I stood still, frozen; I thought I was going to pass out because of how I was feeling; my legs could no longer carry me; I held the door for balance; and my kids rushed towards me and hugged me.“Welcome mummy!!! Your friend is so nice. It was as if my vision became blurry the moment I entered the house. I didn't notice the new toys that were scattered all around the living room, ranging from toy cars to bicycles, water guns, and even iPads. My living room was covered with all of the gifts Jaxson bought for the kids. I didn't know if I was supposed to feel emotional at this point or upset that Esther left a stranger in my house. “Mummy, see my new car; I love it. Your friend is so nice; will he come back tomorrow? “Kieth, take your siblings upstairs. "But, mummy, we are having fun with your friend. “Kieth, do you want Mummy to be upset with you? “No mummy. “Now, take your siblings upstairs, and do not come out until I ask you to.“Are you upset with him, mummy? Are you going to
I was standing face-to-face with Jaxson; he was taller than me so I had to look up to talk to him. I was so angry and upset; he was trying to take my kids away from me; he was trying to take the only thing that brings me joy in life. My heart was bleeding. I wish I could shred him into pieces. I tried to control it but tears dropped down my face as I looked at him. He left the room without saying a word to me.I wonder how he got to my house. I didn't see his car in the driveway, and it dawned on me that he parked a few blocks away from my house. My house was still heavy, and the thought of losing my kids wanted to make me go crazy. I broke down in tears and fell on the floor. I couldn't contain myself. I began to scatter everywhere. I scattered everything—the toys and even my center table. Esther had to rush in to hold me at this point. I was disgruntled. I was in a state of despondency and quagmire. Esther rushed to me; she tried to hold me down because I was almost rolling on the
I was in the back seat of the car, lying down unconscious. I was so drunk. At that moment, all my worries and pains were gone. I wasn't thinking about anything; my head and my mind were blank. All I could feel was my tummy rumbling and I threw up. I puked on my body. My body was reeking of alcohol but I couldn't do anything about it. I felt my body move each time we passed the speed bump. I could feel my body jerk. I was in a deep sleep. The car stopped eventually and I was carried into the house. My eyes were still shut but I knew that someone had carried me; I had yet to identify who the person was. I was carried into the house like a toddler; I was placed somewhere; I couldn't tell where I was dropped; if it was a bed or a couch, I knew it was a couch because it wasn't as soft as a bed is supposed to be. The stranger started undressing me and cleaning my body. After undressing me, he took me to the shower and turned on the heater. The water flowed from the crown of my head to the
The door opened, and I saw a strange-looking guy in his mid-30s; he wasn't looking like someone who could afford such a big house. He walked into the sitting room and started conversing with the lady. I didn't know her name at this time, so I didn't ask but I was going to ask her after the conversation. From the conversation so far, it was evident that he was the landlord and not the owner of the house, so obviously he wasn't the one who picked me up from the bar last night. When he was done conversing with her, he left the room.“What is your name? I didn't ask you.“My name is Mrs. Sofia; you can call me Sofia. I am the house Manager. Please, you can have your tea so it doesn't get cold.I took a sip of the tea but it was hotter than I thought it was going to be. I thought it was going to cool down a little since I waited for a while before sipping it."Easy; it is very hot; sip gently so you don't burn your tongue. My tongue was almost on fire but I tried my best to cool it down.
I didn't even know how it happened; was he following me around? I locked eyes with Jaxson; how was it even possible? This isn't his house; I didn't even see him at the bar last night. Bryan only told me that he was around. I got upset and stood up to face him; after all, he was the reason why I drank to stupor last night; he was the one that put me in that situation.“What are you doing here, Jaxson? Are you following me around? What do you want from me? Haven't you done enough? Jaxson didn't say a word to me; he stood still, listening to me rant. He fixed his gaze on me and he struggled to break eye contact. I was so upset with him but I was ranting at the top of my voice, not minding if I was yelling or not. “Can you stop raising your voice at me, Jane? Do you realize that I am still your boss?“I do not care, you selfish bastard! After all you told me yesterday, you expect me to worship at your feet because you are my boss! I don't know how you found your way here but you better
He gave me a tight hug. The hug was so warm; his perfume was like burning incense, and it calmed me down. I don't know why I stayed on his shoulder; I was quiet. The hug was unexpected, and I didn't know how to react. Now, it was too late to push him away. He pulled me away softly so he could see my face and talk to me.“I’m sorry for everything you’ve been through, Jane. I didn't know that our one night of passion produced such lovely kids; they are so cute, and I've never felt so much joy in my life since I met them. I knew right from the moment I saw the picture on your phone that they were connected to me. I didn't know the possibility of that, but I had the inner conviction that they were mine.I only said all of those things yesterday because I was upset. I didn't mean anything I said. I cannot take your kids away from you; I would never do that. I am not as bad as you think I am. I grew up without motherly love, and I know how it affected me badly even to this day. I wouldn't w
I saw the genuine excitement on his face; he was really excited, and he had a large smile on his face.“Hello Keana, How are you doing today?“I am fine, uncle; we miss you. When are you coming back to the house? Did my mom scold you for buying so many toys for us?I watched as Jaxson giggled a little. He was enjoying the conversation with Keana, and I was just sitting on the bed. There was nothing there for me to do; I was just watching Jaxson as he walked around the room, talking to Keana. If I didn’t know better, I would have thought he was talking to his high school crush.“What should we do the next time we see?“Let’s go to the park; my siblings and I love it there."Oh, really, that is lovely. I used to love the park when I was little. My dad would take me there, and we would play around until late at night.“You stay out late at night? My mom hates it when Aunty Esther allows us to stay late at the park.“Well, this time, you guys will be with me, so she won't yell when we com
I was still standing by the door. I turned deaf to everything he was saying. I wasn't going to leave him in that state. At least now I know better. I now know that talking about his mom was his trigger. I know what triggers him to anger.“I’m sorry I talked about your mom; I was just concerned about your family." Thank you for your concern, but you have to leave now.“I will not leave you like this; barely two minutes after you left the dining room, you’ve gulped almost half of this whisky bottle.“Do you know the pain and grief that woman caused me?"It was in the past, Jaxson. Let it go, so you can heal. You’ll keep hurting yourself if you continue like this.“I am so broken, Jane; she turned me into this terrible person I am today; her attitude towards me changed my personality for the worse; I've hated women for the most part of my life; my mom made me see them as trash; and I've always believed that no woman is worthy of being loved. I cursed the day she bore me into this world.