The following day, me and Xander walked to school together again.
Amanda was walking only a few feet behind us.
I could feel her glare drilling a hole the size of a lemon in the back of my head.
A few times would glare back at her. A war was brewing between the two of us.
One without words or actions, but it was getting heated.
Xander leaned down slightly. “ignore her, she’s just jealous.” He chuckled.
“Of what?” I retorted, looking him straight in the eye.
Hoping he would say words I didn’t even know I wanted to hear so badly.
I hated that every body begged for his acceptance.
For his touch.
For his attention.
“Us,” he said, holding my gaze.
His eyes filled with tenderness.
I felt the familiar heat dance across my cheeks again.
Making me break the eye contact and look at my feet, which had suddenly become so interesting.
He chuckled softly beside me. Which only made me wonder if this was all a game to him.
Was he toying with me? I shook the thought out of my head.
I knew Xander we had been friends since before we could walk.
Besides he was never the player type.
He always viewed woman that weren’t his luna as a waste of time.
But what exactly classified as his Luna?
I had asked him once when we were kids and he just said he would know when he saw her.
An answer so vague it was almost impossible to decipher.
I let myself believe it was his mate ever since I found out.
But something at the back of my mind convinced me otherwise.
A voice I hated so much. But that same voice had saved me countless times before.
After school, I got dressed in a cherry red sundress, which complimented my skin tone so well.
I had a pair of comfortable sandals .
I knew the school council would be very busy getting everything ready in the pack hall until at least four pm.
We had decided just this morning on the masquerade ball with majority votes.
Amanda hated it. Since it was my idea.
When I arrived at the Pack house entrance, Xander stood on the porch waiting for me.
A smile crept onto my lips, one I had tried to stop. Maybe I didn’t try hard enough.
I saw Xander’s eyes wandering over the dress that I had on.
I rarely wore dresses as they simply just got in the way when I was busy training.
I used to train every day but slowed down since the mate ball had been announced.
I knew there wouldn’t be time for both.
“New look?” Xander asked. I twirled in front of him, showcasing every angel.
“Yes, you like it?” I asked with genuine curiosity.
He bit his bottom lip and seemed deep in thought.
“ill have to think about it,” he replied, winking at me.
I giggled to myself and approached the door that Xander held open, gesturing for me to enter.
When I entered, I was unpleasantly greeted by yet another glare from Amanda.
Dylan came jogging towards us with a big grin on his face.
He was the beta’s son and Xanders best friend.
He was also announced as Xanders beta just a couple of weeks ago.
He would become beta the moment Xander took his place as alpha.
Dylan wrapped his arm around me like we’ve been friends forever.
Not that we weren’t.
However, we were never really close since his position was so much higher than mine.
The only reason me and Xander were was because of our mother’s friendship.
Dylan was showing me the plans he had for the hall.
And what he thought should go where.
The hall was massive, with extremely high ceilings giving it beautiful acoustic but also making one feel very tiny.
There were patterns etched into the wall, decorating it all on its own.
It gave massive baroque era vibes with its golden pillars and marble floors. I thought about it for a bit.
“Dylan, I love your excitement and passion for this. And although we will definitely make use of some of those ideas.
I think that there is a certain elegance that comes with simplicity.
We can still be grand and beautiful, but when this is too busy, it quickly turns to tacky.
And I believe the last thing we would want is our pack to come across tacky.” He nodded, understanding what I meant.
“yeah I think the massive wolves made of roses and filled with lights is a bit much,” he admitted and I giggled.
“Not only that, but it would be impractical if we were to place it on the floor. It would make that there would me no place to dance,” I said, and he nodded.
“You're right. Glad to have you leading this project.” He said, tapping me on the back.
At this point, Amanda couldn’t Handel it anymore. “SHES NOT A LEADER SHE’S A TRAITOR!” she burst out with anger.
Her words echoed through the hall.
I turned to face her.
She stood on the opposite side of the hall and everyone's eyes flickered between the two of us.
I could see Xander walking up to her, and when his eyes looked in my direction, I gestured for him to stop.
He then went and leaned against the pillar, waiting for the show to play out in front of him with a big grin.
I reverted my gaze to Amanda.
I decided I wouldn’t show her the respect of walking up to get to have this conversation semi-private.
As she didn’t spare me that respect. So I only took two steps forward and placed my hand on my hip.
“You know Amanda, you have been making these accusations for years now. And I’m sure we’ve all given you enough time to gather evidence there of. So would you mind stating exactly where I have betrayed this pack?”
She crossed her arms over her chest and swung her hip out.
“we all know what your father…” she started, and I interrupted her.
“No Amanda. Now I am unaware of your English grade. However, from the looks of it, you're struggling to understand me. I am not asking about my father. I am asking about me. What evidence do you have to prove any betrayal I have committed?”
she gulped a few bubbles trying to find her words.
I c*cked my brow at her and was about to turn on my heals and continue the conversation between Dylan and I.
I was unsure of why I was doing this, but it felt right. Taking the lead felt right. Standing up for myself felt empowering.
“your bound to follow in your father’s footsteps. Like father, like daughter.” She finally said, feeling confident again.
I smiled at her statement, finding it hilarious.
“well Amanda, does your wolf have any power that we are unaware of? Like i dont know … seeing into the future?”
She looked at me like I was the stupid one. “No, obviously not,” she deadpanned.
“Well then, that is only a speculation that holds no evidence of becoming the truth. Tell me, Amanda, do you view yourself as unfaithful?” She c* cked her brow at me.
"Of course not. What does that have to do with anything?” she asked with confusion.
“well you see Amanda. If we were to go on with your logic. Then you would have to be unfaithful... just... like ...your... father,”
I stated saying each word slowly at the end, hinting at the illegitimate child her father had with an omega whilst being mated.
“you little..” she walked up to me, baring her claws.
“Don’t start a fight. You're not ready for. I won’t take it easy on you this time round.” I said, glaring at her.
We held each other’s glare, the room so silent as everyone's eyes were on us. I could see Amanda think about what her next step would be.Would she turn around and lose some dignity after I finally stood u to her or would she go ahead with the fight that I would win? Even with this dress.I put my hair up into a ponytail, signaling to her I’m ready to go if she wanted to. Dylan cleared his throat, making Amanda break eye contact with me. She smiled friendly and turned to walk away.Her shoes clicking, echoing through the hall.“I’m not dressed for the occasion, but I will take you up on that offer when I am, “she said, looking back.Part of me was disappointed that I couldn’t kick her ass right , right now.But the other part of me was happy it would happen.I was tired of her bullying and tormenting.I was tired of her accusations.I was tired of her as a whole.I was itching to let her know just how fed up I was with her.She and her group of friends left the hall, whispering after
Days have gone by since the clearing and I’ve mostly tried to keep a distance between Xander and i.Trying to not make things harder for myself.I walked through the halls, looking around to see if I could spot Xander anywhere.So that I could move in the opposite direction.When I turned the corner, I hit something hard face first, making me drop all my stuff.The scent made it very obvious who it was.“Dawn you ok?” I looked directly into those green eyes.Eyes that reminded me of home.I felt the sparks on my back and noticed that Xander had caught me before I could fall.Making sure I was ok. Always being a hero.I nodded in response to his question, picking up my stuff.He came down onto his knees to help. His eyes, however, never leaving me.Even when I tried to look away, it was hard to not notice him staring.As he passed over my items.I was about to take it, but he didn’t let go, making me look up at him in question.“I was hoping we could meet up after school?” he asked.“I
I laid in bed, staring at the ceiling, my stomach churning with nerves.Today was Xander’s eighteenth birthday, and I was about to face him, our bond stronger than ever.I traced the outline of the label on the spray bottle.Spelling out "scent mask".A brand that created a deodorant like spray that covered your scent to all werewolves.making you smell just like the surroundings.And although this was mostly sold to children who pranked people on Halloween so that they wouldn’t get caught.It had become the thing I hope would buy me even the slightest little bit of time.I debated whether or not to go through with it.It would only extend my time ever so slightly.But eventually I would have to face this head on.Just then. That familiar and intoxicating scent met my nose. Xander’s woodsy aroma, now stronger, more inviting, and just absolutely ravishing.It made my heart race. His scent was a blend of cedarwood and fresh pine that something that was so delicious it was impossible to
The powerful voice that had commanded the attention of everyone around.Belonged to Scarlet, the Luna of our pack. Her presence and aura made the world seem like it stopped.Like we were all frozen, holding our breaths, waiting for what was about to follow.As she was approaching Amanda. Her chin was held high as she walked slowly and gracefully.However, her gaze never once wavered off Amanda.Like that of a predator surrounding its prey, ready to pounce at a moment’s notice.Her rich red hair was perfectly styled, and her eyes held a sharp intelligence that could see slice you open and dissect your thought.As she approached Amanda, her finger fell below Amanda’s chin, lifting her head and forcing her to look into her eyes.“Amanda, right” she asked, her voice calm yet authoritative.Scarlet held her hand out towards me, urging me to join the conversation. I looked up at Xander hoping he would save me from whatever this si or whatever this was going to be.He just nodded. “It’s okay
When I closed the door after Xander and I said our goodbyes, the butterflies of what awaited me at dusk started floating about in my stomach. Making a smile form on my face.One I couldn’t help, as the daydreams of what tonight might hold made me happy.Although I knew that was all it could be. Just then, I saw Asher staring at me with his hands crossed over his chest as he tries to figure out what I’m doing. I shook my head, shaking the day dreams out.“Hi ash” I said, trying to play it cool.He walked up to me, staring intently as he tried to glue the puzzle pieces together.“so this is what girls are like with boys?” he said, cocking his brow as he investigated my face further. My cheeks turned red. As the realization dawned on me.I was like a lovesick puppy for Xander. I let out a heavy breath. “Maybe.” I said, brushing past Asher. He followed me into the kitchen, where I went to grab a glass of water.As I took a sip, Asher spoke. “So it’s Xander then?” Asher said, this time rou
Xander Pov:I dodged Dylan’s low kick and pivoted just in time to avoid the strike.My movements were more precise than usual, every punch and block hitting harder than needed.Dylan scowled but said nothing … yet.He swung at me again, aiming for my ribs, but I stepped forward and cut off his attack with a quick jab to his shoulder. He backed up, shaking out his arm, his face twisting into a smile that didn’t quite hide his annoyance.“Alright, what’s your problem?” he finally said, rolling his neck as he backed up into his stance. “You’ve been fighting like you hate me.”I didn’t answer, my eyes fixed on the fight. My body moved and fought on instinct alone, like I was too occupied to think about the next move.No matter how hard I tried to focus, my thoughts kept going back to her.Dawn.Her name reverberated in my head like a mantra.Dylan feinted left and went for my gut, but I saw it coming and stepped aside, countering with a low kick that almost took him out. He cursed under h
Xanders PovI sat in one of the many pack meeting rooms, waiting for Amanda to show up.No surprise—she was already twenty minutes late, and there was no sign of her anywhere in the pack house. Her scent wasn’t even nearby.I sipped my coffee, scrolling idly through engagement ring ideas as I waited for her to eventually make an appearance. Amanda was never punctual, but I knew she’d show up, eventually.She thrived on making people wait for her, like it gave her some kind of power.As I scrolled through the options, I couldn’t find anything that felt right for Dawn. I wanted something elegant and timeless, but not bulky. Dawn wouldn’t like a massive stone or a thick band. She preferred smaller, delicate jewelry. The kind that enhanced her beauty without drawing unnecessary attention. She never enjoyed having too many eyes on her.I lingered on a design featuring an opal stone. It reminded me of the Moon Goddess’s gift.The beautiful, irreplaceable bond I’d been blessed with. My true
The drive was silent.The tension was thick in the air.My mother’s gaze kept flicking toward me from the driver’s seat. Her silent judgment burning into my skin now and then. Finally, she broke the silence. Her graceful demeanor falling away as her tone turned sharp.“What were you doing there?” she asked harshly.I didn’t hesitate to counter. “I could ask you the same, Mom.”Her knuckles tightened on the steering wheel as she glared at me briefly. “I was there for a meeting with the highest-ranking council members,” she said pointedly. her eyes darting back to the road. Then she turned to me. her expression demanding an answer.“I was in a meeting too,” I said coldly, unwilling to back down.Her jaw tightened, and I could sense she already knew exactly why I was there. She just wanted to hear it from me.“Goddess, you’re just like your father,” she muttered, frustration bleeding into her voice. “No wonder you need a Luna.”I clenched my fists at her words, anger bubbling beneath my
“I won’t be coming back to Silvermoon,” I said as we walked through the beautiful pack gardens.Xander, however, didn’t stop or even flinch at my words.“I expected it. Asher can’t be Alpha while living in a different pack. The Alpha family as a whole is very important, and even you have your own duties that you have to attend to here.It would make Asher look weak if you came back to Silver moon. But luckily for us that’s only until the mate ball,” he said.I stopped walking.He turned around to look at me.I wasn’t sure if I was ready to take my place beside Xander. I wasn’t sure if I could handle the watchful eyes of the pack. Their judgment, their expectations. I wasn’t sure if I was strong enough to stand in the spotlight just yet.Xander grabbed my hand, holding it tightly between his.“I was hoping we could come out as destined mates there. It would work. It would make sense,” he said, trying to convince me.I nodded, even though I wasn’t sure if I wanted that.But the smile on
The following day, the funeral was held at dusk. As per tradition. The setting sun cast the land in hues of gold and crimson, making long shadows over the gathered mourners.The air was thick with the scent of burning sage and damp earth, the two combining into something that felt both grounding yet suffocating simultaneously.I stood at the edge of the clearing, my fingers clenched tightly around the small coin in my palm. It was cool to the touch; the metal pressing sharply into my skin as if trying to anchor me to the moment.My heart felt heavy, weighed down by grief so deep it threatened to crush me from the inside out. I hadn’t wanted to come. I hadn’t wanted to stand before his lifeless body and accept that he was really gone.But this was his final request. One I couldn’t ignore or pass over to someone else. No matter how much it tore me apart.The entire pack was here, dressed in black, their faces etched with sadness as they stood in respectful silence.Wolves from allied pa
“Are you sure that is all he said? You didn’t miss anything?” Xander asked, his voice laced with extreme worry. Each word carried the weight of something more, something unspoken.I had told him every word the vampire had said to me—except the part where he promised we would see each other again. I wasn’t even sure why I kept that part to myself. It just felt to ominous to share right now.“Yes, Xander. Like I said, he pretty much said nothing.” I shrugged, but deep down, my heart was still racing from the encounter.We walked in silence for a while, only the sound of the leaves and twigs crunching under our feet filling the void between us.The forest that once felt like home had now become unfamiliar as the wind rushed through the leaves reminding me gramps was gone.I could see the way Xander’s jaw tightened making it clear that his mind was working overtime. Something was gnawing at him and I needed to know what it was.“Why are you so worried?” I asked, glancing at him from the c
When Asher entered the room, his face was full of sorrow.“We will be staying here from now on. This is your house now.”When he said that, it felt like I had been punched in the chest. It was as if the air in the room had all been sucked out.“What? You just decided this on my behalf?” I said in a small voice, my voice full of pain and anger. My voice cracking under the pressure.Riley’s eyes looked sad, but there was something else there too, something that looked like guilt.“It’s for the best, Dawn. You will learn to understand that with time. Asher has to take his position as the Alpha and we have to support him as Luna and alpha heir.”“But what about me?” I cried, my voice coming out in a high pitch. I felt like I was going to suffocate from the tension in my chest.“I don’t want to leave my pack! I want to be there! I can’t be here while Gramps is rotting in the ground, or even after that. Gramps created this place and I don’t want to be in it without him here! And he’s never
The days that followed blurred together into one never ending grief filled day. I stayed in my room, unable to face the pack without his presesnse lingering here somewhere. The world outside felt cold, foreign. Almost like a cruel joke that kept moving forward while I stood frozen in place. How could I walk through the packhouse, knowing he wouldn’t be there? Every step outside my door felt like a betrayal, like I was supposed to move on when I wasn’t ready.My mother and Asher handled everything—the funeral, the responsibilities left behind—but I couldn’t be part of it. I couldn’t sit in the mourning room beside his body. My mother, my grandmother, my father… they all wept, their grief filling the house like an unshakable fog. But I couldn’t. I wasn’t ready to see him like that—lifeless, cold. My grandfather had always been strong and wise, and seeing him reduced to this fragile, unmoving form would shatter me into a killion diffrent pieces.His will had one final request for me. One
Xander walked me home. We laughed and flirted the entire way home. I hated that the night had to end. I wished it could last an eternity without these moments turning to memories. I could live within them forever.“I still can’t believe I lost it,” I said as we got closer to my house.He stopped walking and a devilish handsome smirk spread across his face. He pulled my undies from his pocket and swung them in front of my face.“you mean these” embarrassment engulfed me, watching them sway in Xander’s hands in the open public. My cheeks turned a fiery red, and I tried to rip them out of his grip, which quickly let me know wasn’t going to happen.“Please, just put them away before someone sees it.” I begged, and that handsome chuckle escaped his lips, making me go wet all over again. I watched my favourite pair of undies slip into his pocket as his eyes never left me.“You can have them back next time,” he said with a big smirk on his face as he winked at me. Making those butterflies sw
Before I even knew it, I crashed my lips onto his. It was almost like Ashina had taken the wheel. Maybe it was both of us. But it didn’t matter.All that mattered right now was us. As the world vanished, leaving only Xander and me in the middle of this field. The Rush of emotions leading our way.His lips felt soft with a slight chill that could only be from the Cool night air. His hands wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer to him.His scent alone sending a jolt of sparks down my spine. The kiss only making it more intense. My hands instinctively cupped his cheek, making sure that this moment would never end.However, it seemed like Xander had other ideas as he broke the kiss. I searched his eyes, hoping that maybe, just maybe, I could find the answer to why with in them. Maybe I had ruined all our chances.Maybe I was moving on too quickly over our last fight. Maybe Xander still held a grudge over what happened. All these maybes infiltrated my mind like a military squad.Breaki
Lilian and I clicked as friends quickly, in a way that seemed both surprising and effortless, as if we’d been pals for years instead of just days.From the second she said hello, her friendly vibe pulled me in, cutting through the haze of feelings I’d been stuck in.It began with small things.She stuck around after we shook hands talking about Dylan and how shocked she was that her brother had been hanging out with someone as “cool” as me.Those words made me laugh for real, my first genuine chuckle in days. Lilian wasn’t what I thought she’d be; she had a knack for making me laugh, embraced her quirks without shame, and showed such strong kindness that I found it tough to stay guarded.We grabbed lunch the next day, and within a week, it seemed like we’d known each other forever. She brought a lightness to my world, which often felt heavy.For the first time, I didn’t feel alone not just because I had company, but because someone wanted to get to know me.One afternoon, we sat under
The night breeze enveloped me as I walked away.I could feel Xander’s eyes on me, making my steps growing more difficult with each stride. My pulse quickened, mirroring the chaos of feelings within me.His words bore down on me, making it tough to breathe. I could still feel his touch, like some sort of ghost. How he held me like I was the only thing keeping him grounded.Yet now, I felt lost, drowning in a mix of uncertainty and broken trust. How did he know? Why did he hide this from me for so long? These questions spun in my head, persistent and unending.For years, I struggled with my emotions for him, sure I was the only one feeling confused. Then the mate bond started to form and the attraction I felt seemed impossible to explain.I was so sure it was some sort of curse or joke the moon goddess played on me. Knowing I would be rejected. And now, I learn he felt it too? But not only that he also knew the whole time?Way before I even knew. This discovery hurt more than I expected