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2022-10-19 15:06:35Rebecca POV:-
"Rebecca, I want to become your unsavory redemption."
My heart flutters in happiness, tears of content for the first time in my life, brimmed in my eyes, my heart felt the serenity I thought I lost years ago.
“Really?” A wave of tranquility rushed in me. I don't know when and how this happened but it's mesmerizing, something I thought will never be bestowed upon me.
“Yes. I will.” He smiled and my heart began to desire him. All my sorrows washed away and my eyes teared up in happiness ever since he came to my life.
“I can’t bear it anymore.” He became my desire, my identification. Someone who made me feel that I have a life and I also deserve to smile. <
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