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Chapter # 59
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Ryan POV:-
My mind is lost in the depth of misery, I cannot comprehend anything around me, my soul is burning in a fiery fire of penitence.
Back then when I heard the clicking sound, I unintentionally locked the door, I was so lost as I couldn't apprehend anything back then.
It’s all my fault, I couldn't be able to tell Rebecca we had lost our child.
‘I am so sorry, what have I done?’
My heart is hurting so much, the pain inflicted on me is crushing me helplessly as I am losing myself in the abyss where the echoing sound of dread is everywhere, calling me a murderer.
My mind lost its ability to think. My breath lost itself, my whole being stopped, nothing
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“Doctor, how is she?” I asked, Rebecca’s shrink. She cannot stay in this state anymore. She needed therapy. Her mental state needs medication. “As long as she is out of any emotional stress. She is fine.” He explained. “What.. initiated it in the first place?” I asked worriedly. “Mr Knight, Rebecca saw her twin sister’s death and whenever she is in unbearable stress, she hallucinates her sister which provokes her to die too.” He explained as my throat dried. “But don’t worry. I have given her the medicine for it. If she ever sees her again she can take it but make sure it’s not frequent.” He explained as I nodded in agreement. “When.. does it happen and how?” I asked. “Accor
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“You sure?” I asked just to be confirmed. “Yeah..” Utterly bewildered by him, I couldn't ask anything as he cut the call. I didn’t get his demeanor, what happened to him? I shook my head and told Jayden to go to a cafe to have a coffee. “I thought you wouldn’t come..” Jayden said. My mind is still stuck on that behavior of Ryan. “Rebecca?” Jayden called me again. Interrupting my thoughts, “Yes?” I asked. "Nothing. Tell me about yourself? You seem changed.” He said. I smiled and looked down, “Someone taught me that I shouldn’t hide myself anymore.”
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"Where's Rebecca?" I asked. "With Xavier." Grandma said. She put her hand over my back and began to say, "Ryan, I know things are difficult for you but it's the same for her. She has accepted you, she has offered herself to you. Don't you think you are being cruel?" I just lowered my head. "None of us can change what happened in the past but we can change the future. You cannot be stuck in the past, try to fix what has broken rather than pushing it away." Grandma continued. "Why don't you understand, I cannot forgive myself for what has happened. She kept on saying my love will take her life but I still pushed her past her limits." I said slightly stressed yet dolorous. “Besides, Doctor Herd
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Rebecca POV:- It's been a month and Ryan kept being rude and cold. A needle pricked in my heart when Ryan talks to me like this. The more I try to not let this get to my heart, the more it stir my mind and hurt me. I need him in my life, I cannot even imagine spending a second without him. Why don't he just get it that he is my redemption and the thought of losing him breaks my very soul. It gives chills to my core when the thought of Ryan growing tired of me crosses my mind. It hurts a lot. I tried my best not to cry but I couldn't help it. “Ryan.. um, sorry to bother you but when will you be home?” I sent the message knowing he will not reply even after seeing it.
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None of us spoke another word after it as the time passed quickly and I went home even if I didn't want to. "Where were you?" I heard Ryan's strict voice from behind, he was leaning on the wall looking at me direly which made my heart race at his dominance. "Why do you care?" I scoffed, folding my arms. "I am tired of living in that room. I will sleep in my room, come if you want." He said nonchalantly. My eyes widened for a second when I heard it. A shiver went down my spine, I turned to look at him. "Don't leave me, Ryan. Please." I said in a barely audible tone. "I won't stay in that room. Learn how to deal with your fears." He said firmly, which immerse
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The next day, I woke up and saw Ryan sleeping beside me. A smile crept upon my lips when I saw him but It was a sad one and the only question on my mind was, 'Why are you refraining yourself, why are you pushing me away?' I closed my eyes and remained like this, not wanting this moment to end and wishing that he doesn't go back to his cold personality again. "Are you awake?" He asked softly, my heart skipped a beat, worried he might not scold me. I nodded and said faintly, "Thank you." He hummed and shifted. We both sat up and I kept smiling at him. No words were exchanged between us as we both got ready and he did what my Father did.
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My heart was torn to countless pieces. Regret ate me upon seeing her like this. She let out loud sobs as tears also rolled down my cheeks in heartbreak and remorse as Rebecca began to say between the sobs. "Please Ryan.. I beg you. Take everything away from me.. But.. But please.. Don't do this for me.. I.. I can't live without you.. You are my everything.” She cried. “My life.. My breath.. My heartbeat.. My smiles.. My reason to live.. Everything resides in you. Please don't take it away… please don't leave me.. I will do anything. But please.. Don't hate me. Don't leave me…” Her words evoked woeful tears, the realization that my presence is all she needs and I failed to realize this. “You are my hope for tomorrow.. After taking me out from the abyss. Don't leave me there anymore. After becoming my light, don't fade away.. Please, I beg you Ryan. Don't do this to me…" She begged, lowering her head. A loud gasp of sob escaped my lips as I held her hand and kissed them, rele
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My eyes slowly opened when a bright light fell upon my face. I blinked a few times to adjust my vision. My heart felt hollow as I felt so weak. I looked around and found myself in Marianne's room. My throat was dry. I shifted and saw Marianne, sleeping on the couch. “Papa…?” I slowly sat up, my head hurt along with an aching pain in my heart. I put my hand over my head and closed my eyes, feeling heartbroken. “Marianne?” The creaking sound of the door made me think that it's Ryan so I quickly shot my head but the one who came was Papa. "Papa." I whispered. "Oh, My child, Finally you are awake." Papa came and patted my head. He sat beside me as I
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An involuntary smile crept upon my lips when I read it. Getting some motivation on how to love from him. If Jayden loves someone, that person would be lucky. If I didn't give this to Rebecca, I would be unfair. I can feel the pain of his words. I put it in my pocket and went home. My heart skipped a beat as unnerving thoughts stirred my mind. I went home after two days, I hoped Rebecca would be alright. I guess at that time, she must have thought about things… about us. Now Jayden is gone, the only way to find liberation for Rebecca is.. divorce. I shuddered when I thought about it. I swallowed hard and searched for Rebecca. “Where’s Rebecca? I told you to
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"Don't touch me!" I said, holding her arms and pushing her away, unintentionally it was a little hard which caused her to stumble and it tore my heart. How can I be so harsh? "Why are you doing this?!" She shouted, falling on the ground. "I never desired you in the first place, get out of my life." I said looking down at her. Her breath hitched when she heard it. She looked at me with a hint of astonishment. Invoking a ravage inside her, throwing her into an endless pit of turmoil. “W.. What?” She kept looking at me to find any hint of affection but the only thing which was plastered on my face was seriousness which intoxicated her in venom.
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The next day, I woke up and saw Ryan sleeping beside me. A smile crept upon my lips when I saw him but It was a sad one and the only question on my mind was, 'Why are you refraining yourself, why are you pushing me away?' I closed my eyes and remained like this, not wanting this moment to end and wishing that he doesn't go back to his cold personality again. "Are you awake?" He asked softly, my heart skipped a beat, worried he might not scold me. I nodded and said faintly, "Thank you." He hummed and shifted. We both sat up and I kept smiling at him. No words were exchanged between us as we both got ready and he did what my Father did.
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None of us spoke another word after it as the time passed quickly and I went home even if I didn't want to. "Where were you?" I heard Ryan's strict voice from behind, he was leaning on the wall looking at me direly which made my heart race at his dominance. "Why do you care?" I scoffed, folding my arms. "I am tired of living in that room. I will sleep in my room, come if you want." He said nonchalantly. My eyes widened for a second when I heard it. A shiver went down my spine, I turned to look at him. "Don't leave me, Ryan. Please." I said in a barely audible tone. "I won't stay in that room. Learn how to deal with your fears." He said firmly, which immerse
