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I Don't Love Him

Author: Clover Bless
last update Last Updated: 2024-05-06 20:55:00

Addison’s POV

I've been living my days a little more calmly ever since my father woke up from his coma. Moreover, the father's health is slowly improving and experiencing significant changes. The doctor said that Father still had to undergo special treatment to recover fully. That means Father will be as healthy as ever.

Afterward, I prepared myself to undergo the first chemotherapy that I had during my time with cancer. Damon doesn't know anything about all this. I didn't see him again after our conversation in front of Dad's room the other day. I didn't care about him at all because from now on, I would focus more on my and Dad's recovery.

Shofia explained to me what I needed to do before chemotherapy. First, I have to prepare myself mentally, which I've been doing since a few days ago. Shofia said that I shouldn't think about things that would cause prolonged stress and I shouldn't get sick. My body must be strong. Secondly, I have to eat lots of nutritious food. Doing oral and den
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