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Rose's point of views :

"You still haven't told me the actual reason of why you moved out of Daniel's place" Jessy asked back.

"I have told you we had a fight" I replied back walking faster than her now.

"But what the hell happened that you just decided to leave the house? It's such a big decision. I can sense something wrong. You are not telling me something." She asked again.

"Just let it go" I told her straight away, annoyed by her questions already.

Her expressions softened.

"What are you doing to yourself rose. Why are you doing this? You don't look happy." She said softly.

"JUST PLEASE! YOU CAN SYMPATHIZE AND SHOW COMPASSION BUT UNDERSTAND MY PAIN? NO! SO PLEASE LET IT GO!" I finally retorted back in a louder voice.

I am tired!

Frustrated!

It's all so complicated!

Everyone wants the answer, the one that I can't give.

I continued walking ahead ignoring Jessy.

Soon she catched up with my speed and walked beside me.

We walked in silence

I felt terrible to be so rude with her now.
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