Nandini's pov
Looking out of the window i nandini moorthy is trying to finding herself. When my life become this shambles, why i let it turn in the way i was never ready for. I was fierce and very self confident but now i am just a sex toy. I always try to pull my family out of that poverty but everything goes opposite and they got what i wanted to give them but i didn't got even 1% of my dreams.
I closed my eyes and a beautiful smile just lingered my lips remembering my love, my akshat. I saw him smiling at me and my smile got wider. He forward his hand and i happily gave him my hand and he just pull me close slamming out chest to each other. He kept me very close to himself and we started to dance when he twirled me and said in my ear in his very sweet voice. "I am with you nandini, just feel me felt my presence. I will not leave you ever.you'll get me when you'll try to find me."
Pov ends
Nandini's smile got vanished and tears started to rolled down from my beautiful doe shaped eyes when she found someone was back-hugging her. She was so lost in the memories of her akshat that when she turned she found his akshat was standing there with wide smile on his face. Her tears started to fall down more rapidly and she clutched her akshat's back more tightly in her fist. When she broke the hug her akshat wiped off her tears and kissed her forehead.
Nandini smile to the fullest and her moist eyes were telling her pain with the longing she suffered. She again hugged him. He also hugged her with the same enthusiasm.
"Make love to me." Nandini said while looking into akshat's eyes and akshat smiled more as he cupped her face." I love you nandini and i will make sure of that you'll enjoy the most." Akshat took her into his arms and nandini encircled her arms around his neck.
Once they were on bad nandini started to open the buttons of his shirt while he was looking at her innocent doings. Once she open all the buttons of his expensive blue shirt she slide the material from his shoulder slowly looking into his eyes. She pulled her close and more close, close that even air couldn't passed between them.
She creased his hard sculpted chest and abs from her soft fingers and then touch her hard yet strong biceps. She slide the material further and pressed her soft lips there on his shoulder making him swore her name in pleasure. When he took her name she look into his eyes and moving closer pecked his lips which made him shocked. Nandini started to give him butterfly kisses on his shoulders and chest. She totally removed his shirt while placing innumerable kisses on his chest and shoulders.
This night only she was doing the deeds without her knowing.she kissed him squeezing his cheeks and cupping his nape. She don't know when his hand pull the string and pull off her clothing. After some times only bangle sounds can be heard. she was moaning and moaning while she was pulling him more and more and feeling him very deeply inside her. He was very gentle with her but today nandini want him to be harsh so she can feel inch and inch of him inside herself.
After almost 3 rounds of their hot lovemaking his hold got loosen on her and he falls on her body which she very happily take and wrapped him in her arms. He was trying to pull out himself when she squeeze his lower waist and slammed again on herself not letting him come out.
" I want you to be deep inside me. Let me feel you." She said cupping his cheek and he smiles and hide his face in her neck.
"I love you, i love you akshat." This made his eyes open widely. Yes it is manik he raised himself a bit and found a very satisfactory smile on nandini's lips. He was still shocked.
Manik pick his phone from the side table and call his detective. " I want each and every information about akshat.what he is to her and what relationship they used to share." Manik cut the call and slept on her with a matted state of mind.
After 6 hours of sound sleeping she open her eyes feeling heavy weight on herself. The last thing she remember is she surrender herself to her love her akshat. She smiles and wrap her hands around a giant body which was covering her. As her wedding bangles make sound manik stirred in sleep and open his eyes slowly and raised his head from her neck.
The moment her eyes met his, they started to rain because dream got over. She understood that her akshat was never with her but manik, her husband. She closed her eyes feeling disgusted on herself. Last night she took the initiative with a man she doesn't love. Though manik was the one who took her Virginity but still she assumed him to be akshat sometime. She don't know what disease she has but she imagine what she want to see.
Her moment broke when manik cup her cheek and sucked her lips while coming out. It also didn't pained her though. Isn't it obvious if you got raped every single night then your body used to feel less pain every time slowly slowly her body also get used to it.
He got up from her and pull the duvet and cover his lowers. He turns on his side where she was crying feeling what she did. She was in very serious disease which is so dangerous for herself. She closed her eyes being tired but on the other side manik was smiling remembering all the things she did. He felt so good and contented and closed his eyes just then he remember something.
Flashback
"What's the news?? I don't want excuses but results.This matter should be closed as soon as possible." Manik yelled on his detective and he handover him a pendrive and left the room.
Manik attached the pendrive with his laptop and look at the proof video which was clearly saying that nandini was the one who killed kabir.
"Manik i knew it. I so knew it. This nandini killed my kabir she is no naive. Did you see she killed my kabir." Priyamvada wailed hardly bending on her knees.
"Queen priyamvada i promise you i will take revenge from her.she will suffer till her death occurs. I won't let anything come between our revenge not even my humanity."a furious manik roared with red eyes.
Flashback ends
He was absolutely right there. He didn't let anything come between his revenge not even his humanity because watching his punishments no one say that they are made for humans. Being the king of madhavgarh if he really do justice with his own family then he had to leave nandini in his house and himself have to stay in ashram serving to god for his whole life.
Suddenly he remember the letter which kabir wrote himself and remembering that his eyes went red in anger and he hold her elbow just to pull her to make her lay plank. He come on the top of her. Her face was emotionless only tears were brimming in her eyes.
"Open your legs for me." He said with gritted teeth but she was in another haze. She was looking at his face but her mind was occupied somewhere else.
Her emotions and thought come to the halt when she felt herself ripping when manik entered her harshly pulling her legs apart by his.she squeeze her eyes shut to bear the pain and she press her lips inwardly.
He was very harsh with his movements and he was just pushing himself let out all his anger and emotions on her fragile body. She was breathing sharply and clutching the bedsheet. He was harshly moving inside her looking into her innocent eyes and when he found himself close he just lift his waist and give her a hardest and deepest stroke and she couldn't stop her cries. She shouted more and manik started to rape her more harshly. Her body was not accepting him yet they both felt a liquid which was dripping from her entrance. Manik smirked thinking it to be her orgasm and started to ram her more hardly. The voice of her shout increased more yet room was still occupied with the splashing sound of two bodies.
Being in the deepest inside her he discharged and look at her. Her eyes were red with her whole face.tears were still rolling down he was going to pull himself out but felt her tug on his lower waist.
"Yuvraj please no, it's paining. It will pain more please no." She sobbed and he look at her and holding her chin he take her lips into his and pull himself out softly trying not to hurt her more but she scream when she felt moment in her lower part. Her lower part was sore and a little slow moment also causing her a huge pain.
Once he was out nandini cupped her lower part and sobbed turning on the other side. A thick white liquid was pouring out from there along with blood. Manik was breathing heavily on the other side.nandini got up from bed and holding the wall she started to take small steps to washroom while sobbing. Manik was confused but become shocked when he look at the bedsheet and his manhood which was red with her blood.the warmness in her lowers which he was assuming as her wetness that was her blood.
He come out from his shock whe he hear the banging of washroom door. He was still laying there but her sniffles and her cries sound occupied his ears as she was crying very badly and loudly. He clean himself with the tissue paper and wearing his boxers he entered inside the washroom and watch her laying on the floor naked banging her fist on the white marble floor. Her whole body was wet with the cold water. He felt a sharp pain but he make her stand and on the hot shower then wipe her body. Covering her with bathrobe he took her in his arms and make her lay on the clean bad.
"Don't get up early nandini. You're not ok. Just take rest." Manik said kissing her forehead but she was laying emotionless with a blank face.
Next morning
"Yuvraaj i am sorry for my previous behaviour. Hope you'll understand that time i wasn't in the right state of mind. Don't know why whenever she came before me i only see her as killer who killed my kabir. I am sorry but if you want i can........ " Priyamvada said in very low yet soft tone.
She knew what she is doing. Using kabir's name will only make my more monstrous and nothing else.
"Queen no need to say anything now.yesterday whatever happened shouldn't be happened again." Saying this he got up from his head chair and look for nandini for his coat then remember last night her shouting.
He closed his eyes and take a deep breath trying to control his emotions.
"I am not forgetting my revenge but still i have married her so she is my wife. I am giving her punishments but i can't stand when some outsider insult her.don't worry our revenge will be taken soon but the thing which happened yesterday shouldn't be repeated again." Manik said and take his coat from the nearby chair.
Priyamvada was looking at his discharging figure with a evil smirk on the other side nandini was laying on the bed holding her stomach.
Feeling a sudden nausea nandini got up from bed taking very slow steps towards washroom she entered inside, turning on the washbasin tap she sprinkle some water on her face when she found her akshat behind who was smiling behind her. Forgetting all her pain she look at him with a wide smile.
"Akshat, i am pregnant. Yes i am. We are going to be parents. You know na how much i love you i love you akshat. I am carrying your child. Your nandini is carrying the symbol of our love."
This is nandini has become.she is not in the correct state of mind where manik can't see beyond her revenge. Nandini don't know what is happening with her on the other side manik is not aware what he is doing with her.
Feeling a heavy pain inside her body nandini fall on floor and we can see queen priyamvada's evil face who has injected a liquid in her body.
_____________________________________
The things are getting messed up for nandini, she was not the one who'll stay silent And resigned everything after knowing she wasn't at any fault but the thing is, she had not any hope left to live, to cherish her life or to be happy. She was just somehow obliterating with her life. She was unaware the things which were taking place and surrounding her each passing second.
Reaching the palace the first work manik did was dragging nandini as if she is not a human but a non living thing. As they got inside they have seen priyamvada who was sitting on sofa reading a megazine and her maid who is a little old in age but very loyal. Hearing the sound priyamvada look up and found nandini and angry manik."So now tell me queen,
Nandini opened her eyes being confused with the heavy weight she was feeling, she rack her eyes through the room and then her body. She was laying naked with a man although both of them naked but nandini was shocked because she didn't remember anything."Who i am? Why i am laying like this??did i got raped?? Who is he?" Nandini was murmuring to herself while tears were making their way through her eyes.Being disturb with little incoherent words manik open his eyes and look at nandini who was murmuring and crying a little. He got alarmed and come on top of her while wiping the corner of her eyes."You shouldn't cry when your husband loves you wildly.you are too fragile nandini."manik said looking at her red face and nandini got shocked."Husband love." She again uttered shockingly where manik just stared at her confused self."Yes my wife you are mrs. Nandini manik malhotra."manik said and nandini s
Almost 15 days passed nothing bad happened, all the things were working in peace and manik was also silent, waiting for her acceptance. He want her to reciprocate those feelings which he have for her but nandini was lost.All the time she was watching akshat in manik, this was the main reason she was smiling and laughing sometimes goofily. This gesture of hers gave manik a positive reply and things were getting good between them in manik's sight but for nandini manik doesn't even exist. She forgot everything. For her now, the real world doesn't exists but her imaginary world which she live with her love.It was another day when manik was settling his tie along with buttoning his cufflinks. He looked so handsome just then he saw his wife who was laying on his bed in compromising position. Red sheet was covering her body but he still can see his love marks on her lips her neck and her bare shoulders.He smiled and went to her, he pecked her lips nowday
Sexual and physical violence ahead who are not comfortable can leave the chapter. No bashing or negative comments are allowed. Bashers will be blocked and won't be able to read further. *********** Squeezing and clutching nandini's wrist he moved out of the building, leaving everybody flabbergasted with his behavior. Mr. Raichand look at the tiffin box and silently keep it inside manik's cabin. Here manik was dragging nandini ignoring her all the pleads and whimpers, she controlled herself from crying and shouting out loud but when manik put more pressure on the same wound she couldn't hold back the pain and cried. Manik nose was flared in anger and face was red. Nandini hugging a boy in very compromising position wasn't leaving his mind suddenly this new incident where nandini was laying under a man who is
Pain, tears and sorrow was the only thing that was keep knocking the life's door which belongs to nandini. Whenever she tried to be happy or try to somehow overcome her sorrows something happened that make her wound revive again and again. Not only tears but her body, heart and every cell of her wants death but don't know before death how many times her life would cheat her and kill her. She has her own feelings own story to tell to describe but she is alone. She has no one who could feel her pain as much as she did. She also wants to cry in someone's arms who would make her feel safe but her surroundings has just provide her one feeling that is fear, she feared manik, priyamvada and every single person connected to them even servants. She never answer back anyone even if they're servants or masters themselves. Is it a sin to see the dreams of your bright future. Is it a offence to expect some happiness in our share. Is
The house was decorated beautifully, in the main hall butlers are roaming here to there holding big plates because it was their master's wedding which was just happened some hours ago. They were doing the further preparations. It was malhotra palace which was decorated beautifully and it was manik who just got married.Manik's room
18++ story with violence, who can't handles emotional things don't read guys. *an advice with politeness*Nandini's povIt's been one month since he is using me as his toy. My willingness does not matter to him. Beating me with anything that came in his hand and torturing me is his favorite works. we got married but i have never imagined that my life be like this. My mother doesn't care about me and get me married to a man who is 8 years elder tha