Chapter_1

18++ story with violence, who can't handles emotional things don't read guys. *an advice with politeness*

Nandini's pov

It's been one month since he is using me as his toy. My willingness does not matter to him. Beating me with anything that came in his hand and torturing me is his favorite works. we got married but i have never imagined that my life be like this. My mother doesn't care about me and get me married to a man who is 8 years elder than me. Sometimes i feel pity on myself.

I look at my husband who is laying on me totally naked so i am. His manhood is still buried deep inside me and i am sure my lowers must be bleeding like always. His desires is more important than my pleadings. I am feeling extreme pain but i have to endure it or else he would give me punishment if i did something that he doesn't likes.

I closed my eyes creasing his bare back. I continue to crease his white and bare back and creased his thick hairs. My eyes are going back in memory lane and i remember him. My love....... I remember my love who used to love me like i do to him. I closed my eyes more tightly and saw his smiling face, my tears started to stream out as no one is here for me. He indicated me to smile and this made me more teary. Akshat why you left me alone in this cruel world. Akshat please take me with you. No one is here for me please akshat please your nandini is calling you.

I control my sob and somehow wipe my tears. It's very difficult to see this world in positive way when everything is negative around you. I am queen of madhavgarh but still i am a slave. Slave of my husband who owns me, beats me whenever he wants and rape me every night.

Akshat my love left me alone to endure all this. Suddenly i felt some moments and i cried when i got a sudden thrust inside me making my eyes shut and lips parted in pain.

Pov's end

" What happened my queen?? Why still didn't got habituated with this. Don't worry your husband is here na i will make you habituate of my ways." manik said while wiping the tears off from her eyes.

He bend down and sucked her lips but she was idol. He sucked his lower lip and then take it between his lips and sucked more lovingly but nandini was laying still.

" Respond nandini" Manik ordered and holding his shoulder nandini kissed his lips without any feelings. She kissed his lips while shoving her tongue inside his mouth and kissing him. Manik broke the kiss panting heavily.

" Wow nandini, you're getting acquainted with my liking. I like it. Like it very much." Manik said while pulling himself out from her and she sobbed looking on the other side. She hold the duvet near her chest and cried. Manik smirked and got up and wearing his tracks went inside the washroom.

Nandini look at his back figure and got up from the bed, covering herself she started to clean the room. She arranged the bed and some memories of past month came in her view making her eyes shut in disgust and wet when she saw herself shouting for help. She pressed her lips inwardly and pick all her clothes and jewelry which was scattering on the floor.

She found his mobile laying on the nearby table but there is no use because she has no one to call and ask for help. Her own mother forced her to marry and never came to look after her. She was very poor but having her perspectives, choices and preferences. After getting married to manik everything collapse just like her career. She heard a voice and look behind and found manik coming outside from the closet wearing sky blue shirt with his black jeans. He was ruffling his hairs.

Nandini was fixing everything in the room when manik hugged her from behind.

" Nandini, you are getting more beautiful after each passing love sessions. " Manik whispered and kiss her neck which was already filled with his love bites. A long tear slide from her eyes.

" Your highness i........ I want to freshen-up. Please leave me. " Nandini said almost shivering and turn to go but cried when her wrist was suddenly twisted behind her back tightly.

" Did i give you the permission to make your move. " Manik said dangerously close her to face and twisted her wrist tightly and nandini squeeze her eyes shut while crying. Nandini shook her head as no and cried harder when he did with more pressure.

" Words..................... " Manik said dangerously and nandini almost chocked out, " No..... No your highness. "

" Then how dare you to go away from me without my permission. " He yelled making her cry more.

" I won't do it again. Please leave me. " Nandini whispered with tears and manik smirked and leave her hands. Nandini clutched her blooded wrist because her glass bangles broke. Manik look at his hand and felt bad. He make her sat on his bed and come with a first aid kit. Nandini was crying looking at the bangle piece pricking in her wrist. He kneel down before her and grabbed her arm softly.

" No...... No please no. " Nandini cried taking her arm back from his grip. Manik again grabbed her and touch the glass to take it out but she hissed and more tears rolled down from her eyes. Manik leave it and bend towards her hand and nandini move it back just then got a glare from him which make her shiver.

Nandini sat silently and he just keep his lips on her bleeding wrist. Nandini wasn't feeling any pain but suddenly manik take the broken piece between his teeth and pull it out and nandini shouted.

" Ahhhhhh...... " She sobbed and manik silently bandaged her wrist.

Nandini look down at manik who was silently wrapping the bandage around her wrist and suddenly she imagine akshat his love in manik. She look at akshat and tears passed from her eyes. She was just going to touched her akshat suddenly she come out of her dream and look manik who completed the dressing.

Nandini look at her dressed wrist and remember when akshat used to make her wear colourful bangles. He used to pamper her like a kid and this thing make her more mad in his love. She loved only one man in her life who left her.

Manik stood up and she stood before him looking down. Manik hold her chin and pecked her lips.

" I am waiting for you at dining table come soon." He left the room and with very slow steps nandini went to washroom and after getting ready she went down wearing her lehnga as always with chunri on her head with sindoor and mangtika. Mangalsutra was hanging till her big and lushful breast.

She stood beside manik reaching the dining table. She served him while he was reading the newspaper.

" Please have your breakfast first. " Nandini said very softly and manik folded the newspaper.

He started his breakfast and suddenly queen appered with a stern face. She sit beside manik and nandini served her also. 

" You middle class girl stay far far away from me. Manik i don't understand what you have seen in this uneducated and illiterate girl. Why you married her if you really want to have fun then you could have offer her money and i know i gold digger like her would never disagree to you." Queen priyamvada snapped and nandini stood there wiping her tears. Manik was silently having his food. Nandini wipe her tears but more she wipe more they rolled down.

" Queen if you really think so then please i am begging you. Leave me. Please your highness leave me. " Nandini cried and manik just grabbed her hairs.

" How dare you?? I should not be heard those words from your lips. You will be here for your whole lifetime. No one will save you from me. Every night, every single night you'll shout and beg under me. Every single pain i'll cause you because a abandoned girl like you only deserve this. When your own mother don't love you then how can you expect from anyone to love you." Manik shouted and nandini cried more. He is right nandini has nothing to say. Nandini hand hold his to make his grip a little lite but it tightened more causing her to yelp in pain.

" Say sorry kneel down and say sorry holding my legs. " Manik ordered and nandini sobbed and bend down and hold his legs while crying and he finally left her hairs.

" Hey you bitch just take your food and left from my sight. " Queen priyamvada shouted and nandini served herself in one plate and left to her room. She look at her plate and the food. She was served with the food servant eats but that doesn't matters to her because food is food. She eats her food and drank the water. After completing her food she went down. She is queen although she had to do all the work that servant does. She looked down and found none. She started to cleaning the table and then kitchen. She clean all the utensils. She had nothing to do so she pick manik's one book and started to read it with so much interest. Nandini continue to read until she was disturbed by a knock. She open the door and found manik. He came inside and locked the door behind him.

I look at him who was looking at me angrily and he pushed me on bed before i could register anything a slapped landed on my cheek.

" You bloody whore, how dare you try to seduce my business partner.even though our relationship is not revealed yet but did you forget whom you belongs too. " Manik yelled and slapped her once again.

" I didn't do anything your highness, you said behave nicely with them so i just smiled at all of them. " Nandini sobbed hard holding her sore cheek.

" He wants to marry you now. What you did ha what you did tell me. " He yelled and squeeze her cheeks tightly. He take a knife from fruit bowl and keep it in the heat of his lighter making her eyes rained like anything because she had already suffered that pain and now she is not in condition to suffer more. She joined her hands before him.

Manik open her blouse and pull her towards himself. She was crying and sniffing. He pull her before the full length mirror and tear her bra. Nandini's eyes only looking at the knife in his hands which was getting red burning and burning. She felt this pain before she look at her front side of right breast which was having his name, manik himself engrave it with the same knife after burning it.

Manik pull her right breast and show her in the mirror. " Tell me who's name is written in this beautiful boob. " Manik roared.

" Yours only your's. " Nandini sobbed and manik make her turn towards himself after throwing the knife.

" Don't make me do that again nandini or else i won't think before claiming your whole body with my bites instead i'll cut your whole body with that hot knife. " Manik smirked and nandini sobbed looking down.

" Take of my clothes nandini. " Manik whispered in her ear and sucked her earlobe.

" Yuvraj please no, it's paining me down there. Please. " Nandini sobbed hard making him bite her earlobe tightly making her shout in pain.

" Don't make me angry,causing you a new punishment.do as i said." Manik whispered nuzzling in her hairs and knowing him she started to open his buttons. Once she open all of them she open his belt and throw it on floor and then his jeans button. Manik remove his shirt in haste and then jeans. He pulled her lehnga string and make it pooled it around her legs.

After sometime

In that big and lavish room only anklets sounds and bangles sounds were coming because that innocent girl has not the right to even shouting when he cause her pain. She had to somehow control her shouts or else he would have give her the most horrible punishment.

" Ahhhh please no, leave me yuvraj." Nandini try to control her shout and said. Manik hold her both hands either side of her head and thrust himself more roughly and fastly.

" Shhh i don't wanna hear anything. Just shut up and moan for me. " Manik said while thrusting deeply. She closed her eyes and let her tears fall. She somehow manage to take her hands back from his grip and digged her nails on his shoulder.

Manik look at her closed eyes and tear strained face and smirked more. He life his waist a little and push himself inside her more deeply giving a hard stroke.

He gave her continuous hard strokes one after another and she sobbed closing her eyes. Her body was bouncing back and forth because of his hard strokes.

" Ahhhhhh please leave me. Please." She cried hard and he caged her hands and legs and give her a deep and very hard push touching her painful point. This time she couldn't control and shout out loud.

" Ahhhhhhhhh...... " Screams were getting higher when he started to hit it again and again. He digged his face in her neck kissing there while his manhood was thrusting inside her very deeply. Reaching at the deepest point of her body he stopped and raised himself to look at her. He stroked her cheek and she open her red teary eyes slowly.

" Ahhhhhhhhhh..... " She shouted when he thrust being deepest inside her.

" It's hurting me. It's paining too much. It's so big for me. Please leave me please i am begging you. " Nandini sobbed harder and manik keep his lips on her lips and start to thrust inside her uterus making her shout again and again and when he was near he dugged the deepest and released his seeds there. She closed her eyes making tear slide out from the corners of her beautiful eyes and he slept on her she can feel his hot breaths on her neck.