Chapter 2
Jonathan stood in the hallway, his back leaning against the wall as he wrapped up the conversation with his latest fling, a girl he'd only met a few weeks ago. She had a way of keeping his attention for now, but it wasn't anything serious. He chuckled at something she said while his voice dropped into a flirtatious tone.
"Yeah, I'll see you soon. No, not tonight. It's my birthday party, after all," Jonathan said, glancing at the door that led back into the party. He heard the music pulsing through the walls and gave a lazy smile. "But, we'll hang out soon, alright?"
After a few more words exchanged, he ended the call and slid his phone into his pocket. He lingered there for a moment and ran a hand through his hair, not really thinking much of the conversation. It was just another call, just another girl.
But then his thoughts shifted back to Laura. She had seemed a bit off earlier, quieter than usual, like she had something on her mind. He remembered the way she tried to say something before the call interrupted them. Guilt pricked at him briefly. Maybe he'd left her hanging a little too long.
With a shrug, Jonathan pushed open the door and walked back into the party. The lively buzz of conversations and the low hum of music greeted him once more. He scanned the room, looking for Laura among the familiar faces of friends and family.
But she was nowhere to be found.
He frowned slightly and moved through the crowd, greeting people absentmindedly as he made his way toward his sister. He finally spotted her near the snack table, laughing with some friends. "Tabby!" Jonathan called, weaving his way through the group.
Tabitha looked up, a smile on her face as she saw him approach. "Hey, birthday boy. Finished flirting already?"
Jonathan rolled his eyes. "Very funny. Have you seen Laura?"
Tabitha raised an eyebrow. "She was just with you, wasn't she?"
"Yeah, but I got a call and when I came back, she wasn't there. I can't find her," Jonathan said, glancing around again while his frown deepened.
Tabitha's teasing smirk faded as she shrugged. "I haven't seen her in a bit. She might've stepped outside for some air. It's been pretty loud in here."
Jonathan nodded, feeling a strange knot form in his chest. "Yeah, maybe. I'll check outside."
As he turned to leave, Tabitha called after him, "She seemed kind of quiet tonight, didn't she? I thought she was gonna say something important."
Jonathan paused for a second as her words hit him with a little more weight than he expected. Something important? What did Laura want to talk about?
With a quick nod to his sister, Jonathan headed toward the back door with a strange feeling stirring inside him—like he'd missed something.
He stepped outside, expecting to see Laura, but the backyard was empty. No one was there—not even a trace of her. The cool night air felt unsettlingly still. He scanned the area, confused.
Wait, did she go home? he wondered, glancing over the fence toward the house next door.
Laura's parents lived just beside his own family's place, and she'd been staying there ever since they graduated college. Jonathan knew she was supposed to take over the family business one day, but it still felt strange seeing her back there after all this time. Their families had been close for years, practically intertwined. Growing up, he and Laura were inseparable, always running back and forth between the two houses. They shared everything—birthdays, holidays, even family dinners. It was no surprise they'd ended up best friends.
But even best friends drifted sometimes. And tonight, Jonathan couldn't shake the feeling that something between them was different. He hadn't noticed it before, but thinking back, Laura had been a little distant lately, like she had something on her mind she wasn't sharing.
And now, she was gone—just disappeared from his birthday party without a word. He wondered if she was upset, but he couldn't put his finger on why.
With a sigh, Jonathan shoved his hands into his pockets and started toward the fence, eyes fixed on the faint glow coming from the windows of Laura's house. He bent down, grabbing a small stone—a habit he'd never outgrown. Throwing pebbles at her window had always been his way of breaking the ice, especially when Laura was upset. It was a simple gesture, one that had always worked, no matter how mad she was.
But just as he was about to toss the stone, the blinds in Laura's room suddenly rolled down, cutting off the light. It was so perfectly timed, it almost felt deliberate. His hand froze mid-throw, and his eyebrows twitched in confusion. She knew he did this. It had been their thing since they were kids.
Jonathan stood there, staring at the now-closed blinds. It was the first time she'd ever shut him out like this. Even when she was upset, she'd always leave the window open, knowing he'd come. But tonight, it felt different.
"What the hell...?" Jonathan muttered, lowering his arm and dropping the stone. He stood there for a moment, staring at the closed blinds, unsure of what to do next. His instinct kicked in, the one he'd relied on since they were kids.
He brought two fingers to his lips and let out a low, sharp whistle. "Laura!" he called out, not too loudly, more of a loud whisper, like they used to do when sneaking out late at night. He waited for a response, but all he got was the rustling of leaves in the night breeze.
Frowning, he whistled again, slightly louder this time. "Laura! Come on, I know you're in there."
But the window stayed dark and quiet. No playful retaliation, no teasing. Nothing.
Jonathan shifted his weight from one foot to the other, feeling an unfamiliar knot of worry tightening in his chest. Why wasn't she answering? Normally, she'd be at the window, rolling her eyes at him for his persistence, but tonight she was...gone. He ran a hand through his hair, frustrated and uneasy.
Frustrated, Jonathan pulled his phone from his pocket and quickly typed out a message, his fingers moving faster than his thoughts.
-Seriously, open the window. What is wrong with you?-
He hit send, staring at the screen, waiting for those familiar three dots to appear, signaling her response. Instead, a simple "Read" notification popped up beneath his message. But nothing else followed.
She'd seen it. And chose not to reply.
Jonathan's jaw tightened. Something was definitely up, and he wasn't about to leave without figuring out what. With determination, he shoved his phone back into his pocket and marched toward her front door.
He knocked firmly, stepping back and crossing his arms as he waited. A few moments passed before the door creaked open, revealing Laura's mother, her face lighting up when she saw him.
"Jonathan! What a nice surprise, happy birthday!" she greeted warmly. "Here to see Laura?"
Jonathan forced a smile, though his mind was elsewhere. "Yeah, I just... Is she home?"
Mrs. Levine nodded as her expression softened. "She is. But, well...I think she's had a long day. You know how she gets sometimes. You wanna go check on her?" She invited knowing well her daughter has been liking on Jonathan for what seems like an eternity.
Chapter 3"Just be gentle with her," Mrs. Levine added, a hint of concern in her voice. "She's been a bit overwhelmed lately.""Yeah, okay," Jonathan replied with a touch of impatience creeping into his tone. He climbed the stairs as irritation bubbled beneath the surface.He reached her door and knocked softly, but his annoyance was creeping in. "Laura? It's me, Jonathan."But there was only silence."Can I come in?" he called, trying to keep his voice steady."Yeah, sure... come in," came her muffled response, but it felt more like a reluctant invitation than an enthusiastic one.Jonathan sighed, opening the door and stepping inside."What's up with you? It's my birthday, we should be celebrating," he asked, his irritation clear.Laura let out a tired sigh, turning her back to him. "Yeah..." she mumbled weakly. "Your gift is on my study table." She didn't look at him as she spoke, but Jonathan couldn't care less about the gift. What bothered him was his pouting childhood friend, the
Chapter 4The next morning, Laura woke up to the quiet chill of an empty bed. Jonathan was gone, the space beside her cold as if he had slipped out hours before. She blinked groggily, trying to process the stillness around her. Slowly, she sat up as her body protested with a dull ache between her legs. A wince escaped her as the memory of the night flooded back—intense, raw, and filled with emotions she couldn't quite unravel.Her eyes drifted to the bed, the sight of bloodstained sheets staring back at her, a clear reminder of the reality she now faced. It was no wonder—it had been her first time, after all. Laura smiled softly as the warmth of last night wrapped around her like a comforting blanket. It was a moment she would cherish forever, filled with tenderness, and a love she believed had finally blossomed.With a renewed sense of hope, she headed to the bathroom to clean herself up, her heart still fluttering with the memory of Jonathan's touch and the intimacy they had shared
Chapter 5Laura drove back home, her vision blurred by the flood of tears that she couldn't hold back any longer. The painful weight of Jonathan's words settled in her chest, squeezing her heart with every breath. She had tried to stay strong, to put on a brave face, but now, in the quiet of her car, there was no one to pretend for.Each tear that fell felt like another piece of her heart breaking, her grip tightening on the steering wheel as the reality of the situation sank in. How could I have been so naive? she wondered. She had given everything to Jonathan last night—her love, her trust, her body—and now it all felt like it meant nothing.As the familiar sight of her house came into view, Laura pulled into the driveway, letting out a shaky breath. She wiped her eyes hastily, but the tears kept coming, as though they wouldn't stop until she had cried out every bit of hope she'd once had for them.Laura stepped through the door with her face swollen from crying. Her eyes were red
Chapter 6The next few days were harder for Laura than she ever imagined. Every small moment in her routine seemed to remind her of Jonathan—his laughter, their inside jokes, the countless hours spent together. Now, she had to force herself to stay distant, to resist the urge to call or text him like she used to. It was a daily struggle, pretending to move on when all she wanted was to fall back into the comfort of their friendship, however broken it had become.But for Jonathan, life seemed to return to normal effortlessly. The absence of Laura's constant presence didn't weigh on him the way it did on her. He was used to people coming and going, used to the attention of his playful, cheerful friend who always seemed to be chasing him around. Her sudden distance didn't matter much to him. If anything, his life slipped back into its usual rhythm—parties, women, indulging in whatever his heart desired. The void Laura left was barely noticeable, hidden beneath the layers of his carefree,
Chapter 7Mr. Levine chuckled, "That would be a secret," he replied with a teasing smile before standing up. "Well then, I'm heading to the company. You get some rest, my love," he gently ordered his wife, leaning down to kiss the top of her head. Mrs. Levine smiled softly in response, a gesture of affection that didn't go unnoticed by Laura.Laura watched her parents and she couldn't help but smile. Because deep down, she wished for a love like theirs, to be treated with the same tenderness her father showed her mother. But then, her heart lingered on its true desire—Jonathan. The thought of him doing those things for her made her wince, realizing how much space he still occupied in her mind."Are you okay, sweetie?" Aurelia asked, concerned by the sudden shift in Laura's expression.Laura quickly shrugged it off, forcing a smile. "Yes, Mom. I'm okay. I think I'll go back to the garden," she replied, standing up to escape the storm of emotions within her."What do you mean, go back t
Chapter 8Laura stood by the window with her breath hitching as she whispered her silent plea to the night. The weight of her father's words pressed heavily on her chest.Let go... it's about time you let go...She leaned her elbows on the windowsill and rested her head in her hands. A single tear slid down her cheek but quickly wiped it away as if erasing the emotion could erase the truth. The stars twinkled above, indifferent to her pain, but she found herself speaking to them anyway."I wish it was that easy to let go..." Her voice was barely above a whisper. "I wish it were that easy to forget him."The cool breeze kissed her face as if trying to soothe her, but the ache in her heart only deepened. She looked up at the sky with her throat tightening as she swallowed hard, forcing herself not to cry again."I wish that my heart could just... not love him," she murmured, her voice trembling.And as if mocking her, a shooting star streaked across the dark sky. She blinked as her brea
Chapter 9Jonathan woke up with a pounding headache as the familiar ache of a hangover settled in. His mouth was dry, and his body felt heavy as he groaned, pushing himself up from the bed. Sunlight streamed through the curtains, too bright for his liking, and he squinted against it, shielding his eyes with his hand."Ugh... what time is it?" he muttered, glancing at his phone on the nightstand. The screen lit up with missed calls and messages—none of which he was in the mood to check right now. His head was still spinning, remnants of last night's drinking clinging to his thoughts like cobwebs.He stumbled out of bed, feeling the weight of the previous night bearing down on him. Flashes of Eunice's furious face came to him—her words, her slap, the sound of her heels clacking as she stormed out of the club. He rubbed the side of his face where she had slapped him, still feeling the sting, though it was his pride that hurt more."Why did I mention Laura?" he groaned, realizing that was
Chapter 10His father cleared his throat. "He's in the study if you want to catch up."The idea made Jonathan's stomach turn. The last thing he wanted was to see his brother right now. He could already picture the smug look on his face, the patronizing way he always spoke to him, as if Jonathan were still a kid who needed guidance."I'll see him later," Jonathan said, his tone flat. He didn't give them time to respond as he turned and made his way out of the living room, his fists still clenched tight. He could feel the tension building, the weight of being in his brother's shadow pressing down on him like always.Once outside, he exhaled sharply, his mind racing. No matter how much he tried to escape it, the comparison, the resentment, the feeling of being second best—it always came back, especially whenever his brother reappeared in his life.Great, he thought, running a hand through his hair. Just what I needed.Jonathan forced himself to push the thoughts away, though it was easie