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Chapter # 34
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Ryan POV:-
‘Oh Lord… where did my emotions lead me?’
Sunlight penetrated through the curtains, igniting our room. I slowly opened my eyes and adjusted my vision.
I let out a yawn, feeling tired and plopped on my elbows. I turned to my side and saw Rebecca sleeping beside me, peacefully.
“Hey…” I whispered.
A smile crept upon my lips when I looked at her. My heart began to beat fast, feeling strange happiness inside me as last night's events came to my mind.
I moved my hand close to her face and tugged the strand of her hair falling on her face behind her ears.
“You are irresistibly
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She got ready, coming out of the bathroom after her bath, getting ready as I continued to watch her intensely until she came closer and sat on the bed, looking at the bangles on her hand.I scooted closer to her, not preferring distances from her anymore. I also looked at her hands and began to say."Your hands were empty so I thought I could…" I trailed off and she began to say,"I love bangles, bracelets and any jewelry to wear on hand." She said with a smile. I also smiled back and looked at her.“It looks beautiful on you.” I whispered sincerely.“Thanks.” She smiled sheepishly.She also turned to look at me too as we star
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These thoughts caused chaos in my mind as I lost my ability to think and filled up with ultimate consternation. My heart, in that moment, I desired nothing but to become the light of her dark sky. I wanted to become the hand she can hold onto and never let it go. “What have you done to yourself, Rebecca?” I asked myself in fright.I wanted the spark of hope which will ignite that endless fire of happiness in her now. All this time, I pushed her away, now she needs me and I will not back away now.“Why?” I don't know about love but I will surely become her salvation. And I understood it's not our unsavory redemption but her unsavory redemption.Like the more she tries to isolate herself from me the more I'll reach out to her. “I won’t let you reside there anymore.” I'll stir her mind as she won't be able to push me away even if she wants to and I'll be the one she strives for.‘I'll become her redemption.’I walked down and looked at her, since today is Saturday, I am home and I
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"Rebecca…" I heard him calling me, shifting after being woken up by my sound.. I bit my cheeks as I remained motionless.I didn't dare to utter a sound and quickly wiped my tears. He groggily rubbed his eyes and lifted his head as I hummed in response looking at him. “Yes?”"You okay?" He asked with narrowed eyes as it was difficult to see my face in darkness."Yes.. " I replied faintly. He shifted and held his hands out to me."Come. Sorry I didn't give you any space to lay." He apologized sweetly, pulling me down."It's okay. You sleep, I am not sleepy." I said.A squeak escaped my lips when he held my wrist and in a swift m
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I fell on my knees and began to cry. I cried my heart out, tears rolled down my cheek uncontrollably as I curled my hands in a fist and didn't dare to raise my head.I felt hands wrapping themselves around me protectively. I sniffed and moved my head and saw Ryan as he engulfed me in a hug.My lips began to quiver as I held his arms as if my life depended upon it and snuggled close to him. He pulled me in his embrace and I held his shirt and began to cry.He rubbed my back as I let out my cries of misery. My tears soaked his shirt but he didn't push me away, he held me close, comforting me.“Ryna…” He kissed my head and I continued to let out my agony.I sobbed for I don't know how l
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I nodded and gave her a side hug as I left to get something for us to eat. I bought a sandwich for us from a bakery and some muffins. I went to her, she was in the park she told me about. I saw her sitting on a bench, talking to Marianne. The realization of her previous words sank in me, when Marianne asked her if she loved me and Rebecca couldn't answer. “Oh Lord…” My heart began to beat fast as mystifying thoughts came to my mind and caused a commotion, filling me with an eerie yet satisfactory feeling. I looked at Rebecca and no matter how much I try, my eyes can't look at Marianne as if I cannot go anywhere else leaving Rebbecca, like I am made for her.
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She swallowed the lump in her throat as I found her too tempting like this. My smirk grew wider, she raised her gaze and stopped at my tattoos.Her pants sounded melodious to me, I leaned in extremely close to her face, her rapid breath lingered on my face as my mind wanted to lose its senses."Your tattoos are captivating, Ryan."Under my piercing gaze, her voice came out in a barely audible tone. I nuzzled to her neck letting out a deep husky laugh as I murmured."So is yours.. "I moved my hand and traced my finger over her shoulder, where her tattoo is.She lowered her gaze shyly, looking at her like this made me feel great euphoria as the desire to see
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None of us spoke another word after it as the time passed quickly and I went home even if I didn't want to. "Where were you?" I heard Ryan's strict voice from behind, he was leaning on the wall looking at me direly which made my heart race at his dominance. "Why do you care?" I scoffed, folding my arms. "I am tired of living in that room. I will sleep in my room, come if you want." He said nonchalantly. My eyes widened for a second when I heard it. A shiver went down my spine, I turned to look at him. "Don't leave me, Ryan. Please." I said in a barely audible tone. "I won't stay in that room. Learn how to deal with your fears." He said firmly, which immerse
