Chapter 1
The living room sparkled with a warm, inviting glow from twenty-eight candles on Jonathan's cake. Laura who was trying to hide her nerves, fussed over the final details with Jonathan's family. She'd poured her heart into this surprise—every detail, from the chocolate cake he loved to the decorations that matched his laid-back style. Tonight was supposed to be special, a chance to show Jonathan how much he meant to her.
"Everything looks amazing," Jonathan's sister said, giving Laura a reassuring smile. "He's going to love it."
Laura forced a smile with her racing heart. She had been looking forward to this night for weeks, hoping it would set the stage for what she planned to say after the party.
"Relax," his sister nudged her gently. "He's gonna love it. You know he will."
Laura nodded, swallowing the knot in her throat. It wasn't about whether Jonathan would love the party. He always appreciated her efforts, he always appreciated her. But the thought of finally confessing her feelings made her palms sweat, but she was determined to make tonight perfect.
Then, the sound of a car door closing outside jolted everyone into action. The lights were already dimmed, and the room was filled with anticipation.
"He's here!" someone whispered.
Laura took a step back, positioning herself behind his family, letting them take the front line. Her heart raced as the door creaked open.
"SURPRISE!" The room exploded with noise, laughter, and smiles.
Jonathan stood frozen in the doorway, his eyes wide before breaking into that familiar, lopsided grin. "No way!" he said, running a hand through his tousled hair. "You guys didn't..." His grin widened, and he stepped further inside. His gaze quickly found Laura who was hiding behind his sister. "You did all this?" he asked, clearly touched. His smile softened, and for a moment, his eyes lingered on her with an emotion she couldn't quite place.
Laura shrugged, trying to sound casual as she stepped forward. "Your sister helped. I just did what I do best—throwing a party."
"Wow, this is incredible," Jonathan said, giving her a quick hug. His touch was familiar, comforting, but it stirred different emotions in Laura. "Seriously, thank you. It means a lot."
"No problem," Laura replied, trying to keep her voice steady. "You're the one who always makes birthdays special. I'm just returning the favor."
Jonathan laughed as the sound filled the room with its usual warmth. "I don't know how you do it. You're always on top of things. How do you manage to remember all my favorite things?"
"It's a talent," she joked, nudging him playfully. "Or maybe I'm just a little obsessed with making sure you're happy."
"You've definitely got a knack for it," he said, grinning. "I'm lucky to have you in my life."
Laura hummed at his words but the conversation suddenly shifted as Jonathan's family pulled him toward the cake and presents. Laura watched him interact with everyone, the same Jonathan she'd known since childhood—effortlessly charming and always the life of the party. But tonight, it felt bittersweet. She was here, putting on a brave face, planning to tell him how she really felt.
She stayed on the edges of the festivities, chatting with his family and trying to ignore the way Jonathan's jokes and laughter tugged at her heart. The distance between them seemed to grow with each passing minute, and the weight of what she had to say felt heavier.
As the evening wore on and the room began to settle, Jonathan found her again, leaning casually against the wall. The playful tone in his voice was replaced by a more genuine warmth. "Hey, birthday cake thief," he said as a grin tugged at his lips. "Did you finally get a chance to snag a piece for yourself?"
Laura chuckled softly. "Not yet. I've been too busy playing hostess."
"Of course you have," Jonathan teased. "You're always making sure everyone else is taken care of first. I swear, you're like a birthday fairy."
She laughed with her heart aching a little. "Just trying to make sure you have a good time."
Jonathan's smile faded slightly, as if he wanted to say more, but the thumping bass of the music from the speakers drowned out his thoughts. He glanced around, visibly frustrated with the noise. Laura noticed the shift, and her heart fluttered in her chest. She, too, had a lot she wanted to say, but this wasn't the right place. Confessing her feelings here, amidst the music, the crowd, and his family, felt too awkward and too risky.
She bit her lip and decided that now was her chance to take him outside, away from the noise, where they could finally talk in peace. "Hey," she said, stepping closer and raising her voice over the music, "do you want to—"
But before she could finish, Jonathan's phone buzzed loudly in his pocket. He glanced down at it, his brows lifting for a split second before a grin flashed across his face. "Hold on a sec," he said, already stepping back as he answered the call.
Laura's stomach sank. It was the smile he gave whenever one of his flings called. She could hear the familiar playful tone in his voice as he greeted whoever was on the other end, likely one of his random girlfriends, someone who caught his eye this week. The sound of her own heartbeat suddenly felt louder than the music as Jonathan raised a finger, silently telling her to wait, and walked away, phone pressed to his ear.
She stood there, frozen, watching as he strode toward the corner of the room, his attention fully consumed by the conversation. Any hope of getting him alone, of telling him how she really felt, dissolved like a fading spark. The confidence she'd been building all night crumbled in the face of that simple, careless gesture.
He didn't choose her.
Not now, not in this moment. He chose the random girl on the other end of the line.
Laura's shoulders slumped, her hand falling back to her side. What was she even doing? How could she compete with the steady parade of girls who came and went in Jonathan's life? He'd never seen her that way—just his best friend, the girl who organized his birthday parties and laughed at his goofy jokes. She'd always been right in front of him, but somehow, it was never enough.
Suddenly, the party felt too loud, too crowded. She felt out of place in a moment that should have been hers. With a deep sigh, she moved toward the back, slipping out the door into the cool night air.
Chapter 2Jonathan stood in the hallway, his back leaning against the wall as he wrapped up the conversation with his latest fling, a girl he'd only met a few weeks ago. She had a way of keeping his attention for now, but it wasn't anything serious. He chuckled at something she said while his voice dropped into a flirtatious tone."Yeah, I'll see you soon. No, not tonight. It's my birthday party, after all," Jonathan said, glancing at the door that led back into the party. He heard the music pulsing through the walls and gave a lazy smile. "But, we'll hang out soon, alright?"After a few more words exchanged, he ended the call and slid his phone into his pocket. He lingered there for a moment and ran a hand through his hair, not really thinking much of the conversation. It was just another call, just another girl.But then his thoughts shifted back to Laura. She had seemed a bit off earlier, quieter than usual, like she had something on her mind. He remembered the way she tried to say
Chapter 3"Just be gentle with her," Mrs. Levine added, a hint of concern in her voice. "She's been a bit overwhelmed lately.""Yeah, okay," Jonathan replied with a touch of impatience creeping into his tone. He climbed the stairs as irritation bubbled beneath the surface.He reached her door and knocked softly, but his annoyance was creeping in. "Laura? It's me, Jonathan."But there was only silence."Can I come in?" he called, trying to keep his voice steady."Yeah, sure... come in," came her muffled response, but it felt more like a reluctant invitation than an enthusiastic one.Jonathan sighed, opening the door and stepping inside."What's up with you? It's my birthday, we should be celebrating," he asked, his irritation clear.Laura let out a tired sigh, turning her back to him. "Yeah..." she mumbled weakly. "Your gift is on my study table." She didn't look at him as she spoke, but Jonathan couldn't care less about the gift. What bothered him was his pouting childhood friend, the
Chapter 4The next morning, Laura woke up to the quiet chill of an empty bed. Jonathan was gone, the space beside her cold as if he had slipped out hours before. She blinked groggily, trying to process the stillness around her. Slowly, she sat up as her body protested with a dull ache between her legs. A wince escaped her as the memory of the night flooded back—intense, raw, and filled with emotions she couldn't quite unravel.Her eyes drifted to the bed, the sight of bloodstained sheets staring back at her, a clear reminder of the reality she now faced. It was no wonder—it had been her first time, after all. Laura smiled softly as the warmth of last night wrapped around her like a comforting blanket. It was a moment she would cherish forever, filled with tenderness, and a love she believed had finally blossomed.With a renewed sense of hope, she headed to the bathroom to clean herself up, her heart still fluttering with the memory of Jonathan's touch and the intimacy they had shared
Chapter 5Laura drove back home, her vision blurred by the flood of tears that she couldn't hold back any longer. The painful weight of Jonathan's words settled in her chest, squeezing her heart with every breath. She had tried to stay strong, to put on a brave face, but now, in the quiet of her car, there was no one to pretend for.Each tear that fell felt like another piece of her heart breaking, her grip tightening on the steering wheel as the reality of the situation sank in. How could I have been so naive? she wondered. She had given everything to Jonathan last night—her love, her trust, her body—and now it all felt like it meant nothing.As the familiar sight of her house came into view, Laura pulled into the driveway, letting out a shaky breath. She wiped her eyes hastily, but the tears kept coming, as though they wouldn't stop until she had cried out every bit of hope she'd once had for them.Laura stepped through the door with her face swollen from crying. Her eyes were red
Chapter 6The next few days were harder for Laura than she ever imagined. Every small moment in her routine seemed to remind her of Jonathan—his laughter, their inside jokes, the countless hours spent together. Now, she had to force herself to stay distant, to resist the urge to call or text him like she used to. It was a daily struggle, pretending to move on when all she wanted was to fall back into the comfort of their friendship, however broken it had become.But for Jonathan, life seemed to return to normal effortlessly. The absence of Laura's constant presence didn't weigh on him the way it did on her. He was used to people coming and going, used to the attention of his playful, cheerful friend who always seemed to be chasing him around. Her sudden distance didn't matter much to him. If anything, his life slipped back into its usual rhythm—parties, women, indulging in whatever his heart desired. The void Laura left was barely noticeable, hidden beneath the layers of his carefree,
Chapter 7Mr. Levine chuckled, "That would be a secret," he replied with a teasing smile before standing up. "Well then, I'm heading to the company. You get some rest, my love," he gently ordered his wife, leaning down to kiss the top of her head. Mrs. Levine smiled softly in response, a gesture of affection that didn't go unnoticed by Laura.Laura watched her parents and she couldn't help but smile. Because deep down, she wished for a love like theirs, to be treated with the same tenderness her father showed her mother. But then, her heart lingered on its true desire—Jonathan. The thought of him doing those things for her made her wince, realizing how much space he still occupied in her mind."Are you okay, sweetie?" Aurelia asked, concerned by the sudden shift in Laura's expression.Laura quickly shrugged it off, forcing a smile. "Yes, Mom. I'm okay. I think I'll go back to the garden," she replied, standing up to escape the storm of emotions within her."What do you mean, go back t
Chapter 8Laura stood by the window with her breath hitching as she whispered her silent plea to the night. The weight of her father's words pressed heavily on her chest.Let go... it's about time you let go...She leaned her elbows on the windowsill and rested her head in her hands. A single tear slid down her cheek but quickly wiped it away as if erasing the emotion could erase the truth. The stars twinkled above, indifferent to her pain, but she found herself speaking to them anyway."I wish it was that easy to let go..." Her voice was barely above a whisper. "I wish it were that easy to forget him."The cool breeze kissed her face as if trying to soothe her, but the ache in her heart only deepened. She looked up at the sky with her throat tightening as she swallowed hard, forcing herself not to cry again."I wish that my heart could just... not love him," she murmured, her voice trembling.And as if mocking her, a shooting star streaked across the dark sky. She blinked as her brea
Chapter 9Jonathan woke up with a pounding headache as the familiar ache of a hangover settled in. His mouth was dry, and his body felt heavy as he groaned, pushing himself up from the bed. Sunlight streamed through the curtains, too bright for his liking, and he squinted against it, shielding his eyes with his hand."Ugh... what time is it?" he muttered, glancing at his phone on the nightstand. The screen lit up with missed calls and messages—none of which he was in the mood to check right now. His head was still spinning, remnants of last night's drinking clinging to his thoughts like cobwebs.He stumbled out of bed, feeling the weight of the previous night bearing down on him. Flashes of Eunice's furious face came to him—her words, her slap, the sound of her heels clacking as she stormed out of the club. He rubbed the side of his face where she had slapped him, still feeling the sting, though it was his pride that hurt more."Why did I mention Laura?" he groaned, realizing that was