The pain has stopped. I'm drifting in darkness from the intensity of it when a knock snatches me back to reality like a cruel game.
Groaning, I reach for my dress shirt and throw it over my head before opening the door. How long was I that position?
"Hey, guess what?" Sophia smirks. Both her and Dylan stand outside my door seemingly ecstatic. It quickly disappears once they notice my expression. "You look dead, what happened?!" she shrieks, I wave it off and gesture for them to enter.
"It's not important. Why are you guys here?" I ask, gently falling onto my bed. She seems hesitant to change the subject but eventually relents.
"We're going shopping!" Sophia smirks, I raise my brows at the thought. Shopping, huh? I've never done that before. Contrary to Sophia's beaming enthusiasm, Dylan seems to be dreading the idea.
"You good, Charming?" I muse, watching a small pout adorn his features. We've never been shopping together because surviving to see tomorrow was always my main priority.
It wasn't that I wanted to survive. If it weren't for Dylan, I'd have killed myself a long time ago.
When my father took my bonds and disowned me, I was alone in an alien world. I was no longer a slave to cruelty. I was free. My father tore my shackles, and I didn't know how to live without them. So I chain myself to revenge instead.
"I don't like shopping," Dylan grumbles, falling onto the bed beside me. I snicker as he throws his arm over my shoulder lazily.
"I don't exactly complain when you raid restaurants," Sophia argues. I scoff because Charming has an unhealthy obsession devoting hours of his time in restaurants. I'm surprised he isn't fat.
"That's different Red, eating doesn't expel my energy," he retorts. A soft smile plays onto his lips. I observe the intensity of his love for her devour his eyes. I've never seen anything like it before.
"If you don't like it, then stay. No one's forcing you to tag along," I shrug, just as Sophia's attention grows wide with excitement.
"Does that mean your coming?!" Sophia squeals at me.
"You need me to liven shit up," he argues, although I somehow doubt his words. Something tells me he's going to be a little kid throwing a tantrum in the park.
"Sure, why not. I've never been shopping before, seems like fun," I smile, pushing out of Dylan's grip. A rush of excitement chorusing through my veins as I follow them out the door. Just one day, I need one day to feel normal.
"You've never been shopping?" She repeats. I can't decide if she's confused or shocked, but I reply regardless.
"It never really crossed my mind," I shrug. We leave the mansion, Sophia's eyes glowing bright green as she looks into the distance.
"Okay, both of you hold on," Sophia orders. I settle my hand onto her shoulder. We disappear to reappear outside a mall packed with stores. Creatures ran around with bags hanging loosely off their arms.
The glass building is magnificent. A beautiful crystal fountain sat in the middle, its light reflected the sun but in different shades of a rainbow. I had to squint slightly to see the dome, four floors high stretching as far as the eye can see. I'm amazed by the sight.
"Okay, let's go over there!" Sophia chuckles, dragging me along to different stores. I didn't have coins to buy anything, but I appreciate the numerous designs on the computers, the projector revealing various clothing, everything.
I allow my finger to run along the different variety of fabrics. We even stopped at Urtium - a store for creatures that specialise in elemental magic. They have everything - pets, potions of all kinds, magic, even silver.
Silver is deadly to even the most powerful creatures. The slightest touch can scar you permanently, even then its venomous bite stays with you forever.
Two hours in and I haven't lost my energy, excitement still rolls off me in waves – sometimes twice, for the fun of it - it's electrifying. I admire the shoes. And I was mainly in 'awe' of the jewellery. The rare jewels found deep in the caves of Caiden known as Nairn.
They are as enchanting as everyone says, and of course, incredibly expensive. Next to indestructible, its only weakness being the eternal fire found deep in the caves Caiden. Legends say it has burned since the beginning of Eldora.
Many have tried to find it, but no one succeeded. Its sacred land protected by the Qusayr being they are the only direct descendants of the Gods - or so the creatures whisper.
"Wolfe, stick with Red, I'll be back," Charming yells, rushing out of the store desperately. I stand on the tips of my toes, searching for Sophia's bright red hair only to stop when Nia awakens to something.
I'm familiar to the feeling prickles at my nerves. It's like an itch crawling up my spine - danger.
My eyes dart in every direction, my heart loses its rhythm, searching for the source to my unease.
I can't explain it, but unlike thousands of times before it feels disturbing this time. A cold, harsh breeze sweeps past me, forcing a shiver to rattle my bones. Unlike other times, Nia doesn't growl for the urge to taste their blood.
I catch a glimpse of a woman with hair so long it touches her ankles. Her hair isn't like mine - though it is white, hers seems dull, as if her roots are wrapped in ice.
She drifted through the bodies of creatures like a phantom. Her power is unlike anything I've sensed before - it howls at my soul and freezes me stiff.
"Ahh-..." Nia whines painfully; I couldn't breathe in the presence of this-... thing. An evil aura wafts off her in greedy waves. I can see it swirling in the air, but it touches no one.
Why does no one else sense it?
"Wolfe?" Dylan snaps me from my daze, his hand sitting over my shoulder, bringing me back to reality. "Is everything okay? You're freezing!" Worry paints his features as he tries to read my expression.
I snap my attention back to the woman, but she is no longer there.
Who was that?
"C-Can we leave?" He seems slightly surprised; brows drew together confused. I'm surprised myself; I didn't expect my words to sound so… desperate.
No longer excited, Dylan strolled off to find Sophia, and my gaze lingered to where I'd seen that woman. Her mere presence drowned me in fear, fear not even my father could invoke from me. Who the hell was that? Forget it! I don't want to know.
"Come on, let's go," Sophia smiles, gently placing her hand on my shoulder as we disappear and reappear outside the large mansion. Sophia wanted to say something, but I leave before she can.
Goosebumps trail along my skin. Even now, I can still feel the cold atmosphere around her.
Everything about her was just… wrong. Completely wrong.
I snatch my bag with shaky hands, searching until I find a syringe filled with purple liquid and plunge the thin needle into my veins, injecting the poison. Though that woman felt real, she also feels like a distant dream one I never want to encounter again.
As the wolfsbane burns through my veins, Nia grows weaker. The full moon is tomorrow, and she'll be stronger, forcing my body to turn. I won't be strong enough to fight her, but the wolfbane should help. The only unfortunate side effect is that it weakens the mind, and an unpleasant memory surfaces without my consent.
****
Alone, I shiver in the dungeon. The days blur away. Time is my enemy; darkness becomes my accomplice. It wraps me in its shadowy figure and keeps my pain hidden from the world.
"Valerie…"
Fear traps me. I pray the darkness will swallow me and consume me completely. But no, in this dungeon, he always finds me.
"Turn around."
It was an order. No wolf can fight an Alpha's command. No matter how much I fight, my body dances on my bloody feet to the strings he commands.
The object appears painful, but I obliged like an obedient pet.
Father's words are coated in anticipation, watching my every move with an ugly gleam illuminating his face.
"Do not move."
Painful tears sear down my face as I try to fight his power. Father's command spoke to every cell in my body, re-wiring my brain to his amusement.
I can't move. I can't run. I can't hide!
The silver licks across my back and scars my flesh, unhealed wounds once again burn with rage. I scream, yet he laughs - the puppet show continues.
"Again!"
And the nightmare continued, the pain intensified—an alpha abusing his power for his own sick enjoyment. I suffered. At one point, his command seemed futile. I gave up, hoping I was a stroke away from death.
Even that, he did not allow.
****
"Valerie!" Sophia's screams pull me back to my room. My blood continues to burn, but it didn't feel so bad anymore.
Her scream shook the entire mansion. It vibrates through every bone in my body. The air in the room grows vicious, swirling around us chaotically. The current is so strong that my body slightly levitates in the air.
"What the actual…" I want to growl my displeasure, but stop abruptly, when I see tears rolling down her face.
Sophia stumbles back, ripping her hand from my shoulder as though I just burned her. Her eyes glow a vicious red, searing her gaze into mine.
Her lips quiver, her legs tremble, her body shakes as she retreats from my room. Her hands sit over her face. I try to figure out what the hell happened to put her in such a state? She trips over her feet; midfall a strong arm catches her.
The siblings remain in their position, eyes glazed over. I watch in sheer fascination - and curiosity - as the events unfold.
They pull away as I give each of them a confused look. "Why are you crying?!" I ask Sophia. Jaxson seems on the brink of murder.
"Who the fuck was that?" That was unexpected coming from him. He sounds cold. Distant. It was a whisper, but from the intensity, it howls at my soul. He isn't angry; he is calm. Too calm that he scares me.
"W-What are you talking about?!" I whisper I shortly piece the puzzle together. Dread holding my eyes.
"I-I didn't mean too. I touched you, and that memory just flowed through me so freely and I-I…" Sophia pauses just as I rise to my feet. I'm grateful the wolfsbane weakened Nia because pain grips me so tightly.
"I want a name, Valerie," I'm dazed momentarily from the way my name rolls off his lips so perfectly, unprepared for him to speak my name for the first time. I don't think he expected it himself, but his face remains stoic.
"No."
Jaxson's lips curl into a growl expressing his displeasure, but I am not going to relent. It's when I notice his figure blur into his wolf, to realise how angry he truly is - or is that his wolf?
"I'll find out, and I will kill him," he promises, his voice sounded darker and deadlier, a sign his Lycan is present. I didn't say anything and push past him, walking in long and purposeful strides to one place.
The art room.
The red moon has reached its peak. Nia lay unconscious from the wolfbane I'd injected myself with, and yet my skin prickled with unease. I wandered the corridors of this massive castle, running my fingers along the gold stitching embedded into the wall.I listened to the harmony of the wolves, their feet pounding into the dirt as they ran through the forest. It felt like an earthquake. An unfamiliar yearning embraced my soul, knowing we could never be one of them. We could never run with them for we will always be outsiders.Contrary to the forest, this castle fell strangely silent. I expected to run into Sophia, maybe even Dylan, but in my current state, I wouldn't be able to protect myself, given the poison has mentally weakened me. I'm surprised I have the strength to walk, but it's only on nights of the full moon that my body is more potent than average, and it can fight off the wolfsbane to not leave any long-term effects on Nia or myself.Floating down the
"Valerie lets go," Sophia barges into the art room, she seemed uneasy. I raise my brows, a clear indication she needs to explain why, but she doesn't and leaves, expecting for me to follow. I wanted to finish my painting; it was almost complete as my thoughts ran to last night once again as it has done the entire night.'… I'll kill them all…'Would I be a fool to believe that? Maybe it was the look in his eyes, the promise in his words that hadn't made me doubt his words but still. An entire pack? No one has that kind of power. No one would do something so reckless for a mere nobody.Setting my brush down, I follow the youngest Storm through the mansion. Wolves ran in all directions, from the kitchens to the dining hall, to the living space. I didn't see any kids around, nor any humans.I did feel a strange presence, though. It wasn't like that which the Storms carried. This felt… warmer. Something I haven't felt since my mother.
To say I'm surprised is an understatement. I cast an uncertain look in Sophia's direction, but her jaw collides with the floor. I felt awkward and squeamish, this isn't a position I thought I would ever be in, but here I am.An Oracle on his knees, lowering his head to me in both submission and respect. One of which I've never experienced before. "Why are you doing that?" It's a mission to stop my words from quivering before these tensely powerful beings in the room, but I manage, "stand up."He's on his feet in the next instant, amusement flashes in his golden eyes a sure sign he is no doubt an Oracle, "I have waited a long time to meet you, Valerie Ca…" my eyes narrow dangerously at the words he was about to speak, but doesn't.It doesn't surprise me he has the dream-like, gentle tone too. Oracles are delicate by nature; they are the only ones to live on Eldora without being entirely consumed by chaos."Apologies, I forget you no longer stand by
"It feels like four weeks to me," she grumbles.So, the stranger behind me is their brother? That's right; there are three of them. I faintly recall my mother speaking of them. How'd I forget there's a third.
I notice this morning as the silence felt deafening. Nia is perfectly okay when the wolfsbane takes effect the next morning, but I couldn't feel her today. I couldn't sense her. The very essence of my core feels deserted."Sleeping probably," I shrug, she's fine.She may need another day- I continu
We stand beside the lake of Amu and Troy. Jaxson bought me here, and for some reason, Grayson decided to tag along. Why? I have no fucking clue. "Why are you here again?"A crafty smirk smears his handsome features, dark intent glinting his charcoal orbs. "I'm merely curious. I'm almost as old as these fish, little wolf and I havenever
I remember that night. We stood beneath a bleeding sky, droplets of rain gently, streaming down our heated bodies. That night, chaos rang so loudly, my ears suffered. As vapours of black clouds floated over us, my world crumbled to ashes and slipped through my fingers.It was when
"Hey," I call. I'm standing in a tree, staring at the frightened woman in the next tree ahead of mine. She turns so quickly, baring her teeth at me in a fierce position.Maybe I shouldn't have snuck up on her as I did.
Well shit, its the end!Damn, I really enjoyed writing this novel. I loved the lessons its taught me and I love the person I've become through writing this book. Especially Valerie. I love who she's become. I love she's finally able to trust those around her, I love that she continues to fight no matter how much times life interferes, intent and making her stay down!I wanted a character who doesn't hide their emotions, a character who embraces them but is also burdened by them. I wanted a character who wore her heart on her sleeve no matter how dangerous it was especially in a cruel world.I think thats what was so special about her, she wore her feeling like armour and it was beatiful and dark. And it was weak, and it was strong. And it was dangerous, and it was safe.Damn, what the fuck am I doing in my feeling?! I'm getting tiery eyed over here.Comment what you loved most about the novel in general and tell me who your favourite characte
A soft chuckle escapes my lips as a warm hand sits on my shoulder. I don't know why I'm laughing. But I can't help myself, and I can't stop. "Nieve..." "I-I'm s-sorry..." I try to stifle my laughter, holding my stomach as tears threaten to fall. Happy or sad - I have no fucking idea. Either way, I can't stop. She's gone. Theia's gone - as fate so cruelly ordained. I laugh - because once again, they won. Those three spinsters were playing with Theia's life like it was a game to them. They played with mine, and they played with Freya's. Theia, as the oldest sister - cursed, to only feel loneliness and death.
I blink, laying in a meadow that seems to reach for miles. My head on my arms, finding shapes in the clouds to occupy my thoughts. It feels nice here. It feels peaceful. I tilt my head to the side and reach out towards a Daisy when a familiar voice reaches my ears. "So, you're finally awake," I jump slightly, shocked by the intrusion into my thoughts. My mind and body relax instantly, recognising the voice. "Oh, it's just you. You scared me!" I accuse, a smile splitting across my face. She tilts her head, her arms wrapped behind her back, holding her smile. "Really? I'm sorry," she giggles, not at all sorry. Standing up, I brush the dirt off my dress only to tilt my head staring at myself for what feels like the first time. My hands, legs and feet - they're small? I realise I'm a kid again. Wait-... again? "I think I've been dreaming," I speak my thoughts without fear, holding her soft hazel orbs with my amethyst ones.
Nia withdraws back into the safety of my mind, so now I sit on the cave grounds watching in absolute shock the power extruding from Freya.It momentarily occurs to me I'm naked, but the current circumstances prevent me from caring.Freya tilts her head and stares at the roof, blinks, and it all shatters. Jaxson is already over me, holding me bridal style and disappearing into the blackness.But as soon as we all attempt to disappear, we're forced out. "Don't leave yet, little sister. You and I - we have a prophecy to fulfil," Freya chuckles, causing me to freeze."I won't let it come to pass," I snap. Even Freya's voice feels wrong to hear. As I look into her eyes, there is no light - only
There she is, sitting in a monk position, her eyes closed - waiting. A large blue and green bonfire burns behind her, its heat crawling across my skin but, it doesn't burn.Her long icy white hair cascades down her back and sits behind her on cave grounds, relaxed. I know she knows we're here. The cocky curve of her lips proves it.Sophia makes the first move, "Alikurda verous," her voice sounds deeper as her eyes turn blue. Her heels stomp into the ground, and the roof of the cave falls on to Freya.Freya stays in her position, her eyes remaining shut. The stones hover just inches above her head, and her eyes finally flutter open. She sneers, "do not mock me, Witch."She lifts
"Um... who the fuck are you?" A gorgeous woman sits on a chair. Her one leg crossed over the other appearing stoic. Damn, she looks like a warrior goddess - but who the fuck is she, and why is she sitting in my hideout like she owns the damn place?"I am Aurora, Nymph of wind," it suddenly clicks who she is - she's the one Kyro mentioned. In less than a second, her nose is just inches from mine."So... your Brother Kyro's Kefta?" She murmurs, assessing me carefully."Um, yeah - I guess. As nice as this meeting is, shouldn't you be fighting a war about 30 miles west from here?" I drawl. Aroura blinks and pulls away."Ahh, yes. Though Kyro didn't need to blackmail me into it, I w
"You shouldn't be able to do that! Voce de Oracle should only be used once, for a certain time-..." Freya laughs as if realisation dawns on her, "you think, once you're finished with me-... the Gods will let you live with such abilities at your disposal?! Now I understand why you must die, no matter how you planned this battle, the Carson Sisters must not exist - if Fate wills it so!""Say what you will, Freya - I won't fight with you," I spit. Maybe she's right. But I've already made my peace with death - haven't I?No! I'm supposed to return to Theia. I'm supposed to confess to Jaxson. I want to live, but not if it means joining forces with Freya.Before I can say a word, Kyro's hand sits on my shoulder, "Kyro, what are you...?" Freya begins, but we disap
Nia's eyes bleed through mine as power sizzles and cackles around me, "Charge!" Freya seethes.I take a couple of steps forward and make a foreign symbol with my hands that I somehow knew. As I continue to walk, clouds of purple mist float out of me. My body becomes transparent - like a ghost. And Nia's spirit stands tall beside me as we continue to walk.Charming suddenly appears beside me, words of compulsion breezing past his lips that make the mud creatures go crazy. Jaxson and Grayson are next as Sophia floats above us, and with us - our army follows.Slow at first, only to start running. Faster and faster. With every step closer, our purpose only grows fiercer.We clash!&
"Emree! Take Theia to Bloodhound. She'll be safe in my father's office, far enough from here," I order, pushing Theia towards Emree, but Theia resists holding onto my arm."No! I'm staying with you!" She yells. Her gaze burns into mine with determination. I can hear shouts and scream coming from the distance, and I resist the urge to run towards it, falling on to my knees beside Theia to cup her small face."Listen to me, do you trust me?" I ask. She blinks, taken by surprise."Of course I do, but I want to protect you. What if something happens...!" Theia falls into a rant. I can clearly see worry reflect in her eyes."Look, whatever happens, happens. I can't predict the end o