“What has happened here?” Olivia looked from Aravia to Silas for answers. But before she could hear her master speak, she bolted for the door. She ignored the sounds of her steps echoing loudly in the stairway and the calls of Mage Olivia resounding from above. She could only hear her heart as it pounded in her ears. Her body was still on fire. Something was wrong with her.
She had made it to the forest without realizing it, as if led by an invisible force. She inhaled the sweet scent of the woods, trying to calm down, but it felt all wrong. The scent became stronger and overbearing in her nostrils. She coughed, choking on it like smoke. Her body was burning even hotter now, her heart pounding faster and louder. Her bones went from an ache to feeling like they were being pulled apart from her sinew and flesh.As her vision began to darken, she could only manage one thought. I have to cool down. She staggered to the side of the small river, where she had cleaned so many herbs. Without hesitation, she threw herself into the icy stream. She laid there, shivering, the outside world drowned out by her heartbeat, and she closed her eyes to darkness.“What happened?” Olivia questioned the Healer. Silas looked as if the effect of the unbound spell had shell-shocked him. He leaned against a small shelf of books, his hand massaging his eyes. “Are you going to tell me or just stand there, draped like a thespian?” The woman spat this venomously. She was not the most tactful when it came to words, but Silas just chalked it up to her being used to having to be strong as the Lead Mage.“I couldn’t finish binding the spell to the elixir...” He said a little breathlessly.“And why not?” Olivia pried.“Because. . . my apprentice was. . .” He chose his words carefully here, so as to not betray Aravia, “. . . not in the right headspace.” He knew this was a truth, but it wasn’t the truth, and he could sense Olivia knew this as well.“The girl shows mastery of The Arts. You know this.” Olivia chided as she dusted the charring off the work surface. “She puts all of her energy and focus into her work as you have often told me.”“Yes.” He straightened, regaining his sense and dusting of his shift.“Then tell me,” She absently straightened some beakers knocked ajar across the workbench, “What could distract her? She knows this is her only opportunity to thrive. Perhaps you’ll tell me it’s a boy?” Olivia chuckled at her own question. When she heard no response from The Healer, she turned sharply to meet his gaze. Silas dropped his eyes to the floor in shame.“How?” Olivia ejected this question, flabberghasted by the thought. “The other Mages stay far away from her- she has no friends. She was an outcast when she arrived and still is!” Olivia told the truth, although Silas could detect a hint of sadness in her voice.“I know.” Silas’ words were flat and dejected.“Then how- oh.” Olivia’s voice was one of realization, and she looked at Silas accusingly. “Did you-?”“No.” Silas defended.“Then-”“I don’t know!” He turned away and ran a hand through his thick, dark locks. Neither of them said anything for a few moments. Silas paced in front of the workbench, while Olivia drummed her fingers along the back of a chair.“She is a young woman now- almost twenty-two years of age.” Olivia began. She pulled the chair back and sank into it, sighing. “And we’ve kept her locked away from others quite a long time.”“For her safety!” Silas defended again.“Yes. For her safety and other’s.” Olivia stared off into the dim room absently. “But it seems we may have brought this on her ourselves.”“Possibly.” Silas admitted without looking at The Mage. He was ashamed of himself. There were times he might have had similar thoughts to Aravia’s. His work and demeanor made his social setting similar to his apprentice’s, therefore he knew how one might feel this way.He had only seen Aravia a few times when she was younger. Once when she was “recommended” to be his apprentice, and a few times when she just happened to be in the same courtyard as him. Until she was 19, he had kept away from her, so that she could finish her studies and be granted the rank of Apprentice Healer. He had little interest in an apprentice, much less an infamous one. But the day she showed up to his tower, he realized how gifted she was. Power rolled off her when she was happy or frightened. Though she could not produce a spell herself yet- which was unusual for a Mage- he knew she had power within and only time would unlock it.“Has she been different lately?” Olivia questioned Silas, breaking him away from his thoughts. She looked deeply into his eyes, as if searching for a clue.“Why does it matter? All young men and women go through this.” Silas sighed and sank into the chair across from Olivia. Olivia tapped her fingers, waiting. “Yes. She has been restless lately. Her nightmares are less frequent, and she spends more time out in the woods than before. She’s become less self-restricting. I thought she was just growing.”“She is.” Olivia agreed softly, but Silas detected something working in her mind. She was turning a thought over and over. It seemed to be a dark one. A sharp cry, “Did you just try to read me?” The Mage shouted at Silas. Silas let out an exasperated sigh; he had failed to breach the strong mind defenses of The Mage.“There’s something you aren’t telling me. What is it?” He asked, shutting down his energy and pulling back. Though Olivia was a long-time friend, he knew she had her secrets that not even he was privy to.“Next time ask first.” Olivia grunted and rubbed her temple. “Being my friend doesn’t mean you’re allowed to break the rules.” Olivia might have been angrier at The Healer if she desperately didn’t want to tell someone this terrible secret she had kept for all these years.“What is it?” Silas asked more sternly this time.“When the girl was first brought to me, I sensed something.” Olivia placed both palms flat on the table and held Silas’ gaze. “The strength of her power was evident, as you know doubt can feel too.”“What else?” Silas probed. Olivia seemed very perturbed, but she continued.“There was something else underneath her power. Another.”“Another?” Silas could hear his heart skipping in his chest.“Another, but the same. We can sometimes sense this in-”“Werewolves. . .” Silas finished the sentence knowingly. “There was no curse.” He shot an accusing glare at Olivia.“No.” She interjected, “There is a curse, though not the one she thinks. Her veil hides her- keeps her hidden from others who might seek to use her. The real curse is her inheritance. She is a genetic anomaly.”“Why?” Silas gave a questioning brow furrow. He knew why. Mages who had great power were a feat of their own. Pairing that with werewolf blood made it even more dangerous. And often, those with that amount of power were either drawn to The Dark Arts or used as a pawn in them. His real question was Why her?“I tried to keep her away from others.” Olivia stated with a sadness to her tone. “I used the veil as a concealment and as a disway-ment But she is still coming into her power.” Silas could hear the regret in her voice. “I had been tasked to keep her under control and prevent her from becoming something we could never contain, but it seems I have done wrong, and it have failed anyway.”Olivia stood from her chair and walked to the door. She seemed to know something about Aravia’s future that he could not see.“I felt her power the moment I entered Silas. It’s grown ten-fold from when she was a child.”“But she can’t even cast a simple spell! And if she is a werewolf, why hasn’t she shifted?”“Because she is cursed. An old magic binds her wolf and refuses to release it. But as her power grows, I’m afraid she may be undoing the spell herself. And when that happens, I’m not sure what else will follow.”“But-”“You’re going away.” Olivia stated without turning from the door.“What?” Silas was taken aback by this.“You’re going away to a place where she can be properly guarded and where she can be around others, to prevent-” She gestured around the room, “This.”“But why send us away? This is the safest place for her. She can gain control of her powers here.”“No!” The energy that emanated from this word showed The Mage’s true power. Silas felt her magic prickle his skin and winced. “She is to be restricted from practicing The Arts. The Moonrise pack will hide her, and you will get to assist an old friend in the meantime.”Silas said nothing, as he knew Olivia’s mind was made up. He didn’t know how sending a repressed werewolf to live with other werewolves was going to help any- if not make the problem worse. As always, there was sure some hidden agenda here- some hidden puppet master among the Mage’s Council pulling the strings. Silas only knew one thing. He must protect Aravia.When Aravia finally awoke, the sun was just beginning to set. The water was tugging playfully at her hair, and the searing heat had finally left her body. She felt as if she’d been torn apart and put back together. The young woman sat up slowly and cursed softly at the pulling sensation of all of her muscles. The water had chilled her to the bone, and she shivered violently as the temperature dropped around her. One extreme to another, she thought sarcastically. Her actions from earlier in the day came rushing back, and she felt her cheeks heat up with embarrassment. What was she supposed to do now? Her mind reeled with the sinking feeling that she would have to go back and face her Master. She felt so absolutely horridly disgusting. How could she have thought she had the right to want such things? The lust she had felt earlier was buried beneath shame and guilt. She felt as if she should die. As if she deserved it. No, she thought to herself, I deserve to be shamed. That was a fate
“They’re here, Alpha.” The serious tone in Sam’s voice let Aidan know he was talking to his father instead of him. Aidan followed his Beta’s gaze out the window in time to see a large, black SUV pull in front of the house. Although Aidan was in fact an Alpha, his father Gabriel was the Pack Alpha. This meant that even though he was Gabreil’s son and successor, Aidan was not the True Alpha of the Pack. It didn’t mean that he didn’t have any authority. All of his pack treated him the same as Alpha Gabriel, given that he would someday take over as True Alpha.“Thank you, Sam.” Alpha Gabriel’s hulking figure rose from his chair and motioned for the surrounding warriors to follow. Aidan was so unlike his father, it was dumbfounding. While Gabriel was a thick, muscled man with a quick temper, Aidan was a slender, tall man with a long fuse. Truly, most Alphas were jacked with angry tempers and power lust in their eyes. Aidan was muscular, but his figure- hidden under an almost OCD-like prop
“What the fuck is he thinking Sam?!” Aidan’s long fuse had finally reached its end. He was pacing back and forth in his bedroom while his Beta laid on the bed, completely calm about the whole thing. “He obviously knows something we don't, Aidan.” Sam said in a tone not too different from a chastising mother.“But they’re fucking Mages.” Aidan fumed. Sam had been his childhood friend, chosen Beta, and had found his way to Alpha Gabriel’s side after his own father had passed. Sam was sometimes needed to calm him down. His temper had been getting the better of him lately when it involved his father and his choices.“Yes, and they're here to help the Luna.” Sam rose from his comfy spot on the bed and tapped Aidan on the shoulder. “And you think he isn’t on guard? Why do you think he put them up in the main house? In the Alpha wing? Yes, they’ll be close to the Luna, but they’re also being watched and guarded.”“So you do know something?” Aidan scoffed. No wonder Sam was so collected. “Y
“What is happening?” Back in her room, Aravia was trying to reign her emotions in. She had heard the laughter of a gamma down the hall. The slamming of a door, and then moans and what was presumably a headboard banging against the wall. She had assumed it to be the cocky Alpha’s son, Aidan. She knew it was unfair to presume such things without meeting him formally, but she also knew that wasn’t likely to happen anytime soon. So, she focused on her sightings and indirect encounters with him to base her opinion of his identity. “Fuck. . .” She felt her heart quicken when she heard his cry. His voice was ripe with his pleasure. Something Aravia had never experienced herself or given to another person. It was starting to make her heat up again. Her body was burning once more, and the space between her legs began to hum and buzz with arousal. She started to pace to get rid of the feeling. Calm your breath. She repeated to herself over and over, but it did nothing to stop the erratic brea
Slowly, she lifted her head to see his arm above her shoulder. She knew she had to turn around, but she didn’t want to. His body was so close, that she was afraid he could smell her arousal and sense her shame. She’d been involved in enough trouble with her classmates to be able to feel when someone wanted to hurt her, and she felt this familiar feeling now.“Turn around.” She slowly swiveled her body, trying not to fall on the now completely soaked floor. She had her eyes closed and decided she wasn’t going to open them. Her head drifted downward, ready for the beating. She waited for what seemed like forever. She could hear both of their breathing, ragged and fast. “Look at me.” She opened her eyes, but kept her head bent to the floor. She could feel a movement from beside her. He was raising his hand to strike.But the strike never came. Instead a hand cupped her chin firmly and lifted it upward. She could see his hazel eyes peering at her. There was a look of fury there, but also
Aidan had finally gotten his brain to fall asleep, when he awoke to a scream. It was a blood curdling scream that instantly chilled his heart. Without time to think, he jumped out of his bed and ran toward the sound. Silas and the guards were already there outside the apprentice’s door.“Listen to me!” Silas was telling the guard, who wasn’t listening at all. Instead he was furiously banging on the door and calling out to Aravia. “What’s going on?” Aidan asked the guard.“I don’t know Alpha, there was a scream and the door’s locked.”“Open it.” “It’s just a night terror!” Silas yelled to them both. “She has had them since she was a girl. She’s fine!” Silas pleaded. In truth, he didn’t know if Aravia had the habit of sleeping without her veil. And if anyone saw her face, then they would know the lie, and he wouldn’t be able to conceal her any longer. “I said open it!” Aidan’s senses were heightened now. He could smell the apprentice's fear. It was a fear that he had smelled as a ch
She climbed the stairs, as aware of her breath as she was the stony silence that surrounded her. With each inhale, she climbed higher and higher to the tower office. The office where she knew Silas awaited her. “Ah, you’re here.” She heard Silas mumble, distracted by the sample of herbs he was purveying. She pushed the heavy wooden door inward, careful not to catch her cloak as she shut it with a resounding groan of wood. “The herbs you have obtained are of the most excellent condition.” Silas mentioned from beneath his short and graying beard.Aravia took great pride in this. Finding and gathering herbs was the most peaceful and intricate part of her day. She was free to wander the forest, her shoes strung around her belt, barefeet plunged into the soil. The sights! The smell of damp earth, and the feeling of growth and life beneath her feet were enough to calm her and bring out her sense of mastery of the forest. Although she knew that no one could ever master the forest, she fel
Aidan had finally gotten his brain to fall asleep, when he awoke to a scream. It was a blood curdling scream that instantly chilled his heart. Without time to think, he jumped out of his bed and ran toward the sound. Silas and the guards were already there outside the apprentice’s door.“Listen to me!” Silas was telling the guard, who wasn’t listening at all. Instead he was furiously banging on the door and calling out to Aravia. “What’s going on?” Aidan asked the guard.“I don’t know Alpha, there was a scream and the door’s locked.”“Open it.” “It’s just a night terror!” Silas yelled to them both. “She has had them since she was a girl. She’s fine!” Silas pleaded. In truth, he didn’t know if Aravia had the habit of sleeping without her veil. And if anyone saw her face, then they would know the lie, and he wouldn’t be able to conceal her any longer. “I said open it!” Aidan’s senses were heightened now. He could smell the apprentice's fear. It was a fear that he had smelled as a ch
Slowly, she lifted her head to see his arm above her shoulder. She knew she had to turn around, but she didn’t want to. His body was so close, that she was afraid he could smell her arousal and sense her shame. She’d been involved in enough trouble with her classmates to be able to feel when someone wanted to hurt her, and she felt this familiar feeling now.“Turn around.” She slowly swiveled her body, trying not to fall on the now completely soaked floor. She had her eyes closed and decided she wasn’t going to open them. Her head drifted downward, ready for the beating. She waited for what seemed like forever. She could hear both of their breathing, ragged and fast. “Look at me.” She opened her eyes, but kept her head bent to the floor. She could feel a movement from beside her. He was raising his hand to strike.But the strike never came. Instead a hand cupped her chin firmly and lifted it upward. She could see his hazel eyes peering at her. There was a look of fury there, but also
“What is happening?” Back in her room, Aravia was trying to reign her emotions in. She had heard the laughter of a gamma down the hall. The slamming of a door, and then moans and what was presumably a headboard banging against the wall. She had assumed it to be the cocky Alpha’s son, Aidan. She knew it was unfair to presume such things without meeting him formally, but she also knew that wasn’t likely to happen anytime soon. So, she focused on her sightings and indirect encounters with him to base her opinion of his identity. “Fuck. . .” She felt her heart quicken when she heard his cry. His voice was ripe with his pleasure. Something Aravia had never experienced herself or given to another person. It was starting to make her heat up again. Her body was burning once more, and the space between her legs began to hum and buzz with arousal. She started to pace to get rid of the feeling. Calm your breath. She repeated to herself over and over, but it did nothing to stop the erratic brea
“What the fuck is he thinking Sam?!” Aidan’s long fuse had finally reached its end. He was pacing back and forth in his bedroom while his Beta laid on the bed, completely calm about the whole thing. “He obviously knows something we don't, Aidan.” Sam said in a tone not too different from a chastising mother.“But they’re fucking Mages.” Aidan fumed. Sam had been his childhood friend, chosen Beta, and had found his way to Alpha Gabriel’s side after his own father had passed. Sam was sometimes needed to calm him down. His temper had been getting the better of him lately when it involved his father and his choices.“Yes, and they're here to help the Luna.” Sam rose from his comfy spot on the bed and tapped Aidan on the shoulder. “And you think he isn’t on guard? Why do you think he put them up in the main house? In the Alpha wing? Yes, they’ll be close to the Luna, but they’re also being watched and guarded.”“So you do know something?” Aidan scoffed. No wonder Sam was so collected. “Y
“They’re here, Alpha.” The serious tone in Sam’s voice let Aidan know he was talking to his father instead of him. Aidan followed his Beta’s gaze out the window in time to see a large, black SUV pull in front of the house. Although Aidan was in fact an Alpha, his father Gabriel was the Pack Alpha. This meant that even though he was Gabreil’s son and successor, Aidan was not the True Alpha of the Pack. It didn’t mean that he didn’t have any authority. All of his pack treated him the same as Alpha Gabriel, given that he would someday take over as True Alpha.“Thank you, Sam.” Alpha Gabriel’s hulking figure rose from his chair and motioned for the surrounding warriors to follow. Aidan was so unlike his father, it was dumbfounding. While Gabriel was a thick, muscled man with a quick temper, Aidan was a slender, tall man with a long fuse. Truly, most Alphas were jacked with angry tempers and power lust in their eyes. Aidan was muscular, but his figure- hidden under an almost OCD-like prop
When Aravia finally awoke, the sun was just beginning to set. The water was tugging playfully at her hair, and the searing heat had finally left her body. She felt as if she’d been torn apart and put back together. The young woman sat up slowly and cursed softly at the pulling sensation of all of her muscles. The water had chilled her to the bone, and she shivered violently as the temperature dropped around her. One extreme to another, she thought sarcastically. Her actions from earlier in the day came rushing back, and she felt her cheeks heat up with embarrassment. What was she supposed to do now? Her mind reeled with the sinking feeling that she would have to go back and face her Master. She felt so absolutely horridly disgusting. How could she have thought she had the right to want such things? The lust she had felt earlier was buried beneath shame and guilt. She felt as if she should die. As if she deserved it. No, she thought to herself, I deserve to be shamed. That was a fate
“What has happened here?” Olivia looked from Aravia to Silas for answers. But before she could hear her master speak, she bolted for the door. She ignored the sounds of her steps echoing loudly in the stairway and the calls of Mage Olivia resounding from above. She could only hear her heart as it pounded in her ears. Her body was still on fire. Something was wrong with her.She had made it to the forest without realizing it, as if led by an invisible force. She inhaled the sweet scent of the woods, trying to calm down, but it felt all wrong. The scent became stronger and overbearing in her nostrils. She coughed, choking on it like smoke. Her body was burning even hotter now, her heart pounding faster and louder. Her bones went from an ache to feeling like they were being pulled apart from her sinew and flesh. As her vision began to darken, she could only manage one thought. I have to cool down. She staggered to the side of the small river, where she had cleaned so many herbs. Without
She climbed the stairs, as aware of her breath as she was the stony silence that surrounded her. With each inhale, she climbed higher and higher to the tower office. The office where she knew Silas awaited her. “Ah, you’re here.” She heard Silas mumble, distracted by the sample of herbs he was purveying. She pushed the heavy wooden door inward, careful not to catch her cloak as she shut it with a resounding groan of wood. “The herbs you have obtained are of the most excellent condition.” Silas mentioned from beneath his short and graying beard.Aravia took great pride in this. Finding and gathering herbs was the most peaceful and intricate part of her day. She was free to wander the forest, her shoes strung around her belt, barefeet plunged into the soil. The sights! The smell of damp earth, and the feeling of growth and life beneath her feet were enough to calm her and bring out her sense of mastery of the forest. Although she knew that no one could ever master the forest, she fel