SeraphinaImprisoned to the outcome that leads to more feelings.People make themselves immune to external stimulus, but I? I played with it until I broke myself. The stimulus could be anything, for instance; childhood trauma, abuse, sexual abuse, mental abuse or even ignorance.Isn't it sad? when you get hurt so much, you can finally say, 'I'm used to it.'But the question is, were people actually used to it? or were they just strong to cope up with it? certainly not, because no matter how much a person is strong enough to handle the pain, doesn't deserve it."Don't sleep." Enrico chanted these two words above my head as he swiftly crossed several hallways. Finally arriving at our destination, he asked Alfonso to open the door, to which in response, he did.Alfonso had followed us right after Enrico decided to carry me, because apparently he couldn't leave me alone with a person who despites me.Placing me down on a soft bed, I quickly scanned my surroundings. Even though some conten
SeraphinaPeople tend to keep themselves alive with the help of a certain therapist. They seek out for help and they even get better after putting their life as a showpiece. But was it possible for everyone, to talk? I bet no.Some hide while some don't.The secrets I held in my heart were tightly chained up. If one tried to dig deeper they'd have to break the glued locks and it was utterly impossible. Agostino sat on the chair, earlier Alfonso sat on. He didn't utter a word nor did I. It was as if, something clutched my throat. Frustration surfed through my veins as I desperately tried to think of something, anything, even if it meant to think about the torture I went through.'Abuse is much better then this mental torture.' The voice mumbled. And for once I agreed to it."Why?" I abruptly asked. The half unspoken question burning on the tip my tongue.He tipped his head and settled his attention on me. "Why, what?""You don't know or you're actually denying the fact you know?" I si
SeraphinaThey stand for nothing.They're lifeless and cold.They push us towards our misery. But anything they say, will never break our pure heart of gold, no matter what.Admit it or not, but one doesn't bow down to the monsters.Just like when you're standing on the edge, so young and hopeless with demons inside your head. There is no one to hold you or protect you, instead you fight, why?Because you're the brightest color of the dark. I choked out a harsh scream and slid down against the wall, letting the heavy tears run down on my cheeks. My body trembled as I recalled the events that unfolded earlier."He got hurt, because of me."I had never cried, not even when they both raped me, again and again until I dropped unconscious. It never took a toll on me. Not, when I landed back in the hands of my stepfather who ripped my already ruptured innocence apart once again. Not, when he smashed his alcoholic bottles on my head."He bled out because of me. Me?!"My shaking hands flew t
Seraphina"Is she up?""Let's just wake her up. He needs her.""Fucking bitch, got my brother shot.""Mind your language, Anna." The brothers bickered back and forth. "Whatever."I peeled my eyes open, only to find them surrounding the bed. "The fuck, do you want?" I groggily asked, lifting myself up.Hold the fuck on--- what am I doing in a bed? Fuck you Cyrus for placing me here.Honestly, floor would have been better."Are you even listening?" I tilted my neck towards an annoyed looking Savio. "Huh?""Enrico asked you something." He muttered and his gaze flickered downwards. Following his line of sight, I saw dried red all over my shirt. "Did your stitches open?" Enrico's gruff voice entered my ears.I shook my head and looked straight at him. "No. From before." He gave me a stiff nod and added, "I'd like your help.""With what?""Your blood." His words froze my movements and the flashback crossed infront of my eyes.He saved me. But why? Doesn't he hate me? But who was the one, w
Seraphina"Are you gonna stand there all day like a statue or do you need a permission slip to leave?"In response, he silently stared at me, as if he calculated the number of differences we twins had. "Suit yourself." I rolled my eyes and went to grab my phone from the study table.Grabbing the phone within my hand, I scrolled down a couple of messages which were work related, some were telling me that the shipments were successfully delivered to the other gangs; one of the men died during a sinister kill and much more.I turned around to see him but found the entrance empty.I shrugged and walked to my closet. Clutching a few fresh pieces, I strided towards the bathroom.Discarding my bloodied clothes, I wore the new ones hastily, not caring if the wound hurt or not.Turning on the tap, I splashed a handful of water on my face to get rid of the redness around my eyes. The skin around my eyes was swollen and red. "Why the fuck did I even cry for them? They don't fucking deserve it."
SeraphinaSometimes there's nothing to say.Sometimes words will only clutter a space already filled with an unpleasant truth.The blood pumped from my arteries to his. Hot and angry, but all I could do was stay calm in this suffocating silence.Enrico and the others had left the room a few minutes back, to tend some work and they hadn't made an appearance since then.And here I was sitting next to his bed with a needle pricked in my skin. How fun-fucking-tastic. I let out a shaky breath and ran my unoccupied hand through my hair. Some things never change, afterall. We both craved silence and yet his uneasy face wanted to utter many distorted words."Spit it out, already." I said.This uneasy atmosphere churned my insides and the fact I was fed with this everyday drama. "You didn't have too." He throatily rasped out but his voice still held that dull coldness and dominance which made people quiver in his presence. "Trust me, I never wanted too." I shrugged, leaning back on the chair t
Seraphina"You knew?"I shrug and look away. "A dumb person could have known as well." His heated gaze penetrated in the side of my face and I somewhat felt cold. "Were you pretending?""What makes you say that?"I turned my face and met his gaze.We both had the same color but mine had turned colder with time. The warmth within them was long gone. His lips parted as he searched something, anything, opting to stay silent as ever.I cocked a brow. "Take a picture, it will last longer.""How were you all these years?" He blurted out while redness creeped up his ears and my other brow joined the already arched one. To be very honest I wasn't expecting him to ask such a question, not after what happened."You damn amuse me every single time, Agostino." My lips curled up in a ghostly smirk. The Capo was clearly embarrassed. "How sensitive of you to ask me about my well-being." I chuckled and shook my head.Something about him was off. He was here, willingly talking to me and I had my own
Agostino stared at the girl who was pressed against his chest.Her eyelids were swollen shut and those cold sapphires were hidden behind. Something shifted in his gut and deep down he wanted to see her orbs once again."Enrico, take her to her room." He ordered, but the sentence went deaf on Enrico's ears.Enrico didn't want to pick her up let alone touch her, afterall her whole soul was bathed in his father's blood and now Agostino's too. "You could just keep her here and I'm sure, when she'll wake up, she'll leave by herself." Sienna muttered, giving them a suggestion. Everyone, nodded however this didn't sit right with Agostino."Leave, all of you." He ordered."But Tino, why?"He gave one dark look, almost telling them---'get-the-fuck-out-or-I'll-throw-you-myself.'Slowly, one by one everyone left the room except Leonid. "She does resemble him in the most unique ways." The tone of his voice was unknown.Agostino agreed. She did infact had the most resemblance to their father. She