Chapter 135

I was standing face-to-face with Jaxson; he was taller than me so I had to look up to talk to him. I was so angry and upset; he was trying to take my kids away from me; he was trying to take the only thing that brings me joy in life. My heart was bleeding. I wish I could shred him into pieces. I tried to control it but tears dropped down my face as I looked at him. He left the room without saying a word to me.

I wonder how he got to my house. I didn't see his car in the driveway, and it dawned on me that he parked a few blocks away from my house. My house was still heavy, and the thought of losing my kids wanted to make me go crazy. I broke down in tears and fell on the floor. I couldn't contain myself. I began to scatter everywhere. I scattered everything—the toys and even my center table. Esther had to rush in to hold me at this point. I was disgruntled. I was in a state of despondency and quagmire.

Esther rushed to me; she tried to hold me down because I was almost rolling on the