I laid in bed, staring at the ceiling, my stomach churning with nerves.
Today was Xander’s eighteenth birthday, and I was about to face him, our bond stronger than ever.
I traced the outline of the label on the spray bottle.
Spelling out "scent mask".
A brand that created a deodorant like spray that covered your scent to all werewolves.
making you smell just like the surroundings.
And although this was mostly sold to children who pranked people on Halloween so that they wouldn’t get caught.
It had become the thing I hope would buy me even the slightest little bit of time.
I debated whether or not to go through with it.
It would only extend my time ever so slightly.
But eventually I would have to face this head on.
Just then. That familiar and intoxicating scent met my nose. Xander’s woodsy aroma, now stronger, more inviting, and just absolutely ravishing.
It made my heart race. His scent was a blend of cedarwood and fresh pine that something that was so delicious it was impossible to ignore.
“Dawn, Xander’s here to walk you to school,” Riley called from downstairs.
Panic surged through me. I rushed to cover my scent before he noticed.
That is, if he hadn’t already. I could hear Xander’s voice faintly.
“Wow, Miss Stormclaw, your house smells amazing.”
His voice sent shivers down my spine. Did he know? was i too late? No i was quick it should be fine.
“I’ll be there now,” I replied to my mom, trying to steady my overly shaky voice.
I scrambled to get dressed, feeling a sudden urge to somehow impress him.
Maybe it was the mate pull making me want to make Xander want me.
I chose a striking red floral dress with a deep V-neck and flowing sleeves.
It accentuated my curves and created a contrast to the green in my eyes.
The fabric felt soft and smooth against my skin.
As I twirled in front of the mirror, I felt a sense of confidence enveloping me.
I put my hair up into a loose braid, exposing my neck.
Hoping my mate’s mark would be there.
False hope but hope none the less.
I matched it with comfortable sandals.
I did light makeup and sprayed on my baccarat perfume to mask my natural scent without seeming suspicious.
I looked over at the gift bag standing on my dressing table.
It was a gift I had prepared for Xander before i eve knew he was my mate.
It was an old vintage fishing reel that Xander wanted.
He liked to collect them, and this specific one was a unique piece that would tie his collection together.
And although I saw no value in it, I knew it was something priceless to him.
Something he had been looking for, for years.
And the guy I bought it from also saw value in it as he charged a high price for it.
I looked over at the little jewelry box that contained the gift Xander had given me on my birthday.
A lovely pair of diamond earrings in the shape of a small circle.
Along with a necklace that had a beautiful rose made of rubies and emeralds.
I quickly put them on as I thought they matched my dress beautifully.
I made my way down the stairs whilst still trying to catch my breath with that intoxicating scent filling my lungs and making me want to act irrationally.
As I approached the door, his scent became more delicious and infatuating.
My pulse quickened, and butterflies swarmed across my stomach.
I tried to avoid his gaze as I opened the door.
“Happy birthday,” I mumbled, handing him the gift.
I caught a glimpse of his smile.
His lips looked so inviting.
I couldn’t help but wonder how they would taste, the thought making my cheeks burn.
“You look beautiful, Dawn,” he said, making my eyes shoot up to his.
My body started overheating, and my thoughts raced.
“Thank you,” I managed to say before breaking eye contact, my voice barely a whisper.
On the walk to school, Xander’s presence was both comforting and completely nerve-wrecking.
The silence between us was thick and the tension palpable.
Every step we took together felt like a countdown to something that was bound to happen.
He broke the silence first.
“Why are you covering your scent?”
My heart skipped a beat. I felt anxious about what to say.
The truth was too dangerous, too revealing.
“Dawn, just tell me. I would never judge you,” he said, his voice sooo sincere, making my heart feel warm.
The kindness in his eyes only made my chest tighten.
“I’m scared of rejection. We both know my reputation here, Xander. You’re like my only friend,” I whispered, my voice trembling.
“I’m sure your mate accepts you... I mean, will accept you,” he said, lifting my chin to meet his gaze.
Sparks flew down my back, and the hairs on my arms stood to attention.
The sparks were way more intense now, like lighting shooting through every fiber of my being.
Like the ground beneath me is shaking and only I can feel it.
Like my world is spinning and making me dizzy.
A confirmation of the bond that flowed between us.
Both comforting and yet terrifying.
We stood like that watching each other like time was standing still for us.
The air between us was charged with anticipation.
A silent promise of what could have been.
But then reality crashed back as Amanda walked over and pushed me to the side.
I fell onto my bum, wincing at the impact.
“Xander, while you may be the Alpha’s heir, it’s important to remember that I am still a valued member of this pack. I won’t let you stab your pack and your mother in the back. Have you forgotten what her father did to all of us?” Amanda scolded.
Xander’s expression darkened, and he took a step towards her, his posture tense and protective.
But before he could say anything.
A powerful voice and aura that commanded attention yelled Amanda’s name, cutting through the tension like a knife.
The authority in that voice left no room for negotiations as it demanded respects. it demanded cooperation.
No, it demanded obedience.
Amanda’s face paled, and everyone turned to see who had spoken.
A chill ran down my spine. I got up to my feet and looked over the crowds heads, spotting the owner of that voice.
Our Luna.
The powerful voice that had commanded the attention of everyone around.Belonged to Scarlet, the Luna of our pack. Her presence and aura made the world seem like it stopped.Like we were all frozen, holding our breaths, waiting for what was about to follow.As she was approaching Amanda. Her chin was held high as she walked slowly and gracefully.However, her gaze never once wavered off Amanda.Like that of a predator surrounding its prey, ready to pounce at a moment’s notice.Her rich red hair was perfectly styled, and her eyes held a sharp intelligence that could see slice you open and dissect your thought.As she approached Amanda, her finger fell below Amanda’s chin, lifting her head and forcing her to look into her eyes.“Amanda, right” she asked, her voice calm yet authoritative.Scarlet held her hand out towards me, urging me to join the conversation. I looked up at Xander hoping he would save me from whatever this si or whatever this was going to be.He just nodded. “It’s okay
When I closed the door after Xander and I said our goodbyes, the butterflies of what awaited me at dusk started floating about in my stomach. Making a smile form on my face.One I couldn’t help, as the daydreams of what tonight might hold made me happy.Although I knew that was all it could be. Just then, I saw Asher staring at me with his hands crossed over his chest as he tries to figure out what I’m doing. I shook my head, shaking the day dreams out.“Hi ash” I said, trying to play it cool.He walked up to me, staring intently as he tried to glue the puzzle pieces together.“so this is what girls are like with boys?” he said, cocking his brow as he investigated my face further. My cheeks turned red. As the realization dawned on me.I was like a lovesick puppy for Xander. I let out a heavy breath. “Maybe.” I said, brushing past Asher. He followed me into the kitchen, where I went to grab a glass of water.As I took a sip, Asher spoke. “So it’s Xander then?” Asher said, this time rou
Xander Pov:I dodged Dylan’s low kick and pivoted just in time to avoid the strike.My movements were more precise than usual, every punch and block hitting harder than needed.Dylan scowled but said nothing … yet.He swung at me again, aiming for my ribs, but I stepped forward and cut off his attack with a quick jab to his shoulder. He backed up, shaking out his arm, his face twisting into a smile that didn’t quite hide his annoyance.“Alright, what’s your problem?” he finally said, rolling his neck as he backed up into his stance. “You’ve been fighting like you hate me.”I didn’t answer, my eyes fixed on the fight. My body moved and fought on instinct alone, like I was too occupied to think about the next move.No matter how hard I tried to focus, my thoughts kept going back to her.Dawn.Her name reverberated in my head like a mantra.Dylan feinted left and went for my gut, but I saw it coming and stepped aside, countering with a low kick that almost took him out. He cursed under h
Xanders PovI sat in one of the many pack meeting rooms, waiting for Amanda to show up.No surprise—she was already twenty minutes late, and there was no sign of her anywhere in the pack house. Her scent wasn’t even nearby.I sipped my coffee, scrolling idly through engagement ring ideas as I waited for her to eventually make an appearance. Amanda was never punctual, but I knew she’d show up, eventually.She thrived on making people wait for her, like it gave her some kind of power.As I scrolled through the options, I couldn’t find anything that felt right for Dawn. I wanted something elegant and timeless, but not bulky. Dawn wouldn’t like a massive stone or a thick band. She preferred smaller, delicate jewelry. The kind that enhanced her beauty without drawing unnecessary attention. She never enjoyed having too many eyes on her.I lingered on a design featuring an opal stone. It reminded me of the Moon Goddess’s gift.The beautiful, irreplaceable bond I’d been blessed with. My true
The drive was silent.The tension was thick in the air.My mother’s gaze kept flicking toward me from the driver’s seat. Her silent judgment burning into my skin now and then. Finally, she broke the silence. Her graceful demeanor falling away as her tone turned sharp.“What were you doing there?” she asked harshly.I didn’t hesitate to counter. “I could ask you the same, Mom.”Her knuckles tightened on the steering wheel as she glared at me briefly. “I was there for a meeting with the highest-ranking council members,” she said pointedly. her eyes darting back to the road. Then she turned to me. her expression demanding an answer.“I was in a meeting too,” I said coldly, unwilling to back down.Her jaw tightened, and I could sense she already knew exactly why I was there. She just wanted to hear it from me.“Goddess, you’re just like your father,” she muttered, frustration bleeding into her voice. “No wonder you need a Luna.”I clenched my fists at her words, anger bubbling beneath my
The morning started like any other—with me walking Dawn to school. She strolled beside me, while Amanda trailed a few feet behind us.I could feel Amanda’s glare drilling into the back of Dawn’s head, as though sheer spite could tear her apart.A few times, Dawn glanced back at her, shooting glares of her own. The tension between them had become a silent war. One that simmered just beneath the surface.It grew hotter every day, and though Amanda’s attitude infuriated me, I couldn’t help but admire Dawn’s strength. She had grown stronger and more confident.Leaning closer to her, I whispered, “Ignore her. She’s just jealous.”“Of what?” Dawn asked. Turning those beautiful green eyes on me. There was a flicker of something in them. Hope maybe? But she tried to hide it.I couldn’t stop the soft chuckle that slipped out.“Us,” I said simply. Meeting her gaze.The weight of that one word hung in the air between us. Her cheeks flushed that perfect shade of pink, and she quickly looked away,
Days had passed since the incident in the clearing. And it had become clear that Dawn was avoiding me.I’d see her glancing my way before turning and disappearing into another hallway or ducking into a room.It frustrated me. I thought we were getting somewhere and yet all I’ve been getting was rejection after rejection. If it wasn’t for that vision, I would be sure she would have rejected me.Today was no different. I lingered near the bulletin board, pretending to study the schedule pinned there, but really, I was scanning the hall for her.And then, like the moon goddess, she heard me. She appeared, coming around the corner with a stack of books in her arms, her head down.“Dawn,” I started, but before the word fully left my mouth, she walked right into me, her face hitting my chest with a soft thud. Her books fell to the floor.“Dawn, are you okay?” I asked. Steadying her with my hands.Those sparks went dancing across my skin again, but I ignored them.Focusing instead on the wid
The morning of my eighteenth birthday felt like a new beginning.My senses were sharper.Axel became more present, and my instincts honed.Yet, it all meant nothing in comparison to seeing dawn today. Smelling her. Especially now, since the bond between us had finally and completely snapped in place.As I stood in her living room, something hit me like a train. Like some invisible shield that knocked me off my feet. It was her scent.Wildflowers and summer rain. Sweet and utterly intoxicating, curling around my heart and taking root. It was everything I never knew I needed. Axel howled in recognition, pushing to the surface.Roaring mate. It took everything within me to not growl mate in front of her parents.For a moment, I couldn’t move, I couldn’t speak. My heart beat drummed in my ears, and it took every ounce of self-control to not run up the stairs and claim her as mine.“Wow, Miss Stormclaw,” I said to her mom. My voice strained as I struggled to stay composed. “Your house smel
“I won’t be coming back to Silvermoon,” I said as we walked through the beautiful pack gardens.Xander, however, didn’t stop or even flinch at my words.“I expected it. Asher can’t be Alpha while living in a different pack. The Alpha family as a whole is very important, and even you have your own duties that you have to attend to here.It would make Asher look weak if you came back to Silver moon. But luckily for us that’s only until the mate ball,” he said.I stopped walking.He turned around to look at me.I wasn’t sure if I was ready to take my place beside Xander. I wasn’t sure if I could handle the watchful eyes of the pack. Their judgment, their expectations. I wasn’t sure if I was strong enough to stand in the spotlight just yet.Xander grabbed my hand, holding it tightly between his.“I was hoping we could come out as destined mates there. It would work. It would make sense,” he said, trying to convince me.I nodded, even though I wasn’t sure if I wanted that.But the smile on
The following day, the funeral was held at dusk. As per tradition. The setting sun cast the land in hues of gold and crimson, making long shadows over the gathered mourners.The air was thick with the scent of burning sage and damp earth, the two combining into something that felt both grounding yet suffocating simultaneously.I stood at the edge of the clearing, my fingers clenched tightly around the small coin in my palm. It was cool to the touch; the metal pressing sharply into my skin as if trying to anchor me to the moment.My heart felt heavy, weighed down by grief so deep it threatened to crush me from the inside out. I hadn’t wanted to come. I hadn’t wanted to stand before his lifeless body and accept that he was really gone.But this was his final request. One I couldn’t ignore or pass over to someone else. No matter how much it tore me apart.The entire pack was here, dressed in black, their faces etched with sadness as they stood in respectful silence.Wolves from allied pa
“Are you sure that is all he said? You didn’t miss anything?” Xander asked, his voice laced with extreme worry. Each word carried the weight of something more, something unspoken.I had told him every word the vampire had said to me—except the part where he promised we would see each other again. I wasn’t even sure why I kept that part to myself. It just felt to ominous to share right now.“Yes, Xander. Like I said, he pretty much said nothing.” I shrugged, but deep down, my heart was still racing from the encounter.We walked in silence for a while, only the sound of the leaves and twigs crunching under our feet filling the void between us.The forest that once felt like home had now become unfamiliar as the wind rushed through the leaves reminding me gramps was gone.I could see the way Xander’s jaw tightened making it clear that his mind was working overtime. Something was gnawing at him and I needed to know what it was.“Why are you so worried?” I asked, glancing at him from the c
When Asher entered the room, his face was full of sorrow.“We will be staying here from now on. This is your house now.”When he said that, it felt like I had been punched in the chest. It was as if the air in the room had all been sucked out.“What? You just decided this on my behalf?” I said in a small voice, my voice full of pain and anger. My voice cracking under the pressure.Riley’s eyes looked sad, but there was something else there too, something that looked like guilt.“It’s for the best, Dawn. You will learn to understand that with time. Asher has to take his position as the Alpha and we have to support him as Luna and alpha heir.”“But what about me?” I cried, my voice coming out in a high pitch. I felt like I was going to suffocate from the tension in my chest.“I don’t want to leave my pack! I want to be there! I can’t be here while Gramps is rotting in the ground, or even after that. Gramps created this place and I don’t want to be in it without him here! And he’s never
The days that followed blurred together into one never ending grief filled day. I stayed in my room, unable to face the pack without his presesnse lingering here somewhere. The world outside felt cold, foreign. Almost like a cruel joke that kept moving forward while I stood frozen in place. How could I walk through the packhouse, knowing he wouldn’t be there? Every step outside my door felt like a betrayal, like I was supposed to move on when I wasn’t ready.My mother and Asher handled everything—the funeral, the responsibilities left behind—but I couldn’t be part of it. I couldn’t sit in the mourning room beside his body. My mother, my grandmother, my father… they all wept, their grief filling the house like an unshakable fog. But I couldn’t. I wasn’t ready to see him like that—lifeless, cold. My grandfather had always been strong and wise, and seeing him reduced to this fragile, unmoving form would shatter me into a killion diffrent pieces.His will had one final request for me. One
Xander walked me home. We laughed and flirted the entire way home. I hated that the night had to end. I wished it could last an eternity without these moments turning to memories. I could live within them forever.“I still can’t believe I lost it,” I said as we got closer to my house.He stopped walking and a devilish handsome smirk spread across his face. He pulled my undies from his pocket and swung them in front of my face.“you mean these” embarrassment engulfed me, watching them sway in Xander’s hands in the open public. My cheeks turned a fiery red, and I tried to rip them out of his grip, which quickly let me know wasn’t going to happen.“Please, just put them away before someone sees it.” I begged, and that handsome chuckle escaped his lips, making me go wet all over again. I watched my favourite pair of undies slip into his pocket as his eyes never left me.“You can have them back next time,” he said with a big smirk on his face as he winked at me. Making those butterflies sw
Before I even knew it, I crashed my lips onto his. It was almost like Ashina had taken the wheel. Maybe it was both of us. But it didn’t matter.All that mattered right now was us. As the world vanished, leaving only Xander and me in the middle of this field. The Rush of emotions leading our way.His lips felt soft with a slight chill that could only be from the Cool night air. His hands wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer to him.His scent alone sending a jolt of sparks down my spine. The kiss only making it more intense. My hands instinctively cupped his cheek, making sure that this moment would never end.However, it seemed like Xander had other ideas as he broke the kiss. I searched his eyes, hoping that maybe, just maybe, I could find the answer to why with in them. Maybe I had ruined all our chances.Maybe I was moving on too quickly over our last fight. Maybe Xander still held a grudge over what happened. All these maybes infiltrated my mind like a military squad.Breaki
Lilian and I clicked as friends quickly, in a way that seemed both surprising and effortless, as if we’d been pals for years instead of just days.From the second she said hello, her friendly vibe pulled me in, cutting through the haze of feelings I’d been stuck in.It began with small things.She stuck around after we shook hands talking about Dylan and how shocked she was that her brother had been hanging out with someone as “cool” as me.Those words made me laugh for real, my first genuine chuckle in days. Lilian wasn’t what I thought she’d be; she had a knack for making me laugh, embraced her quirks without shame, and showed such strong kindness that I found it tough to stay guarded.We grabbed lunch the next day, and within a week, it seemed like we’d known each other forever. She brought a lightness to my world, which often felt heavy.For the first time, I didn’t feel alone not just because I had company, but because someone wanted to get to know me.One afternoon, we sat under
The night breeze enveloped me as I walked away.I could feel Xander’s eyes on me, making my steps growing more difficult with each stride. My pulse quickened, mirroring the chaos of feelings within me.His words bore down on me, making it tough to breathe. I could still feel his touch, like some sort of ghost. How he held me like I was the only thing keeping him grounded.Yet now, I felt lost, drowning in a mix of uncertainty and broken trust. How did he know? Why did he hide this from me for so long? These questions spun in my head, persistent and unending.For years, I struggled with my emotions for him, sure I was the only one feeling confused. Then the mate bond started to form and the attraction I felt seemed impossible to explain.I was so sure it was some sort of curse or joke the moon goddess played on me. Knowing I would be rejected. And now, I learn he felt it too? But not only that he also knew the whole time?Way before I even knew. This discovery hurt more than I expected