Ryan POV:-
There is an eerie silence in the house. It doesn't feel like home at all.
I missed Rebecca a lot and felt so heartbroken when I couldn't be able to tell her how much I love her and what her worth is; which is greater than any riches of heaven.
Even if I try, I can’t tell her how vast my love for her is. A pain inflicted on me and hurt me a lot to see the empty wall as no sound of Rebecca can be heard anywhere.
No smiles of hers reached my eyes. I want nothing from God but to bow in front of her.
I worship you too.
She is present in my very prayer but Dad plus the doctor's words are pushing me in turmoil. I have to let her go because I am
My heart was torn to countless pieces. Regret ate me upon seeing her like this. She let out loud sobs as tears also rolled down my cheeks in heartbreak and remorse as Rebecca began to say between the sobs. "Please Ryan.. I beg you. Take everything away from me.. But.. But please.. Don't do this for me.. I.. I can't live without you.. You are my everything.” She cried. “My life.. My breath.. My heartbeat.. My smiles.. My reason to live.. Everything resides in you. Please don't take it away… please don't leave me.. I will do anything. But please.. Don't hate me. Don't leave me…” Her words evoked woeful tears, the realization that my presence is all she needs and I failed to realize this. “You are my hope for tomorrow.. After taking me out from the abyss. Don't leave me there anymore. After becoming my light, don't fade away.. Please, I beg you Ryan. Don't do this to me…" She begged, lowering her head. A loud gasp of sob escaped my lips as I held her hand and kissed them, rele
…If you are a rose, then I want to become a thorn so that I can protect you from all the abhor of this world…A smile crept upon my lips when I read the sweet note in my book. I lift my sapphire gaze while tugging a strand of my raven hairs behind my ears searching for the one who wrote it. “Who could be kind enough to send me this?” I asked myself.It's been six months since I have been receiving these notes. Like every once in a week, there's a note in my book with something sweet written on it. I have been searching for that guy ever since the first day but I couldn't find him. He just left the note magically in my book and left without leaving a trace behind. “Why did you do it when you don’t intend to reveal yourself huh?” ‘But, these are my salvation, the only other thing which made me feel loved after my sister Marianne.’I sighed deeply and shook my head."Just where are you?" I mumbled to myself as I stood up from the garden of my university.I'm Rebecca Morris, I'm 25 ye
Rebecca POV:-I sat in the corner of my room while hugging my knees close to my chest, all the servants went to their quarters and I am all alone filled with extreme anxiety. I hid my face in my knees and began to shake.“Please, Marianne, come soon. Please. Please.”I repeated that like a chant so that I could give my scared form any consolation but, to no avail.“Please don’t leave me alone, please, Please…”I know the only thing that can eradicate this fear of being alone is to have someone by my side, someone who loves me and the only person who loves me is Marianne."Mari-Jane-Acca.""Mari-Jane-Acca.""Mari-Jane-Acca."I repeated those words as if my life depends on them.When father knows I can't spend a second alone, how could he leave me all alone?How much of a burden does he think of me?I, who made him who he is today.“Please.. Anyone..” I put my head on the bed while sitting on the ground and shut my eyes wanting to receive a lull from it. Cold sweat formed on my forehead
"It's ‘your’ marriage, Rebecca. " He said derisively.I narrowed my eyes in perplexity, registering his words for a few seconds and asked, "What are you talking about?" He took a step back and turned."You see Rebecca, Now that you have become nothing but a disdain, I no longer need you." He said."I knew that long ago. Come to the point." I scoffed."They will come to ask for Marianne's hand in marriage but the one who will marry their son would be you or else I doubt anyone would want to marry a burden like you." My eyes widened in disbelief when I heard those ridiculous words.‘What a way to throw me out.’“So now you have decided to be degenerated?” I scoffed. Honestly, I don’t give a damn about myself, I don’t care."Don't fall that low." Marianne spoke faintly.“And who the fuck asks for hand in marriage by using his parents in twentieth century?” I argued, frowning deeply. Pissed at the guy who cannot handle his marriage himself.“Everyone has their own tradition, it’s theirs.
"STOP IT!! PLEASE I BEG YOU!! I WILL LEAVE EVERYTHING BEHIND! BUT PLEASE DON'T!!" I shouted at Jane who was standing at the edge of the roof."As long as they have you... No one will be there for me. You have tainted both of our lives. This is all your fault!" Jane yelled as tears streamed down from both of our faces. I lost it all at the moment."I am here for you… Even if no one is, I am. I always will. Please come, Jane." I sobbed, holding my hands out at her while taking a step towards her. I begged her, to stop, to stay."You are blind in the fire of success. You have ruined my life, Rebecca!" She hissed."And you are blind in the fire of envy. Snap out of this, Jane. Please." I cried, I was willing to do anything but she was not ready to listen."It's all your fault..." She said as a final tear rolled down and she jumped out of the roof..."JANE!! " I woke up panting heavily. Sweat rolled down from my forehead as I walked out of my room because I can't bear to be alone in that
'I wish we could have met. At least once. I am not great with words like you, but thank you for your notes. They have done more than you can imagine for me. But, it seems like we are not meant to be together. Not in this life. I am getting married.'I put the note in my Hotel Management book. I know he only put it there so I put it here and left my classroom because I know that if I stay or watch from outside, he'll never come. ‘But, before I leave. Please show me who you are. I want to see you once, please. I want to know the person who encouraged me when I lost my own identity. Whoever you are, come to me.’Since I don't have any friends, I decided to take a stroll around, praying that he will come.I came back and was about to take a step inside the classroom but someone grabbed my arm and pulled me away. “What-” I raised my gaze and saw the topper of our University and the ruler of the heart of most girls; Jayden Roseville. Oh my God, I can’t believe it was him. The star.His R
My eyes widened as my heart skipped a beat. I felt butterflies in my stomach as my mind began to lose its senses. “Please?” He moved closer as our lips brushed against each other and I felt heavenly calmness surging through me giving me deep satisfaction. Yes, Yes, Yes."You are my desire I'll cherish deeply for as long as I am going to live. I pray for all happiness to bow before you." He whispered and was about to press my lips upon his, taking my first kiss but then my mind said,"Don't."I shut my eyes as my grip on his shirt tightened. I breathed out and turned my head away, rejecting it at the final second with a final tear."Please, don't... I-I am about to get married. " I said sadly, voice stumbling and even my heart is not convinced by my words. “I see.” He just gave me a sorrowful smile as another cry escaped my lips."Hey don't cry. After this, my respect for you has grown more. I can only pray that he keeps you happy, I hope he is a good man." He said earnestly. I lift
And it came. The funeral of my non-existent feelings… and his too. I looked at my reflection in the mirror, an aristocratic woman with enthralling looks. Beauty with such a charm she never wants to show. A ravish appearance that can hold any heart captive in them. “Funny…” But all those looks cannot hide those heartbroken emotions that are filling her heart as her whole being is cold as ice. “Only if she wasn’t pathetic.” I muttered, Facades hidden behind those layers of makeup and the gorgeous dress. No one is satisfied with my dress but I felt like it suits me well as it is showing what the future holds for me; darkness. I know it is nothing but a day of despair for me. “This kinda looks great, don’t you- Oh, I am alone.” I paused, realizing I have no friends. All I can do is to keep my calm as I hoped deeply in my heart that upon seeing me, Ryan will cancel the marriage. Papa may have deceived him quite well by not telling anyone the name of the bride, even to the media
My heart was torn to countless pieces. Regret ate me upon seeing her like this. She let out loud sobs as tears also rolled down my cheeks in heartbreak and remorse as Rebecca began to say between the sobs. "Please Ryan.. I beg you. Take everything away from me.. But.. But please.. Don't do this for me.. I.. I can't live without you.. You are my everything.” She cried. “My life.. My breath.. My heartbeat.. My smiles.. My reason to live.. Everything resides in you. Please don't take it away… please don't leave me.. I will do anything. But please.. Don't hate me. Don't leave me…” Her words evoked woeful tears, the realization that my presence is all she needs and I failed to realize this. “You are my hope for tomorrow.. After taking me out from the abyss. Don't leave me there anymore. After becoming my light, don't fade away.. Please, I beg you Ryan. Don't do this to me…" She begged, lowering her head. A loud gasp of sob escaped my lips as I held her hand and kissed them, rele
Ryan POV:- There is an eerie silence in the house. It doesn't feel like home at all. I missed Rebecca a lot and felt so heartbroken when I couldn't be able to tell her how much I love her and what her worth is; which is greater than any riches of heaven. Even if I try, I can’t tell her how vast my love for her is. A pain inflicted on me and hurt me a lot to see the empty wall as no sound of Rebecca can be heard anywhere. No smiles of hers reached my eyes. I want nothing from God but to bow in front of her. I worship you too. She is present in my very prayer but Dad plus the doctor's words are pushing me in turmoil. I have to let her go because I am
My eyes slowly opened when a bright light fell upon my face. I blinked a few times to adjust my vision. My heart felt hollow as I felt so weak. I looked around and found myself in Marianne's room. My throat was dry. I shifted and saw Marianne, sleeping on the couch. “Papa…?” I slowly sat up, my head hurt along with an aching pain in my heart. I put my hand over my head and closed my eyes, feeling heartbroken. “Marianne?” The creaking sound of the door made me think that it's Ryan so I quickly shot my head but the one who came was Papa. "Papa." I whispered. "Oh, My child, Finally you are awake." Papa came and patted my head. He sat beside me as I
Rebecca POV:- My everything came to halt when Ryan told me that we have lost our child. My world came to a crash, my breaths stopped, my mind went blank, my reason to live suddenly began to feel meaningless. “What have I done?” I was willing to bear any pain with a smile but this is something unbearable. It's all my fault, my pathetic decision killed my child. “No, this has to be a lie…” I was on fire, my eyes couldn't see. My body couldn't feel anything but devastation. A deadly ravage roamed in every inch of my core. I was losing my breath. Nothing in this world can be comparable to this heartbreaking pain. I was damaged beyond repair, killed from inside.
An involuntary smile crept upon my lips when I read it. Getting some motivation on how to love from him. If Jayden loves someone, that person would be lucky. If I didn't give this to Rebecca, I would be unfair. I can feel the pain of his words. I put it in my pocket and went home. My heart skipped a beat as unnerving thoughts stirred my mind. I went home after two days, I hoped Rebecca would be alright. I guess at that time, she must have thought about things… about us. Now Jayden is gone, the only way to find liberation for Rebecca is.. divorce. I shuddered when I thought about it. I swallowed hard and searched for Rebecca. “Where’s Rebecca? I told you to
"Don't touch me!" I said, holding her arms and pushing her away, unintentionally it was a little hard which caused her to stumble and it tore my heart. How can I be so harsh? "Why are you doing this?!" She shouted, falling on the ground. "I never desired you in the first place, get out of my life." I said looking down at her. Her breath hitched when she heard it. She looked at me with a hint of astonishment. Invoking a ravage inside her, throwing her into an endless pit of turmoil. “W.. What?” She kept looking at me to find any hint of affection but the only thing which was plastered on my face was seriousness which intoxicated her in venom.
Ryan POV:- I have told so many harsh things to Rebecca, she is hurt. My words are breaking her heart, my whole being is giving her scars. I am doing things to her which I never thought I would. I am deliberately pushing her away and being this cold to her hurt me. I don't want to do it but I have no control over my senses and I am lost in the delusion that she can only be happy if she stays away from me. “Doctor, I complied with your word but… my distances were only hurting her.” I said sadly. “I know, Rebecca told me. Ryan, I know taking the responsibility of an emotionally fragile person is extremely hard. I doubt you could do it.” He sighed. “There is a possibility,
The next day, I woke up and saw Ryan sleeping beside me. A smile crept upon my lips when I saw him but It was a sad one and the only question on my mind was, 'Why are you refraining yourself, why are you pushing me away?' I closed my eyes and remained like this, not wanting this moment to end and wishing that he doesn't go back to his cold personality again. "Are you awake?" He asked softly, my heart skipped a beat, worried he might not scold me. I nodded and said faintly, "Thank you." He hummed and shifted. We both sat up and I kept smiling at him. No words were exchanged between us as we both got ready and he did what my Father did.
None of us spoke another word after it as the time passed quickly and I went home even if I didn't want to. "Where were you?" I heard Ryan's strict voice from behind, he was leaning on the wall looking at me direly which made my heart race at his dominance. "Why do you care?" I scoffed, folding my arms. "I am tired of living in that room. I will sleep in my room, come if you want." He said nonchalantly. My eyes widened for a second when I heard it. A shiver went down my spine, I turned to look at him. "Don't leave me, Ryan. Please." I said in a barely audible tone. "I won't stay in that room. Learn how to deal with your fears." He said firmly, which immerse