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SISTER'S NOT WELL

Penulis: Neha M
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I still couldn’t believe that Seth had asked me to spend my life with him. I was genuinely concerned about the request he had made. Didn’t he realize that any association with me could destroy his life?

Noah wouldn’t think twice before hurting Seth if he were to find out about it. Even though he was no longer in my life, I was still haunted by the fear of encountering him. After all that he had done to me, I didn’t want that.

“If I were to accept Seth’s feelings, I think that I might end up getting him involved in my matter, which might make him a target for Noah,” I muttered while looking out of the window. I cared too much about him to expose him to such danger.

The sky was clear tonight, which was why the moon’s comforting light could illuminate the entire room. It was the first time I had slept with my lights off. After what had happened with Noah, I got nightmares of him torturing me, which made keeping the lights on necessary for me.

“I can’t deny the fact that Noah has scarred m
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  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   HOME SWEET HOME?

    “I don’t know what I’m so scared of,” I said, taking a glance at the tall building before us.“You’ll be alright,” promised Seth, grabbing my hand to help me with my anxiety.Without allowing my fear to take up more space in my head, I began walking to get to the main entrance, pushed the door open, and entered. Unlike the usual times, nobody seemed to be occupying the living area.“Where is everyone?” I asked Martha, the housekeeper.“They are in your sister’s room,” replied the woman, pointing in the direction of Anne’s room.Seth and I, thus, climbed the stairs to meet everyone and discovered that my father had told me the truth. Anne was actually sick. She seemed to be lying on the bed with her eyes shut. She appeared significantly weaker than the last time I had seen her.Seth finally let go of my hand and nudged me towards my family to initiate the talk. I, thus, approached my distressed parents and asked them what had happened to Anne. They both exchanged a distressed look but d

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  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   ANOTHER MISTAKE?

    I should’ve told Anne that I sympathized with her, and things should’ve ended there. They, however, escalated for the worse. Not only did the woman who had tried to kill me a few days ago wanted me to lend her a shoulder, but she also requested me to talk Noah into taking her back.“What makes you think he would listen to me?" I asked, wondering about the source of her confidence.“Since he decided to throw me out of my house because of you, it’s obvious that you matter to him,” admitted Anne, with a sour expression on her face.Since she was carrying his child, I refrained from discussing the nature of my relationship with Noah. It would’ve hurt her to find out what he had planned for me just a few months ago. Other than that, I didn’t think it was the most fruitful thing to do at that moment. She wouldn't like to hear that her husband wanted me to give birth to his children.“I’m not sure if he would even want to see my face,” I said, trying to reason with the despondent one. “We did

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  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   BACK TO THE MONSTER

    I could feel my heart beat right out of my chest, as the familiar building came into view. Though I had visited the same place numerous times in the past, my hands were shivering. It was hard to stay calm.Sensing the fear in my face, Seth suggested, “Should I go and talk to Noah instead?”“What makes you think he would be happy to see you taking a stand for his ex-girlfriend and wife?” I asked, conscious of the fact that Noah didn't like Seth much.“I just want to help you in every manner I can,” confessed Seth, unwilling to put me in danger. “You’ve been through so much. I don’t want you to go through the same things again.”“I know that, and I respect you for that,” I said, placing my hand over his shoulder. “But I need to do this on my own.”“I understand that,” responded the man, forcing a smile. Even though he couldn’t say it, I knew he wasn’t fine with sending me to my vindictive ex-boyfriend. “But, I can wait in the parking lot, right?”“Yes, that shouldn’t be a problem,” I sai

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  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   DO ME RIGHT!

    With my mouth wide open, I asked, “What’s wrong with you?”“Why do you ask so many questions? Did you forget that you cannot afford to upset me?” countered Noah, crossing his arms and placing them over his chest.Without getting into an argument, I did what was asked of me. I was on all fours, waiting for him to do as he pleased. The mere thought of being used as an object filled me with disgust. However, there was nothing I could do to change the situation.Feeling powerful upon seeing me looking like I was ready to be fucked, he walked closer to me, asking, “Did you ever think we’d end up like this, Christie?”I made no response because I knew it might’ve led to me shedding unnecessary tears. The man who stood before me when compared to the Noah I once knew and loved always resulted in feeling immeasurable grief.“You’ve gotten quiet, Christie,” pointed out Noah, slapping my bottom. “Is it remorse that stopped you from talking? Do you know understand that you’ve done me wrong?”“I do

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  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   THE CHILD IS YOURS?

    If only I hadn’t overstayed my stay at my parent’s place, I wouldn’t have been stuck in this situation. I wouldn’t have been lying naked next to the man who wanted to ruin me, holding on to his torso as if he were my lover.“Do you know how it feels when you’re not next to me, Christie?” whispered Noah into my ear. “It felt as if I lost something vital. I was not able to function effectively. There was just a huge cavity left in my chest which kept on growing with every passing day.”Though I was not in the position to confess to the same pain that I had undergone upon being thrown out of his life, I wanted to tell him that I felt just as incomplete without him. I also had that widening gap in my chest that made it hard to forget him and move on with my life.Noah mistook my silence for my indifference. He, thus, asked me, “Why won’t you even say anything? When did you stop loving me, Christie?”“The day you got married to my sister,” I lied, hoping it would push him away from me. “The

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  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   DOWN ON YOUR KNEES!

    Just when Noah was about to leave the room, he looked back at me and said, “Let’s take a bath together.”“I have already fulfilled my side of the bargain,” I refused, reminding him that I allowed him to touch me only for the sake of taking him back to my older sister.As adamant as ever, he paid no regard to my desire to be left alone. Instead, he picked me up in his arms and then carried me to the bathroom. I was still naked, which was why I was deeply discomforted at being carried like a baby. I, therefore, said, “Why must you always force me into doing things that rattle me up? Do you enjoy watching me get uncomfortable?”“Why do you look at me as if you’re enjoying it if it’s that hard for you?” said Noah, looking into my eyes.“You just don’t know how to read people,” I argued before demanding to be put down. It was hard to deny that I didn't enjoy the physical aspect of the relationship, but I did it anyway for Anne's sake.Instead of doing what was asked of him like a gentleman,

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  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   WHY'S EVERYONE LYING?

    When I had successfully satisfied that devil of a man, he allowed me to return to Seth, who had been patiently waiting for me in the parking lot. I was surprised to find out that he hadn’t left the car even when I had been gone for an hour.I settled in the front passenger seat to meet the anxiety that rested in his eyes, and then told him, “Noah had agreed to visit my sister in the evening.”“Can I now consider that we’re done with Noah?” asked Seth, wondering if we could now go back to our apartment and live in peace.As much as I wanted to tell him that we no longer had to deal with that manipulating man, I couldn’t. We still couldn’t afford to separate ourselves from him, as he had the upper hand over me. If I were to cease all contact with him, he would leave Anne again, which would lead her to look for me again.“I am not sure about that,” I answered with visible regret on my face, feeling the crushing weight of the guilt that was deeply instilled within me. “I am afraid Noah wou

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  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   BODIES ARE MEANT TO BE USED

    There was something wrong with everyone in my family. They all seemed to be lying to me while pretending to be nice. Since I had already convinced Noah to visit them and take Anne away, I did not understand their motive in showering me with unnecessary kindness, something that I had always been deprived of as a child.“You’ve always been ignorant of my emotional needs,” I said, unafraid to highlight the sudden change in my parents’ behaviour. “You’ve always prioritized my older sister over me.”“Anne is a sensitive child. She needs more care,” argued my mother, reluctant to acknowledge her biased attitude towards me.“Does it mean you’ll neglect your younger child because of the same?” I asked, unhappy with my mother’s inability to see her error.Seth, who could see that I was getting upset about the entire confrontation, grabbed my hand and took me away from them to my room. Once we were alone, he told me that I would never get the answers I deserved.“They will never accept the fact

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  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   SAY YOU BELONG TO ME

    As we walked into that house that night, my brain would still glisten with the words spewed by Seth. All that weight, all that heaviness - Noah and those lies, manipulation, twisted web which life has become. My chest felt like it was stuck in some heavy fog, where nothing could be distinguished clearly, nothing trusted as what was thought to be known. Even Seth, the man who had been there for me, seemed at a distance somehow. The puzzle he'd given me, it seemed, was not pieced back together either; no matter how very hard I tried, those pieces wouldn't mesh.Seth treated me gently when he brought me home, like fragile glass that might break if one breathed too hard on it. And in his eyes, I saw the worry, the sadness, the hope that maybe, just maybe, this was the night that might change things between us. I had seen him trying everything to make me feel special, make me smile, and a part of me wanted to give him what he so desperately needed: a sign that I was coming back to him. Tha

  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   WHY DOES MY HEART ACHE FOR HIM?

    I thought Seth was taking a leave from work for spending the day with me, which rather seemed to be a sweet gesture, but deep inside, upset me. We had been so tensed against each other lately without either of us being able fully to articulate what was nagging; it would always hang there in mid-air like an invisible barrier. While I would have liked to dissuade him from leaving, at the same time, I could not reject him. Seth had tried hard to make things be normal by bending over backward and doing all in his power; the least I could do was try to meet him halfway.We went out to a great little restaurant. It had a warm, cozy atmosphere. The low illuminations were rich in earth tones. After all, there isn't a setting more perfect for anyone who ever wanted to feel at ease. Couples were scattered all over the room, some laughing, some whispering low over glasses of wine, and it was one of those scenes-the kind of atmosphere which usually lulled me into a state of peace, but tonight mad

  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   TRUE DESIRES

    That's exactly what I thought: when I came back home, I had a feeling that something was different in the space. It wasn't the space that changed; no, everything was in place as it was meant to be: Seth's coat was slumped over the back of the chair by the door, his tea from the morning was still sitting on the kitchen counter, and the soft hum of the refrigerator resonated through the quiet space. Yet something inside me had shifted, and it was unsettling. I kept playing back the conversation with Noah over and over in my head like a broken record that refused to turn off.I tried to shake it, focus on anything else. I glanced up at the photos on the mantle. Images of Seth and me together-smiling, happy, like a couple deep in love. But those pictures belonged to a life that just didn't fit anymore. I looked at one for a long time, willing myself to feel something, to remember the love that Seth swore we'd shared.But all that flashed through my mind was Noah. His words, the way he loo

  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   MY BOYFRIEND?

    I don't really recall much of anything anymore. Faces, voices, they all seem to blend together, flickering shadows at the corners of my mind. Every day was like a puzzle missing too many pieces, and no matter how hard I tried, I could never really fit it together.That day, I was wandering. I had gotten out of the house without having said anything to Seth, though I wasn't totally sure why. I knew he was trying to be kind to me. Patient and gentle, he was, trying always to help me remember who he said I used to be. But no matter how hard he tried, I couldn't find anything inside of me that felt real from the stories he told. There wasn't a spark of recognition-no emotion, no feeling of home-when I looked at him. And the worst part? He kept on saying we loved each other. Loved. The word sounded foreign, hollow, almost amusing.How could I ever have loved a person that I couldn't even recognize? He's lying, I thought. Or mistaken. Maybe this was some grand, tragic misunderstanding; mayb

  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   I LOST MYSELF

    I never know where it started, but somewhere in the pain and in the darkness, I lost myself.It was just pain at first: the pain of losing a baby that lacerated my chest and made it hard to breathe. It was like they took a part of me-a part that would never be returned. Every breath I took was a reminder of the child I would never hold, the life I would never nurture. It felt like the world had grayed, and no matter how hard Seth tried to comfort me, I couldn't find my way back to color.Days passed. Weeks, maybe. I'm not even sure anymore. It's all such a blur, one endless stretch of numbness. Mornings, I woke up and didn't know where I was. The walls that enclosed me felt unfamiliar-the bed beneath me, too cold. I didn't know how I'd gotten there or why I should care. I didn't even feel like the same person anymore. Whoever I had been-the woman who had carried a child, who had fought so hard to survive-was gone. In her place, someone hollow, someone I didn't know.I forgot simple thi

  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   NOTHING TO LIVE ANYMORE

    The excitement had been building inside me for weeks. My due date was fast approaching, and every flutter, every small kick in my belly reminded me of the little life I would soon hold in my arms. I could hardly believe it—the journey from fear and uncertainty to hope and joy. Seth and I had been so careful, so deliberate in our new life, making sure that every decision we made was to create the best future for our child. But today, in my rush of excitement, I made a mistake.I wanted to do something special—something just for me and the baby. Seth had been working from home that day, caught up in a call with a new client, and I had this sudden urge to get out of the house. I decided to visit the nearest market, to pick out some clothes for the baby. We had been meaning to go shopping together, but I couldn’t wait any longer. The idea of buying tiny onesies and blankets filled me with a kind of joy I hadn’t felt in so long. I wanted to savor this moment, just me and my soon-to-be-born

  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   I BELONG IN YOUR ARMS

    After all was said and done, Seth and I knew we needed to relocate. This wasn't a spur-of-the-moment decision but rather a need that eventually comes to the surface with the passing of time. Noah's presence, his threats-this twisted obsession he had toward me-had cast this dark shadow over our lives and refused to blow away. We couldn't be like that anymore, constantly over our shoulders, waiting for him to show up and wreak our lives. So we packed all our things and left.Not one person knew where we were off to. Not even my parents. The fewer people who knew, the better. I was tired of running, tired of hiding, but it felt like the only way I was going to be able to regain some sense of control. Seth was so understanding of the decision, though I knew what it would mean: giving up his job, his friends. But he didn't complain; he wanted us safe, started over.Finally, we drove out of town, and a feeling of calm came over me for the first time in what seemed like an eternity. The weigh

  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   LIAR! LIAR!

    I never knew that my life, which had just started to inch its way back into some semblance of normality, was once again going to be torn to pieces. Seth had done everything in his power to bring the smile back onto my face-to rebuild what had been broken. We had put so much hard work into our relationship, trying to balance our careers while devoting ourselves to each other. For the first time in months, I felt finally at peace. We were happy, really happy, and I'd started to dare hope that finally, finally the worst was behind us.But that was before Noah walked back into our lives.It was one of those rainy afternoons when Seth and I decided to release ourselves to home, allowing the tedium of a week's burden to work its way into a delightful afternoon. I recall the scent of coffee in the air and some soft music playing in the background. Seth lay on the couch, immersed in a book, while I worked in the kitchen, making us a light lunch. We were quite content in our little bubble, wit

  • WARMING THE BED OF MY BROTHER-IN-LAW   WOULD YOU HOLD ME, PLEASE?

    It felt as if, for the first time in eternity, I was starting to feel like myself. Being back with Seth, in the apartment we shared, brought into my life a peace that I never imagined was possible after everything that happened to me. I could feel myself smiling more, even laughing at little things Seth would say or do to get me to be comfortable with him again. It was as if I had been pulled from the grave, taking in fresh air for the first time after existing in a suffocating nightmare.Day by day, each one marks the stride to healing, like gradually and relentlessly rising from darkness. We would go on long walks in the neighborhood, take meals together at the dining table as we used to, and spend evenings curled up on the couch, watching movies or just talking softly about our future. Seth was never pushy for me to talk of the horrors I faced in the hands of Noah unless I am ready, understanding and patient. He was everything I needed him to be-my anchor, my refuge.But even as lif

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