ViaIt takes several seconds for my body and mind to catch up to each other and actually react.I squeeze my right hand into a fist and shut my eyes in pain."He fucking lied to me. Every damn word he said to me was a big, massive lie."I feel a cold liquid in my right hand and look down.Cold, sticky ice cream liquid is running down my hand and dripping all over the kitchen.I crushed the damn ice cream cone I had been craving so badly for an entire day.I swallow my pain and walk over to the trash can, throwing the useless cold treat into it before walking to the sink. I pump soap into my hand and turn on the faucet to heat."They lied. How much did they lie about exactly? Everything? All of it?"I wash my hands so hard against each other that I can't feel anything. The water burns my hand like an oven, but it doesn't compare to the harsh burn in my heart."Fuck you guys," I cry out, continuing to wash my hands until the water becomes unbearably hot, then switching it to cold. "Fuck
ViaMy capacity to differentiate between the two ideas, truth and falsehoods, had been completely rendered ineffective. I started to get the feeling that I was either being held up or that I was going in circles wherever I went. I felt as like I was in the midst of a never-ending conflict, one that I was well aware I would never be able to win but that I much desired."Aye, you ready?" Aiden asks me, holding a strange-looking tiny breakfast burrito on a platter."For what exactly?" I inquire, looking down at the little burrito, unsure if I should actually eat it. "And what is even in this?"Aiden laughs. "I actually have no idea." He shrugs. "Your dad made it before leaving for work. Maybe because I was starving, but I ate mine and it didn't taste that bad," he rambles. I giggle at his confession, and it makes him flush."Anyways." He hands me a cup with something pink in it. "You have to speak with them today when you see them. Are you equipped to handle that?" he says, making my sto
Via"Is there any way you can't get sexy with that lollipop? Many of the males at Amberwood High School give you the impression that they want to devour you," Kol remarks while breaking up his chocolate bar."Permit them to examine. I'm not bothered," I say sarcastically, winking and putting the lollipop back in my mouth."You think this situation is funny, but I don't," Kol deadpans. "You may be on a break with your men, but if anything happens between you and anyone else, it's my ass on the line.""They wouldn't hurt you, and I wouldn't mess around with any other guys," I scoff. "I know my place, and I know it is with them."I was still really hurt and in excruciating agony, but I didn't want to be with anybody else but them. That wouldn't make me feel better, so I wanted to beat them, shout at them, and yell at them.They would allow me to harm them, then give me a hug and say they understood that I needed to let it all out. After that, I would feel like garbage. It has previously
Via"Did you put me in?" I ask as we turn onto another street. Aiden shakes his head."No, I don't want you to place bets. If you do, please contact Ethan or myself. We'll place your wager," he answers as we finally see our school down the road."But why exactly?" I ask, still perplexed."By you making bets, your personal information can be released to hackers by inputting just a few things in the system for other people to see," he explains. "I wish not to subject you to that. In this world, there are some unhealthy people," Aiden says as he enters the school's parking area."Oh, okay then." While I am resting back against the seat, I begin to tap on the handle of the automobile door. At this same moment, I was experiencing a great deal of anxiety. It was a terrible experience.Rather than going to the theater, why don't we all go to the theater to watch a movie instead? I'll pay for the movie, my food, and my beverages! It is my suggestion that you make Kol and Ethan laugh."Despite
ViaIt's been three days since I started avoiding them and as much as I hated to do so- I needed to do it.Me and Kol lied about going on a trip but I just couldn't stand to see them. I especially couldn't stand seeing Sebastian. I couldn't think about having to confront him about the fact that he lied and is still engaged to Nichole.I especially couldn't face the rest of them after they helped him lie to me. They helped Sebastian instead of telling me upfront and I resented them due to it."You really don't want to go to school today?" Kol asks me as he slides me a small bowl of arroz con leche."No." I pick up my spoon. "I feel incredibly nauseous." I say as I eat a bit of my breakfast."Via." Kol grabs my attention. "As much as me and Christian love to have you here-" He sighs. "Our home isn't your secret hideaway." He says and I look away from him."No, it's not and I know that." I take another spoonful of arroz con leche. "But I just can't go home. I live right next door too Ale
"I don't even know what the fuck I'm even trying to find," I tell him as I put the previous binder down and open the next one.The moment I open the binder, I freeze and my stomach turns into knots."Well, I'm sure you'll get your answers in here," Kol says, giving me a weak smile.The entire binder is filled with pictures like the previous one, but this one also contains documents."I can't look through this," I state as I close it up and put it aside.I was doing too much. What was I even doing? Why the fuck was I even here?I hated myself for getting to this point. I felt like a stalker-type girlfriend. I wasn't like this, and I felt like shit."Really?" Kol asks as he snatches the binder from the floor. "If you aren't, then I will." He opens it up and instantly begins looking through it.You know what—then again, I had a very good reason for doing this.They are all collectively hiding things from me, and if I couldn't get answers from them, then I was going to simply resort to fi
Via"I walked into your brother having sex with a girl who we both met at a bar," Kol states, causing me to freeze."Kol, you don't have to—" He cuts me off."I'm not telling you this because I want sympathy or because I expect you to lash out at your brother again on my behalf," he says as he lays his head against my shoulder. "I'm saying this because if I could redo that entire day again—I would." We stay together with our heads against each other's. "It hurt when I found everything out, but I needed to hear it. Just like you need to get answers for yourself. Answers that they aren't giving you.""Does the pain go away?" I ask him softly.He nods. "Yes." He says, and I finally let go of the binder."I don't know how I'm going to deal with this," I state as I flip to the second set of pictures.The more I pay close attention to the pictures, I see what Sebastian told me that day during our dinner. He doesn't seem happy in any of the pictures. He looks serious, but Nichole looks happy
Via"Okay class, It's the start of a new semester so I hope you all threw out all old documents from my class." Mr. Beaumont says and I have to bundle up my hands into to fists to get myself to not say let alone think about saying something sarcastic.I didn't want to give him the pleasure of starting a fake argument.Our arguments would always get us extremely heated and I'd end up wanting him. I simply wasn't in the mood for that right now.Mr. Beaumont proceeds to make sure we also clear out any old unnecessary documents from out laptops. "Okay, now that all of that has been successfully been delt with."He projects a document on the board. "For this entire first week I will be just giving you all an easy assignment." Everyone gasps at that. "I know, very unlike me." Mr. Beaumont chuckles and I feel knots in my stomach.Oh god, I missed his laugh so fucking much. I didn't even realize how much I missed his voice and him in general.Me and him make quick eye contact and I have to lo
ViaHe looks at me and I nod. "Our secret."He nods before I watch him put his hands on my thighs and bury his face in my pussy. Oh god, yes.I feel him run his tongue over my clit while looking at me. "You always taste so fucking good" He says before kissing my clit. "Tell me what you want."Games, games and more games. It's always games when it comes to them."Sebastian, please let's not play this game." I whimper as I run my right hand through his hair. "No teasing. You already know what I want."He continues to stare at me and shakes his head. "What do you need?" He licks my clit again. "You need that?" I can't help but to moan. "Or do you need this?" He runs his tongue from my entrance to my clit. "Or how about." He takes one of his hands and all of a sudden, he looks down. "This?" I hear him say before I feel him push two fingers in me and look back up at me."Tell me fireflies."He doesn't move his fingers and I quickly catch on that he's not going to until I tell him. It alway
ViaI close the door behind me as I bite my bottom lip. "Did I ever tell you that you have a really nice behind?" I say with a giggle, walking over to the sink."Firefly," he laughs, shaking his head. "Good morning, how did you sleep?" he asks, turning the shower knob."Good, actually." I nod, grabbing my toothbrush from its place on the wall. "But waking up alone was a letdown," I add with a pout."Sorry, firefly. We didn't want to leave you alone, but we had to wake up already," he says, splashing water on his face.He's been growing his beard—not much, but it's definitely more than he used to have. I'm honestly loving it because he looks somehow sexier."That's not what I meant," I say, putting toothpaste on my brush and running it under some water from the faucet. "I meant because none of my four hot boyfriends woke me up with their faces between my legs like they used to. It was really disappointing," I sigh, starting to brush my teeth.I watch as Sebastian halts, hands midway th
Sebastian"But when he spoke about Lance, I exploded," she says, her voice trembling as she carefully grabs one of the stickers. "I exploded and I feel like shit because I don't hold any remorse for doing so. I actually feel so fucking good that I made him feel like shit this time." She carefully applies the sticker to her face. "I exploded and I feel like it wasn't enough. I still want to yell at them," she confesses, her tone raw and unfiltered.She looks relieved, as if saying her whole explanation gave her inner peace. Which is good because she clearly needed it."You should've kept yelling at them. They deserve it," Maximilian says with a shrug, leaning back in his chair."That's not helping my cause," Via says with a sigh, grabbing another sticker and rolling it between her fingers."Okay, then what do you want us to say?" Alexander asks, staring at her intently."I don't know," she says, trying to put the sticker on her face but failing as it falls off her finger. "Anything," s
Via"Jesus fuck," I hear Sebastian groan, slowing down before gradually picking up his pace again.It is the sound of all of their groans and murmured obscenities that is helping me get through this whole ordeal."I'm close," I say, gripping the side of the pool with my left hand.Their gazes inflict a burning sensation on my skin, as if they were touching me, and I find myself clinging to the edge of the pool as if my life were in danger."Cum for us, little star," Nathaniel says, our eyes locking again.There is no obvious way out of the stream that is flowing between me and all of my men; it is thick and suffocating in hunger and need."Oh, god," I say, falling apart.In the process of allowing myself to lay against the towel underneath me, my vision becomes hazy. The sensation that I am experiencing in my body is that of absolute joy."Jesus Christ," I hear Alexander say from a few feet away before hearing movement in the water.I gasp as I feel someone's mouth against my pussy. W
ViaI didn't notice when one of them laid out a soft towel on the edge of the pool, but it did feel comfortable under me."You said you wanted us to have our way with you," Nathaniel says as he takes my hand into his, slowly running it down my body until we reach my exposed thighs. "Touch yourself and make yourself cum. We want to see.""I can't. I—" My voice drifts off, caught between fear and arousal.This is not the first time that he has become agitated by the sight of me feeling pleasure. I would like to observe that reaction once more. The moment I watch them take joy in themselves, I experience a particular kind of high. When I'm on my knees sucking them off, I have the same high as when I'm doing this. Being able to see their eyes go hooded, as well as hearing their pants and groans, is what gives them that high. Receiving any form of praise from them is the source of this benefit. Knowing that I am capable of bringing them to the same level of pleasure that I have witnessed t
AlexanderAt this very moment, I am beginning to question whether or not the weather is genuinely a problem. mostly due to the fact that, after everything is said and done, the weather is the only thing that is preventing me from experiencing everything that is associated with her."Never mind," says Sebastian, removing his shirt with a quick, decisive motion. "I'll drown myself in medication later on," he adds before rushing out the door.It is remarkable that Via is able to force Sebastian, of all people, to submit to her and act in a manner that is contrary to his typical behavior. I can confidently say that none of us, including Sebastian, have ever been the sort to give in. However, there is something about Via that causes all of us to agree with that sentiment.It appears that each of us has begun to acquire a dependency on her, a fixation that causes us to become more vulnerable when she is in our presence. It is both thrilling and terrifying at the same time."Where's he going
Alexander"Yeah, why?" I ask him as I try my best not to turn to Via.He stays quiet for a few seconds and stops at a red light. "Are we not going to talk about the look that played on your face when Via called my son hers?" Nathaniel says before he continues driving.I freeze a bit at that. Shit, he saw that? I have got to work on the way I publicly react to things. Immediately."It just caught me by surprise." I shake my head. "That's all."I truly don't wish to tell him the truth. These are the times when I truly rather keep to myself rather than explain personal matters to others."Don't lie to me." He shakes his head. "Via's right. No more lies." He sighs. "We were once extremely close. Let's try and go back to that." That causes me to come to a small halt.Via's past words of me and the guys having zero trust in each other comes flooding back. That and the memory of her taking off her necklace before walking out on us. It's as if that scenario now lives rent free in my fucking h
NathanielHis words cause the food I just swallowed to get stuck in my damn throat. It's like I can't chew and swallow my own damn food. Like the fucking idiot I am.How do I respond to this question? "Yeah, he's speaking more because we're putting a lot of time into speaking to him since he's behind?" Yeah, sounds like a great fucking response. Just comes to show kind of father I have been to my son.Except, I don't have time to answer. Via's quick to answer for me."Yes, it has been a while since you last saw him." She feeds Lance some more. "It would help if you would visit more often." She doesn't look at him, not even once. "But family first and all." She says, without a hint of emotion in her voice.Dean's face falls but Via doesn't see it. "I didn't mean it in a disrespectful way, Via." He trails off. "I just-" He's clearly acting defensive, and it doesn't look like Via wants to put up with it.It's also at this moment that I realize Andres has joined us."Keep your comments to
NathanielAfter a few seconds, I see them both look from me to Alexander, who is on the other side of Via. What the fuck are they looking for?"Oh." She frowns. "Then maybe later in time," she says with a small shrug."Yeah, maybe," I nod.Again, the Micah situation is very unclear.However, I remember how we used to speak for hours. I remember how all fourteen of us used to be close. I mean, yeah, we had our five main groups, but deep down, all of us together were strong. We were like a force, one that couldn't be messed with easily. We were a family.Until our bond broke, and nobody did shit to fix it. Not even me."Kol, where'd you put the ranch?" Via calls out to the field."I hid it from you!" Kol yells back at her.I look down at her plate. She only has pizza on her plate, no hot wings. Why does she want a ranch?I'm trying to figure it out as she stands up. "But I want—" She gets cut off by Andres handing her a small new bottle of ranch. "Oh, thank you, papa," she says, then si