Chapter 4

(PRIMROSE POV)

Ever since that night happened, i have been afraid to approach, Youhe. Every encounter we, i immediately averted my thoughts from him. I have been avoiding him for almost two weeks now. And i know he already notices that. Youhe is stubborn. That can't be intimidating just by threatening. When he wants even if there is a hindrance, he tries to take it.

But what was i thinking? am i imagining Youhe likes me and he should just fight his love for me?

Morning and i thought of hanging out in the park near our apartment. I wore thick shades already and carried a walking stick. I only temporarily  will pretend to be blind. I don't want anyone to approach me today. As often as when i go out there is always someone approaching me without me being aware of it. I enjoy it see those around me believing that i'm blind.

I just watch the kids having fun playing. I smiled bitterly remembering my youth. I have never experienced playing so much fun when i was young. I was always in the library to study. I once escaped that room but i only got punished. They said mom i had the right time to play.

A dog passed in front of me being dragged by it's owner. It started barking at me but i ignored it. If anyone knows that i'm not a normal person, only the animals around me like this dog can recognize the immortal inside me. His boss pulled him over and left.

I stared around for a few more minutes until i felt a familiar presence nearby. When i recognized that i planned to leave immediately. We must never stretch again. I was about to stand up as it quickly sat down next to me. And to my surprise it suddenly lay down and turned into a pillow

my thigh. I kept myself calm and assumed that this creature was unknown.

"Who are you?"

"I'm Daniel," he lied.

Why doesn't he just say his real name? will he lose anything? many of humans are lier's, really.

"You're blind, what's your name?" i raised an eyebrow at what he said.

Blind? if you only knew.

"Rocky." I chose to change my name as well. He shouldn’t have known that i was Rose. I saw a large rock nearby.

"Rocky? that's beautiful. You're right. You're beautiful even if you have your eyes covered. And even if you're blind. The cruelty of the world is real." I lowered my gaze to him and saw him smiling. He suddenly looked at me and i don’t know if i still have shades to wear now.

Omg! This is what he looks like as a magnet for my eyes. It's as if i can even see something in front of my eyes he did it clearly. Until i noticed his eye drop to my lip. He stared at it for a long time. I felt that only his warm skin on me again, my lips as he touched it to caress.

"They're beautiful." I wish, i was safe from him with my whole left cheek being covered by his skin. My heartbeat quickened as he suddenly got out of bed and matched me.

My fists clenched the next thing he did. I just felt his lips pierce me. I watched as he closed his eyes. He grabbed my nape and pulled me even closer to him. I didn’t respond to his kisses but he still continued what he was doing.

And i’m a big hypocrite if i say he’s not good at kissing. I was about to be taken away and responded if he hadn’t stopped and pulled away.

I almost chased his lips. His eyes opened again and he smiled at me. My heart beat faster.

Does he really see my eyes even if they are covered? why seems like he knows i'm not blind and i'm Rose?

"You're so sweet, baby." I left my lips parted as i stared at him.

"What the fuck did you do to me?" my lips quivered in response to him. Once again he looked down at my lips and watched to open up and utter words.

"I just did what i wanted to get your heart." I was dazzled by what he said. He playfully grinned and his serious face returned. I did not speak and remained waiting for what he would say next.

"Why are you avoiding me, Rose? i know it's you. I know your smell, babe." I closed my eyes for a moment as my eyes turned red.

I knew it. Why am i sending his sweet words? i'm a princess and i'm not easily deceived. But why to someone else have i been weak. I can still feel the fast and strong beating of my heart.

How does it make me feel about him?

"I don't know what you're talking about." I would have pushed him in front of me so that i could stand up and he would come back to him. I felt his lips again.

"Lie again and i will crush you lips." He add no emotion.

Why are you like this, Youhe? what did you do to me?

Why is my heart beating so fast for you?

Who are you in my life? it's a great sin for us, in the whole empire to fall inlove to the human like you. Don't wait for me to make big that sin.

"Youhe, let me go. Please." I begged him but he insists not to listen. My hair stood on end as he stroked my hair and smelled it. No one else can do that but Luhan.

But why do i let this creature to do all this to me?

"You're mine, Rose. I can give you everything you want." He was able to close his eyes. He suddenly hugged me and pressed his face against my neck again.

Don't let me pass your tenderness, Youhe. Why is this person so tender? He even defeated the dog for so much careness. Is he really like this?

"Youhe," i could only pronounce his name. His hug with me tightened more and even squeezed. He was like a child who did not want to be separated from his mother. I just felt his one hand on my waist and it was repeatedly stroked.

"It's easy, Rose. Why is that man always clinging to you? i want him out of your way." I just smiled at what he said. Now again he seems to be jealous without knowing it.

What should i do with this man? my hair stood on end when i felt the tip of his nose stick to my neck. I could feel him smelling me there. I was so attached to him because of what he does.

OMG. He's turning me on.

These are the weaknesses of vampires like me. We should not be attracted.

I close my eyes when i feel his lips on my skin. I'm already a little cheap at what he does. If not only because of my long hair covering his head, everyone here can see what he has doing to me.

"Youhe, we're in a public place. Stop, please." I narrowed my eyes. My eyes are turned red. I need to distance myself from this person.

"You want us to continue this in my car?" i tightened my grip on his clothes as i felt his warm breath on my neck as he spoke.

"Youhe, please."

"Okay then." I was just startled when he suddenly lifted me up.

"No. What? that's not what i meant. Take me down, Youhe." I slapped him on his chest and twisted his arm just so he would let me go. But the more i did it, the more he tightened his grip on me. I feel like i'm not a vampire who has the strength compared to this person.

He quickly opened the door of his car and sat me there. I tried to get out the other door but he got ahead of me and immediately pulled me away

back to him. He buried his face in my neck again and kissed it. He raised my head so he would have more space in my neck.

He removed my shades and laid them down next to me. I closed my eyes for a moment to return my eyes to their original color before he could even see.

"You're mine, Rose. Okay?" i did not answer him and remained staring at him.

"Answer me, please," he pleaded. His eyes deeply staring at me.

Why it seems  is he just so strict to claim me?  he has only known me for six months. He's even faster than vampires to love.

"Is this love, Youhe? because if you're just playing with me, you won't want me to play." I have a place of contempt for him. He left on top of me and sat down neatly next to me.

"I'm crazy over you, Rose. I don't want another woman if you're not the only one but i knew it from the start when i saw you on class i belong to. Until i broke up to my ex girlfriend before, i thought she's the one. That's why i asked for a hug to you, then." He met my eyes again and he dug it into my heart again.

Why does he have such an effect on me? he's not the one set for me but he's the one it's beating.

“Can it be said that it's still not love? damn, Rose! your smell drove me crazy when we set aside once in class. What did you do to me?" i should be the one to ask you that.

What are you doing to me?

"Youhe," I muttered nothing but his name. He just smiled bitterly and reclaimed my lip. This time i let myself respond to his every move. I felt it his hand on my neck and he brought me even closer to him. In a few moments, he was the one who left the two of us. I tried to chase his lips but he stopped me with a smile on his face.

"You need to go, baby. As long as i can hold back. Go away, but next time, i won't let you go." He said with a teasing grin on his lips.

I picked up my shades and left. It was okay for me to leave as long as i could control myself. While walking, i repeatedly slapped my chest might just in case it stopped throbbing in that person.

What will happen to us the next time he says?