WOUNDED EGO: Omega’s Disguise
First installment of the Wounded Ego SeriesCopyright © 2021 HiGANBANA──────⊹⊱✫⊰⊹──────MAIN CHARACTERSOKUDA RYUICHI (α)Age: 26 years oldHeight/Weight: 6’4”, 109 kilogramsOccupation: Subordinate in the Sales DepartmentPhysical Appearance:– tall and muscular– tan skin– dark brown, shaggy and lightly spiky, medium length hairTraits:– quite unfriendly– determined– hates OmegasAbout him:– Born an Alpha, Okuda Ryuichi was expected to dominate everyone around him when he reaches the right age. He was always surrounded with people wanting him. Haunted by his troubled family affairs, Ryuichi hates the idea of having a mate and forming a bond. His life turns upside down after discovering Kazuki’s dark secret.SHIMADA KAZUKI (Ω)Age: 32 years oldHeight/Weight: 5’11”, 86 kilogramsOccupation: Head manager of the Sales DepartmentPhysical Appearance:– tall and well built– fair skin– black, slightly wavy, medium length hairTraits:– strict– quite unsociable– total killjoy– doesn’t seem to know how to smileAbout him:– Shimada Kazuki came from a wealthy family of Alphas. He is the eldest and supposedly the successor of his father’s business but after finding out that he was an Omega, he was told to stay away from their family after he experiences his first heat. In order to get a high ranking job, he hid his true identity and took advantage of his well built appearance.──────⊹⊱✫⊰⊹──────RYUICHII AM Okuda Ryuichi, twenty-six years old. Today, I got transferred to another company branch that sells high-quality suppressants for Omegas. I was informed that my soon-to-be new boss was strict and that he hated slackers. Ang totoo niyan, I didn’t expect too well. Born as an Alpha, everyone had high hopes from me. Inaasahan nilang magiging magaling ako sa lahat. Ilang ulit ko nang naranasan na marami ang nagtangkang mapalapit sa akin dahil sa taglay kong kapasidad. What people didn’t know is that I hated mingling too much; particularly with Omegas. Whenever I see an Omega in heat, it reminded me of a disgusting sight I’ve seen in my childhood. “My name’s Okuda Ryuichi. I’ll be in your care from now on,” magalang kong pagpapakilala sa aking sarili nang dumating na ako sa bago kong pagtatrabahuan. “Welcome, Okuda!” Isang nagagalak naman na pagbati ang natanggap ko mula sa mga magiging katrabaho ko. To be honest, I could do more than just be a lowly subordinate in the Sales Department. With my good family background and rank in society, I could be the CEO or owner of my very own company. But I chose this average way of living… to avoid parties that most Alphas enjoyed when they were in the mood to get wild. Ang mga mayayamang Alpha na may mataas na uri at posisyon sa trabaho ay madalas dumalo sa mga isinasagawang ‘temporary mating sessions’. Isa itong ilegal na gawain at tanging mga pinakamaimpluwensiya lamang ang nakakaalam tungkol dito. Dito, nagaganap ang mga kahalayang hindi mo aasahang maaaring mangyari. Bumibili sila ng mga Omega at ginagamit silang mga kasangkapan sa pagpaparaos ng kanilang mga libog. Ganitong uri rin ng trabaho ang kinasasadlakan ng karamihan sa mga Omega — lalo na ang mga walang mate — dahil wala rin naman silang maayos na edukasyon at karapatan sa lipunan. Ayaw kong masaksihan ang marumi nilang mga gawain kaya mas pinili kong kumuha ng trabaho na madalas ay nababagay sa mga Beta at ilang Alpha na katamtaman lamang ang karangyaan. “I am Shimada Kazuki, head manager of the Sales Department,” biglang pakilala sa akin ng isang lalaking may katangkaran din at may kalakihan ang katawan. He didn’t shake hands with me nor greeted me. Maputi ang kanyang balat at makinis. Base sa kanyang tindig, walang duda na isa siyang Alpha na kagaya ko. “Okuda Ryuichi. Nice to meet you, Shimada-senpai,” pormal kong baling sa kanya at tiningnan niya lang ako na para bang wala siyang balak na pahabain pa ang usapan namin.Pagkatapos naming magkamayan — dahil na rin napilitan siya — ay tinalikuran na niya ako at bumalik sa kanyang puwesto at muling hinarap ang kanyang laptop. Kung opinyon ng ibang tao ang aking pagbabasehan, medyo bastos ang naging trato niya sa akin pero nagulat ako nang makitang tila wala na iyong epekto sa kanyang mga katrabaho. [Totoo ba talagang sobra siyang strikto?] sa isip-isip ko at nakiramdam sa naging reaksiyon ng iba. May ilan na nagbulungan at dali-daling bumalik sa kani-kanilang mga puwesto. May iba rin naman na binigyan ako ng tila naaawang tingin. Hinintay kong may magsabi sa akin kung ano iyong nangyari pero mukhang lahat sila ay takot sa kanilang kinikilalang boss. Throwing that aside, nagpasya na lamang ako na puntahan ang magiging bago kong working desk at sinimulang ilapag ang mga gamit ko dito. “Um… hello.” Natigil ako sa pag-aayos ng mga gamit ko nang may biglang nagsalita sa bandang kaliwa ko. Napatingin ako sa nagmamay-ari ng medyo may kaliitan ang boses at nininerbyos siyang nangiti sa akin. “Hi. Ako si Moriya Hino. Pasensiya ka na sa boss namin, ah. Mailap talaga siya sa mga bagong empleyado pero mabait naman siya na boss,” wika nito sa akin bago inayos ang suot niyang pabilog na salamin na makapal ang frame. “It’s okay,” sabi ko na lang at nagpatuloy sa aking ginagawa. “Isa nga pala akong Beta. Um... isa ka bang Alpha?” usisa nito. “Why?” I asked in confusion. Did it even matter? “W-wala lang. Malakas kasi ang dating ng aura mo eh,” aniya tsaka nag-iwas ng tingin. [Am I really that obvious? Do I spread so much dominance na kahit na umakto akong parang pangkaraniwang Alpha lamang ay nakakaramdam pa rin ng uneasiness ang mga nakakasalamuha ko?] I thought to myself. I shrugged the thought off. Then suddenly, my eyes averted towards our head manager’s direction. Mula dito sa kinauupuan ko ay kitang-kita ko siya. He was so focused on his work and didn’t even notice my stare. I didn’t know why but this was the first time that I got so intrigued towards another Alpha. He must be quite dominant in sex, too. He looked too classy to be in here, in my own opinion. And he looked quite young, to boot. Must be from a very known family or he could also be related to this company’s owner. “Kung ako sa ‘yo, huwag mong titigang masyado si Shimada-san. Sigurado akong napapansin ka niyan,” biglang sita sa akin ni Moriya-san. Awtomatiko naman akong nag-iwas ng tingin at napaisip. Why did a guy like him chose to work here? To me, he was the type of Alpha that could easily reach the top without having the trouble of enslaving himself as a mere sales manager. [Is he, by any chance, had similar reasons like me?] I thought to myself again while staring at our boss. “If that was the case, I might consider befriending him,” I said to myself while smirking and I didn’t even realize that I was doing that.──────⊹⊱✫⊰⊹────── “Okuda-kun, here’s your first assignment,” ani Shimada-senpai sabay lapag ng ilang mga papeles sa desk ko. He wore an expressionless face as if he was a robot. “What should I do with these?” tanong ko naman. “Keep track of our sales for today and give me a report tonight bago ka umuwi. I won’t accept delays,” he instructed and went back to his seat. [Tonight, you say?] medyo nag-aalinlangan kong wari sa isipan. Guess, I had no choice but to work my butt out. The company that I used to work for was really successful. Clients were satisfied with the suppressants that we produced and distributed in drug stores. It’s not just the Omegas that needed suppressants, but also Alphas. When an Omega goes into heat, they release a special kind of pheromones that higly attracts any Alphas nearby. Nawawalan ng sense of reasoning ang kahit na sinong Alpha na naaamoy ang nasabing pheromones. And when this happens, an Omega’s body craves for sex. They can either use sex toys to subdue the heat but it would take long. They will only calm down if an Alpha fucks them. And when I say Alpha, ‘anyone’ would do. This was how it always worked.The only way to stop an Omega’s periodic heat is to become mates with an Alpha. Mating is done when an Alpha bites an Omega’s nape during their heat sex. From then on, the Omega can no longer have sex with others aside from his Alpha mate while a mated Alpha can still have multiple mates if he wanted to but would no longer get affected by other Omegas’ heat. Pregnancy is likely to occur if an Omega gets penetrated during his or her heat. That’s why they also take birth control pills because getting pregnant without a mate is risky for them.That is what I know. And I have no plan on walking through the same paths as those idiots.──────⊹⊱✫⊰⊹──────Continue to part 2...Mabilis na sumapit ang gabi. This is still my first day at work but here I am now having an overtime. I never would have thought that this branch was as busy as to my previous one! “Fuck, I feel sleepy already,” I cursed while typing the last bit of informations to my report. Sumasakit na ang mga mata ko and I could feel my body giving up. I should start to get used to this. I slightly took a glance at my wristwatch and even became frantic when I knew that it was nearly eleven in the evening. “Ah! Come to think of it, sinabi ko kay Shimada-senpai na iiwanan ko lang ang report ko dito. I wonder if he already went home,” alala ko at napatingin sa paligid. My co-workers told me na may sariling opisina ang boss. Doon umano siya lumalagi kapag napakarami niyang kailangang asikasuhin maliban ang i-monitor ang mga galaw namin. Nakalimutan ko kung saan banda iyon but I think it was beyond that thick wall behind Shimada-senpai’s work desk. [Should I just leave my report here or t
RYUICHI “HAAH… Aah…” Shimada-senpai moaned in pleasure as I pounded his ass while doing it on top of his office desk. We did it right after everyone went home. It’s been a week since that night. After finding out his dreadful secret, my boss prevented me from ruining his image by paying me twenty thousand dollars for every fuck and keeping my mouth shut. I’ve never imagined that I would meet a guy like him — an Omega who would pay anyone for sex. “Quit tightening around me. I’ll end up cumming too soon. You won’t like that, would you?” I teased while grinning. “It’s going to be another twenty thousand,” dagdag ko pa. “Shut the fuck up and end it! Ahh!” He snarled at me in mixed anger and pleasure. “Huh?” My one eyebrow raised and started to pound him harder, making him moan even more. “Is that how you treat someone who knows that you are a filthy Omega who pretended to be an Alpha to gain respect?” pananakot ko sa kanya. “Aah…” He even got more tight and clen
“Shimada-senpai, we have an interesting client,” bungad kong saad as I put a brown folder on top of my boss’ desk. He took a quick glance at it bago pinagtuunang pansin muli ang kanyang ginagawa. I disliked how he just ignored me so I opened it for him and showed him the first page of the gathered files. “What’s the name?” he simply asked without even giving a damn interest on looking at the file. “Fujiwara Ichi,” I answered with a frown. I was beginning to get annoyed by this arrogant boss of mine! But my annoyance swiftly turned into curiosity when Shimada-senpai’s eyes widened in shock. [Heh~ Familiar with the name, are we?] I thought to myself while sneering. “Is everything okay?” kunwaring nag-aalala kong tanong but the truth was I was fucking curious to why he showed such reaction! He tried to shrug the awkward feeling and forced to collect himself. “I’m fine.” [As if I believe you!] I screamed inside my head. “Would you like me to read the details
TRIGGER WARNING: Sensitive content ahead. Read at your own risk. RYUICHI ( “RYUICHI… listen. Kapag nahanap mo na ang iyong Omega mate, alagaan at mahalin mo siya ha? Lagi mong tandaan: Omegas are fragile.”) Napabalikwas ako ng bangon habang hinihingal at pinagpapawisan nang husto. “Shit…” I cursed softly as I brought my right hand to my forehead and gently massaged it while frowning. [Why did I have that dream again?] I thought I’ve forgotten about it, inis kong wari sa isipan at napabuntong-hininga ng may halong dismaya. ──────⊹⊱✫⊰⊹──────[FLASHBACK] When I was a child, I was showered with so much love and kindness. Both my parents made sure to give me everything and tended to my need. I was happy back then… and was too young to understand the real meaning of that kindness. “*Kaa-san [Mother], what is a fated pair and soul bond?” I asked curiously while holding a book about simplified Omegaverse and showed it to her. I was eight when I asked that
“Aah! Hmmfgh! Haah…” Shimada-senpai cried while moaning beneath me. I thrusted even harder and that made him tighten around me. Right now, we were doing it in his office floor. It’s already past twelve in the morning but we’re still on it.“You are such a slut,” nakangisi kong turan.He blushed and covered half of his face with his forearm, leaving his nose down to his chin bare. “Shut up,” he uttered. “Aah…” Muli naman siyang napaungol nang mas bumilis ang bawat galaw ko.[Why act all tough? I know you want it.] The more he denied it, the more it irritated me.“You’re so conceited. Why are you doing this?” I suddenly asked on impulse.“Why?” he asked me back before clenching his fist. “As if an Alpha like you would understand.”“Tsk!” I clicked my tongue in annoyance and suddenly grabbed his arm and flipped him over.“Wha—?! Wait, I can’t anymore! Stop it!” Shimada-senpai begged frantically.I put my weight on him and pushed him down. “Hey, you’re in heat ri
RYUICHI AFTER that incident, Shimada-senpai has stopped having sex with me. Inisip ko na baka tambak na ang mga gawain niya at mahirap isingit ang private session namin pero napansin kong iniiwasan niya rin ako. He made sure not to meet my gaze, not to be alone with me, and even not talk to me except for business reasons. And I didn’t understand quite well why he was acting that way. Hanggang ngayon ay hindi niya pa rin binibigay ang kanyang desisyon tungkol sa kliyente naming si Fujiwara Ichi. If I remembered it correctly, the client gave us at least a week to give our feedback about his offer. Could it be that Shimada-senpai forgot? “Excuse me. Shimada-san, may bisita ka.” It was Moriya-san who said that. Awtomatiko akong napatingin sa direksiyon ng aming boss para makita kung ano ang magiging reaksiyon niya and he looked a bit confused. It’s not unusual to have visitors once in a while but this was the first time that someone, whom I didn’t know yet, paid him a vi
Sa araw ng aking day off, napagpasyahan kong puntahan ang clinic ng nasabing doktor. It seemed that his clinic is open anytime. It’s not that I was worried about Shimada-senpai but if that guy ever took interest on him… [Why am I so worked up over something like this? ] I managed to reach his clinic without any hassle. Hindi ito kalakihan at mukhang disente naman para sa isang doktor na kagaya niya na may magandang pangalan. First, I went to see his secretary who happened to be a guy. Talk about an unusual secretary. “Ano’ng pangalan nila?” tanong ng lalaking secretary sabay titig sa akin. He was a huge, scary looking guy who was almost as tall as me and had a great build, too. His hair was shaggy and a bit messy and wore a stupid look on his face as if his mind was flying off somewhere despite looking at me directly. I don’t get why he was here but I guess you can’t really judge a person by their appearance. “Okuda Ryuichi,” I answered and he listed my name at ilang
RYUICHI KAKATAPOS lang naming magtalik ni Shimada-senpai and here we are now, sitting on the floor and not facing each other. Sa sobrang dalas na naming magtalik dito ay nagtago na siya ng manipis na folding bed dito sa kanyang opisina. And to be honest, I was starting to get bored of this routine. (“Kicchan had a mate once. If you look closely at his nape, you will see the little details of bite marks engraved on his skin that probably left a remarkable scar not just on his body but his heart and soul, as well. And I am telling you this not because I wanted you to know. This will serve as a warning. If you don’t have plans on taking Kicchan seriously then you better put a stop to this before you break him any further.” ) Whenever I remember what that freaking four-eyed told me, I couldn’t help but feel irritated. Hindi ko alam kung saan nanggagaling ang inis kong ito. In the first place, I shouldn’t be worried dahil nandito lang naman ako ngayon para pagtakpan ang totoo
My muffled moaning resonated in the whole room. I could clearly hear the weird sounds of our bodily fluids as Chihiro thrusted his way into me. He was trying his utter best to be gentle, but he was just longing as I was. “Aki-san,” Chihiro half whispered to my ear before leaning closer to me. He entered me with my back entirely exposed to him, so I couldn’t see what expression he was making. Talking to me like that was a killer move. “Aki-san, masakit ba? Kanina pang magkasalubong ang mga kilay mo,” he commented, slowly gliding his huge thing inside me. 「You dare ask me that kahit na sige ka pa rin sa paggalaw?!」 Inis kong turan sa isipan. “Don’t ask me that after you keep on doing that!” anas ko sa kanya. I tried to cover my flushed face with our blanket to hide my own embarassment. “Eh?” Lutang nitong ani. Pero salungat naman ang ginawa ng kanyang katawan dahil lalo ko lamang naramdaman ang unti-unting pagpasok ng kanyang dinadala. “Chihiro, you’re so—Uh!”
AKI “AKI-SAN, may hindi ka ba sinasabi sa ‘kin?” “Huh…?” My jaw dropped when Chihiro asked such question so suddenly. Patulog na sana kami. He clenched his fists before trying to ask me the same question, “May hindi ka ba sinasabi sa ‘kin?” “What do you mean?” kunot-noo kong tanong namn sa kanya. “Alam kong alam mo ang tinutukoy ko, Aki-san!” Chihiro slightly raised his voice but when he saw that I flinched to that sudden change of tone, he immediately went back to his calm voice.“Aki-san, naikulong na ang muntik mang-rape sa ‘kin pero pakiramdam ko ay may nalalaman kang hindi mo sinasabi sa akin. Napapansin ko sa mga kakatwa mong galaw. Hindi ko alam kung paano mo siya nahanap pero malabong gano’n kadali susuko ang isang Alpha na kagaya niya,” he said with a pained expression. “Chihiro…” I tried to reach out for his cheek to caress them mabilis na umilag si Chihiro. “May tinatago ka na naman sa ‘kin, Aki-san,” kumbinsido nitong ani. Then, droplet
“Hey, you.” The guy stopped from his tracks upon hearing me call him out. He turned his head towards me and gave me this bored look. “What now?” “Those scars… Who gave them to you?” I curiously asked. He raised an eyebrow before replying to me, “Why so suddenly interested in them?” I gritted my teeth. I had no solid proof yet if this bastard was really the one who hurt Chihiro but my guts were telling me to interrogate him. “Just answer me,” I insisted. “I got them from my supposedly fated pair. Man, I was told he was an unusual Omega but I did not expect him to be that strong. You know—Ack!” Hindi natapos ang lalaki sa pagsasalita dahil bigla ko na lang itong patulak na kinaladkad hanggang sa mauntog ang ulo ang niya sa pader. “…the hell’s wrong with you?!” “Was it you who attacked Chihiro that night?!” I snapped at him at napatingin ang mga tao sa amin. I totally forgot that we were in public. “What? A fight?” “What are they doing?
AKI Jirou was out of his fucking mind. Just what was he thinking the other day? 「Making me attend whatever they call this bullshit Alpha and Omega blind dates… Just what the fuck is wrong with that Jirou?」Inis kong reklamo sa aking isipan. ━━━━━━ ◦ ❖ ◦ ━━━━━━「FLASHBACK」 “Why should I attend that bullshit?!” galit kong singhal kay Jirou. “You want to announce your clear intentions of claiming Chihiro as yours, right?” “Well, yes but—!” “This is the only way, Aki,” putol ni Jirou sa akin. He was dead serious about it. “I already went to Chihiro’s workplace and asked his workmates there pero wala silang ideya kung sino ang lalaki. If that bastard is still single then the only way I can think of na posible mo siyang makita ay sa pamamagitan lang ng pagpunta mo sa event.” “Honestly, I have no idea how hard it is for someone to meet their fated pair in an inconvenient timing and place,” pag-aamin ko habang nakakuyom ang aking mga ka
“Have a seat,” Jirou formally offered and I simply replied with a nod. When Jirou told me that he wanted to help me out, I didn’t expect him to invite me over to his place. Sure, we had a history but he never invited me over. Going here was really awkward but the two of us had already moved on and I told Kicchan about my plans in case Chihiro started to worry about me again. And also, my curiosity got fixated on the young fellow sitting across me. Jirou left for a while to get something from his room and this guy was already sitting here before I even arrived. Our eyes met. I kept still and didn’t avoid eye contact but the other guy felt intimidation towards me. Did Jirou even tell him about our past? “What’s your name?” I casually asked the fidgety guy and he was startled. “Chisato… desu,” he shyly answered and averted his eyes from me. 「Chisato, huh? I’ve never seen him in the neighborhood. Can’t even remember if he went to my clinic before,」I thought
AKIBRUISES all over his body, his face covered in blood, and his clothes all worn out — I was stunned when a wounded Chihiro came home that night.Not only he was unconscious, what shocked me too was the fact that the person who brought him was Arisawa Jirou.“Who the fuck did this to him?!” Galit kong tanong sa ‘king sarili habang mahigpit na nakakuyom ang mga kamay ko.Earlier, I had the scariest day of my life happening right in front of me. I always knew the dangers that Omegas might face but I never imagined it to happen to Chihiro. Nagdalawang-isip akong papasukin si Jirou sa bahay but he seemed like he had a tough fight just to send Chihiro home. In order not to scare the kids, I immediately contacted Chihiro’s parents and asked them to look for the twins until Chihiro’s heat was over and after I took care of everything else. Normally, Chihiro should be hurried to the hospital but because he was in heat, bringing him there would on
“…kun?” “…hiro?” “Gumising ka, Chihiro-kun.” Pagmulat ko ng aking mga mata ay nag-aalalang mukha ng mga kasama ko ang sumalubong sa ‘kin. Bakas sa mga ekspresiyon nito na may nangyaring hindi kaaya-aya. “Ano po’ng nangyari, Souma-san?” nanghihina kong tanong. Nang lingunin ko ang paligid, nasa staff room kami. “Nawalan ka ng malay, Chihiro-kun,” si Teruma-san ang sumagot sa akin. Kahit ramdam ko pa rin ang pagkahilo ay pinilit kong tumayo. Hindi ako naging matagumpay dahil nawala rin kaagad ang balanse ko at muntik akong matumba sa sahig pero mabilis akong nasalo ni Souma-san. “Magpahinga ka muna, Chihiro-kun,” aniya Souma-san habang inalalayan akong umupo. “Ano’ng nangyari sa ‘yo, Chihiro?” kabadong tanong ni Touya at halos mangiyak-ngiyak itong nakatitig sa ‘kin. “Kasalanan ko ba?” Umiling ako. “Hindi,” mabilis kong tanggi. “Iyong customer…” Nang maalala ko ang nangyari kanina ay napasuka na lang akong bigla at nagulat sila. “
TRIGGER WARNING: Sensitive content ahead. Read at your own risk. CHIHIRO ISANG taon na ang lumipas mula noong maipanganak sina Akira at Misaki. Mabilis din nabawi ni Aki-san ang kanyang lakas at masaya naming pinapalaki ang mga anak namin ngayon. At bukod doon, nagawa na naming bumukod ng tirahan. Maliit lang ang bahay pero sakto lang bilang simula ng aming munting pamilya. Pamins-minsan ay nagpupunta si Ma-chan dito kapag nasa trabaho ako upang alalayan si Aki-san sa pagbabantay ng mga bata. Makukulit na sila at doble pa iyon. Tungkol naman sa pagiging mates namin… magpahanggang ngayon ay hindi pa namin pinag-uusapan ang tungkol sa bagay na iyon. Ilang beses kong binalak itanong kay Aki-san ang tungkol dito pero natatakot ako sa maaari niyang isagot. Ramdam ko naman na may puwang na ako sa kanyang puso pero hindi ko pa rin maiwasang hindi mag-alala lalo pa at may mga bata kaming kasama. Hangga’t nananatili kaming ordinaryong partners, hindi ako mapapanatag.
AKI EVERYTHING has been peaceful without Jirou in the picture. My pregnancy has been going well and our twins were getting more lively as my due date was coming near. Both Chihiro and I are looking forward to meeting them. And so are their future grandparents. “Aki-san, may naiisip ka na bang ipangalan sa mga anak natin?” Chihiro suddenly opened up. Napatitig naman ako sa kanya. “Why so sudden?” I asked na medyo natatawa. Kinamot ni Chihiro ang kanyang batok bago siya sumagot, “W-wala lang, Aki-san. Parang gusto ko na silang bigyan ng pangalan ngayon pa lang,” he reasoned out. Last month, I already had an ultrasound check-up and we found out that we were expecting a girl and a boy. That made Chihiro so excited and frantic, at the same time. Halos hindi na ito makatulog sa gabi kakabantay sa akin dahil kabuwanan ko na. He would follow me wherever I go. He would even watch out for my diet and the things that might cause strain on my body. Ever since t