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overwhelm

Author: Manviupadhyay
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Rose's point of views :

There are times when longing for you overwhelms me Daniel and I think of you with clenched teeth because it's just so frustrating!

That's exactly what happened today.

Mike was indeed a great guy.

He was calm and composed and so well mannered but the problem was me. I couldn't help but compare him with you.

The way he talked, the way he smiled back, the way he was groomed today, I judged everything and compared everything with you Daniel like you are the top notch bar I have set for me and then somehow his charm just faded and I just ended up missing you even more.

After that, I declined his offer for a second date.

I felt bad doing that but I just couldn't say a yes.

It's all your fault Daniel!

I wonder when will I stop searching for a smile just like your's and wonder when will I stop looking for the familiar spark which you used to have in the eyes of others.

Why is it so impossible?

I let out a sigh walking down the lane.

I don't know if you have really m
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