Via"Why did I even ask?" He brings me in to the point where we are inches away from our kips meetings. "Of course you want me to fuck you already." His chuckle makes my whole body burn with pure humiliation. "You probably crave it so badly that you would't mind if I did it right here- right fucking now." His words make me squeeze my thighs together.He was right. I wouldn't mind. I just wanted him so badly.He suddenly lets go of me and takes a seat back in his chair. "Go to Alexander's house today. He has something planned for you." He says as he fixes himself back up and goes back to his serious demeanor.He then shakes his head and looks back at me. "You are free to leave Ms. Hawthorne." He states as he gets the recorder and puts it in his desk in the same location as the folder he put there earlier."I fucking hate you sometimes." I state as I back away from his desk and turn to leave."Cover yourself up before you head back outside." I hear papers being shuffled. "I don't apprec
ViaIt takes several seconds for my body and mind to catch up to each other and actually react.I squeeze my right hand into a fist and shut my eyes in pain."He fucking lied to me. Every damn word he said to me was a big, massive lie."I feel a cold liquid in my right hand and look down.Cold, sticky ice cream liquid is running down my hand and dripping all over the kitchen.I crushed the damn ice cream cone I had been craving so badly for an entire day.I swallow my pain and walk over to the trash can, throwing the useless cold treat into it before walking to the sink. I pump soap into my hand and turn on the faucet to heat."They lied. How much did they lie about exactly? Everything? All of it?"I wash my hands so hard against each other that I can't feel anything. The water burns my hand like an oven, but it doesn't compare to the harsh burn in my heart."Fuck you guys," I cry out, continuing to wash my hands until the water becomes unbearably hot, then switching it to cold. "Fuck
ViaMy capacity to differentiate between the two ideas, truth and falsehoods, had been completely rendered ineffective. I started to get the feeling that I was either being held up or that I was going in circles wherever I went. I felt as like I was in the midst of a never-ending conflict, one that I was well aware I would never be able to win but that I much desired."Aye, you ready?" Aiden asks me, holding a strange-looking tiny breakfast burrito on a platter."For what exactly?" I inquire, looking down at the little burrito, unsure if I should actually eat it. "And what is even in this?"Aiden laughs. "I actually have no idea." He shrugs. "Your dad made it before leaving for work. Maybe because I was starving, but I ate mine and it didn't taste that bad," he rambles. I giggle at his confession, and it makes him flush."Anyways." He hands me a cup with something pink in it. "You have to speak with them today when you see them. Are you equipped to handle that?" he says, making my sto
Via"Is there any way you can't get sexy with that lollipop? Many of the males at Amberwood High School give you the impression that they want to devour you," Kol remarks while breaking up his chocolate bar."Permit them to examine. I'm not bothered," I say sarcastically, winking and putting the lollipop back in my mouth."You think this situation is funny, but I don't," Kol deadpans. "You may be on a break with your men, but if anything happens between you and anyone else, it's my ass on the line.""They wouldn't hurt you, and I wouldn't mess around with any other guys," I scoff. "I know my place, and I know it is with them."I was still really hurt and in excruciating agony, but I didn't want to be with anybody else but them. That wouldn't make me feel better, so I wanted to beat them, shout at them, and yell at them.They would allow me to harm them, then give me a hug and say they understood that I needed to let it all out. After that, I would feel like garbage. It has previously
Via"Did you put me in?" I ask as we turn onto another street. Aiden shakes his head."No, I don't want you to place bets. If you do, please contact Ethan or myself. We'll place your wager," he answers as we finally see our school down the road."But why exactly?" I ask, still perplexed."By you making bets, your personal information can be released to hackers by inputting just a few things in the system for other people to see," he explains. "I wish not to subject you to that. In this world, there are some unhealthy people," Aiden says as he enters the school's parking area."Oh, okay then." While I am resting back against the seat, I begin to tap on the handle of the automobile door. At this same moment, I was experiencing a great deal of anxiety. It was a terrible experience.Rather than going to the theater, why don't we all go to the theater to watch a movie instead? I'll pay for the movie, my food, and my beverages! It is my suggestion that you make Kol and Ethan laugh."Despite
ViaIt's been three days since I started avoiding them and as much as I hated to do so- I needed to do it.Me and Kol lied about going on a trip but I just couldn't stand to see them. I especially couldn't stand seeing Sebastian. I couldn't think about having to confront him about the fact that he lied and is still engaged to Nichole.I especially couldn't face the rest of them after they helped him lie to me. They helped Sebastian instead of telling me upfront and I resented them due to it."You really don't want to go to school today?" Kol asks me as he slides me a small bowl of arroz con leche."No." I pick up my spoon. "I feel incredibly nauseous." I say as I eat a bit of my breakfast."Via." Kol grabs my attention. "As much as me and Christian love to have you here-" He sighs. "Our home isn't your secret hideaway." He says and I look away from him."No, it's not and I know that." I take another spoonful of arroz con leche. "But I just can't go home. I live right next door too Ale
"I don't even know what the fuck I'm even trying to find," I tell him as I put the previous binder down and open the next one.The moment I open the binder, I freeze and my stomach turns into knots."Well, I'm sure you'll get your answers in here," Kol says, giving me a weak smile.The entire binder is filled with pictures like the previous one, but this one also contains documents."I can't look through this," I state as I close it up and put it aside.I was doing too much. What was I even doing? Why the fuck was I even here?I hated myself for getting to this point. I felt like a stalker-type girlfriend. I wasn't like this, and I felt like shit."Really?" Kol asks as he snatches the binder from the floor. "If you aren't, then I will." He opens it up and instantly begins looking through it.You know what—then again, I had a very good reason for doing this.They are all collectively hiding things from me, and if I couldn't get answers from them, then I was going to simply resort to fi
Via"I walked into your brother having sex with a girl who we both met at a bar," Kol states, causing me to freeze."Kol, you don't have to—" He cuts me off."I'm not telling you this because I want sympathy or because I expect you to lash out at your brother again on my behalf," he says as he lays his head against my shoulder. "I'm saying this because if I could redo that entire day again—I would." We stay together with our heads against each other's. "It hurt when I found everything out, but I needed to hear it. Just like you need to get answers for yourself. Answers that they aren't giving you.""Does the pain go away?" I ask him softly.He nods. "Yes." He says, and I finally let go of the binder."I don't know how I'm going to deal with this," I state as I flip to the second set of pictures.The more I pay close attention to the pictures, I see what Sebastian told me that day during our dinner. He doesn't seem happy in any of the pictures. He looks serious, but Nichole looks happy