struck my heart like a dart.
His grip tightened.
"Answer me!" He barked, and I nodded.
"Yes! Yes! Please..."
He shoved me away from him. "Good, now clean up this mess and bring the coffee."
He walked out, slamming the door behind him. My knees went weak as I dropped to the floor, sobbing.
My burning skin forced me to get off the floor and soak my hands in water. The pain faded for only a brief second, but the minute I took it out of the water, it was burning again.
I wiped my tears quickly, reminding myself that he would do worse if I didn't get the coffee out on time.
I went through the hassle of preparing another coffee, but packaged it in disposable cups this time and took it to them.
As I served them, I did my best to avoid Nile's gaze.
"Are you okay?"He asked, and I nodded curtly.
"Yes. Why won't I be?" I responded in a monotone, "Enjoy your coffee, gentlemen."
"I'm in a hurry now. What's the bill?" Nile asked.
"Don't worry about that, man. It's on me," Axel answered before I could say anything.
"Really? Are you sure it won't be too much trouble? I can pay for..."
"You're way too nice for your own good, Nile. I said I'll handle it; trust me," Axel smiled.
"Alright then, I need to get to work." He stood up from his seat and grabbed the cup. "Have a lovely day, Octavia."
"You too," I forced a smile and looked away quickly before Axel would throw another tantrum.
He waited for Nile to leave before getting close to me. "I'll be sure to cross off ten dollars from your father's debt."
He kissed my cheek lightly and walked out of the shop.
/-Octavia-/It was lunch break, and usually I made some brownies and cookies for those who liked to have coffee in the afternoon.Just as I took off my apron and headed to the front desk, someone walked in.It was probably the milky scent that caught my attention, but as my eyes connected with those oceanic blue eyes, I knew I was in for trouble."What are you doing back here?" I blurted before I could stop myself. Nile was visibly startled by my hostility, but I didn't care. I wanted him to leave before Axel showed up unexpectedly and caused more trouble. "That is not the way to treat a customer." He smiled it off. "I enjoyed your coffee. Came to get another and leave a large tip, of course."A smile threatened to burst out of my lips. He was so kind and soft-spoken. Why couldn't Axel be like that? Why did I have to end up with someone cruel?I didn't let my worries show on my face."What type of coffee? I have muffins and cookies too. You can get some for a couple of cents," I to
OCTAVIA'S POVI caught myself staring into thin air more times than I can admit today. My heart still skips a beat anytime I remember how Nile said he would keep being a regular till I'm ready to accept him. Axel is not going to like this. I closed the coffee shop for the day and headed down the sidewalk to the one-room box-like apartment I rented close to the shop that I don't even get the luxury of sleeping in and took a quick shower. I stare at two teenage girls arguing in front of a dress shop on which color of dress is best to wear to prom as I headed to the casino, where I spend six out of seven nights of the week. Sometimes I wonder how my life would have been if my mom was still alive. "Would I have gone to college? "Would Philip still be alive and nice to me?". I shrugged off the thoughts and put a lock over my mind and put on my mask of coolness. Maybe if Axel would have a problem with me today. The ground floor was filled to the brim with dancing and grinding bodies, as to
OCTAVIA'S POV There's a certain bounce in my steps as I walk into the casino today. I've been at peace for a while now, and even Axel's dirty looks and harsh words did nothing to dampen my mood. For the past three weeks, Nile has come to the casino almost every day and books me every night. I know he does it on purpose to protect me from entertaining other patrons, and I'm so grateful for it. It's almost as if he cares about me. We spend some nights just talking about random things, and sometimes we watch movies, and on some days we don't talk just eat in the comfortable quiet. Tonight is one of those nights. I came with a book I started reading earlier yesterday and made myself comfortable in my usual chair and started reading. "There's something I want to talk to you about," he started.I turned to face him. "Okay, go ahead." "What do you think about going back to college?" I used to dream of going to college the first two years since I started working as a stripper, but when it
NILE'S POV "I've sent your schedule for the day, including the file from the private investigator, to your email, sir." My personal assistant said as I walked past his table to my office. I opened the file, and I'm not surprised. Two weeks ago I hired a private investigator to get dirt on Axel; it has become obvious that he's not going to let Octavia go easily. Later in the evening, in the shadows of his dimly lit office, I watched him squirm. He thought he was untouchable and treated my girl like a toy, but now he was finally in my grasp. He had a reputation for playing dirty, but I knew his secrets ran deeper than anyone suspected. I leaned back in my chair, a smirk playing on my lips as I laid out my terms. “You think you can run this place without consequences? I know about you betraying and skimming cash from your former don, and I’ve got proof.” The fear in his eyes was palpable. I could almost taste the desperation. He had built this empire on a shaky foundation of illegal
OCTAVIA Two months laterI cleaned the last of the tables, my hips swaying to the song from the radio. I moved out of my former neighborhood the week after I stopped working at the casino and moved to one apartment that Nile owns. I don't plan on staying there long because I would like to have a place of my own. "I'm so excited I can't wait for us to start having customers." Rose squealed as she came in from the kitchen. I met Rose about two months ago at a real estate office. I sold out my coffee shop and I was planning on opening another one in another neighborhood. We started talking and clicked almost immediately. I haven't been close to any female my age since high school. I was skeptical at first, but she has such a strong but positive personality that just makes it hard to say no to her. It turns out she just graduated from a catering school and wanted to open a bakery. We decided to pool our resources together and open a café that serves both coffee and pastries. We got a p
OCTAVIA The weather today is perfect; it feels like Mother Nature's way of telling me good luck, a perfect day for our cafe opening. I can't help but feel excited. The door is already opened, meaning Rose is already here. I meet her in the kitchen, already making dough. "Just when did you wake up that you are here already?" I said as I hugged her over her apron. "Good morning, Octavia, I couldn't sleep for long, you know, first day jitters, but you are one to talk; you are here early too." "I know right, I couldn't sit still too." "I was thinking you would take your time, you know," she said, winking mischievously. I covered my blush with a laugh. "He left for work before I woke up." I was surprised when I woke up and didn't see Nile, but he left a note on the kitchen table that he had to go in for work early due to an emergency. I mean, I find it a bit strange, but then I can't say.It is finally time for the grand opening. As I stood behind the counter, I took a deep breath, t
OCTAVIA We fall into a routine quickly; Rose and I come in early to make the pastries together, and then one of us goes home and comes back later in the day for an afternoon shift. I put out a sign this morning that we are hiring. I am hoping we get three students that can work part-time, one to man the counter and two more for waiting on tables. We have not had as much crowd as we did on the first day, but the turnout has been impressive, from old couples out in a stroll deciding to stop for snacks to excited middle school students coming after school. We can even afford to pay for more than three employees. It's four p.m. in the evening and the afternoon rush hour is over, so just a few tables are occupied. I took over from Rose earlier. I'm sitting behind the counter and going our supply orders next week and keeping an eye on the customers in case anyone wants a refill. I look up as I hear the jingle of the door opening. A lanky-looking boy walks in. "Hello," he said. "Good af
OCTAVIA I smooth down imaginary wrinkles in my dress as the elevator door opens, and I instantly recognize his black Ferrari. He comes out of the car; he is wearing a black suit as usual; his hair has this tousled look, a perfect blend of carefree and stylish that makes my heart flutter. He walked towards me with a grin and pulled me into a hug. "I've missed you," he breathed into my hair. I breathe in his scent; he smells amazing and familiar. I feel the flutter in my stomach again. "I missed you too." He takes my hand and walks towards the passenger seat. He holds the door open and guides me in with one hand on my lower back. I miss his gentlemanly sweetness and admire his profile as he walks toward the driver's seat. As we walked into the restaurant together, I felt a delightful mix of excitement and nerves bubbling inside me. The atmosphere was vibrant, with laughter and clinking glasses creating a symphony of joy around us. The warm glow of candlelight danced across the table
OCTAVIA'S POVAs I sit on my bed, the silence in the room feels deafening. My phone lies next to me; its screen is dark, but I can’t help glancing at it every few seconds, hoping for a notification that never comes. I feel a mix of sadness and anger swirling inside me, like a storm that won’t pass. Why did he have to storm out like that? My mind races back to the argument, the harsh words we exchanged, and the way his face twisted in frustration. I thought we could work things out, but now I’m left here, staring at this lifeless device, waiting for a call that I know might not come. I pick up my phone, scrolling through our old messages, trying to find a moment that reminds me of how we used to be. But all I see are the echoes of our last fight. It feels so unfair. I want to scream, to throw the phone against the wall, but instead, I just sit here, feeling trapped in this whirlwind of emotions. I can probably reach out to him first, but my pride won't let me. I want him to realize
***"You seem tensed and distracted, what's wrong," Nile asked twirling a lock of my hair between his fingers, I turn to face him, the sunset rays coming in from the window cast a soft golden glow on his already olive skin making him look almost ethereal. I trace his jawline with my finger then his shoulder, precipitation of sweat from our earlier activities moisten his back, I'm fully sated and exhausted but knowing he is not wearing anything except the cover of the blanket does little to stop my thoughts from going back to what happened with that man at the café earlier this week, I shrug the thought of, I shouldn't let this bother me anymore, if push comes to shove, I'll get a restraining order against him, he doesn't look like someone that can can afford to have the police on his payroll. "Nothing, I'm fine. I think I'm just a bit tired," "Is it the café? Is it getting more demanding? Do you need help? Should I hire someone?" He shot question after question. It was at times like
OCTAVIA'S POVAs I wiped down the counter, the familiar sound of the café's doorbell rang in my ears, but today it felt different, almost electric. For weeks, I had been on edge, glancing up every time the door creaked open, half-expecting to see that man or even Axel walk in again. I expect Axel and his goons to walk in here every minute. The memory of our last encounter lingered in my mind, his unsettling note echoing like a haunting melody. I could still feel the chill that ran down my spine when he had looked at me, eyes piercing through the small talk, making me feel exposed and vulnerable. Each day without his presence brought a strange relief but also a nagging sense of unease, like waiting for a storm that never came. I had convinced myself that maybe he had decided to ignore my existence and that I could finally breathe easy in my little café sanctuary.But then, just as I thought I could relax, the door swung open, and there he was, casually strolling in as if he hadn’t haun
I can't even talk right now; I take in deep breaths as I try to get my emotions under control. "Who was that? I saw him freeze as soon as he came in," she continued. "He is a friend of Axel, the person that made me work at the casino; I don't really know if they are friends, but they are together quite often." Realization dawned on her features, and she looked at me with something close to sympathy. I avoid her eyes; I don't want anyone to pity me; I'm done with that life. "It's probably nothing; I don't know if he recognizes me or not. She wraps her arms around me."I'm going to bring a baseball bat tomorrow; if he comes back here and tries anything, I'm going to break his legs and make sure he doesn't walk out with his feet intact." I laugh and relax into her embrace. "That would be nice." "I have to go check up on customers' orders; are you going to be okay?" she asks. "I'm fine, Rose." "You sure you don't want to go home? Joel and I will have everything under control." "Na
OCTAVIA'S POVRose arrived before me today; the doors were already open as I got there, and the sound of Celin Dion's 'Heart Will Go On' drifted in from the kitchen. As I walked into the kitchen, the warm scent of vanilla and sugar enveloped me. Rose was standing at the counter, completely immersed in her task. She had her back to me, her hair tied up in a messy bun, and she was mixing a large bowl of batter with enthusiasm. I leaned against the doorframe, watching her for a moment. She was singing softly to herself; it was one of her favorite songs, and she was swaying slightly as she stirred the batter, completely lost in her own little world. Flour dust danced in the air, and I could see splatters of ingredients on the counter, evidence of her spirited baking session.Unable to contain my laughter any longer, I stepped forward and said, “Looks like I walked in on a baking concert!” Startled, she turned around, her eyes wide with surprise, but then she broke into a grin. “You caugh
NILE'S POV I tap my feet impatiently as I wait for the elevator at Octavia's building to reach the ground floor. I have to get home before my wife and the kids wake up. I should not have spent the night here really. I know what I did last time hurt her, and she has been wanting me to spend the night, which is not surprising, and I have admitted to myself that I enjoy spending time; it's better than the silence at home. The parking lot is deserted; that is expected because no one in their right mind will be up and about by four am in the morning. I hear a sound to my right; I see what looks to be the figure of a man. I rub my hands together; it must be cold to sleep outside. I check my wallet and put the cash inside it under a bundle of cloth beside. I check the time as I pull out of the parking lot; it's four thirty already. I remember the argument Miranda and I had this morning; she has an issue with me coming home late; she probably suspected I'm seeing someone; I don't know what
Heat fluttered in my belly, I shouldn't be feeling like this but then this is a sweet gesture and he feels sorry about it, maybe something actually came up. I open the door, as I walked in phone rings. It's Nile "Hello," I said as I picked "Hi Octavia, did you get the flowers." He asked"Yeah, I did but I don't get the point, what you did was not cool, at all." "I'm sorry baby, let me make it up to you." "How?" "There is a pouch in the bouquet of flowers." I look down at the flowers in my hand, truly a rose coloured pouch hung rested in the middle of the flowers, I put my phone on loudspeaker and placed it on the table, Sitting on the sofa, I felt a mix of sadness and confusion. I picked up the box, feeling its weight in my hands, and curiosity began to replace some of my anxiety.As I carefully opened the box my heart raced. Inside, I found a delicate silver necklace, its chain glimmering in the light. The small heart pendant caught my eye, and I could almost feel his presence a
OCTAVIA'S POV "Okay, spill," Rose said. The breakfast rush just finished, and Rose and I are sitting at one of the tables and having coffee and cakes. "Spill what?" I'm not surprised she suspects something is wrong. "You have been moping around day, and don't try to deny it. I saw you staring into thin air several times like someone stole your puppy." "It's nothing serious; I just have a lot on mind," she gave me a deadpan look. "That's the whole point of you spilling.""It's Nile," I started. I tell her about everything that happened last night. "Are you guys officially in a relationship?" She asked; she knows all about my life in the casino and how I got out.Red rose my cheeks; I haven't actually thought of that; I just assumed. How could I have been so stupid? But it can't be like that. We have been like a couple for the past few months, though we haven't exactly defined our relationship, but he has been doing everything a boyfriend does. "No," I said. "I feel like he's hid
OCTAVIA I smooth down imaginary wrinkles in my dress as the elevator door opens, and I instantly recognize his black Ferrari. He comes out of the car; he is wearing a black suit as usual; his hair has this tousled look, a perfect blend of carefree and stylish that makes my heart flutter. He walked towards me with a grin and pulled me into a hug. "I've missed you," he breathed into my hair. I breathe in his scent; he smells amazing and familiar. I feel the flutter in my stomach again. "I missed you too." He takes my hand and walks towards the passenger seat. He holds the door open and guides me in with one hand on my lower back. I miss his gentlemanly sweetness and admire his profile as he walks toward the driver's seat. As we walked into the restaurant together, I felt a delightful mix of excitement and nerves bubbling inside me. The atmosphere was vibrant, with laughter and clinking glasses creating a symphony of joy around us. The warm glow of candlelight danced across the table