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CHAPTER 23- A KISS OR HUG?
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2024-10-29 19:42:56It was Tuesday morning and right now, I am talking to my second female bestie, Gloria, by the window side. The light air that blows gives me goosebumps as it finally dawned on me that today will make it the last day for the conclusion of our NECO examination.
Angst clouded my mind, mostly with anxiety and fright in my body, and to say my emotions are well figured out will be a lie.
"Earth to Michael", Gloria's voice jolted me out of my reverie, as I quickly put on a smile which she frowned at.
Her arms were folded and her expressions show that I have not been paying less attention to what she was saying.
" I'm sorry for the bre
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