Chapter 06

(PRIMROSE POV)

After Lucas and i talked, i avoided approaching Youhe again. And i could clearly see the annoyance in his eyes every time our paths met. I know he's feeling it again my avoidance of him.

Luhan has also been with me often at leastwhere do i go. I feel like my parents are closed to my situation now. My life here in the world of people is so boring. In the morning, i just walk around the whole city ​​and at night i will go to university for the study of a vampire like me who has lived hundreds of years.

The night after my class, i went with Luhan to the bar which he goes to. As soon as i entered, i felt like i just wanted to go back to my car and lock myself there. But i didn't do anything when Luhan pulled me with him.

We sat at the bar counter and he ordered drinks for the two of us. I'm just tired of realize that this is his constant place, so he is always away from his room in the apartment.

"What's the point of drinking this, Luhan? we're not affected by any alcohol." I sipped the wine the bartender gave me and less than five seconds after i finished it.

"Take it easy," he smiled. I asked the bartender for another bottle of drink. He still seemed to be hesitant but later Luhan's attention followed him.

"What are you up to, dear princess? you only have a month left." I was silent for a moment at his question. Not because of Youhe, so i asked for another three months of my stay here in the world of humans. The truth is i don't want to be tied to my destiny. Because i knew when i just came back to our world i won't see him again. I don't want to get married and make a family with the creature i don't love.

"As long as i haven't received a letter from the owl of the kingdom, i have no intention of returning." I'm serious. I translated our glasses and i immediately stumbled upon mine.

When i lowered my glasses, i saw another creature. In the distance he was there and watched my every move.

Does he follow me everywhere i go? I just always avoid him whenever i feel his presence.

"Here's the human blood." I looked at Luhan, because of what he said. He also felt the familiar presence.

"Go talk to him. You must clear things up with him." He left in front of me and immediately took the woman who had just passed in front of us. It seems that it was Youhe's signal and he took Luhan's seat earlier. I knocked over my glass before facing him. Without a word i stared at him.

But as time goes on, i feel differently about him. This is the speed of my heartbeat again. I was able to look at him on purpose when i felt my eyes turn red again. I wish, i could drink my translated drink again in my glass when he took it from me and he drank. Without hesitation he suddenly exceeded and carried me outside.

I just followed him and never fought back. He put me in his car and i obediently sat in the shotgun seat. My eyes just followed him until he sat in the driver's seat.

I just leaned my head on the wind shield of his car without him even speaking to him.

Why did he even bring me here?

"Rose," i didn't look at him but just closed my eyes and let him speak.

"Will you lighten me up? why are you keep avoiding me?" i just felt his hand take mine and bring it to his cheek.

Are people really like this? tender at all? they seems like a werewolf in our world.

"Look at me,"

How could i look into your eyes?

I mustered up the courage and forced myself to fight my heartbeat with the wrong person. I was currently with in the same car that we were just the two of us. I stared at him until it came down to my hand he was holding on his cheek.

I have no friends and i have not interacted with people during the entire six months, i have been here in their world. I’m just pretending to be like that a normal female human in the morning and law student in the evening.

So how is this guy able to say i got his attention?

"What do you feel about me?" i asked him frankly and without emotion. If he is confused with my personality, even i'm confused with him. I don't know if what he's telling me is true.

"What do you mean by that?" i took my hand from him and sat up straight. I saw the depression on his face but i had no intention of feeling sorry for him. I don’t have time to play with people.

"You said before, you love me,"

"I'm not lying when i said that." He immediately cut me off from speaking. I looked him in the eyes and looked for any sign that he was lying.

But what do i do?

He's telling the truth. And he can't love me. Not for a vampire like me.

"Then stop loving me, Youhe. You can't keep that feelings for me. Forget me and find another girl." I couldn't escape my eyes as he clenched his fists. He looked away from me and focused on the front.

"Tell me the reason, then. Why i shouldn't love you?" his serious question made my hair stand on end.

"Cause i'm not human like you! we were born in a different world." If i could only tell these things to him. If i could only reason these out to him.

I was just shaken and bowed in my arms. I'm a vampire and have strength, but why do i feel my weakness at these times?

"See? you have no reasons. And i also see no reason for me to follow what you want. I'm serious, Rose. I'm not like the man out there who can hook up to some other girls, bed her and leave her undress the day after. " He said with meeting eyebrows.

"How can you tell the woman you left for me? Who's a normal person to say, i love you after he broke up with his girlfriend because of me?"

I'm losing patience answering him. He is calm but my blood is rising with him because of the fact that maybe he can just say that he loves me because he is broken hearted, that maybe he was just forced on me or something.

"Let me rephrase you. We got confused because of you. We got confused because you are the one i love and not her. I'm not blaming you but hell, that's the truth. And I let her go because you're mine. I hate explaining myself. It's more confusing. Don't make this hard on me." My eyebrows met even more at what i heard from him.

Did they blur because of me?

He released the woman to replace me? does he hear himself?

I just combed my hair because i felt annoyed with him. No one vampires who has a long patience.

"Do you hear what you're saying?" i said and turned to him in disbelief.

"Yes. And i can say that i'm so desperate right now just to have you." He leaned back in his seat and closed his eyes.

What should i do with this man?

"Listen, Youhe. You can't love me. You can't keep those feelings. Because, one month from now, i'm leaving. And you won't see me again." He suddenly lost consciousness and looked at me.

"Then, i'll go with you." I just bit my lip so hard. You see this man. If i was only as strong as i was, i would have hit him hard earlier. It's exhausting

patience.

"You can't go with me. Are you really like that?" he took my hands again and held them.

"Why are you pretending to be someone you are not when you can act as yourself? why is your room in that apartment so dark? all the curtains are close. You're a big mystery that i want to solve." I stiffened in my seat because of his sudden questioning of things that Luhan and i are the only ones who knows.

Is he just really following me or does he already know my whole being?

This human blood is such a mystery. How could he say i was just pretending?

How could he say there wasn’t any light in my room?

"I don't know what you're saying." I averted my eyes from him.

"Liar! And if i could just clean your lips right now through my kisses, i would have done it before."

"Believe it or not, but everything i told you is true. And why can't you just leave me alone?" i have not been able to collect my lips after i shouted at him as soon as he chased and kissed me.

I wanted to fight with him but he grabbed my neck and pulled me even closer to him. I have no plans to touch him tonight.

Geez! what is this man's speed?

"I told you you're mine and even if you leave, i'll look for you." The two of us stared at each other and no one wanted to lose.

"Get out. I let this night pass, but next time i will never run away from you. Get out." He seriously said that it made my head heat up even more. Without warning i got out of his car and slammed the door shut.

Instead of going back inside the bar, i headed to my own car. Disgusted i removed my heels and walked barefoot. When i got in my car, i just hit it's steering wheel in a rage.

I pull it away. I don't care if the police catch me for over speeding. I don’t know to myself why i'm disgusted but for now, all i know is i don’t want to see that man’s face first.

I was the reason he made to broke up with his ex. If he wasn't a crazy creature,

Where does he get the courage to say he loves me after he fought so hard with me?