April pov:
I don’t know why I feel like time is running so slow right now. I was uncomfortable in my seat, and most of all I couldn’t concentrate on listening to the teacher because of what the man behind me was doing. I noticed that he was playing my long hair with his fingers and I think he was smelling it. I feel like what he was doing was insulting me. I could still hear his faint giggle like a madman while playing my hair.
What I hate and most of all is someone touching my hair even the ends and strands of my hair, I really hate that.
Even though I feel like I'm going to explode with great annoyance, I still need to control my emotion not to make any noise inside my English teacher's classroom. I know, Ms. Sanchez don't want to hear any noise while she was lecturing but how can I control myself if someone ruin my day?
"I can't believe this. I thought when you came from the poverty who's living on a cheap village, I thought smelling like a garbage, but you're wasn't. For me, you have a perfect scent." it seemed to be teasingly whispering as if it had built up hairs on my body. I felt him parting my hair gently causing me to feel a strange feeling. The fact that his hand touched my skin coincided with the flow of electricity in my body, which made my chest feel very nervous. I freeze for a while as I gently close my eyes while taking a deep breath to suppress the strange awkwardness.
A moment of silent, I came back to the reality when I remember who was the man behind me. I feel at these times craziness thinks than envelops my whole being but this man is so annoying, he did nothing but tease me. I don't even know if he really wants to study or not?
All I know is, I can't stop myself from keeping quiet while he's free to do what he wants.
"I couldn't imagine that you're damn beautiful but your a low class." that was the last word I heard from the man sitting behind me who warmed my head. I was so annoyed, and out of intense emotion I suddenly got up from my seat and slapped him with all my might that surprise him obviously without even thinking that the teacher was in front and still teaching us.
“Santisima? What’s going on there?” our teacher's loud shout made me turn around as well.
"This man, he's very rude. He said, that I am, was just from the poor so he could insult my character." I boldly said without hesitation even my voice obvious stuttered and cracked.
“Is that true Mr. Fuentes?” our teacher ask as she step closer in our directions.
“No!” his cold answer. “No? Liar.” I said while I slapped his arms.
“Santisima, stop it.” my teacher command that I agreed.
“I was telling you the truth ma'am, he talk behind me and insulting me.” my accusation.
“What did you say? Can you heard yourself? Hell I care you, you stupid shit.” Mark suddenly stood up from his seat then addressed me as if disappointed with what he heard from me.
“Why? You denied it? I'm not deaf, I can hear everything you say rude man.” I quarreled with him. "You know, you don't just have a thick face, you are also assuming. How can I talking to someone like you who's not existing my world hu?" he said annoyed while pointing at me but I quickly moved his finger away that was focused on my nose.
"Are you really going to lie huh?" I grabbed his face.
"What the- do you think you're the one I'm talking to?" I suddenly realized by the question I heard from him, it was only then that I realized that everyone was looking in our direction.
"I telling the truth!" my courge said even though I feel my face is heating up with so much shame.
“Santisima, Fuentes? Can you two explain what you are arguing about?” we both looked in the direction of our teacher who seemed unhappy with what was happening.
"Because ma'am, what-" we said almost at the same time, we both fell silent when we realized both came out of our mouths, we even exchanged sharp looks as if we had a secret hatred for each other .
"You go first!" He snobbishly said.
“No, you go first, you're man right? So pleased, be a gentlemen.” annoyed I said as he stared wickedly at me. "Ladies first." he said calmly as he crossed his arms over his chest.
“I said, you first. Didn't you hear me? Why are you so naughty? Do you really tend to fight?” I feel so annoyed that my whole being is enveloped.
"I said, you go first!" his streaked command while he rolled his eyes as if irritated.
"You-" I didn't finish what we supposed to say when our teacher suddenly spoke at first. “Maybe you want me to explain for you two, what do you think? I do ashamed waiting your explaination. It looks like I ruined your happy moment. ” no emotion said Ms. Sanchez who seemed to be unhappy with our noise.
"I decided, Ms. Santisima explained to me everything." she gave a serious order that I kept quiet.
I was stunned for a moment before explaining.
Everyone turned to look at Mark when he suddenly burst out laughing and even our teacher was amazed at the behavior he showed. “What's funny about?” Ms. Sanchez rude question as she raised an eyebrow and stared into Mark's eyes evily. "Oh shit, my stomach hurts from laughing." I frowned obvious wonder.
"I'm sorry ma'am, I was just surprised by Ms. Nobody said she was expecting that she's the one I was talking to." then he picked up the brand new cellphone that was I think was too expensive. He stared at me seriously as if he was telling me that he was talking to someone on the other line which further softened my knees due to extreme embarrassment.
“Next time, you will ask me first before you judge me. You wish that you are the one I fantasize about? Crazy thought. I haven't lost my mind yet!” arrogantly he said.
The reaction on my face was blank when I faced it. "You're a smart person but you didn't guess that I was talking to someone on the cellphone." he said rudely and then passed me, I could still feel his arm banging on my arm before he finally disappeared from my sight. I feel something pierce my heart at what he did to me.
I remain standing from where I was standing while let a deep sighed.
“Assuming", "Yuck, what a crazy thought?", “She expect too much eww.”, "The feeling, that she thought Mark Fuentes would like her? In your dreams girl.” those were the words I heard from my classmates.
I felt the pain in my eyes again as if tears wanted to fall from my eyes but I just held back.
"Back in your seats, we will continue the lesson." my teacher command.
I was swallowed by saliva before I slowly returned to sitting as if fainting.
Why do I expect what Mark Fuentes is saying about was right? Who am I to be judged by someone like him? He's right, I'm noting but Ms. Nobody nothing more so I should know, where I should place myself. If I had to avoid Mark or even any of the bad burns just to avoid trouble I would.
My life is so chaotic because of the problems I face right now, so why would I add to my list those like Mark Fuentes who have nothing to say but to insult a me?
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Mark Fuentes:I left Ms. Roxanne's classroom because of being so annoyed. April was really smart, she guessed what is running through my mind, she guess that she was the person I was fantasizing about. The way she stare at me, damn. I seem to be melting with intense shame. No one except her who can catch my tickle?“Aist, what's wrong with me?” I whisper as I let a deep sigh while keep walking.I walk as if out of self, I think too deeply. If I hadn’t made up an excuse everyone might have known that April was the woman I secretly loved.That's the secret that I don't want to reveal."Hey, watch out!" I came back to reality when I bumped into someone. "I'm sorry!" my cold response without looking back at whom I bumped in. “I didn't mean to hurt you.” my reason to her as I quickly picked up on the ground the book she fell because of me."Here's your- You?" My mood suddenly changed it seemed even more
April pov:Although the whole class did not end, I received a message from Dr. Alvarez caused me to lose concentration due to extreme fear. My whole being was wrapped in fear and nervousness, I didn’t know how I would feel in case my mother gone forever. Due to the intense emotion, I was not aware that my tears were streaming down my cheeks, I just noticed that they accidentally fell into my notebook and left a tear mark there cause me to back the reality.“Santisima? Are you okay?" My reaction on face as I faced to Ms. Almira Reyes was blank, she is our music teacher.“Why are you just looking at me? Don't tell me that you are afraid to sing in front of many people even though you always sing in front of everyone especially on recognition day. ” her rudely said.I feel my throat suddenly go dry, I don’t even know how to tell them what is bothering inside me.Fear preceded me, lest when I to
April pov: A few more moments passed between the two of us before I could realize what the incidents happen that seemed like a quick flashback. Suddenly went through my mind as I wondered how and why that happened to us? In an instant, I was shocked to feel that our lips were pressed together. I don’t know what can be done, and what should I say? At this point, even my earthly body trembled at the extreme awkwardness I felt. I feel like I'm going to run out of breath because of the excessive speed of the heartbeat I feel in my chest. And when I regained consciousness, I quickly got up from lying on top of him. Even though my vision was a bit blurred, I still managed to stand up even though my whole being was enveloped in intense nervousness. When I finally got up, I saw it also get up from lying on the ground, I don't know why I feel like my chest will explode. I calmed down, and hid my true feelings in fury. I lost my concentration even more when our eyes suddenly met. Shit, why w
April pov: It was as if I was out of breath when I arrived at the hospital, a mixture of nervousness, fear, and inexplicable emotions I was feeling in these moments. Not only because of my encounter with my ultimate crush, Mark Fuentes but my intense concern for my mother was even more overwhelming. I almost ran across the road to the hospital, I didn't even notice anyone I bumped into on the way. The glass of my eyeglasses is broken so I feel blurred all around.My eyes narrowed, but I still tried to keep my will to see the dark path I was crossing toward my dying mother. For a long time, this hospital has been my mother's home. When she recovers for a few days, she will come back for a diagnostic examination. I feel sorry for my mother but I want to be with her for a long time even though I feel my heart is breaking with so much worry. I know she is tired of fighting for het life but I do not stop praying and hope that she can do whatever she did before like a normal person without
Point of view: I am April Jane Santisima, a simple person but known as one of the brightest students in the school of St. Patrick Academy but name famous known not an Academy but a University. The owner change it when her Son manage it. I simply want to be able to study without being aggrieved, but why do they harass me every day? What wrong have I done to them so that they repeatedly bully me especially Karen who is a well-known queen bee or better known as the evil queen of the campus because of her bad behavior. Not a day goes by that I don't cry and feel embarrassed because of Karen, I never skept from her cruelty. My life became even more chaotic when Mark Fuentes, one of the most well -known rich and young CEOs and heirs, came into my life. One day, he confessed that he liked me, that was probably the happiest thing that happened in my life but I hope he didn't confess anymore because since he confessed, everything has gradually changed. My quiet world became even
April pov: It was as if my world was slowly melting away from what I heard from Karen. I thought she would protect me from people who did nothing but to bully me but she was even worse than a demon to hurt me over and over again. I cried again until I reached our classroom after I receive a strong slap from her. Fortunately, our teacher is not here yet. "You are crying again? Did the students around you bully you again?” Mila asked hesitantly. She is also a scholar like me. “I don't know why they treat me like that to me? Why if they treat me like the magnitude of the sin I have committed against them.” I sobbed again in tears. "Because you're smart, you grab the attention of teachers who should only be for the rich." I stared at Mave who is gay and also my friend, I quickly wiped away the tears. "What do you mean?" intriguing I asked. "I heard in the comfort room that you are always being bullied because you are smart and that rich child doesn't want anyone el
April pov: “Mark, you again? What are you doing here?" I asked without hesitation to him. I don't know why I don't feel shame at this moment. I feel comfortable by his arms. I feel when I'm with him, I am being secured and I know this is my crazy thought again. It was really impossible to happen, a man like him fall in love with a person like me who actually opposite on the estate of life.“Are you following me?” annoyed I said, I don't know why I askes him that way. “Excuse me?” surprise he said. “Me? Following you? Hell no, haha I mean, I am not, it will never. What a stupid question.” he laugh and said, I feel my face turn into red with the embarrassment I felt but I still trying to be brave to speak through.“Then, what are you doing here if you're not following me?” bravely I asked as if convincing him to tell that my suspicion was right that he was following me. “Don't tell me your mom eithe your dad as also a patient here? I saw them earlier on the nearby de
April pov: I went out of the hospital to buy something to eat. When I returned, my father was still not around, so I decided to stay and with for him. I looked for my mother's new room because the doctor said they had transfer my mother to the private room as the sponsor requested. I don't know what to do in these moments, seeing the whole room used for mom. "How can I pay the man who helped us if I don't know him?" sigh I said before I sat down in the soft hospital chair and looked selfpity at my mother who was almost lifeless. There was a lot of oxygen in her mouth and my poor mother's body. I cried again as I watched mother. “You don't deserve every pain, your to kind and caring. Your always think what is good for me but look at you now, I can't even do what is good for you mama!” I cried as I kisses her hand hoping for a miracle that she heal and I overcome it. I just stopped sobbing when the door suddenly opened and a man who was wearing a doctor's uniform entered
April pov: It was as if I was out of breath when I arrived at the hospital, a mixture of nervousness, fear, and inexplicable emotions I was feeling in these moments. Not only because of my encounter with my ultimate crush, Mark Fuentes but my intense concern for my mother was even more overwhelming. I almost ran across the road to the hospital, I didn't even notice anyone I bumped into on the way. The glass of my eyeglasses is broken so I feel blurred all around.My eyes narrowed, but I still tried to keep my will to see the dark path I was crossing toward my dying mother. For a long time, this hospital has been my mother's home. When she recovers for a few days, she will come back for a diagnostic examination. I feel sorry for my mother but I want to be with her for a long time even though I feel my heart is breaking with so much worry. I know she is tired of fighting for het life but I do not stop praying and hope that she can do whatever she did before like a normal person without
April pov: A few more moments passed between the two of us before I could realize what the incidents happen that seemed like a quick flashback. Suddenly went through my mind as I wondered how and why that happened to us? In an instant, I was shocked to feel that our lips were pressed together. I don’t know what can be done, and what should I say? At this point, even my earthly body trembled at the extreme awkwardness I felt. I feel like I'm going to run out of breath because of the excessive speed of the heartbeat I feel in my chest. And when I regained consciousness, I quickly got up from lying on top of him. Even though my vision was a bit blurred, I still managed to stand up even though my whole being was enveloped in intense nervousness. When I finally got up, I saw it also get up from lying on the ground, I don't know why I feel like my chest will explode. I calmed down, and hid my true feelings in fury. I lost my concentration even more when our eyes suddenly met. Shit, why w
April pov:Although the whole class did not end, I received a message from Dr. Alvarez caused me to lose concentration due to extreme fear. My whole being was wrapped in fear and nervousness, I didn’t know how I would feel in case my mother gone forever. Due to the intense emotion, I was not aware that my tears were streaming down my cheeks, I just noticed that they accidentally fell into my notebook and left a tear mark there cause me to back the reality.“Santisima? Are you okay?" My reaction on face as I faced to Ms. Almira Reyes was blank, she is our music teacher.“Why are you just looking at me? Don't tell me that you are afraid to sing in front of many people even though you always sing in front of everyone especially on recognition day. ” her rudely said.I feel my throat suddenly go dry, I don’t even know how to tell them what is bothering inside me.Fear preceded me, lest when I to
Mark Fuentes:I left Ms. Roxanne's classroom because of being so annoyed. April was really smart, she guessed what is running through my mind, she guess that she was the person I was fantasizing about. The way she stare at me, damn. I seem to be melting with intense shame. No one except her who can catch my tickle?“Aist, what's wrong with me?” I whisper as I let a deep sigh while keep walking.I walk as if out of self, I think too deeply. If I hadn’t made up an excuse everyone might have known that April was the woman I secretly loved.That's the secret that I don't want to reveal."Hey, watch out!" I came back to reality when I bumped into someone. "I'm sorry!" my cold response without looking back at whom I bumped in. “I didn't mean to hurt you.” my reason to her as I quickly picked up on the ground the book she fell because of me."Here's your- You?" My mood suddenly changed it seemed even more
April pov: I don’t know why I feel like time is running so slow right now. I was uncomfortable in my seat, and most of all I couldn’t concentrate on listening to the teacher because of what the man behind me was doing. I noticed that he was playing my long hair with his fingers and I think he was smelling it. I feel like what he was doing was insulting me. I could still hear his faint giggle like a madman while playing my hair. What I hate and most of all is someone touching my hair even the ends and strands of my hair, I really hate that. Even though I feel like I'm going to explode with great annoyance, I still need to control my emotion not to make any noise inside my English teacher's classroom. I know, Ms. Sanchez don't want to hear any noise while she was lecturing but how can I control myself if someone ruin my day? "I can't believe this. I thought when you came from the poverty who's living on a cheap village, I thou
Mark pov: We all fell silent when we heard April's long preaching, I know that it is difficult to get along with the people around her especially to endure the insult and hurt of other students to someone like her but what I did was an accident. I just accidentally hit her with a ball in the head. "Wow, she's so brave!" only words came out of Troy's mouth who seemed amazed at the courage April showed to everyone as we watched her rush into her classroom as if resentful. “I agree but, wait what is that woman saying about? Why does she seem to be very angry with us? No, I mean not us, it's just Mark only.” I looked at Bryan with eyebrows meeting as if confused. "Why me?" I asked him without emotion. "Because, you were the only one who hit the ball on her head. Look at what you did, we also involve because of what you did to her." he said sarcastically to me. He even emphasize to me that I was a foolish guy to do that way and it's annoyed me more. "What do I care ab
April pov: I am going to school early because we have a PE activity now. But before I go to school, I first went to the hospital to give the food to my father, I also intructed Doctor Alvarez to call me immediately once there was an emergency which he agreed to. I quickly went down the bus to catch up my PE class. Deafening laughter and teasing were once again enveloping those around me but I didn't pay any attention to them anymore. I have more important matters to prioritize than them. Even if I had a chance to fight them, I still have the courage and power to fight them because I am afraid that I might not be able to study again if I beat up those spoiled brat like them. They don't experience the hardships of life that's why they act like they were the most powerful aside from God and I don't worship those evil fake God like them. I kept walking until I reached the locker room, I quickly changes my PE clothes and when I finished, I almost ran toward the tracking
April pov: I went out of the hospital to buy something to eat. When I returned, my father was still not around, so I decided to stay and with for him. I looked for my mother's new room because the doctor said they had transfer my mother to the private room as the sponsor requested. I don't know what to do in these moments, seeing the whole room used for mom. "How can I pay the man who helped us if I don't know him?" sigh I said before I sat down in the soft hospital chair and looked selfpity at my mother who was almost lifeless. There was a lot of oxygen in her mouth and my poor mother's body. I cried again as I watched mother. “You don't deserve every pain, your to kind and caring. Your always think what is good for me but look at you now, I can't even do what is good for you mama!” I cried as I kisses her hand hoping for a miracle that she heal and I overcome it. I just stopped sobbing when the door suddenly opened and a man who was wearing a doctor's uniform entered
April pov: “Mark, you again? What are you doing here?" I asked without hesitation to him. I don't know why I don't feel shame at this moment. I feel comfortable by his arms. I feel when I'm with him, I am being secured and I know this is my crazy thought again. It was really impossible to happen, a man like him fall in love with a person like me who actually opposite on the estate of life.“Are you following me?” annoyed I said, I don't know why I askes him that way. “Excuse me?” surprise he said. “Me? Following you? Hell no, haha I mean, I am not, it will never. What a stupid question.” he laugh and said, I feel my face turn into red with the embarrassment I felt but I still trying to be brave to speak through.“Then, what are you doing here if you're not following me?” bravely I asked as if convincing him to tell that my suspicion was right that he was following me. “Don't tell me your mom eithe your dad as also a patient here? I saw them earlier on the nearby de